The Cannon Fodder Strikes Back

"Aunt Li, I've moved all the things for you, if you need anything else, just come to me."

Yun Jinshu put down a few boxes of apples, raised his arms and wiped the sweat from his forehead. His light-colored shirt was stained quite a bit, but he didn't care. He parted his mouth and showed a smile.

Aunt Li, who lived next door, was so happy that she put five or six catties of apples in a plastic bag and stuffed them in, saying, "Xiao Jin, you are really hardworking, this time it is thanks to you, otherwise these apples will rot." It's in the cellar, I'll take these back for you to eat, don't be polite to the auntie."

Yun Jinshu smiled and waved his hands, "No, no, I just did nothing with my hands, not to mention my son and I are the only two people in the house, and we can't eat so many apples. If you sell these apples, you can earn a few more dollars Woolen cloth."

Aunt Li really likes this diligent and good-looking young man more and more. Since this young man came to their town, he has helped everyone with work. Help, everyone in town likes him.

In addition, he is good-looking, and I don’t know how many girls he has fascinated. Thinking of the matter that the second king of heaven asked her to introduce his partner a few days ago, Aunt Li became interested again, "Well, I won’t make things difficult for you if you don’t want an aunt, but Xiao Jin Let me tell you the truth, ma'am, it's not convenient for you as a young man to bring a son, and Wang Er's daughter next door is very good-looking, soft-hearted and likes children, ma'am will introduce you to another day, okay?"

When Yun Jinshu heard this, he shook his head and said with a smile, "Aunt Li, I don't have any plans now, so don't worry about me in the future. girl."

Aunt Li glanced at Yun Jinshu with sympathetic eyes, thinking in her heart that the boy's mother must have disliked him for being poor, so she left the father and son and ran away. This kind of woman is really blind, don't do too much to let such a good boy go. .

This child must have been hurt too deeply, so he didn't want to find another one. It's a pity for this rare infatuated species.

"Okay, okay, my aunt won't force you, but remember to tell my aunt if you have any plans in the future."

Aunt Li was talking nonchalantly, Yun Jinshu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and after a few words, she was ready to go home, but Aunt Li stopped him from behind, "By the way, Xiao Jin, the aunt next door to you rented out the empty house. It will probably move over in a few days.”

Yun Jinshu was quite surprised, the house next door had been vacant for more than half a year, the rental advertisement had been posted and no one came, how could it be rented out so quickly?

"Really? Male and female?"

"It's a female college student who came to the town for research. The girls in the city are beautiful. Xiaojin, you should seize the opportunity."

Yun Jinshu rubbed his forehead helplessly, he was speechless to Aunt Li's habit of being able to introduce someone anytime and anywhere, and agreed with a smile, he raised his hand to look at his watch, and rode a second-hand bicycle to the town kindergarten.

After leaving S City, Yun Jinshu didn't go to the resort at the address of Gu Yan, but found a remote but quiet town and settled down with the identity of Jinbo.

The folk customs of this small town are simple and honest, because it is located in the mountains, so except for those who go to work in the city, most of them are fellow villagers who have never left the mountains since birth.

Because of poverty, there are less than five TV sets in this town, and everyone just gathers together to watch the Spring Festival Gala on New Year's Eve. Usually, they don't even know what celebrities are, so Yun Jinshu lives in peace.

The scenery of the town is beautiful and there is not much industrial pollution. In the beginning of spring, large peach blossoms are all over the branches, and with the spring water flowing down from the mountain, it really feels like a paradise.

This kind of scenery makes Yun Jinshu find his inner peace. He no longer wants to care about what the outside world is like. The memories of the past have nothing to do with him. Although he only lived for more than half a year, he still feels like this The days of peace and stability seem to have passed for a century.

"Father!" Kidou quickly ran out of the kindergarten with the little yellow duck schoolbag on his back, and when he saw Yun Jinshu, he swooped.

Yun Jinshu hugged his son, rubbed his head with a smile and asked, "What did the teacher teach today?"

"Well... there are counting and singing. By the way, Dad, I was very good today. I was the first in the class to calculate 2+3=5!"

Kidney Dou puffed out her small chest in a particularly airy manner, the dimples at the corners of her mouth were big and round, her little face was flushed, and she looked at Yun Jinshu with big eyes, clearly begging for praise.

Yun Jinshu couldn't stop laughing, put the kidney beans on the back seat of the bicycle, held the handle and pushed them while saying, "Okay, okay, beans are the best. Dad will make you marinated chicken legs tonight, okay?"

"Yeah!" Kidney Dou nodded vigorously, holding her schoolbag and dangling in the air with her calf, "Niuniu's mother brought fried Chinese toon to Niuniu today, it's delicious, I want to eat it too!"

The little guy is very fat. In fact, there is not much flesh on his body, but his face is very round. He looks like a Q-version character with a big head and a small body, so people always say behind his back that he is a little fat man. But it is clear that Kidney Bean kid doesn't care, he is not ashamed but proud, and would rather be fat and happy to be full.

Yun Jinshu was amused by his son's dumbfounded and cute expression, and nodded with a smile, "Since you like eating the food brought by Niuniu so much, why don't you go find her mother?"

"Hmm..." Kidney Dou's small face was flattened, and after a while, she twisted the corner of her clothes and said, "I don't want other people's mothers, Dou Zi... Dou Zi wants her own mother."

Yun Jinshu fell silent for a while, and after a while, he forced a smile and asked him, "You follow Dad, isn't it good for the two of us to be together?"

"But the children in the kindergarten have mothers. I have seen their parents take them home several times. Why do others have them, but Douzi doesn't?"

Children's thinking is very simple, and they always feel that they should have what others have, so they express their own ideas unabashedly, but it is precisely because of such simple ideas that they are particularly poignant.

Yun Jinshu feels guilty towards his son. His relationship with Han Jiang is already a mess. The past life has not been clarified and the present life is involved. Now that there is another child named Kidou, it becomes even more complicated.

He can give Kidou the best and love him with all his efforts, but he can't give the child a complete family with his own strength.

After a long time, Yun Jinshu clenched his fists and made up his mind. He felt that this problem could not be avoided, and he had to explain it clearly to Kidou, otherwise it would be even more troublesome when the child grew up and became fully sensible.

After stopping the car, Yun Jinshu looked back at his son seriously and said, "Douzi, you never had a mother, so I'm sorry that I can't have one more person to love you. If you really want a mother, I...I can Try to find it."

Kidney seems to think that this is a very profound question, and the difficulty has completely exceeded his young logic. After a while, he blinked his eyes, looked at Yun Jinshu and said, "Why do you want to find another one? Obviously that uncle who is lying on the bed Is it Dou Zi's mother?"

Yun Jinshu took a deep breath, not knowing what to do with a headache, "That's different, he's not your mother, he's a man, a man can't be your mother, let alone..."

I cannot put my hopes and my children's future on a living dead man.

Before he finished speaking, Kidou's big eyes were still looking at him curiously, Yun Jinshu took a deep breath and patted his head, "Forget it, you are still too young, Dad will tell you when you are older .”

You don't have a mother, I gave birth to you, and your other father is Han Jiang, such words make it hard for him to say no matter what.

"I'm obviously three years old, already a big kid..."

Kidney Dou murmured and lowered her head, still thinking about why she didn't have a mother. After thinking about it, she felt that it was very complicated, even more complicated than adding and subtracting within ten.

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In the evening, Yun Jinshu made marinated chicken legs and fried Chinese toon for the kidney beans, and specially boiled a large pot of chicken soup.

After all, Kidney Dou is still young, and has long forgotten to continue to think about the profound question of why he doesn't have a mother. He buried his steamed bun face in the rice bowl, and ate his face full of rice grains with a small spoon, almost eating the bowl .

"Slow down, no one will grab you."

Yun Jinshu took a big porcelain spoon, poured a bowl of chicken soup for him, skimmed off the oil on it, sprinkled it with chives, and brought it to his son.

The kidney beans were full of oil, and while drinking the chicken soup, he kept muttering, "Niu Niu and Sha Er are still waiting for me, Grandma Li taught us how to make bamboo dragonflies."

The grandma Li that Kidou talks about is Aunt Li, the current landlord of Yunjinshu. There is no TV or computer in the village at night. In order to save electricity at home, they all go to play under the street lamp at the entrance of the village. Kidou has been playing with this group of friends since she went to kindergarten. Niu Niu and Sha Er are both his buddies, plus Aunt Li loves her children, so Yun Jinshu has nothing to worry about.

"Remember not to play too late, I will pick you up at the entrance of the village at eight o'clock."

"Hmmm... good luck to good luck (I know I know)."

Kidney Dou picked up the spoon and stuffed a few mouthfuls of rice into his mouth, patted his swollen stomach and hiccupped, then ran out the door with three oranges, and joined a group of friends.

Yun Jinshu raised the corners of his mouth, and walked into the kitchen with plates and chopsticks, just in time to see a few moving masters coming out, who seemed to have just finished their work.

Has the neighbor moved in?

When I heard from Aunt Li that a female college student was about to move here, Yun Jinshu was ready to help. After all, it would be inconvenient for a girl to live in such a place. I didn't expect that he hadn't heard much about it yet, and the neighbor next door It's all packed.

Looking at the half of the chicken soup left in the pot, Yun Jinshu thought that the father and son would not be able to finish it anyway, and this kind of food would not be fresh after overnight, so he just took out a stainless steel lunch box and filled a bucket full of it to take with him. next door.

Standing at the door next door, Yun Jinshu carefully checked the lunch box and knocked on the door after making sure that it was clean and would not make people feel unhygienic.

He knocked several times in a row, but there was no movement in the house. Just when he suspected that his new neighbor had gone out, the door opened, and it was...

I haven't seen him for more than half a year. This person doesn't appear to have been seriously injured. He is wearing a light gray casual shirt, revealing a strong and powerful arm. ,"……haven't seen you for a long time."

For a moment, Yun Jinshu was in a trance. He felt that he should still be dreaming, otherwise how could he see Han Jiang, who should be in a vegetable state, standing in front of him intact.

His head suddenly buzzed, he turned and left subconsciously without even thinking about it, Han Jiang grabbed him from behind, saw the stainless steel lunch box in his arms, and instantly softened his brows, "Is this for me?" ?”

"This is for the new neighbors, not for you." Yun Jinshu held the lunch box in his hand, his face was calm, but his pupils flickered fiercely.

Han Jiang laughed, leaning against the door frame and said, "I will live here from now on, who else do you want to give it to?"

The first time the two met after more than half a year turned out to be such a non-nutritive and non-sentimental conversation. It was a bit unpleasant to say, but Yun Jinshu had no time to care about this at this time. Han Jiang looked so relaxed in front of him. Any signs of turning into a vegetative state, what happened to him in the past half a year, can make him come back to life?

He felt a little dizzy, and took a few deep breaths before opening his mouth slowly, "Shouldn't there be a female college student living here? Why are you here?"

Han Jiang said "Ah" knowingly, "It's probably because I have something to do and I can't come here, so I sublet the house to me."

If someone believes in this kind of words, there will be ghosts.

"Your dignified young master doesn't live in a villa or a high-end ward. What are you doing here in this valley?"

"I'm coming to find you."

Han Jiang directly clarified his purpose without any turning point. If it was in the past, he would not have said it so bluntly. Therefore, Yun Jinshu, who knew his character well, was choked all of a sudden. He didn't know how to proceed. stagnate.

Han Jiang smiled, walked a few steps closer to him and said, "Jin Shu, come in and have a seat. It's been a long time since we haven't seen each other, even if it's a stranger, you still want to be polite?"

Yun Jinshu closed his eyes and did not speak.

Han Jiang stopped not far from him, with his hands in his pockets, "Do you remember what you told me? Whether you have forgotten it or not, I still remember it clearly. I am waiting for you to give me a Explain, do you want to break your promise?"

Yun Jinshu looked up at him, their eyes collided in the air, the chicken soup in his arms gradually became cold, and he nodded after a long time.

We really need a chance to sit down and have a good talk with each other. No matter what happened in the past, we can only be relieved if we let each other out.

He turned around and walked into Han Jiang's current house. The layout here is the same as the place where he lives now, one bedroom and one living room, very small and not facing the sun, it is incomparable with the Emerald Villa where Han Jiang lived before.

Because the house has just moved, things haven't been completely returned to their place, and it looks a bit messy.

Han Jiang took out some newspapers and wiped the chairs, asked Yun Jinshu to sit down, took out two teacups and poured some cold water for him.

"I moved here in a hurry. I haven't figured out where the market is here, so I don't have any other preparations but plain water. You just drink it."

Yun Jinshu put the lunch box on the coffee table, and looked up at him after a while, with a hoarse voice, "Is your head...well?"

Han Jiang guessed that Yun Jinshu would ask him this question, so he couldn't help laughing, shook his head and said, "I don't know."

"What do you mean you don't know?" Yun Jinshu frowned instantly, "Why are you running around when you don't even know if you are well? Do you think that you really can't die, so you can run to this kind of place to experience Life?"

Han Jiang's smile gradually widened, and he couldn't control the corners of his mouth, "Jin Shu, what are you in a hurry for?"

It was only at this time that Yun Jinshu realized that he had lost his composure, so he turned his head and said nothing.

Han Jiang sat beside him, with a very gentle expression on his face, "If you really don't care, you can leave me to fend for myself in the hospital instead of coming to me every day, and you can even pretend that you don't know me just now, rather than just You are so anxious to hear that my head is not good."

"I'm just afraid that if you die, the debt you owe will not be cleared."

Han Jiang took a deep breath, knelt down and looked at him face to face, and held him firmly with both hands regardless of Yun Jinshu's objection, "Isn't it good that I just pay your life when I die?"

Yun Jinshu's eyes widened suddenly, his voice trembling, "What... do you mean?"

Han Jiang's gaze was as deep and boundless as the sea, and he looked at him steadily without a trace of escape, and then his legs unexpectedly knelt down like this.

"What are you doing!" Yun Jinshu panicked, getting up to drag him up.

"Jin Shu, don't move, let me finish." Han Jiang held him down, knelt in front of him motionless, his eyes filled with dark swirls, "I once swore in front of your grave that I would spend all the time left Come to make amends, but... no one gave me a chance, even I couldn't even find your body..."

"I used to be so stupid. I hurt you because of Wen Zeyun, and I believed Han Zhongtian's words so easily that I drove you to a dead end..."

Han Jiang's voice was trembling when he said these things, his eyes were frighteningly red, and his eyes were scorching hot on Yun Jinshu's face, causing him severe pain.

"Sometimes I wonder why you remind me of these things. I would rather be a fool and endure your revenge for me without knowing why, and I don't want to face the fact that I forced you to death with my own hands, but... I have another What qualifications do you have to bear everything?"

"I have forgotten everything but still want to ask you to love me... I am too selfish..."

Han Jiang's voice was hoarse. He understood that the two of them had been missing each other from the beginning to the end. His wound was on the outside, while Yun Jinshu's wound was on the inside. When the past was torn open like a wound, revealing At the most tragic and real moment, the two of them are destined to never turn back.

Yun Jinshu's hands trembled violently, and his head was dizzy. He once thought about making Han Jiang kneel in front of him to confess, but when it really happened, his heart was torn in pain again.

His lips trembled unsteadily a few times, he shook off Han Jiang's hand, tried to calm himself down, and twitched the corners of his mouth mockingly, "It's really too light a retribution to remind you of this after being injured once."

Han Jiang twitched the corners of his mouth dismally, with an ugly smile, "Yeah, even God is unwilling to accept my life."

The heat of the chicken soup had already cooled down, and the oil had solidified on the top, forming an unsightly layer of white grease, which looked very much like the anxious relationship between two people.

After a long time, Yun Jinshu stood up, blinked his bloodshot eyes and said, "If this is what you want to say, then I have already heard it, you can go back, we two are actually just like this, in the last life You owed me a life, and now you have paid it back, and there is no unreasonable knot between us, so... so be it."

After he finished speaking, he got up and walked out the door. Han Jiang wanted to hug him from behind, but his whole body was in pain, especially his heartache, so he could only reach out and grab his arm.

"Jinshu, do you remember what you said to me before the hospital bed? You said that as long as I can wake up, you are willing to start over with me."

Yun Jinshu was silent, his eyelashes trembling.Han Jiang walked up to him, lowered his head and gently kissed his forehead, "I don't want love any more, as long as you don't leave, I won't leave, maybe you will turn back, maybe never, but I will always be with you around you."

Yun Jinshu choked up in an instant.

It's been two lifetimes, aren't you tired?Am I not tired?

Since it is also impossible to start the next relationship, why not try to hug each other, maybe the process is destined to bruise each other, but at least it is better than the loneliness and despair of walking alone.

Yun Jinshu did not resist Han Jiang's kiss, and when the two lips were pressed together, it seemed that his heart was no longer far away.

The kiss became more and more chaotic, the two of them seemed to be afraid of coldness, trying their best to squeeze warmth from each other, Han Jiang's kiss slid from Yun Jinshu's eyebrows to his lips, and then from the corner of his mouth to his neck.

The feeling of the lips and teeth being together is so beautiful, when the tongue is gently poked in, the memories of two lifetimes are instantly triggered.

There is always a person in this world who is so suitable, and it is not him who is more or less. Only this person can give you the most extreme feeling. When the familiar taste and the wonderful feeling of the tip of the tongue come up, Only then can a soft sigh spread from the bottom of my heart, searching for searching, only him, the only him.

Han Jiang's fingers were very eager. He held Yun Jinshu's face tightly so that no inch of his skin would fall off. The smooth touch made him a little confused, and he couldn't help but hug this person tighter and tighter. At one point, fingers all the way down the neck, passing through the straight back, outlining a beautiful curve.

Following Han Jiang's emotions, Yun Jinshu's breathing became a little unsteady. He knew that the two of them shouldn't have done such a thing at this time, but his head was in a daze and he didn't want to continue to compete with him.

When Han Jiang's hand lifted his shirt, the lips of the two finally parted a little, and a silver thread was pulled out, looking extravagant in the gradually thickening night, Han Jiang's eyes gradually deepened... …