The Cannon Fodder Strikes Back

When Yun Jinshu got up, Han Jiang had already left. He leaned against the bedside, looked at the ceiling, and remembered the dream he had before.

The world in the dream was very quiet, surrounded by darkness and silence, Han Jiang sat beside his bed and held his hand tightly, without saying a word.

Yun Jinshu felt that he was awake, but he couldn't open his eyes. After a long time, when time seemed to freeze, Han Jiang suddenly smiled, lowered his head and kissed his lips.

He said, "Jin Shu, I have to go. I won't be able to see you for a long time after leaving this time. What should I do? I feel a little bit reluctant now."

Yun Jinshu wanted to open his eyes and ask him, where are you going?But no sound came out of his throat.

Han Jiang smiled lowly, as if something warm hit the back of Yun Jinshu's hand, and then rolled to the ground, "I'll come to you when I clean myself up."

He let go of his palm, taking away the last bit of warmth, Yun Jinshu tried hard to open his mouth to ask him what he meant, but suddenly woke up during the struggle, looking around, there was no sign of Han Jiang around.

There was a knock on the door at this time, Zhang Ma came in with Kidney Dou in her arms, and when she saw him she smiled and said, "Xiaoshu, are you awake? Just now I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't bother you."

Yun Jinshu opened the corners of his mouth and smiled, feeling a little cold all over his body at this moment, picked up the coat next to him and put it on his body, and asked seemingly unintentionally, "Han Jiang is gone?"

Mama Zhang had a strange expression on her face, she hesitated to speak, then she nodded with a grinning grin, "Hey, the young master left early in the morning, and he made breakfast for you. To be honest, I never saw him grow up. But who did he cook for, Xiaoshu, are you hungry now? I’ll go and heat it up for you.”

Her eyes were erratic, and she turned around and left after saying this quickly, as if she was trying to avoid some problem.

A strange feeling arose in Yun Jinshu's heart, and he quickly stopped her, "Mother Zhang, wait a minute, what's going on? I was hesitating early in the morning, what happened?"

Mama Zhang shook her head quickly, "No, no, what's the matter, Xiaoshu, you can get dressed first, and I'll go warm the milk for Kidney Dou." She almost closed the door of the room and left as if she was running away.

Yun Jinshu froze on the spot, not understanding what Mama Zhang meant, why did she react this way when Han Jiang was mentioned?

Puzzled, he attributed his paranoia to the weird dream last night, put on his clothes and walked out of the bedroom without thinking too much.

There was a strong aroma of millet porridge in the living room. Kidney beans sat on the baby table and ate happily. Seeing Dad woke up, he kept waving his little hands and feet happily.

Yun Jinshu leaned over to kiss his face, and was about to turn on the TV, when Zhang Ma, who came out with rice porridge, yelled suddenly, and ran out quickly to stop him.

"Oh my little book, why are you watching TV early in the morning? Let's have porridge first. The young master has boiled a lot. Try his cooking. It won't taste good when it gets cold."

Yun Jinshu was dumbfounded by Zhang Mama's surprise, she spread her hands and said helplessly, "Zhang Mama, I just want to read the news, eating and watching TV are not involved."

"No, you can't watch it. You young people just don't know how to develop good living habits. Eating while watching TV is the most disgusting. You can't watch it today as an old lady here."

Zhang Ma displayed her seniority as an elder, and Yun Jinshu felt even more helpless, and hurriedly raised her hands in surrender, "Okay, okay, I'll eat first, Zhang Ma, you are really better at chattering than my mother."

The person appointed by Yun Jinshu put down the remote control and sat with his son. He drank porridge and his son drank milk. The father and son enjoyed themselves happily, but Zhang Ma sighed and sighed, and she didn't know what she was worried about.

After eating, Yun Jinshu calmly asked Zhang Ma again, "Did Han Jiang leave any words when he left?"

He knows Han Jiang too well, and he knows that once this man treats you well, he will never leak anything. Even if he really has something urgent to leave, he will leave a note to warn him, and he will never leave without saying goodbye like this.

Mama Zhang shook her head quickly, "Master is busy and left in a hurry, so he didn't say anything."

Yun Jinshu raised his eyebrows, feeling that something was weird in his heart, but he didn't ask any more questions. After putting on his coat and walking to the entrance, he was about to put on his shoes. At this time, Mama Zhang stopped him suddenly.

"Xiaoshu, where are you going?"

"Of course I went to work. Today's "Flastic" premieres, and I still have a lot to do."

Yun Jinshu casually picked up the scarf on the hook and put it around his neck, but when he looked down, he realized that the scarf was left by Han Jiang last night, not his own.

He took off the scarf embarrassingly, Zhang Ma's expression changed at this time, she kept rubbing her anxious fingers back and forth, as if she was very anxious.

"Mother Zhang, Kidou is bothering you today. I have to go. Remember to call me if you have anything to do."

Yun Jinshu said goodbye to her with a smile. At this time, Mama Zhang couldn't bear it any longer. She blocked the door and said, "Xiaoshu, listen to Mama Zhang, we won't go out today, okay? You can ask the crew for a vacation, Stay and play with Kidou for a day, he is very reluctant for you to leave every day."

Having said this, Yun Jinshu understood no matter how stupid he was, he took a deep breath and looked at her seriously and said, "Mother Zhang, tell me the truth, is there something that happened to Han Jiang that you don't want to tell me? You looked flustered this morning, is there anything you can't tell me?"

Mama Zhang wrinkled her chubby face anxiously, she opened her mouth and tried to make up a reason, but in the end she just lowered her arms in frustration, "...Young master won't let me tell you."

"What did he say?" Yun Jinshu listened carefully. He didn't know what happened that night. It was worthwhile for Han Jiang to tell Zhang Mama to do everything possible to keep him at home and prevent him from having any contact with the outside world.

Mama Zhang was silent for a while, then her eyes were red, she pointed to the TV, and said dejectedly, "I...I can't speak clearly with my stupid mouth, you can read the little book yourself, but the young master is really treating you Well, you also know that the current media knows nonsense, so don't be angry, and don't take it seriously."

Yun Jinshu's heart trembled slightly. There was always an illusion that a storm was coming. Before he could take off his coat in time, he went straight to the living room and turned on the TV. When he saw the photo of Han Jiang and several other male stars entangled, he There was a moment of dizziness, and all the past came again.

-

Yun Jinshu finally went to the premiere, and even when the whole city of S was bombed by Han Jiang's scandal, the work still had to continue.

Before the premiere, all the staff members were making final preparations in the background, because they only needed to go on stage to talk about their feelings and experiences during the filming process, so most of the actors had nothing to do, so they got together Chatting about Han Jiang's gossip with those male stars.

"By the way, I really don't see that Shen Nian has anything to do with Han Jiang. Why don't you say I haven't met a tall, rich and handsome man who made me a queen."

A young girl was sitting on a stool with a smile on her face, pointing to various photos in a magazine and talking non-stop.

An actor next to her raised his hand and gave her a chestnut, and said with a smile, "Master Han likes men, okay? If you cut off your D-cup breasts, maybe you can fill the scene."

"Fart! You are a man, why don't you hook him up? A man like him with a good family background, rich and handsome is the worst. Maybe he will fall in love with you when he is hungry and thirsty that day."

The man laughed, pointed at Shen Nian's photo and said, "Miss, if I really sacrifice my integrity to find Master Han, I will end up in the same misery as Shen Nian, please forgive me!"

The two are newcomers to begin with, and haven't really experienced the darkness of the entertainment industry, so they can joke around like this. The relationship between the production crew is very harmonious, and everyone doesn't mind getting together. Instead, they laugh out loud when they hear the conversation between the two. followed by booing.

During the fight, the little girl picked up a magazine and threw it at it. The man dodged and the magazine fell to the ground, revealing Han Jiang's handsome photo. Stepped on the photo, leaving a huge shoe print.

Yun Jinshu couldn't listen anymore, so he made a detour to the private dressing room at the back, turned on the faucet and poured some cold water on his face, only then did he stabilize his increasingly disturbed mind.

It's not that he doesn't know about the bad things that Han Jiang has done in the past. In his previous life, he didn't know how many people told about Han Jiang's flowery heart poems. At that time, he was the only one who could live in the Emerald Villa. , so she was also approached by some inexplicable men and provoked by some indecent means.

He has seen all of this before, he was angry before, and then he became numb. From the beginning to the end, he knew that Han Jiang was not a peaceful man, otherwise he would not have found him.

Once he also thought about revealing all these things about Han Jiang, ruining his reputation, and even happy to make up for that feeling, but when it really happened, he didn't have any pleasure of revenge.

He couldn't figure out why he was suddenly replaced by Han Jiang when he was the one who got involved in the photo in the first place?Could it be that Wen Zeyun dragged Han Jiang into the water because he didn't take revenge on himself?

If this is the case, wouldn't it be that he owed Han Jiang from the beginning to the end? If it wasn't for solving his crisis, he himself would not have lost his wife and lost his army.

Thinking of this possibility, Yun Jinshu was upset, subconsciously took out his mobile phone to ask for clarification, and dialed Han Jiang's number again, but there was still a prompt to shut down the phone, and there was no audio.

At this time, the door of the dressing room opened, and Gu Yan walked in wearing a dark blue satin dress, holding two bottles of iced soda water.

"The premiere is about to start, why are you still here?"

He walked to the seat next to Yun Jinshu with a smile, and stuffed the soda water into his hand with a very gentle expression.

Yun Jinshu twitched the corners of his mouth and said "Thank you", pouring a few sips of ice water into his mouth to calm down a little anxiety, "It's a mess outside, I'll rest here for a while, and wait until I can withstand the reporters' bombardment. "

Gu Yan couldn't help but pursed his lips and asked him tentatively, "You seem to be in a bad mood, is it because of... Han Jiang?"

Yun Jinshu paused for a moment, then shook his head, "No, I was just annoyed by the photos you told me about earlier."

"Don't worry, nothing happened that day, and it won't happen again in the future." Gu Yan raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, not revealing Yun Jinshu's repeated movements of looking at the phone screen.

Yun Jinshu nodded, and Gu Yan decided to speak after thinking for a while, "Han Jiang's matter is such a big mess, you... don't be sad, it's not worth it."

Yun Jinshu laughed, and after drinking the water in the bottle, he said, "I'm not sad. In fact, I already knew these things. If he didn't put his heart into it, I wouldn't know him. Ha, this is a bad relationship."

Gu Yan was a little anxious after hearing this, and even subconsciously wanted to hold Yun Jinshu's wrist, "Jinshu, he lives in such a complicated circle, and he has no clear relationship with those male stars, let alone that Wen Zeyun, these people You can't afford to offend him, now that you are in such a mess, be careful not to set yourself on fire when you get involved with him!"

Yun Jinshu's lowered eyes flickered, and when he heard this, he suddenly felt as if Gu Yan was slapping him.

He has done so many things, and he is no longer like himself. Why?

If it was just for revenge, then the goal has been achieved now. Whether it was his own hands or not, the Wen family is doomed to fall, and Han Jiang has already been ruined by such photos. What is he not satisfied with?

Is it really what he wants to destroy himself and the lives of others in this way?

Yun Jinshu asked himself over and over again, but in the end he couldn't get an answer, so he could only avoid Gu Yan's question. He twitched his lips, patted Gu Yan's shoulder and said, "Brother Gu, I understand what you said. I will figure things out by myself, you don't have to worry about me, it's getting late, the premiere is about to start, we have to go out."

Gu Yan was speechless, he just felt that if he didn't seize this last chance, maybe he and Yun Jinshu would be like this forever.

He suddenly grabbed his wrist, pursed his lips, smiled for a while and said, "I'm not worried for you, I just said a few words because you were in a bad mood. I'll treat you to dinner after the premiere tonight. Eat a big meal to eat all your troubles into your stomach, and then pull it out and forget everything."

Yun Jinshu couldn't help bursting out laughing, looked at his phone that still hadn't responded, and finally nodded, "I'll call Mama Zhang, you can decide the time and place."

Gu Yan burst into a smile, his eyes shone brightly, "Okay, it's settled."

-

The premiere was a long and procrastinating process. "Flastic" received too much attention in the early stage. Even though it was a small-budget movie, it was huge because of the subject matter and the joining of the actor.

The host at the scene enthusiastically and humorously arranged one section after another, whether it was watching the trailer, or asking questions on the spot, or leading the audience to boo and ask Gu Yan and Yun Jinshu to play a small game of biting apples together. Come on, all the rotten girls in the audience screamed non-stop, and the atmosphere was pushed to a climax time and time again.

The audience was happy, but suffered for the two leading actors. After the premiere, Yun Jinshu had occupied nearly six hours and was exhausted, but Gu Yan was still full of energy. After changing his coat, he pulled Yun Jinshu went to the restaurant.

During dinner, Yun Jinshu was a little absent-minded, watching the news on the Internet with his mobile phone. Han Jiang's scandals had decreased a lot in the evening. Obviously, the Han family had taken action to control the situation, but the Internet spread too fast, even if he hired a few Thousands of hackers helped delete it together, but they couldn't resist its rapid spread.

Although it has calmed down a lot compared to the uproar in the morning, but a random search can still find a lot of negative comments about Han Jiang.

Yun Jinshu took out his phone and looked at it again, but there was still no response from Han Jiang. He threw the phone aside in annoyance, picked up the cup and took a few sips of water.

At this time, Gu Yan stopped the knife and fork in his hand, glanced at him, and tried to change the subject, "What do you want to do after finishing the work for a while?"

"I don't plan to do anything anymore. Douzi is still too young to be separated from people. After the release of "Flastic", I plan to gradually fade out. I will take on jobs if I have a job, and stay with him at home if I don't have a job."

"Have you... ever thought about finding another person to take care of Douzi?" When Gu Yan asked this, his voice was a little unnatural, and his fingers under the table curled up nervously.

Yun Jinshu was stunned for a moment, then he was slightly dazed, then smiled and answered irrelevant questions, "I really can't use the Han family all the time, Mama Zhang will have to leave sooner or later, I should find someone to take care of Douzi."

Gu Yan understood that he was escaping, but this time he didn't want to let go of the opportunity, and stared at him with a look of firmness that he had never had before.

Stretching out his hand, he held Yun Jinshu's wrist tightly, not allowing him to escape, "Jinshu, you know what I'm talking about."

"I like you, Jinshu."

He seemed to have made up his mind to throw everything at the stake and only wanted one result, his fingers were clean and strong, as if he was afraid that Yun Jinshu would drop him and run away.

"I don't know when it started, maybe when I realized it, I couldn't control it. When you came back from Vancouver, I told myself that if you have a good life, I will always stop at the position of a friend and don't bother you. You, but now I can't help it, I know you are not doing well at all, you..."

He paused, his eyes were as deep as the sea under the night, "Can you give me a chance? I know you may not love me, but I will do my best to protect you, maybe I don't have Han Jiang So powerful and powerful, I can't give you what you want, but at least I will be single-minded, as long as you don't drive me away, I will always be by your side, Jin Shu..."

He said that he was almost choked up here, "Can you look back at me? I have been stopping here, and you can hold my hand as long as you turn around gently."

Yun Jinshu's heart constricted violently, making him almost breathless, his head was spinning like crazy, and he couldn't hear any sound.

He understood what Gu Yan meant, and he understood it a long time ago, but he thought that as long as Gu Yan didn't say anything, he could continue to pretend to be stupid, which would be good for everyone, but now that Gu Yan has taken the first step, he would rather choose to break away from each other The current relationship also requires someone to understand, but how can I respond to him?

He didn't even figure out his relationship with Han Jiang, so why would he drag another person into the water?What's more, he knew very well that his heart had died a long time ago. The love in his previous life had been destroyed so deeply that he couldn't start a new relationship for a long time, let alone with Gu Yan, who he always regarded as his big brother.

He bit his lips tightly, and just about to speak, Gu Yan almost hurriedly pressed his hand, "Don't tell me the answer now, please..."

"I won't force you, I just hope you can see your own heart clearly." He looked at him persistently, almost wanting to take out his own heart, "You have to understand that the life you want now is what you want. Do you want it? How does Han Jiang treat you? How would the Han family think of you if they knew the identity of Kidou?"

One question after another ran over, Yun Jinshu's hands were trembling constantly, his heart was in a state of turmoil, as if he wanted to pour out all the truth.

There is no doubt that Gu Yan's words touched his pain point, he just wanted to find someone he loves to live a stable life, instead of being trapped in intrigue like this, thinking every day how to get revenge on those who hurt him.

But he has already made a move, and there is no turning back. Even if he puts everything down and starts again, with what he has done before, once he is found out, he will die without a place to bury him. How can he bring Gu Yan to himself again? Funeral.

Yun Jinshu was silent for a long time, and when Gu Yan was about to despair, he withdrew his hand with a very pale expression on his face.

"Brother Gu, let me think again, let me think again..."

His voice became weaker towards the end, and he didn't know whether he was speaking for Gu Yan or himself.

Gu Yan twitched the corners of his mouth bitterly, hung his head for a long time before showing a smile, "I won't force you, I don't want to make you a little bit difficult."

Yun Jinshu rolled his eyes, but felt the soreness in his nasal cavity, and he couldn't speak a word.