The school grass must suck me every day to survive [Transmigration Book]

Qingyan wanted Lu Lijiang to stop Lu Zhixing, but he gave up just as he was about to dial.

Because he changed his mind

If he was many years later and heard that Lu Lijiang, who had been away for 18 years, suddenly appeared, would he be persuaded to go back?

No, there is no difficulty or reason that can prevent him from seeing Lu Lijiang.

Even if he was middle-aged at that time, Lu Lijiang was still young.

Even though he waited hard for Lu Lijiang for 18 years, Lu Lijiang completely forgot about him.

He will be disappointed, sad, and even more painful.

But more, please be happy.

Who doesn't want the person he loves to live healthy in this world, even at the cost of never knowing him again.

If possible, he also hopes that Lu Lijiang can live a long life, even if he has long forgotten the days and nights they spend together day and night.

Even if he completely forgets about him.

Thinking of this, Qingyan felt pain in his heart.

Thin and dense pain.

It was as if a hole had been broken in the heart, and it was blowing with the wind.It was as if a piece of the body was missing and nothing could fill it.

Even so, compared to Lu Lijiang leaving completely, he still hopes that he can live well.

Although it will be painful, it also feels relieved.

At least, his love is back, isn't it?

Thinking of this, he put the phone back into his coat pocket, and didn't mention Lu Zhixing's coming to anyone at the table.

He thought, if the person in front of him was really his little aunt, then the first meeting between her and Lu Zhixing after 18 years should be a sudden surprise, not a wait for someone to say hello deliberately.

The little aunt's life experience was simply conveyed by her in a few words.

But Qingyan understands that living alone is not as easy as the little aunt said, on the contrary, she should have suffered a lot and suffered a lot of grievances.

It's just that she doesn't bother to talk about it in front of relatives, even relatives she can't remember.

In this regard, the little aunt is indeed very individual.

Perhaps it was the hardships of life that made her develop such a personality.

Qingyan empathizes with Wanqing's past experience, and agrees with her personality a little bit.

"Are you eating? I'm hungry." After finishing talking about herself, Fu Wanqing glanced at the table full of food in front of her, and reminded her quite familiarly.

Fu Wankong was still immersed in the surprise of her younger sister and younger son's return, and was not surprised by Fu Wanqing's so-called rebirth.

Hearing this, she called everyone to raise their glasses and sincerely said: "I'm really happy.

This year, Qingcheng and Qingyue are with me, and Yanyan and Wanqing are also with me.

It's nice to be a family together. "

With Fu Wankong taking the lead, everyone toasted.

Qing Yan also toasted with everyone, also feeling emotional in his heart.

——It’s nice to be together as a family.

In his previous life, he had never experienced the taste of the New Year, and he always cooked hot pot in the dormitory alone to deal with it.

At that time, he told himself that it would be a year with hot pot.

At least the bubbling bottom of the pot made him livelier than usual.

But this year was different. He was accompanied by his parents and elder brother, and sitting across from him was a little aunt who was born on the same date as him in the same year and month.

This year is really warm and pleasant.

At the moment when he was in a daze, Fu Wanqing who was on the opposite side lightly touched his cup, making a crisp sound.

"Happy New Year, nephew." Fu Wanqing winked at him and said happily.

There was a sly gleam in his eyes.

Originally, as an aunt, it was okay to say this to him, but it can be seen that there is a girl of the same age as him in front of him, Qingyan is still a little incapable of accepting it.

Anyway, he couldn't call her "Auntie" for the time being, so he just replied with a sentence that fit the occasion: "Happy New Year."

They drank red wine.

The degree is not high, but Fu Wankong seems drunk after a few rounds.

She held up the cup and looked at Qingyan, with tears in her eyes, her voice was still choked up despite her restraint: "Yanyan, mom is really happy. Really, mom is very happy."

Only a few words, Fu Wankong said it upside down several times, and finally broke down in tears.

It was obviously a reunion day, a happy day, but for some reason, Qingyan suddenly felt very sad.

Not sad about the present, but sad about those days when the Qing family didn't know he was still alive.

He thought, Fu Wankong now looks gentle and elegant, with a successful career, a husband who dotes on her, and an outstanding son whom everyone envies.

But who can know how much she has suffered in these years.

The younger sister who was dependent on each other died suddenly, and the youngest son who was born with great difficulty also "unfortunately died". Not to mention losing two close relatives one after another, it turned out that many years later, he found out that his own son was not dead, but was stolen by the white-eyed wolf.

That's not counting, his son has suffered a lot and suffered a lot of grievances at Baiyanlang's house.

Who will make up for the missed 18 years?

She must be blaming herself now, blaming herself for not discovering the truth and not taking good care of him.

Blame himself for all his suffering in the past.

Now that the family can be reunited, apart from repeating "very happy", she can't express a word of guilt and suffering in her heart.

Thinking of this, Qingyan touched Fu Wankong's cup, and said seriously and sincerely: "Mom, I am also very happy to be your son in this life, very happy."

it is true.

In his previous life, he also thought he had a mother.

Although the mother seemed abnormal, he never disliked it. On the contrary, in order to take care of her mental health, he made a compromise many times.

Even if he was punched and kicked by her, he never said a word.

But the final truth gave him a fatal knife

Not only was that person not his mother, but she was also a mistress who meddled in his parents' relationship.

And his real mother was forced to death by the two when she gave birth to him in confinement.

His "good father" and fake mother, in order not to let him know the truth, kept saying that he was the child of the fake mother, and never even let his real grandmother see him.

Until his grandmother died, he had never seen her once.

If it weren't for his "good father" who couldn't bear the loneliness, and found Xiaosi and Xiaowu later, the fake mother was disgusted by the "good father" in various ways, and in the end he didn't even want to look at her.

So the fake mother broke out with him and vented all these secrets.

Perhaps, in his previous life, he didn't know until his death that the family relationship he had been longing for was so false and dirty!

So, he didn't lie.

He is really grateful to be the child of Qingcheng and Fu Wankong in this life, and he is also very happy to be Qingyue's younger brother.

It was the family life he had always dreamed of.

Love each other, you don't need to guard against who will stab you in the back, you can give your back to each other with peace of mind.

Stable and warm, happy and warm.

It was said that Fu Wankong's tears flowed even harder, even if Qingcheng kept passing tissues, it would not help.

In the end, Qingcheng directly snatched the cup from Fu Wankong's hand, and clinked glasses with Qingyan: "Your mother is drunk, father will drink with you."

Qingyan didn't mind, and also sent a sincere blessing: "Dad, happy new year, I will spend with you every year from now on."

For the silent and stable Qingcheng, Qingyan couldn't say the emotional words "I love you".

He can only express to him the most sincere heart in the most simple language.

Tell him - not only are you happy to have me back, but I am also happy to be your son.

Qingcheng's eyes deepened, obviously touched.

He said "hmm" and took a sip of the wine in his glass.

The heavy snow outside the window is still falling, I don't know who is setting off the fireworks, a large piece of light blooms outside the window, and one crop after another comes in response.

Qingcheng was worried about the drunk Fu Wankong, so he helped her back to the room to rest.

The New Year's Eve dinner in the restaurant did not stop, leaving three young people behind.

"What about me?" Qingyue raised his glass and looked at Qingyan with obvious meaning.

Qingyan smiled and clinked glasses with Qingyue: "Brother, Happy New Year."

Qingyue frowned, and urged dissatisfiedly: "What else?"

Qingyan felt that he was also a little drunk, otherwise why would he feel warm in his heart and always wanted to laugh.

It was a very happy smile, something he had never felt in his previous life.

Is it because relatives are by your side and your lover is coming?

Thinking of Lu Lijiang, he said sincerely to the waiting Qingyue: "Be nicer to Lu Lijiang in the future."

Qingyue looked at his younger brother who was slightly drunk and only smirked: "..."

What the hell? !

Drunk, actually only remembers parents and that kid from the Lu family, dare to say that his brother shouldn't be on this table!

Qingcheng took care of Fu Wankong and hadn't come back yet, so only Fu Wanqing, who was watching the theater, was left on the table.

Hearing this, she let out a "pop" laugh.

Exaggerated and cheerful.

Qingyue glanced at her unhappily, and said dissatisfiedly: "Why are you laughing, he doesn't care about you."

Fu Wanqing tossed the peanuts in her hand and dropped them into her mouth with precision.

Afterwards, she spread her hands and replied quite indifferently: "It's normal without me. We just met, but your brother has failed too much."

Qingyue was speechless, and even more upset.

He held up his cup and refused to give up, staring at Qingyan seriously: "Yanyan, I'll give you another chance, what do you want to say to me?"

Qingyan just felt dizzy.

But it is not uncomfortable, on the contrary, it is a very relaxed and comfortable state.

He looked at Qingyue who refused to let him go, and squinted his eyes.

Thinking that his elder brother didn't hear clearly, he raised his voice and repeated what he said just now: "I said, brother, treat Lu Lijiang better in the future."

After finishing speaking, he felt that something was missing, so he followed his heart and wanted to add something.

I don't know who is setting off the fireworks again, it's gorgeous and the sound is loud.

Qingyan was afraid that Qingyue would not be able to hear clearly, so he shouted at the top of his voice amidst the sound of fireworks, "Because I love him so much."

Under the leadership of the butler, Lu Lijiang, who followed his uncle to Qing's Restaurant, heard his little roommate yell these two sentences as soon as he arrived.

——I said, brother, treat Lu Lijiang better in the future.

— because I love him so much.