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With his back to Pei Lingqian, Shen Yi stood in front of the window and spoke quietly.

?? "The incident ten years ago was indeed not planned by me, but I received the news from Pei Lingjing immediately, and tagged Ling Qi immediately,? So I'm half the culprit,? I also believe that gone."

?? "But... that matter,? It's actually nothing."

"Actually nine years ago, Ling Qi had been thinking about taking back the Pei family, and I supported him. But at that time, I didn't know what went wrong, and the contraception failed. After Ling Qi became pregnant, he was depressed for a while. Time, but you know his character? He is very kind and loves his family, so in the end Ling Qi chose to be born."

?? Hearing this, Pei Lingqian frowned slightly, and felt a bit of ominous foreboding in his heart.

?? "After Xiaojie was born, Ling Qi was very happy, and treated him very well, and didn't mention the matter of taking back the Pei family. At that time, I thought he had already thought about it, so I didn't mention anything."

?? "Until Xiaojie was five years old, when Ling Qi led Xiaojie to escape from Shen's house, he was kidnapped. At that time they asked me to choose one,? I... chose Ling Qi. But I thought It was still too late to save Xiaojie, but unexpectedly...they beat Xiaojie to death in front of Ling Qi."

??Pei Lingqian: ...

"After that incident, Ling Qi almost committed suicide and depression for a year. I imprisoned him for a year, and used various methods such as hypnosis to make him almost forget what happened to Xiaojie back then. Get better."

"But this morning, for some reason, what happened to Mrs. Pei made him unhappy again. I dare not go to see him now, for fear of irritating him, and he can't think about it. You are his younger brother, you should...can You can say a few words."

?? Hearing this, Pei Lingqian slowly closed his eyes, trying to make his face not so ugly.

?? Then he said: "I will try my best."

?? Hearing what Shen Yi said, Pei Lingqian felt a chill running down his back, and a chill came up from under his tailbone.

?? Originally, Pei Lingqian thought that he could persuade Pei Lingqi, but now, he was not sure either.

?? He is not sure to what extent Pei Lingqi has been destroyed by the collapse.

?? But looking at Shen Yi's tired expression, Pei Lingqian couldn't scold Shen Yi at this time, because there was no point in scolding him.

?? With a somewhat heavy heart, Pei Lingqian slowly went up to the top floor.

?? When he went up to the top floor, he thought of many words to explain Pei Lingqi, but none of them was convincing even himself.

??Sometimes, people are so powerless.

?? When Pei Lingqian walked to the roof of the top floor, Pei Lingqi seemed to be tired from standing and had already sat down.

?? The typhoon was very windy, and the hem of Pei Lingqi's shirt was blown up, and the shirt was stuck to Pei Lingqi's body. Only then did Pei Lingqian realize that Pei Lingqi was already so thin.

??Pei Lingqian hesitated for a long time, didn't say anything, just walked over slowly, and sat down not too far away from Pei Lingqi.

??Pei Lingqi also saw him naturally, but instead showed a faint smile, and looked back at him.

"He dared not come to see me, did he?"

??Pei Lingqian was dumb. After a while, he shook his head: "I don't know what he's thinking."

?? Pei Lingqi smiled: "I don't know. After all, I have been with him for ten years, and I never know what is going on in his mind."

?? Pei Lingqian stopped talking.

??He really didn't know what to say.

??Pei Lingqi looked very calm on the contrary, and lowered his head to tie a shoelace for himself. Finally, he smiled and said: "Don't worry, I just do it, I can't dance."

??Pei Lingqian: ...

??After a while, Pei Lingqian said, "Can you talk to me?"

??Pei Lingqi thought for a while and said, "What do you want to say?"

?? Pei Lingqian was silent.

?? Pei Lingqi laughed and said, "Then let me tell you why I am here."

?? Pei Lingqian's heart trembled.

??Pei Lingqi then said in a very calm tone: "I have always wanted Mrs. Pei, you know that."

?? Pei Lingqian hummed.

?? "So I came today and went to your president's office. I want to experience the life of the president first."

?? Pei Lingqian's heart skipped a beat, but he didn't speak.

?? "But after I stayed for two hours, I found out that I can't do it, I'm so tired. I can't understand the new report and plan now."

?? "I was very confident at first, and I thought it was possible for me to break free from Shen Yi, but now I find that it is not possible. I have been raised by him for ten years, and I have long since become a real young master who does not touch the spring water. See The first time I didn't understand the report, I actually thought that if Shen Yi made me a cup of coffee, I might just play nice with him and say that I won't do it."

?? "But... this thought scares me, and I... suddenly realize that I have long since become less like myself."

??Pei Lingqian's heart ached, and he couldn't say anything for a moment.

??After a long time, Pei Lingqian took a breath and said, "I can teach you."

?? "But I don't want to learn at all now." Pei Lingqi laughed, "I suddenly found that I have no interest in the ideals I passionately pursued before."

"At first, I thought that if I returned to the Pei family, I would be able to change back to my previous appearance. Now that I think about it, I am innocent."

?? Pei Lingqian moved his lips several times, not knowing what to say.

??Pei Lingqi tilted his head now, looked at Pei Lingqian and said, "Did Shen Yi tell you a lot of things, and now you feel sorry for me, don't you?"

?? Pei Lingqian was speechless.

??Pei Lingqi sighed suddenly and said, "Actually, some things seem tragic to outsiders, but to me, they seem to be nothing."

??After saying this, Pei Lingqi lowered his head, and said again: "My memory has declined a lot, and I don't remember many things. In fact, my child... that incident, in my opinion, is not the most painful thing for me. It's just Pei Lingjing and Jiang Shumei, they will always be a thorn in my heart."

"However, now that the thorn has been pulled out, I ask myself, and I don't feel very happy."

?? "Just like when I wanted to jump, I thought about it, and it seemed that I would not be happy if I jumped. So I didn't jump."

"Anyway, it's the same with being alive, and it's not necessarily better to be dead." Pei Lingqi said lightly and authentically in a very meaningless tone.

?? Pei Lingqian was silent.

?? After a while, Pei Lingqi suddenly buried half of his face in his knees, looked at Pei Lingqian with one exposed eye, raised his eyebrows slightly, and said, "Actually, there is something that Shen Yi may have hidden from you. It's also possible that he really didn't know."

??"What's up?"

?? Pei Lingqi said without expression: "When I was pregnant with Xiaojie, it was Shen Yi's mother who made a hindrance. His mother saw that Shen Yi wanted to die for me, so she did this. She thought that Shen Yi might be bored after having a child, because Shen Yi... ...I hate children the most."

??Pei Lingqian: ...

?? "Then his mother felt that Shen Yi was so nice to Xiaojie, so she started acting like a monster again. I really had no choice but to take Xiaojie away. But I was caught by a fucking person... Shen Yi should tell you what happened later." said."

??Pei Lingqian took a breath of cool air, and said lightly: "From this point of view, my mother is considered a good person."

?? Pei Lingqi smiled: "Isn't it? Then his mother cried, made trouble, and hanged herself. She insisted that it was impossible for her to harm Xiaojie. I had no choice but to commit suicide. Shen Yi almost suffered from PTSD because of this matter. , but he can only take medicine to resist, because I was almost crazy at that time, and his mother was also a psychopath."

??Speaking of this, Pei Lingqi sighed again, and said: "His mother passed away the year before last, and she was still worried about this matter before she passed away. To be honest, Shen Yi was also quite miserable. If it wasn't for him, I might really Just jumped off."

?? Pei Lingqian was silent.

??After a long time, Pei Lingqian whispered: "You still like Shen Yi."

"Yes." Pei Lingqi did not deny it.

?? "But I also hate him. Why can't I get rid of the influence of my original family when I hate him. In fact, I found out later that what I hate about him is actually what I hate most about myself. My mother is no different from his mother, otherwise I would have I won't let me pretend to be beta, as for Dad...you know."

"I wanted Pei Shi back then, but my mother brainwashed me into wanting Pei Shi too. Just now, I suddenly remembered that my dream when I was young was to be a teacher? Maybe it was... Chef, forgot."

?? When Pei Lingqi spoke up to this point, Pei Lingqian looked at his expression and knew that Pei Lingqi's current state was actually very abnormal.

??Every word Pei Lingqi said was actually looking for excuses. Subconsciously, he probably still wanted to live, but he had to find someone to borrow all the pain and anger out of.

??Pei Lingqi chose his and Shen Yi's parents, who were... a few dead people.

?? Only in this way, Pei Lingqi can probably live with a little peace of mind.

??Pei Lingqian has read some psychology books, and knows that this is drinking poison to quench thirst, but now, he has no way to break through it.

??Pei Lingqi talked to Pei Lingqian about his "childhood" ideals for a while, and his face gradually turned pale, and his eyes were a little empty.

??Pei Lingqian knew that Pei Lingqi was probably out of strength. Now, while he was listening, he moved to Pei Lingqi's side, hugged him from behind, and dragged him off the roof.

?? Although Pei Lingqi was not heavy, he was still a grown man. Pei Lingqian didn't dare to use too much force for fear of hurting him.

?? When Pei Lingqi was dragged down, Pei Lingqian also broke out in a cold sweat.

??During this period, Pei Lingqi didn't struggle much.

?? When Pei Lingqian came back to his senses, Pei Lingqi looked at him quietly.

??The two looked at each other, and Pei Lingqi suddenly smiled in a trance and said, "I think I did the right thing back then."

?? Pei Lingqian said: "What?"

"It's just that Shen Yi didn't let Shen Yi deal with you like he did with Pei Lingjing."

?? Pei Lingqian was slightly dumb.

??Then, Pei Lingqi lowered his head and rubbed against his shoulder: "I'm sleepy."

??Pei Lingqian let out a breath, put his hand on Pei Lingqi's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Sleep when you're sleepy."

"Okay brother." Pei Lingqi said as if dreaming.

?? Hearing these four words, Pei Lingqian felt sore, and then he turned his head to look at the tall figure standing in the dark corridor not far away.