deceased into ashes

During the three days in the hospital, Zhou Qianyi seemed to be dumb, and she was unwilling to say a word. She didn't want to cry anymore, but she slept for a longer time, and felt that the time was getting more and more difficult.

It took Yu Qingyue five or six phone calls before she asked the company for half a month's leave. Whenever she tried to speak to Zhou Qianyi, she swallowed the words back.

Zhou Qianyi's expression was hopeless and pale that she had never seen before. She couldn't find anyone in her life who was more deeply lonely than Zhou Qianyi.

Yu Qingyue didn't know what to do.

She knew she was wrong this time, but she didn't feel that she was really wrong at other times.

After thinking twice, Yu Qingyue decided to sell the house.

After all, it is the old lover's thing, and it really cannot be touched no matter how good it is.

She listed the house to the agent for sale, and wanted to discuss with Zhou Qianyi whether to move back to the place where she lived before or find a better place.

On the third day, Zhou Qianyi was discharged from the hospital with a bandage on his head. The doctor explained some things, and Yu Qingyue followed Zhou Qianyi with the medicine and drove back to the community.

"Qianyi..." They had already entered the elevator, Zhou Qianyi still didn't say a word, she lowered her head slightly, her eyes were empty.

When I got home, the blood on the ground had been cleaned up, and all the smashed things in the house were packed up and thrown out. The vase was gone, and the red rose inside was also thrown away.

Zhou Qianyi didn't see the red rose she saw that day, so she knew it was lost.

No matter how good something is, it will expire, and sooner or later it will be rejected.

Zhou Qianyi lowered her eyes and thought, she didn't know what to do, so she walked over and sat on the sofa, silently looking at the gray sky outside the window.

"Qianyi, shall we go on a trip?" Yu Qingyue put away the medicine, and she planned to pack her things in the next few days.

Someone from the agent has already said that they want to come and see the house. The location is good, and it is estimated that it will be sold soon.

"We can go to Hangzhou, Beijing to Hainan, whatever is fine, I took half a month off, let's go and relax," Yu Qingyue said with a smile: "I also learned Japanese, we can also go to Japan to see Look, haven't you always wanted to go abroad?"

Zhou Qianyi heard it, but just glanced at Yu Qingyue, nodded in default, then went to lie on his side and closed the door.

Yu Qingyue was upset, she didn't know what happened to Zhou Qianyi these days, she used to be able to change her mind with a little coaxing.

Maybe it was because of the injury, Yu Qingyue thought.

The lady who beat someone has already been locked up in the police station. Yu Qingyue's ex-lover also said that she came to apologize in the past few days, and she felt much better. She packed her luggage and prepared to apply for a visa to go abroad in the next few days.

Take Qianyi to Japan to see, she will be happy.

She knows that Zhou Qianyi likes flowers. Although there are no cherry blossoms in Japan in December, Japan is still very beautiful. She can buy some gadgets to coax her during the trip, or buy a puppet cat to raise—Qianyi likes it very much White Ragdoll cat.

A few days later, under Yu Qingyue's hard work, Zhou Qianyi agreed to apply for a license. She didn't know what to do now, and Yu Qingyue probably didn't know that things would turn out like this... and she can't blame her entirely , I shouldn't indulge her...

It took Zhou Qianyi an hour to complete the license, but she didn't expect it to be done so quickly. Originally, Yu Qingyue told her it would take two to three hours.

She took a taxi back home, and when she went downstairs to her house, she saw a large bouquet of roses and pink balloons next to a luxury car. She was a little surprised, who proposed to marry her?

She took the elevator upstairs, took the license, looked at the photos she took, and felt that she...has changed a lot over the years, and she is indeed not as beautiful as before.

She got out of the elevator and found some rose petals scattered on the ground at the door of the house. She thought that Yu Qingyue bought roses to coax her again, but found that the door was not closed.

Too careless, the door was not closed properly, Zhou Qianyi picked up the rose petals, closed the door gently, changed into slippers and walked in, there was no one in the hall, but there was a sound in the room.

Zhou Qianyi walked to the door of the room, opened the door, and the door creaked, making people flustered. Then, she saw a scene that she would never forget in her life.

She didn't expect that one day the bloody drama of catching/raping/in/bed would be staged before her eyes.

She didn't expect that seeing her lover cheating with her own eyes was the feeling.

That man was the one I saw in the hospital arguing with Yu Qingyue. He probably drove the luxury car downstairs. It was not a marriage proposal, but a rekindling of old love.

As for Yu Qingyue, lying on the bed they used to share together, her hair was disheveled, her clothes were/falling/not/falling off, she looked at Zhou Qianyi who was standing at the door in horror.

"Qianyi, it's not like this..." Yu Qingyue pushed the man away, clutched her clothes tightly, and said in panic, "Listen to me, it's not like this..."

Zhou Qianyi froze, tears rolled down her face, her heart began to ache, and the words she said were actually: "Get lost."

Yu Qingyue was also stunned: "What...?"

"I told you to get out...get out of my sight..." Zhou Qianyi cried loudly, "Get out of here, you couple!!!!"

"Do you think I want this?!" Yu Qingyue also became angry: "You don't want to talk to me these days! Do I want this?! Is it all my fault?! Is it because I want to sleep with that person? ?!!!"

Zhou Qianyi gasped for breath, and she almost fell down: "It's not that you are unclean, did I push you to someone else's bed?!"

After saying this sentence, Yu Qingyue slapped Zhou Qianyi on the face, and Zhou Qianyi's left cheek turned red all of a sudden.

Zhou Qianyi was stunned... This was the first time Yu Qingyue hit her in all these years.

Yu Qingyue didn't feel guilty at all, she still yelled at Zhou Qianyi: "It's not that you are always like a dead fish, it's not that you don't know anything, will I go to someone else?! Now you figure it out, I didn't think Sleep with that person!!! If you don't see it, then you are right, you have been beaten stupid!!!" As he said that, he wanted to pull Zhou Qianyi's clothes, but Zhou Qianyi lost his balance and fell to the ground all of a sudden.

Yu Qingyue just looked at her from above/over/down/down, like looking at a poor animal, looking at her.

Zhou Qianyi couldn't say anything, she stood up tremblingly, the rose petals she had just picked up in her hands were now wet and red, she picked up the things she put on the table, and quickly ran out.

She was wearing a pair of cotton slippers and ran down the stairs, everything was hazy in front of her eyes, tears were dripping down on the tiles, it was already evening, she had nowhere to go, the road was wet, she kept running, kept running, She fell down and her leg was bleeding, but she kept running. She ran aimlessly, and finally, she fell down on an overpass.

She fell down for the second time, and she couldn't get up. Her body began to ache, and the pain wrapped her around her. She lost one of her cotton slippers at some point, and her hands were covered with red rose juice.

She hugged her legs, sat on the overpass where no one walked, buried her head in her knees, and cried for a long, long time.

A person, crying for a long time, fainted.

There was still blood on the legs, the bandage on the head was dirty, and it was raining again.

Yeah, it started raining again.

If I disappear, maybe there will be no more pain, no more sadness.

There will be no emotion, no entanglement, and no need to say sorry with a shy face and be ridiculed by others.

Just disappear.

She fell asleep in the rain.