Jiaojiu Nuanyang

"Brother, will I be too insecure if I dress like this?"

Seeing that it was time to go to the teahouse where they met, Fang Kun asked again worriedly.

"No." Chen Jingdong repeated for the eighth time without the slightest impatience: "You are only in your early twenties, and you are already a young boy, so it's good to dress like this. Besides, you are not going for an interview."

After getting out of the taxi, Fang Kun took a deep breath, and said, "Brother, I'm nervous, really nervous, you touch my hand, it's cold."

"Don't be afraid." Chen Jingdong stroked his hair: "You talk, I will sit not far away and wait for you."

They discussed it before coming.This is the first meaningful meeting between Fang Kun and his mother. Although it is a bit ironic, the fact cannot be changed.Chen Jingdong thought that their mother and son would always have something personal or private, and as an outsider, it was better for him to avoid it.

Unexpectedly, Chi Xiaohong's indifference had reached an unbelievable level, so she generously invited Chen Jingdong to sit with her.

"What are you avoiding? It's nothing at all, let's sit together and chat casually."

Chen Jingdong didn't know whether to breathe out, or feel sad and sad for Fang Kun.

Chi Xiaohong didn't care about Fang Kun's seriousness.

The bitter longing and admiration in it made Chen Jingdong feel so sorry for his own children that he didn't know what to do.

Chi Xiaohong took a serious look at the cautious boy sitting opposite, and suddenly smiled: "I'm so old, I'm really not used to it. My Lanlan is only 11 years old. Oh, Lanlan is the daughter of my ex-husband. , so to speak, she is Fang Kun's younger sister."

Fang Kun's lips moved, but he couldn't yell out the sound of mother.

Chi Xiaohong was very sensitive on this point, and waved her hand: "Fang Kun, don't be embarrassed, you really don't need to think about addressing. I told Chen Jingdong two days ago that I don't deserve to be your mother. You can call me whatever you want. You can also call me Auntie."

"Then how can it be." Chen Jingdong kept the pain in his heart calmly, and patted the back of Xia Kun's hand with the hand under the table: "Seniority and title are unchangeable in blood, and you can't scream." It's also ironic to think about it, He, Chen Jingdong, actually had the least position to preach this. The good second uncle turned into a brother, and finally turned into a lover.

"Fang Wei and I are very sorry for you." Chi Xiaohong also knew a little about Fang Kun's experiences over the years: "I was in contact with Fang Li a few years ago, and I know your situation. I heard that you are now studying in A University ? Quite powerful."

Fang Kun's face was a little pale, and those rebellious thorns were all softened. Even if he was angry, he was willing to lie dormant under this hard-won meeting.A child's longing for blood relationship and humble admiration for the lack of maternal love has never disappeared.

"It's not how good I am. Without Chen Jingdong's encouragement and support these years, I would not have been admitted to University A."

"That's true." Chi Xiaohong pushed the cookies on the table with her bright red nail polish fingers: "You can eat some, you are welcome. It is true to say that everyone has their own destiny. I heard that Fang Wei After getting married, life at home was not very good. My girl’s study is also a headache, she doesn’t like to read, and she holds an iPad every day to scan vibrato, which is really annoying. On the contrary, you, Fang Kun, are self-motivated and have the help of noble people. Right now it looks like it's going to be the best..."

"Mom," Fang Kun plucked up his courage, and the tone of his voice changed: "Stop saying that."

Chi Xiaohong might not understand, but Chen Jingdong felt the same way.

The kind of polite greetings as if he was talking to an irrelevant passer-by is exactly what puts Fang Kun in the category of outsiders, neither caring nor sad.The light touch of the upper and lower lips, but with a force that weighs more than a thousand catties, can crush people to death.

Chi Xiaohong was a little embarrassed: "I really don't seem to be very good at communicating with children, and I don't like to listen to me... Well, I still want to thank you, Mr. Chen."

"Actually, I want to see you today." Fang Kun held Chen Jingdong's hand under the table with such strength that he frightened people to death: "Besides wanting to know what my mother looks like, I also want to tell you something."

The young man licked his lips, with the courage to go all out, looked straight into the woman's eyes, and said in a voice that could be heard by all three of them: "I'm an adult now, and I don't need you to take responsibility for me. I just want to tell you You, I'm living a good life, I'm with Chen Jingdong, and we won't be separated in the future..."

Chi Xiaohong looked at him in astonishment, the eloquent woman seemed to have suffered from aphasia in an instant, and was unable to say anything.

The moment Fang Kun held his hand, Chen Jingdong knew what the kid wanted to do.

The man wrapped Fang Kun's fist with his backhand, exerted a little force, and silently expressed his support.

"I," Chi Xiaohong picked up the teacup in a panic and wanted to drink, but her hand shook, and two drops of tea splashed out and landed on the hem of the woman's beige cashmere sweater: "I didn't expect this. But it's good... ..."

She said it was fine.

Chen Jingdong was not disappointed when his parents even cried, scolded and beat him up. Seeing Chi Xiaohong's reaction now, he was inexplicably disappointed.

Chi Xiaohong pulled two paper towels and lowered her head to wipe her sweater. After half a minute, she looked up again, and the panic was gone.

"Fang Kun, are you afraid that I will object? I am not such an ignorant person. Now that the society is so open, I also know that homosexuality is not a disease. Chen Jingdong looks very reliable. I think you two are really good together, very good ..."

There was an unbearable depression in the air. The three of them sat face to face, and neither could feel the sincerity and warmth of the other.

Not talking, made Chi Xiaohong even more uncomfortable.The woman brushed her hair, hesitated, and finally sighed and raised her eyes: "Actually, to be frank, I was quite surprised. But I don't think I have the position to say anything against it. After all, I have ignored it for so many years, and now I found out I don’t have the face to do such a thing if Fang Kun’s disposition is different from that of ordinary people and then jumps out to point fingers.”

Fang Kun swallowed his saliva with difficulty, and quickly answered: "Mom, I have no demands on you, and I will not interfere with your happy life now. I only ask you for one thing, can you compare your position just now with Fang Wei, please say something? When he jumped out to object."

Coming out of the teahouse, Chen Jingdong kept peeking at his own children.Thinking about how to coax him if he really cried.

"Why?" Fang Kun was not stupid, and quickly grabbed the man's hand and pinched it loose: "Do you really think I'm so weak, and I can't bear this blow and cry? I won't."

"It won't be the best." Chen Jingdong stretched out his hand to stop the car: "I'm afraid that if you want to see him, it will be uncomfortable. I invite you to have a big meal tonight. What do you want to eat?"

"Let's go home and eat." Fang Kun shrugged, looking at the taxi that double-jumped and slowly stopped: "I understand her thoughts. In fact, she is not cold-blooded, but she hasn't been together for so many years. There's really no emotion."

"It's best for you to think like this." Chen Jingdong stretched out his hand to pull the car door, and added in a low voice, "From now on, there will be me, and my family will be your family." I will never abandon your non-blood family members again.

All the way home, Fang Kun behaved normally.

Shopping, cooking, eating, washing dishes.

There is a group photo of two people on the shoe cabinet of the new home, which was taken when I went to the Northeast to play.The boy dressed like a big bear was lying on the man's shoulder, his smiling eyes were as bright as stars, full of happiness.

When Chen Jingdong came out of the kitchen wiping his hands, he looked up and saw Fang Kun lying on the shoe cabinet with a photo in his hand, staring in a daze. Looking from the side, he could see the corner of the young man's mouth slightly turned down and his silent eyes.

"How many times have I seen it, I still look at it." Chen Jingdong walked over, took a decent look at the photo: "But it really looks pretty handsome in the photo."

Unexpectedly, Fang Kun didn't laugh at his narcissism like in the past, but nodded his head: "My man is the most handsome in the world."

Having said that, Chen Jingdong really blushed, put down the photo frame and stretched out his hand to scratch the bridge of the boy's straight nose: "You are not ashamed."

"Brother," seeing the man turn around, Fang Kun hugged Chen Jingdong's waist from behind and rubbed against his back, his voice was a bit muffled: "Don't you need to do it tonight? I want to feel you in my body temperature inside."

There are a lot of things going on recently, the two of them are busy with each other, it really has been a few days since they have been intimate.

When Fang Kun said this, Chen Jingdong's fire was ignited almost instantly.

The man clasped the young man's hand around his waist: "Nonsense, that way..."

"Is it hygienic? I'll go douche later." Fang Kun insisted, "Or are you afraid that you're too sensitive and won't be able to control yourself? It's okay, if you have the ability, kill me. I'm sure I won't beg for mercy. You can do it as many times as you want," The young man's voice was like the most alluring sea monster, seducing the crew to sink willingly: "Whatever method you use. Brother, please take good care of me."

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It was the first time that Fang Kun was raped by his own brave man and passed out.

Actually, this cannot be blamed on Chen Jingdong.

Although it was Fang Kun who seduced him first, Chen Jingdong knew that the child had something on his mind today, but he just kept it in his heart and refused to show it.Therefore, no matter how angry I was, I was always sober and cautious, afraid that I would really hurt Fang Kun.

In the end, after going to bed, little friend Fang became a fairy, twisting and teasing, the nosebleeds of the hooked people almost splashed three feet.

Chen Jingdong found sadly that even though he had received the most rigorous training, he still couldn't resist the temptation of his lover.

Brother, hug me, hold me tight...

Then, there is no more.Someone who dared to challenge the continuous rate of the special forces' strong physical strength was really fucked up.

Turning his face and kissed the sleepy boy's forehead, Chen Jingdong quickly jumped out of bed before he was demonized, went to the refrigerator and poured cold water to put out the fire.

He seems to be addicted to Fang Kun.Just thinking about it just now, there are signs of hardening again.But you must know that tonight, both in terms of durability and frequency, have already broken the previous records of the two of them.

Still not enough.Chen Jingdong felt that he was terrible, and the impulse to keep buried in it was so strong that it was abnormal.

There are two cardboard boxes piled up in the corner of the living room, which are the things that Fang Kun packed up in the original room.It turned out that there were some commemorative gadgets and books when I was in middle and high school.

Chen Jingdong walked over with his slippers on, sat cross-legged on the ground, opened the top cardboard box, and looked through it casually.

It wasn't that he was spying on privacy, Fang Kun told him as early as when he moved out of the old house, don't be embarrassed to look at everything.

A few movie ticket stubs were sandwiched in a shabby book that was as big as a palm, with a bit of paper sticking out.The pattern and text on the thermal paper of the movie ticket were so faint that they could hardly be seen. Chen Jingdong could vaguely tell that it was Operation Mekong.The movie he invited Fang Kun to watch for the first time.

In the open book, there are many words densely written, immature and sincere.A notebook full of notes.Fang Kun's diary.