Qin's father and son

After hanging up the phone, she clasped her hands together and breathed out with her mouth, her feet were frozen and stiff in the snow.

Behind her was the big sea, and the sea breeze hit her body, messing up her hair.

She took out a cigarette, lit it several times without lighting it, and repeatedly lit the lighter, and finally she couldn't help throwing the lighter aside.

With trembling hands, he pulled out the shredded tobacco, put it in his mouth nervously, and chewed it again and again.

I don't know if it's because of the cold or what, but her eyes are red.

Finally unable to hold back, she inserted her fingers into her hair, bit her mouth fiercely, and whimpered in pain.

Lu Yao has always had a wish, that is to settle down with her lover in a home by the sea, and live an ordinary and fairly happy life.

In fact, the reason why I became like this in the end is very simple.

It's just that she fell in love with a woman, fell in love, separated again, and then never saw each other again, it's not complicated at all.

The man who the woman fell in love with after she got married started looking for her a few times, but in the end he stopped contacting him and suddenly disappeared in Lu Yao's world.

Lu Yao would not blame that woman, she felt that she loved her too much, as if for no reason.

It's just that this process is somewhat sad, bumpy, and long.If you say it's gone, it's gone.

Breaking the beautiful expectations of her youth, it was like a dream.

She made a decision when she boarded the train for this journey.Here she is.

But she lied to Qin Siqing that the person she loves is not here. That woman and her husband left this place long ago, many years ago.

She really just wanted to see this place with many memories. She was too shocked when she came here on the first day, as if not much time had passed, it was still yesterday.

It's just that her seaside home is gone, the person she loves is gone, and everything she had before is gone.

Watching here again and again day after day, she can't go back, she died a long time ago, died of that love.

Finally, she cried hysterically.

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That was in 05, I met such a woman named Lu Yao.She told me such a long story.

She later died of illness just before that spring.

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