The evil fire came out again.

"Let's go home quickly!" Le Yanzhi stood there without moving for a long time, feeling that the slippery things that fell out had stuck to his panties, so he continued to walk forward.

"Wait." Nangong Yi stopped Le Yanzhi. He stepped forward and unloaded all the things on the horse's back, then helped Le Yanzhi to climb up and sit down. He carried the fishing gear on his back and led the horse. The horse walked all the way back.

Nangong Yi sent Le Yanzhi to the back door in the alley, ready to say goodbye and go back to Nangong Mansion to continue pretending to be his grandson, Le Yanzhi stopped him in time, "I may be very busy these days, I just accepted an apprentice, and I want to teach He also has a lot of things, so I'm afraid I won't have time to meet you these few days, and I'll go find you in a few days when I'm free here."

Nangong Yi looked disappointed after hearing this, but nodded in agreement.

After Le Yanzhi watched Nangong Yi ride his horse out of the alley, he sneaked to the street outside the alley and watched Nangong Yi's shrinking figure from a distance until he couldn't see him.

When he got home again, Le Yanzhi didn't go to the front hall for a consultation, but locked himself in the room and rested on the bed.

All thoughts ran out again.Since meeting Mrs. Nangong a few days ago, these thoughts have always been entrenched in his mind and cannot be erased. He wants to become a selfish hedonist who only cares about himself, but it still doesn't work .

A decision had to be made.

This matter itself had a wrong start because of his absurdity, and he couldn't let everyone follow him to live this absurd and wrong life.

Nangong Yi won't decide, it's up to him to decide.

Le Yanzhi lay on the pillow with her head in her arms, and it didn't take long for the pillow to get wet.

60. Le Yanzhi's decision ([-])

As it was getting dark, Le Yanzhi had no appetite for dinner, so he and Tang Yiqiu found an excuse and went back to the house.

Sitting quietly for a long time, his eyes fell on the paper in front of him, but he didn't know how to write. There were so many things he wanted to say, but Le Yanzhi didn't dare to write any of them. He could only repeat mechanically. The action of rubbing ink to delay the time when the pen must be written.

When you can really own and rely on a person, but the condition of giving is to make the relationship between the other person and their parents worsen, or even break away from the relationship, do you want such possession or not?

Le Yanzhi saw clearly that he couldn't have it.This is equivalent to satisfying himself and ruining Nangong Yi's life. He feels that if it is true love, it cannot cause irreparable trauma to the other party for the rest of his life.

If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for being too reckless. I couldn't help being moved before I thought about everything clearly. If I had rejected it more simply, if I had wrapped myself more tightly...

If...but there are so many ifs in the world...

Not to mention Nangong Yi's side, even his own side, he couldn't bear to use his willfulness to hurt Tang Yiqiu.

Fortunately, it's still shallow, fortunately, the relationship between the two is still shallow. Fortunately, it's not the accumulation of ten or eight years. At this time, the pain is only temporary, and it should be able to survive... It should be...

The dots of ink fell from the tip of the pen to the paper, and Le Yanzhi realized that he had been holding the pen for a long time.

Sigh, close your eyes, be cruel, and write.

I cut off the sin I made with my own hands. I didn't expect it to be such a heart-wrenching pain.

With just a few words, several chapters of paper were destroyed with trembling hands.Those who wrote the wrong words, or were soaked in tears.

After finally writing and folding it and putting it on the letterhead, Le Yanzhi sat at the table all night without thinking or doing anything, just sitting.

The sky turned pale, Le Yanzhi rubbed his stiff legs, and walked slowly to the bed to take a nap.

In the morning, Le Yanzhi was woken up by Lao Gu knocking on the door.

He struggled to get up from the bed, endured his head that seemed to be split, his eyes were dry, his eyelids were heavy and he didn't want to open, he shook his head vigorously to force himself to wake up, washed his face indiscriminately, and ran to the front hall Attend consultation.

I didn't expect that insomnia and staying up late would be so uncomfortable, and I will never stay up late next time.

He worked hard to finish the two patients, and when no one came in between, Le Yanzhi thought about how to hand over the letter to Nangong Yi.

After thinking about it again and again, after he reviewed all the clerks in the pharmacy, his eyes finally fell on the apprentice Wang Cha who had just been recruited.

This kid is not afraid of hardship, he concentrates on being his apprentice, he will not be late for a moment of unshakable every day, and he will not complain no matter how complicated or tedious the work in the backyard is.Such a child, who can endure loneliness, is a good seedling.

Le Yanzhi turned around and went back to the backyard, told Wang Cha to stop first, and went back to the house with him in need of help.

After entering the room, Le Yanzhi carefully took out the letter from under the pillow, "Are you literate?" He asked Wang Cha.

Wang Chadao: "Go back to Master, I know some simple things, I learned them from my father before."

"Oh," Le Yanzhi was half relieved, "Then let's add another word learning content to my daily study."

Wang Cha was very pleasantly surprised, and thanked Le Yanzhi repeatedly.

Le Yanzhi said again: "Today, I have to trouble you to run some errands for me and deliver a letter for me."

Wang Cha said cheerfully: "No problem, Master, you just need to explain, and I'll deliver it right away."

"Okay," Le Yanzhi thought that children are easy to manipulate, "this is the letter," he handed the letter without a word on the letterhead to Wang Cha's hand, "take this letter to Nangong Mansion, after handing it over to their guards, tell the guards to hand over this letter to Nangong Yi, the third son of the Nangong family, and then it will be fine, and you can come back directly."

Wang Cha nodded again and again, "I understand Master, then I'll deliver the letter right away."

Le Yanzhi kept watching Wang Cha walk away, bouncing around with the letter in his hand.His mind was very uncomfortable, he was flustered as if he had been hollowed out, and he was a little restless.

I don't know what kind of reaction Nangong Yi will have after reading this letter?Came over to him in a hurry to question him?Or calmly accept the facts?

During the whole day's visits, Le Yanzhi deliberately pretended to look outside or the backyard inadvertently.Didn't come, still didn't come, maybe it will come in the next moment.

This kind of contradictory mood troubled Le Yanzhi all day long. He hoped that Nangong Yi could accept it calmly, but also hoped to see him coming to question him.He himself doesn't know what's wrong, he's so clumsy in doing things.

The day passed extremely slowly, and finally at night, Nangong Yi hadn't appeared yet.Le Yanzhi half-lyed on the bed reading a book with a depressed expression, his eyes were on the book, but his heart was drifting away.

I don't know if the guard hasn't delivered a letter to Nangong Yi yet?Or did Nangong Yi go out and not at home, so the letter was not delivered?Could it be that the letter was intercepted by Mrs. Nangong, so Nangong Yi didn't see it?

Just as he was thinking wildly, there was a light knock on Le Yanzhi's door.

Le Yan was startled, and quickly got up and ran to open the door, this method of knocking on the door was not Tang Yiqiu's.

Without thinking about it, he pulled the latch open. He realized his movement halfway through the door, and then slammed it shut again.He should not wait to open the door, but should keep everything out of the door, not seeing, not listening, not speaking.

Although the door was opened and closed quickly, it was still a step too late.A foot came in, and the door could not be closed successfully.

The next moment, the door was forcibly pushed open.

When the door was bolted again, Nangong Yi was already standing in front of Le Yanzhi with a dark face.

"Why did you come?" Le Yanzhi looked at Nangong Yi, his heart was pounding, and he still came, really came, "Ah! No..." Le Yanzhi suddenly realized that his attitude was wrong , so he quickly turned his back and said in a cold tone: "What else are you here for?"

Nangong Yi stood still, and pulled out the unsigned letter from his arms, "What is the content of this letter?"

"That's what you mean!" Le Yanzhi felt guilty, he went straight to his bed and sat down, keeping a long distance from Nangong Yi.

"I don't understand, so I came here to ask you. It is very difficult to climb over the wall." Nangong Yi slowly approached Le Yanzhi.

Looking at Nangong Yi who was approaching at every step, Le Yan raised his voice, "If you don't understand, it has nothing to do with me. You have to ask your first teacher to take responsibility instead of coming to me."

"Hey..." Nangong Yi let out a long sigh, seeing that Le Yanzhi was trying to keep a distance from him. Afraid of scaring him, he consciously sat on the lower side of the bed, looked up at Le Yanzhi, his tone Softly said: "In other words... I don't understand why you suddenly want to separate from me. Is there something wrong with me? It made you angry?"

"No, no." Seeing Nangong Yi who was begging, Le Yanzhi's heart was tugged, but he couldn't shake it, "I just really think that we are not suitable, and we should separate as soon as possible while we are not deeply involved with each other. Good. Otherwise, when we arrive, it will be too late to regret.”

"Isn't it deep?" Nangong Yi said with a painful expression on his face, "I've been in it since I saw you seven years ago. Why don't you say it's not deep? In other words, I'm willing to leave Nangong's house for you. ?"

"..." The thing I am most afraid of is this, "These are all in vain, don't waste your time, I don't want you to do this at all, and what you do will only trouble me more." Le Yanzhi stood up and looked down Nangong Yi, who was sitting on the ground, said, "Nangong Yi, you should go back. The decision I made cannot be changed. Don't waste your time here. I wrote to you just to never see you again."

Nangong Yi couldn't believe it. At this moment, Le Yanzhi's expression was nothing but disgust.alone, the day before

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