Me and Jing Xueyao

20.

Jing Xueyao was wearing a summer school uniform, standing in front of the flag-raising stand with a manuscript, telling a story into the microphone—the monster living at the bottom of the lake only has one hour a day to absorb oxygen.When you have enough oxygen, you can play on the lake. I heard that marshmallows in the world are sweeter than girls' breasts... The monster shook his head. He didn't want to come out of the water. He doesn't want it.He only has one hour, one hour to change the thin oxygen, day after day-he wants to give a song to the girl he loves.

21.

He is tired today, not interested in doing anything.I listened to his speech and felt drowsy, Xia Tian is really a tormenting little fairy.Everyone says that same-sex repels and opposite-sex attracts, but Jing Xueyao can attract my attention no matter what she does.Every movement and every smile of his is as if I have controlled it remotely, and the adjustment is exactly what I want.How can there be such a person?I fantasize that he was born for me, and I wait for him every life.

22.

Except for the lunch break, I slept most of the time, and Jing Xueyao sat diagonally behind me. At that time, wifi and smartphones were not popular, and we could only play online games on the computer.He is playing Tetris with a Nokia. He is really super naive, and he loves to eat snakes.I rolled my eyes to the sky, how could I like such a person?

——Isn’t it because he is good-looking?

I don't know if the back of my head looks good or not. Although my mother always said that my head is beautiful, my eyes are not on the butt after all.If Jing Xueyao looked at the blackboard, he would be able to see my red ears from the corner of his eye.Just thinking about him looking at me makes me nervous.I'm really worthless, I care too much about him, I don't even care about being bitten twice by mosquitoes.

23.

I really don't like studying, Jing Xueyao really likes art.He is not interested in other subjects except fine arts. Both he and I took advantage of our talents, and we don't need to work hard, and our Chinese scores are astonishingly good.It's just that other courses are holding us back. This time, he ranked last in the school in the monthly exam, and I can't rank better than him.

24.

For breakfast, we bring our own steamed buns or go to the canteen to buy instant noodles. The school’s canteen is opened by Jing Xueyao’s aunt, and it’s always full of water in the morning.The Caijiamo in the cafeteria is cheap but unpalatable, and the potatoes and carrots always smell musty.The school gate is locked and cannot go out. Many aunts put snack boxes on the side of the iron fence at the school gate, and we trade there.

Jing Xueyao was one of the few people who came to school with lunch. His father had a microwave oven in his office, so he could have a hot meal every day without going home.I've seen it once, it's very delicate Japanese sushi.His mother should be a very virtuous woman who loves him, although I have never seen her attend parent-teacher meetings.

25.

Jing Xueyao didn't know what the wind was, so he cut his hair that had been growing for a long time. It can't be said that it was cut. He shaved it very short, just like a prisoner released after serving his sentence, with a thin layer of blue on his scalp.Many people asked him what was wrong, and he said that taking care of his hair was too much work, and he didn't even get enough sleep.His buddy joked that he thought you were a good man, your father didn't beat you, did he?

His buddies call him Xiao Jing, and our principal Lao Jing.His dad is different from my dad. We don't see five fingers of his dad in a year, and he always nods with a smile when he greets us.My dad is always smiling, and he can chat with the stray dogs on the bridge, but who would have thought that he could kill people?There is nothing wrong with honest people talking about life.

26.

No lawless student dares to sleep in math class.Our math teacher is a very powerful woman, and her time is always stuck in menopause.No one is pleasing to the eye, she never smiles at us, and I doubt she can smile at her husband.We were all frightened when it was her turn in class. She called everyone's name with a murderous look, and had to copy the formula a thousand times if she answered the question incorrectly. This is the most basic, and she had to give it to her before school.The thing that occupied us the longest was her punishment, and I'll always hate her.

27.

On Father's Day, my mother took me to the prison to see my dad. He lost a lot of weight and had a lot of gray hair on his temples. He may have suffered a lot in the prison, and he was emaciated.I'm not his own son, but he treats me like his own. From childhood to adulthood, he has been responsive to every request. He is a good father who spoils his son in the eyes of others.

My dad wiped away tears and my mom cried too.It is said that the money is almost repaid, and you will take the college entrance examination when you come out of Mianmian.She has been beautiful since she was a child, the kind of beauty that comes out of clear water, and she stands out without dressing up.It's a pity that I didn't go to college, because I was there at that time.She was going to be a single mother, so she didn't tell anyone.In those days, it was a shameful thing to conceive without marriage. People would poke her back when she walked on the street. Our town also has a lesson from the past. Even if the woman had a miscarriage, her parents would not recognize her.Later she told me honestly that it was because the doctor said that abortion was very risky, and the man was married and his wife was three months pregnant. She didn't want to destroy other people's families, and she didn't have the ability to do so.

28.

In my eyes she is invincible and vulnerable, but I still love her.The most important woman in my life is naive if bad.It's not her who is wrong, it's the world, it's the man who dares to act but dares not to be.

29.

The summer wind carried the hot temperature. My mother rode a bicycle and took me through the yellow wheat field. I held the corner of her white shirt with both hands.There were not many people on the road. She bought a big watermelon at the fruit stand and bought me an ice cream.I am so old, she still holds my hand uneasy.Grandma made hand-rolled noodles, and I hate eating noodles.She spoiled me so much that she killed half a watermelon for me to go ho ho, but I really hate eating watermelons.I have three cousins ​​in total, but I think my grandma loves me the most.Later, my grandma complained to my mother, saying that she doted on me too much since she was a child, which made me like this.My mother looked at my uncle innocently, with accusations in their eyes, isn't it something you are used to?

30.

Jing Xueyao has a new girl beside him. He grows like a bamboo joint, and his appearance and height are beyond the reach of his peers.There were less than five people in the classroom at lunch time, and the entire teaching building fell silent.Jing Xueyao was leaning against the wall and drawing, but he didn't bring a lunch box today.I was watching "Grand Trail", and I was peeking at him from the corner of my eye.He was wearing a blue jersey and shorts, and he took a pencil and sketched on the drawing paper without distraction. It was a very pleasant sound, accompanied by the chirping of cicadas in summer, which made people want to sleep forever.

31.

A long time ago, I had a dream, which was the enlightenment of my sexuality.I dreamed about Jing Xueyao, he was walking in front of a female classmate and talking, his shoulders were thin and broad, and he stretched his white shirt very nicely, I walked behind them lonely.It was a while before he came back to me, and he read me the answers as I filled out the workbook as I walked.Listening to him smile at me, I also secretly laughed in my heart.I think I want to be with him more than the two of them.

At that time, it was only the first grade of junior high school, not long after school started.There are always many people around him, and he will never see me.Jing Xueyao's face flashed back and forth in my mind, and I thought of his face with a soft light on the podium. He might not even remember who I am.

32.

In the past, Jing Xueyao sat obliquely behind me, but after the Dragon Boat Festival, the head teacher adjusted the seats, and Jing Xueyao and I were divided into the two groups farthest from each other.The aisle in the middle is very wide, and we are like the Cowherd and Weaver Girl separated by a Milky Way.However, the seats are changed every month, and tomorrow it will be our turn to sit next to each other. He is still obliquely behind me, and I can see him as soon as I turn around.