midsummer night

At night, he lay next to Lu Chengfeng for a long time without falling asleep, his physiological reaction after the estrus period was suspended, and he repeatedly recalled what Gao Qingnian had said to him in the dark.

The encounter with Lu Chengfeng was in the middle of the project, and then they met several times at the workplace and on weekends in Beidu.When did Lu Chengfeng become interested in him?When did Gao Qingnian and Zhu Ping find out that Lu Chengfeng was interested in an analyst?

His photo has been posted on the AB platform for a few days. There are many people in the office who know about it, but they don't tell the truth.

Including when He Xiyuan returned to the office after the estrus period ended, Gao Qingnian and the others didn't ask too much about his health.The time is near the end of the year, the weather has turned cold, and it seems that no one has time to pay attention to other people's affairs.

He found a time and inadvertently asked his human resources colleague in the corridor after lunch: "I've always been curious, will the company register the time of Omega's estrus period?"

The HR is also an Omega, about the same age as him, and he replied: "Of course it won't be written clearly, but if you turn on certain permissions and look at the system, many Omega employees may ask for leave every other month or so, which is already obvious. .”

He Xiyuan asked again: "What about Alpha who needs to go home to accompany his partner?"

The human resource replied: "No one usually pays attention to this. In fact, whether an Alpha has a partner is a very private matter. After all, many Alphas will not have a partner in the future."

The other party stirred the coffee cup, and the spoon and china made a ding-dong sound.Then he looked at He Xiyuan and said, "You have an Alpha partner."

He Xiyuan smiled and said, "Nothing."

Human resources: "It's okay, if you have any, I'd like to congratulate you in advance, I heard that your future Alpha is very high-quality."

He Xiyuan wondered where this conclusion came from, so he asked.

Human resources: "I think about it, it seems that some management checked some of your information from the system before, saying that it was because of the need for due diligence of the project, by the way."

He Xiyuan didn't speak.He has not signed any contracts with clients, so there is no need for due diligence.And the company's information database contains not only his resume, but also his graduation certificate and transcript, medical examination report, and even medical records.

There are many industries under Jianling, and many platforms and institutions used by employees are also among them.

He could probably guess that Lu Chengfeng asked Gao Qingnian, Zhu Ping, or the management of Jianling one more question, and then someone handed over all his information to the other party without even leaving a trace.

He Xiyuan thought of the matching platform under Jianling, and his data was immediately transmitted to the push interface of all Alpha users.The manager of the platform was like a pimp, leading him to meet Yan Xun.The other party knew it was him, but before meeting him, he didn't know who the Alpha sitting in the room was.

In retrospect, judging from the speed at which the post was deleted and Alpha Zhong's gnashing of teeth attitude, this incident did not happen often, and it was very likely that Lu Chengfeng handled it.

When did he know that he was looking for Alpha on the platform?For such a long time after the estrus period, He Xiyuan actually didn't know anything.

In terms of appearance and personality, Lu Chengfeng seems to be very different from other Alphas, but in some respects they are very similar.It's just that Lu Chengfeng's resources and genes are better than most Alphas, and he has liked him for many years, and probably still likes him now.

Lu Chengfeng's attitude in front of people is mostly cold, his voice is low, and although the gesture of holding He Xiyuan during the intense lovemaking is not rough, it can't be called gentle either.He, like most Alphas, takes marking for granted, and maybe marriage and pregnancy.

The filter of admiration can hide the terrible truth, and he needs to go back and forth to see what happened after the meeting in St. Gettysburg.

On the weekend evening, He Xiyuan was listening to music in his room with headphones on. The bedroom door was ajar. Lu Chengfeng knocked on the door twice, but no one answered, so he opened the door and walked in.

He was just about to reach out to touch He Xiyuan's shoulder when He Xiyuan noticed someone behind him.He nearly jumped up in shock, almost knocking over his coffee mug when he removed his earphones.

His face turned pale, as if he thought Lu Chengfeng had said something, he raised his head and said "um".

Lu Chengfeng didn't expect his reaction, put his hand on his shoulder and asked, "Are you okay? I wanted to ask if you want to go for a walk."

Without thinking, He Xiyuan nodded and said, "Okay." It seemed that he was trying to cover up that he wanted to end the conversation quickly.

When the heating system started in Beijing, He Xiyuan learned from Xu Jiu that the name of the hospital department was going to be changed from Obstetrics to Reproductive Department.

Xu Jiu talked about an Omega patient who worked in a local city system, and the Alpha he was dating seemed to be rich and well-looking.It was later discovered that Alpha's car was borrowed, the house was rented, and even had gambling debts.

But Omega is already pregnant, and the unwritten rules require Omega to lead by example and give birth for the country.Termination of pregnancy is highly likely to result in expulsion, and management of the same agency will be affected.The hospital was unable to handle the operation to end the pregnancy because the signature of Alpha or the guardian was required, and she didn't want anyone to know that she was pregnant, and she didn't even bring any documents to the hospital.

If you want to terminate the pregnancy, you can only be forced to go abroad, or to an underground illegal institution, and once discovered, there is a risk of losing your job and income.

He Xiyuan felt cold and physically sick all over in the heated room. He was like an animal lying on the ground. Even though his body was inert in winter, he was sensitive to the approach of an avalanche.

It is almost impossible to terminate pregnancy. It is tried from within the system and then extended to outside the system. Omega is doomed to be betrayed by the entire system in order to keep jobs and income.

The minions of the system penetrate from top to bottom, in the hands of the power group constructed by capital, power and technology.Lu Chengfeng, Yan Xun, and Huang Han all knew that he was looking for a partner on the platform. Their motives for approaching him were different, but their goals were similar.In the work and private spheres, the boss, the company and the law unconditionally stand at the end of power and smile at him for no reason.

The interests of the Alpha group are inherently at odds with those of the Omegas.He had to find a way to protect himself perfectly, because he felt that time was running out.

At the end of the year, the number of hospitals is more and more scarce.Omegas are on the waiting list to have a suppressor implanted, buy a suppressor, or terminate a pregnancy.But most of them lingered in waiting, then disappointed, and finally returned to Alpha, to the cage called home.

He Xiyuan sat in front of the desk, and there was an inquiry reminder that the hospital system was full at the end of the month on the computer screen.The heating came out from one side of the house, and he felt frightened and anxious in the silent warm environment.

When Lu Chengfeng talked to him, he felt that he was absent-minded. Whether it was weekday night or weekend daytime, Omega often had a mind-wandering and didn't hear what he said.

He Xiyuan raised his head and saw Lu Chengfeng opposite him put a piece of fried fish on his plate.He looked at the piece of fish and thought it wasn't just a piece of fish, but part of an exchange of interests between them.He Xiyuan still couldn't see clearly the purpose of Lu Chengfeng being with him.

How hungry he is for Alpha pheromone and the other party's body during the estrus period, and after the estrus period is over, he feels the saturation of the living space more and more.This made him more convinced that physical pleasure does come at a price, and sometimes even the sound of Lu Chengfeng's footsteps passing by outside the house, the sound of the door opening after work, or the news appearing on the screen of the mobile phone, all became secret pressures for him. .

He knew that it was not an exception for an Omega to be left alone by an Alpha after giving birth. The seemingly gentle and considerate Alpha might not even give him living expenses after the child was born. Omega dragged her damaged body after childbirth and was trapped in the boundless indoor abyss together with the child.

If the abyss is measured in time, it may be several years, or it may be decades.

Alone can still maintain enough food and living space, but with Alpha, there is a high probability of experiencing long-term physical and mental hunger.

Fertility, the beginning of it all, is demeaned and suppressed as a worthless weakness.Even though Betas can reproduce, Alpha groups still prefer Omega.The reason is not because Omega has stronger fertility, but because the estrus period gives Alpha a chance to control Omega.

All of Alpha's motivations come from power. Controllable Omega is more useful than uncontrollable Beta, and it is easier to become a slave of body and mind.

He Xiyuan held Lu Chengfeng in his arms on weekend nights.I don't know when, but when he was awake, he rarely fell asleep with his back facing Lu Chengfeng. That position made him feel that his glands were exposed to the other party's sight.

Lu Chengfeng asked in a low voice: "Do you want to travel together for Christmas and New Year?"

He Xiyuan leaned against him and was about to fall asleep, but after hearing what he asked, he suddenly woke up a little.He said, "I'll think about it."

Lu Chengfeng asked: "Any other plans?"

He Xiyuan said: "Actually, I wanted to be alone during the holidays, traveling or staying at home."

Lu Chengfeng didn't speak.

He Xiyuan said again: "We... actually don't need to do this."

Lu Chengfeng: "Is that so?"

He Xiyuan: "Travel together or something. Many years ago, I traveled by myself, occasionally with friends. Don't you need to go back to Europe?"

Lu Chengfeng: "I won't come back this year."

He Xiyuan let out a "huh".

He didn't say the whole thing, deep in his subconscious mind he always continued the period when he looked at Lu Chengfeng in high school, and everyone told him repeatedly that he was not compatible and there was no possibility of being together.

Before the estrus period, He Xiyuan observed the bright and noisy crowd around Lu Chengfeng in social situations. They spoke a language he didn't understand, and almost no one would notice him standing next to the tall blond Omega.Compared with the crowd around Lu Chengfeng, he was not only out of place, but also had almost no sense of existence.

Although Lu Chengfeng didn't say it clearly, he didn't think deeply about what would happen with Lu Chengfeng. He was rejecting Lu Chengfeng and himself.The weekend together was his stolen time together, and traveling together sounded too tempting to be true.

Being by Lu Chengfeng's side for a long time will make him uneasy, as long as he is by Lu Chengfeng's side, he hardly has the heart to look at the scenery along the way.He has been with Lu Chengfeng for a long time, and the longer he gets anxious, the more he needs to be alone to rest.