You let go of the biggest boss

Sheng Yu put on his shirt, came out from behind the sofa, and said embarrassingly: "Go ahead, I'll take a step first."

The person who left was Songfu, and Sheng Yu was grabbed by Zuo Zicheng, who said seriously, "Why are you here?"

Sheng Yu said, "I'll come to the lounge to change."

Zuo Zicheng said, "No, I was asking how you were at the awards ceremony."

Sheng Yu said blankly, "I'm here to win the prize."

Zuo Zicheng said, "Which movie did you win?"

"..."

Sheng Yu realized that he had no memory at all. Maybe he forgot the name of the movie temporarily, which is understandable.

He frowned and said, "Why are you here?"

Zuo Zicheng said, "I'll fund the awards."

Sheng Yu was even more confused: "Where did you get the money? Aren't you a social animal? When Weibo and the Internet harassed me, you were the one who maintained the basic operation of the Internet. I remember you complained to me about this."

"That's right, where did I get so much money?" Zuo Zicheng was also at a loss, paused, and said, "Do you think it's a bit strange now, and I can't say exactly what's strange, it just feels wrong."

Sheng Yu panicked for no reason, and subconsciously didn't want to delve into this issue.He said vaguely: "I have to go to get the award, let's talk again when we have time."

Zuo Zicheng tugged even tighter, his eyes swaying back and forth between trance and clarity, and blurted out: "Fake! The award you won is fake, Sheng Yu, you shouldn't get this award!"

Maybe his original meaning was not so sharp, but hearing what he said, Sheng Yu always felt that his professional ability was questioned, he broke away from Zuo Zicheng's hand, and said in a cold voice: "I shouldn't take it, should you take it?" ? You should pay attention to Song Fu, don't bother me."

After speaking, Sheng Yu ran away as if fleeing.

Leaving Zuo Zicheng alone in the lounge, he covered his head with an extremely painful expression, as if he was experiencing a battle between heaven and man in his mind.His eyes were only clear for a few moments, and then they were covered with a layer of psychedelic mist.

"It happened."

Zuo Zicheng patted himself on the head and said angrily, "Is my mother sick? Why did I say that to Sheng Yu? He must be angry. Zuo Zicheng, Zuo Zicheng, how can you be so emotionally ignorant?" , Brother’s professional ability dare to go to question.”

Grasping the little note Songfu left behind, he kissed the phone number on the note again, and happily left the lounge.

Outside the window, birds flew across the skyline, gathered among the clouds, and disappeared out of thin air.The signboard on the side of the road is shining in the daylight—Sky City, your dream, and the cradle of regret.

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Sheng Yu is too familiar with the award ceremony process, but this time the award has an extraordinary impact on him.He is willing to follow the field control to familiarize himself with the process again.

After the route was determined, the awards ceremony officially began.

First, there was the celebrity walk on the red carpet. Sheng Yu had no memory of this part. She wore a business smile all the way and tried not to blink while watching the flashing lights.After entering the arena, there is a special seat for film and television practitioners in the hall. This seat is on the side of the stage. There are about ten rows of long sofa seats in the front and back, and the seating order is arranged according to the coffee seats.

Of course Sheng Yu was sitting in the first row. He was surrounded by a few unfamiliar male stars in the entertainment industry, so he naturally exchanged pleasantries when he saw each other.Looking up, Song Fu was sitting on the couch in the same row.

At this time, she looked at the stage without blinking, her eyes were shattered by the dazzling lights.The excitement and ambition in there can be clearly seen even if it is covered up in every possible way.Emotions are contagious, and Sheng Yu was soon excited.

This is his dream award!

Just thinking of being able to hold that trophy in the palm of my hand, the blood in my whole body seems to be boiling.Sheng Yu has been waiting for this day for too long. For ten years, he has been fighting for this trophy.

Barely calming down the shortness of breath, her heart was particularly disobedient, beating non-stop like a drum.

The previous awards were all unrelated to Sheng Yu, such as Best Foreign Language Film, Best Art Film, etc.The waiting process was very tormented, and the anticipation in his heart became more and more intense.When the best actress was awarded, Song Fu really went up to accept the award.

The next award is Best Actor.

At this time, the manager suddenly ran over from a long distance, leaned into Sheng Yu's ear and said, "There is a man looking for you, but he was stopped by the guard. He said that you know him and will meet him."

Looking in the direction of the manager's finger, Tang Douzi was tightly stopped by several guards, with an anxious expression on his face.Sheng Yu said, "I know him, let the guards let him come here."

The agent said: "No, the scene of your conversation will be filmed. You have to go there by yourself."

Sheng Yu was about to get up, but the manager pushed him back to his seat and said, "Wait until you finish winning the prize, don't delay the business."

So Sheng Yu could only sit still.

Songfu's acceptance speech was very stereotyped, neither out of the ordinary nor eye-catching, and very short.It was so short that Sheng Yu didn't even have time to decide whether to go directly to see Tang Douzi, she just finished talking.

With this "episode" episode, Sheng Yu's heart was very "turbulent", and he was not nervous at this time. He kept thinking about how he knew Tang Douzi.If you think about it deeply, you will feel dizzy again and again, and you can see several double images of Tang Douzi in the distance.

"Best Actor - Sheng Yu."

The camera turned sharply, Sheng Yu put on a business smile, and gave high fives and hugs to the actors nearby who congratulated him.This feeling is as if the lonely world is suddenly filled with noise, and the whole person is floating in the clouds, lightly like a dream.

He took a step.

The inclined ladder to the podium was opposite to where Tang Douzi was located. Sheng Yu walked towards that, and glanced at Tang Douzi from the corner of his eye from time to time.It can be seen with the naked eye that the blood on this big boy's face is losing a little bit, and his eyes are more anxious than before.After trying several times but unable to break through the guard's block, Tang Douzi simply turned around.

He rushed up to the podium from the other side of the inclined ladder, with a fierce expression on his face, trying to snatch the trophy.This behavior caused countless exclamations, people were at a loss and at a loss, and soon realized one thing:

There was a live accident!

The camera shown on the big screen and the live broadcast was originally facing the old artist who presented the award for him. As soon as Tang Douzi came on stage, the field controller immediately changed the camera facing Sheng Yu to the main camera.

Now any micro-expressions of Sheng Yu are exposed in everyone's field of vision.

He immediately took a small breath and kept smiling.

When he walked slowly onto the stage, Tang Douzi had already been pulled down by the guards in the audience.Standing on the awards platform, you can still see Tang Douzi struggling violently, as well as a crowd of flustered audience.

Presenting the award to him is a woman who is still graceful despite her age.Sheng Yu was lucky enough to meet this lady when he debuted, and she gave him encouragement during his low period. Maybe it was just a casual sentence, but Sheng Yu remembered that sentence for a long time-only when things go wrong can he have a chance to write a legend.

It was also because of her encouragement that Sheng Yu gritted his teeth and persevered.So even ten years later, Sheng Yu admired this lady very much in his heart. Standing beside her at this time, Sheng Yu only felt slightly hot eyes, and the excitement quickly suppressed the strange feeling.

"Congratulations, you succeeded." The late woman blinked at him lightly, smiled mischievously, and gave up the Lime microphone.

This is the meaning of Sheng Yu's acceptance speech.

Everything is wonderful!

In front of the eyes are the dazzling field lights, and these warm rays of light wrap Sheng Yu like a warm cradle, making people feel extremely at ease.Beside him was the spiritual mentor who had helped him in a timely manner many years ago, and he was looking at him with encouraging eyes.

In his hand—in his hand was the trophy he had dreamed of.

If people could rise and fall according to their mood, then Sheng Yu would already be floating up now, his legs and feet were limp, as if he was standing on a beautiful cloud.

He thanked the company, the filming team, his younger brother, and his manager... After thanking him for a while, Sheng Yu was almost choked up, and his palms were burning hot from the trophy.

"If it's just a dream, I don't want to wake up."

Kissing the trophy won cheers, and Sheng Yu finally held back tears.He turned around and gently embraced the late woman beside him.He couldn't help but said, "I thought I'd never have the chance to see you again. I've been wanting to say thank you for ten years."

The woman was slightly stunned, and smiled softly: "Silly boy, you are all in the same circle, why can't you see me? Come down the stairs, and you will really get this trophy after this process is completed."

——They are all in the same circle, why can't they see me?

In fact, after delivering his acceptance speech, Sheng Yu calmed down a little.Excitement is like fat floating on the soup surface, which is wiped away by a word from the woman in front of him.

Yes, why can't I see her?Obviously everyone is in the same circle, why did such an idea come up?

Bewildered, he took the trophy and walked a few steps, and soon came to the steps directly in front of the stage.Just like what the woman said, awarding an award is a complete process, from stepping on the stage, to giving a speech, to stepping down, and only after this process is completed can he truly win the award.

As long as he steps down, he will be an international actor in the future.

Such an honor makes most people willing to indulge in it.

But Sheng Yu is obviously not one of these 'most people'.

He's panicking, he's questioning, he's not feeling right.

Tang Douzi seemed to be bursting with potential in a crisis, waved away the guards, and shouted: "Don't go down!!!"

Sheng Yu was in a trance, his footsteps were hanging above the stairs, and there were expectant eyes from front, back, left, and right.Even though the ground was a few inches below his feet, he felt an intense sense of crisis for no reason.

It was as if taking this step would usher in some unpredictable and extremely miserable consequences.

Maybe it was because he hesitated for too long, the late woman stepped forward slowly, smiled and encouraged: "This is the most glorious moment in your life, don't make a mistake in the last step, go down quickly."

Sheng Yu turned to look at her, "What's wrong?"

Why did he feel that this was a mistake from beginning to end, just like Zuo Zicheng said, he didn't seem to deserve this award.

The woman urged: "There are [-] million fans waiting for you to win the prize."

"..."

[-] million...fans?

Compared with urging, this sentence is more like a subconscious layer unwilling to struggle, sending him a faint reminder.This prompt broke the game suddenly, and Sheng Yu's eyes became clear for a moment.

In the past, when she encouraged him, she was urging him to give birth.Now she is encouraging him, urging him to die.

The difference of one word makes a huge difference.

Sheng Yu finally stopped hesitating, and looked at the late woman with slightly red eyes: "Ten years ago, you comforted me and encouraged me when I was at a low point. I thought, I must find you when I succeed, and thank you in person for your willingness to seriously Unlock a rookie who has accomplished nothing."

The woman listened patiently, and said in doubt, "Huh?"

Sheng Yu took a slow breath, and said softly: "When I really have achieved results and stand firm, I can no longer thank you in person. You died of illness ten years ago, how did you appear here?"

The woman's smile didn't move, like a precision instrument that had been set in advance.Sheng Yu looked at her for a while, then suddenly smiled and said:

"Thank you for this dream, which allowed me to meet you again. However, I think that some things have to be obtained through my own efforts, so that I can feel more fulfilled. You should think so, after all, you said——It’s not going well. A chance to write a legend."

As soon as the words fell, Sheng Yu held up the trophy high.

Amidst the surprised eyes of everyone in the audience, and Tang Douzi's rejoicing as if he was alive after a catastrophe, he threw down the trophy viciously.It was as if a heavy burden fell down, and Sheng Yu was finally relieved.

Shocked shouts were clearly still in my ears, but the scene in front of me was suddenly pulled away.When Sheng Yu saw the scene in front of him clearly, the cold sweat on his forehead suddenly flowed down his cheeks, and his whole body was almost completely cold.

He is in the cloud, the real cloud.

Behind them are countless chaotic crowds, all immersed in their dreams, madly seeking joy.And he had already reached the edge of the clouds, and if he took another step forward, he would fall into the clouds and be smashed to pieces.

While fulfilling the dream... also die in this dream!