The life of rebirth is up to me

Holy Mountain Cemetery.

The huge white porcelain Avalokitesvara statue stands on the highest mountain in the cemetery, looking down on the people sleeping here kindly, and the Buddha's light shines on this land.It is said that this statue of Avalokitesvara was consecrated by an eminent monk, which has the effect of suppression and the ability of universal salvation.Therefore, the location of the cemetery has not been enough, and the quota has long been full, especially the land at the foot of the Guanyin statue has been sold for a sky-high price, and there is no market for the price.

Zhong Yu was standing at the foot of Guanyin on the precious land, wearing a close-fitting black suit, holding a bouquet of red roses with drops of water in his hands.He bent down, put the gorgeous flowers on the tombstone, looked at the person in the black and white photo, and couldn't take his eyes off for a moment.

"Have you bought it long ago?" He asked, the color of his eyes was exceptionally dark, such blackness, flowing out like ink, but was restrained by his eye sockets, forcing him to be within the range he could bear.

After a while, he straightened up and lit a cigarette for himself.

The pungent smoke flowed into the stagnant lungs, with a faint pain, as if masochistic, and took another big drag.

I really want to go!

Try hard and keep persuading yourself, telling yourself, just come and see it, don't think about more things.Damn this man!must die!With so much blood on his hands, even if he doesn't die this time, he will be taken in sooner or later!

Moreover, didn't he even prepare for it?I bought such a treasured place of geomantic omen, and it was still a joint burial tomb. I wasted so much money, bought such a big place, and put an urn. Isn't this just a habit of this person?

Publicity, enjoyment, doing my own way, living like a neurotic, wearing gorgeous clothes at all times, forcing everyone to look at me, high-profile as if I am always the protagonist.

This is not for you...

Zhong Yu squinted at the black and white photo in front of him and frowned.Simple and clean face, a little silly, especially those eyes that always like to bend and squint angrily, unlike that person's expression, more like being forced to take pictures.

Must have forgotten to explain.

Zhong Yu confirmed it with certainty.That is a person who is so insane that even pasting photos on tombstones has to be colored.A person who has to let others look at him even if he dies.A person who was so dazzling that people can never forget him before and after his life.

It's not like you!Too stupid!

Zhong Yu raised his hand, covered his mouth, took a deep breath, tried hard to absorb the thin air around him, turned around, and walked out quickly.

"Deserve it! Deserve it! Damn it! You must die! You deserve it..." He kept chanting, repeating these words, constantly reminding himself, telling himself that he was right, absolutely right!

Zhong Yu's feet were floating, and he almost staggered down the stairs of the cemetery.

It wasn't until I went down the mountain that the blurred vision returned to normal.

The tightness in the chest is still there, and I feel a little regretful, regretting that I have come in the end, I knew it would be like this, but I just came.Maybe it's atonement, maybe I just want to stab another knife in my painful chest and tell myself how to live until now.

"Squeak—" There was a sharp brake sound.

Zhong Yu turned his eyes to look.I saw a familiar face in the rolled down window of the black car, and the black muzzle of the gun.

"Boom!" A huge sound echoed in my ears, and there was the sound of a startled bird's wings flapping in the distance, "Papapapa..."

In a trance, Zhong Yu seemed to see the photo printed on the cold tombstone again.

The collar turned red...

Lips are full and rosy...

The skin gradually turned into a textured malt color...

Those eyes were bent down, like crescent moons, and the light inside flowed like a sky full of stars in midsummer.Unlimited nostalgia, love like silk, staring, lips gently opened and closed: "Yu..."

"Yu...I love you, I love you the most..."

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"Baby... Come on, say you love me... just say one word, I'm satisfied even if I die..."

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"Yu...why do I love you so much? I want to buy a joint tomb, I want us to be buried together after death, love this life, love the next life, love every life..."

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