deceased into ashes

"Meow——" Nuomi let out a big yawn while stretching her waist, and opened her eyes to look at the two people sitting by the sofa.

Zhou Qianyi clenched her hands, she didn't know what to say, Yan Min poured her a glass of warm water and handed it to her.

Zhou Qianyi's hand holding the cup was shaking all the time.

Her lips were still bloodless, she was fine when she went there, and she was just like that when she came back.

Yan Min frowned, touched Zhou Qianyi's forehead, and then his own forehead: "The body temperature is quite normal, why don't you use a thermometer to measure it, you might have caught a cold."

Zhou Qianyi's eyes were empty, she just shook her head slightly, still trembling.

"Did you have a headache from depression...I'll go get you some medicine." Yan Min looked at her worriedly, while Zhou Qianyi just sat on the sofa and shivered like a soulless puppet.

"No need..." Zhou Qianyi lowered her head, closed her eyes, and said hoarsely, "I'll just calm down for a while."

Yan Min still brought the medicine, frowned and looked at Zhou Qianyi who put down the cup and was trembling in the corner, Nuomi meowed around her and she ignored her.

"I... just feel a little uncomfortable..." Zhou Qianyi raised his head, his eyes were already red, and there were tears around his eyes.She was sobbing and trembling, like a kitten abandoned in winter.

Yan Min looked really uncomfortable, she went to the room and brought a blanket to cover Zhou Qianyi, and said: "If you are uncomfortable, just cry for a while, it's better than holding back, don't catch a cold."

"I'm really a complete fool..." Zhou Qianyi cried and coughed, Yan Min brought her a tissue, and she coughed up bloody phlegm.

"Is it an inflammation? Or is it something else? How could it be like this? Let's go to the hospital to have a look..." Yan Min helped her throw away the tissue, bit his lower lip and looked at the pale Zhou Qianyi.

"It's okay... I'm used to it..." Zhou Qianyi put on a small blanket.

Yan Min asked Nuomi to accompany Zhou Qianyi there, and went to the kitchen to get some meat porridge to nourish Zhou Qianyi's body.

Nuomi carefully leaked her belly to Zhou Qianyi and rolled over, looking like she was being trampled upon.

Zhou Qianyi hugged Nuomi to her lap, stroked its head, and Nuomi licked her hand.

Why are you crying?

Zhou Qianyi didn't know either.

It's just that when she left at that time, she felt conflicted in her heart, fell silent, and then she was still sad, and tears fell from her eyes by herself.

Just a little sadness is like a spark, burning out all her calmness.

All she knew was that her ears started ringing as soon as she saw those photos.

That kind of nerve stimulation made her feel extremely uncomfortable, and the tinnitus didn't end until she got home, nearly half an hour.

how so......

There were a few thunders outside, and it started to rain heavily, and the temperature will drop again in a few days. This winter is really cold.

It's true, it's cold.

Yan Min brought meat porridge with chopped green onions sprinkled on it, it looked delicious, but Zhou Qianyi didn't have the appetite to eat it.

She hadn't had much appetite to eat since two years ago, maybe it was at that time that she started to have stomach cancer, but at that time she only cared about Yu Qingyue, so she didn't care about herself so much.

Yan Min looked outside and closed the window tightly: "It's raining heavily."

"It will probably rain these few days." Zhou Qianyi ate a mouthful of meat porridge, but unexpectedly coughed, and she ran to the toilet to vomit.

A strong sense of nausea and intense nervous reactions enveloped her whole body. She knelt by the toilet and vomited, feeling like she was going to vomit out her kidneys.

Finally, she looked at the greenish-yellow liquid, and silently pressed the flush button.

It was the first time to spit out so much gastric juice, the gastric juice was sour and bitter, and it was uncomfortable to watch.

Are you about to die?

Zhou Qianyi came out after brushing his teeth after drawing the water, Yan Min asked in fear: "What's the matter... Does meat porridge not suit your taste..."

Little did she know that Zhou Qianyi's stomach cancer was causing the trouble.It's just that I'm so scared of the disease that is close to death, I really don't want to mention it.

"Sister Yan, I think I'm going to die." Zhou Qianyi smiled, forcedly.

"Qianyi..." Yan Min lowered her head, she seemed to have made up her mind and said, "If we can't cure it at home, we will go abroad, and it will always be cured!"

Can it be cured?

She didn't believe it herself.

It's not that I haven't consulted famous doctors, even the doctor who is familiar with Qianyi said: There is no other way, I can only rely on medicine to procrastinate, and I still have to be mentally prepared.

"Sister Yan, if I could choose how to die, I really don't want to be put on a cold hospital bed with tubes for infusion and gas infusion, and then be sent to the morgue after death."

"Hmm..." Yan Min didn't know what to say.

"Actually, you don't have to be too sad." Zhou Qianyi looked at Yan Min's hair, patted her head, and smiled softly: "I used to think of death, but I'm really not afraid. It's just that I haven't done it yet in this world. Too much has been done.”

"I used to really want to live by the sea. Although the wind and waves are big, I just think it is very romantic and interesting. I can get up in the morning to pick up shells by the sea, walk by myself at night and leave footprints, and I can watch the moon at night."

"Let's go to the sea after the New Year's Eve." Yan Min looked at Zhou Qianyi whose face was still pale, and held back his tears: "Take glutinous rice and go together."

"Well, if you encounter a good sea area, you can scatter my ashes in that sea area in the future." Zhou Qianyi said flatly.

She actually thought about it for a long time, but she still didn't know what she wanted.

A cemetery is a place where loved ones remember the deceased, and a hospital is even more so. Everyone cries when someone dies.

She didn't want to.

In ancient times, there was joy and mourning, and it was generally called joy and mourning when the elderly passed away with a smile and no worries at the age of seventy.

She also wants a happy funeral, but it has a different meaning. She hopes that everyone will not be too sad.

When Yan Min and Nuomi miss her, they can go to the sea for a walk, maybe it won't be so uncomfortable.

When the whale falls ten miles away, everything shines.

Although she is not as great as a whale, at least she can experience the feeling of a whale falling.

"Okay, after you decide, I can help you with the things you can't do." Yan Min nodded, but he was a little unhappy.

"I'll have the last test in May." Zhou Qianyi said this without thinking, but Yan Min didn't realize it, so Zhou Qianyi went to play with glutinous rice, but she was still not feeling well, so she just sat on the sofa .

What was the blow to Qianyi... What did that man show her...

According to Qianyi, that person should be Yu Qingyue's assistant.

Yan Min went to the south balcony and called Yu Qingyue.

"Hey?"

"Yu Qingyue?"

"you are?"

"You don't have to worry about who I am, but please take care of your present. Girlfriend. Don't cause trouble everywhere." Yan Min's tone became very cold, which made the other party cold.She also specially emphasized the word "current girlfriend".

"I don't have a girlfriend... what do you mean?" Yu Qingyue frowned.

"Take care of your assistant. Don't cause trouble everywhere. If you like to play, just enjoy yourself and don't provoke others." Yan Min hung up the phone.

Yu Qingyue probably knew what was going on, her face darkened.

"Is Chen Xi back?" Yu Qingyue asked the secretary outside lazily.

"Not long after you come back, does Director Yu have anything to do with her?" The secretary outside came in and replied politely.

"Call her here and tell her that I have something to talk to her about." Yu Qingyue's eyes were full of lust, and she sighed.

Isn't it good to be obedient?