Remarriage is not easy

When Ji Nan came home, Fang Jianqing turned on all the lights in his house, tried to find something to talk about, and tried to make Ji Nan happy, but Ji Nan lay motionless on the sofa, staring at the chandelier in the living room in a daze.

Later, Fang Jianqing received a call from the company that he needed to go back to deal with urgent work. Fang Jianqing looked at Ji Nan in embarrassment. Ji Nan, who hadn't moved for a long time, said softly, "Go and do some work." , I'm fine."

As soon as Fang Jianqing left, Nie Ting went upstairs.

He was carrying a bag of ingredients and a pot of roses with flower buds, standing at the door and lightly ringing the doorbell.

Inside the door, Ji Nan got up from the sofa unresponsively, saw Nie Ting through the cat's eyes, and went back to lie down on the sofa.

About half an hour later, the doorbell rang again, and Nie Ting's voice came in: "Jinan, I know you are inside, you open the door, if you don't want to open the door, it doesn't matter, I will accompany you at the door."

Ji Nan moved, blinked his eyes, turned over, and continued to lie on the sofa.

After a long time, it was dark outside, and the doorbell rang for the third time, accompanied by the voice of the neighbor's aunt: "Young man, do you not have a key to enter the door? I see that you have been standing here all afternoon, do you want a drink?" water?"

Nie Ting's stern and polite voice then came to Ji Nan's ears: "Thank you aunt, no need, it's not that I have no door to enter, it's that I was punished for doing something wrong."

"Hey, did you quarrel with your wife? Between the husband and wife, there is a fight at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed. I think you have been standing for a whole day. Your wife should calm down, right? What a mistake, you will be punished for standing all afternoon Yes, I didn't even move my feet..."

The aunt's voice became weaker and weaker, and then there was the sound of closing the door. Ji Nan got up, opened the door, glanced at Nie Ting who was holding the ingredients in his left hand and the flowerpot in his right, and said, "Come in, don't embarrass yourself at the door."

Standing for too long, the blood does not circulate, Nie Ting suddenly raised his foot, staggered forward, and fell to the ground. The moment his body touched the ground, Nie Ting lifted the pot of roses and protected it.

"Fortunately, fortunately, the flowers are fine. I remember that you were on a business trip last time, and you carried this type of flower with you. I asked the boss, and the boss said, it's called Changhong."

Ji Nan didn't respond to him, bent down and took the flower pot, walked to the balcony, and placed the flower pot among other rose flowers.

Nie Ting got up by himself, touched his nose, followed to the balcony, and carefully asked Ji Nan what he wanted to eat.

Ji Nan didn't seem to hear him, didn't see him, just treated him as transparent, watering the flowers on his own, pruning the flower branches after watering, Nie Ting had no choice but to open the gourmet app by himself, searched it for a long time, and felt like cooking a meal , Fry a dish, it shouldn't be difficult.

But when he got to the kitchen, he realized that when the fire was turned on, the fire was suddenly turned too high, almost burning his hands. When he threw the vegetables into the oil pan, the splash of oil caused several blisters on the back of his hands. It is easy to toss a good meal, the kitchen is like a battlefield that has just been attacked, it is a mess, and the hands are even more horrible.

Nie Ting bitterly recalled the countless days in the past, when Ji Nan was cooking in the kitchen alone.

After Ji Nan set up the bowls and chopsticks in Nie Ting, he numbly sat at the dining table, picked up the bowl numbly, and stuffed the food into his mouth mouthful after mouthful.

"Eat slowly."

Just as Nie Ting picked up a mouthful of green vegetables, he was forced to spit it out by the bitter salty taste. He couldn't swallow it at all. Seeing that Jin Nan was still eating without changing his face, Nie Ting put down the bowl and chopsticks and grabbed the bowl from Jin Nan's hand chopsticks, handed him a glass of water, "Jinan, don't eat, don't eat."

Ji Nan took the water dully and drank it up.

Nie Ting's heart was like a burning red piece of iron being poured with cold water, and it was sizzling in pain. At this moment, he wished that Ji Nan could beat him, scold him, or cry, yell, But Ji Nan was as quiet as if nothing happened, he didn't see Nie Ting in his eyes, he couldn't see Nie Ting.

Called to arrange someone to deliver food, while waiting, dragged Ji Nan to the bathroom to take a shower, Ji Nan didn't resist, didn't speak, just like a puppet, let him manipulate, let him raise his arm, let him raise his arm, let him raise his leg .

Half an hour later, dinner was delivered, and Nie Ting fed half a bowl to Jin Nan.

Throughout the night, Jin Nan didn't close his eyes, and neither did Nie Ting. He hugged Jin Nan, lay on the bed, and stared at him all night.

Nie Ting himself didn't understand what he was doing, was it because of guilt to make up for it?

No, it's because he likes him. He likes Ji Nan.

In this way, I stayed with Ji Nan for three days. On the third night, Ji Nan's condition improved a little, and he was able to close his eyes and take a nap, but he would wake up in a nightmare not long after falling asleep. Every time at this time, Nie Ting would Pat him on the back, coaxing him to relax his tense body and fall asleep again.

On the sixth day, Ji Nan finally spoke to him: "You can go, I'm fine here, you don't have to feel guilty, I don't blame you, really, don't come here again, I want to live my own life, you also It's your life, Nie Ting, let each other go."

Nie Ting felt another stabbing pain in his heart, almost begging, he asked Ji Nan: "Jinan, you can do whatever you want me to do, please don't do this, okay? What do you want me to do? As long as you tell me."

Ji Nan's tone remained unchanged: "I hope you will never appear in front of me. When I beg you, if you don't go to apply for a divorce certificate, it's ok, go through the judicial process, and we'll see you in court."

Then Ji Nan didn't say another word, but went to cook normally and slept normally.

Nie Ting breathed a sigh of relief, being able to talk, eat, and sleep meant that there was still a chance for everything.

The next morning, he had business to deal with, so he told Ji Nan to stay at home and not go anywhere until he came back.

Ji Nan cheered up, opened the curtains, let the sunlight into the room, trimmed the flower branches, and passed the time here and there, and soon, it was noon.

"It's time to buy some food. What should I eat? Why don't you cook some sugar water, as if your mouth and heart are full of bitterness." Ji Nan said to himself, and went out with change, keys and mobile phone.

Just arrived downstairs, before walking out of the glass door of the lobby, the aunt next door stopped me: "Young man, I don't know what happened at the door, a group of people with those long cameras blocked the door, you know something happened What's the matter? I don't even dare to go out to buy groceries."

The corners of Ji Nan's eyebrows twitched, a bad premonition arose spontaneously, and to appease the aunt, Ji Nan flashed to the back of the door and looked out, a group of reporters blocked the door.

Having learned the lesson of being surrounded by reporters last time, Ji Nan instinctively hid behind the door, turned on the cell phone that had not been turned on for a few days, and wanted to see what news there was recently.

Ji Nan's hand holding the phone was shaking badly, his breathing was short of breath, his chest seemed to be blocked with a thick sponge full of water, leaving him no chance to catch his breath.

He closed his eyes and covered his ears, but the pictures and sounds in the video on the website still penetrated into his eyes, ears, and mind like poisonous snakes.

That video was exactly the part where he was trapped in the elevator. He was lying in the elevator like a homeless dog with no owner, groping, crawling, and finally, he broke down. Hit your head against the elevator wall.

Ji Nan returned to that day in a daze. He instinctively touched his cell phone, dialed Nie Ting's number, and asked him for help.

As soon as Nie Ting went out today, he felt flustered and just wanted to go home immediately. It seemed that he could feel at ease only by staring at Ji Nan.

When the phone rang, Nie Ting was accompanying Chen Zixuan to change his medicine. Just as he was about to answer the phone, Chen Zixuan cried, "Brother Nie Ting, it hurts so much, Brother Nie Ting, is my hand broken? Am I right?" I can no longer play the piano, how can I play your favorite Alice in the future, Brother Nie Ting..."

"No, it's okay, your hands are fine." Nie Ting had no choice but to press the mute button on the phone, thinking that he would call Ji Nan later, so nothing will happen in a short while, right?

He didn't answer the phone again, he didn't answer the phone again, he is no longer the angel who gave me warmth when I needed it when I was a child, I just want a little light from him, just a little bit, but later, all the darkness, It all seems to be about him.

Ji Nan couldn't hear or see anything.

Goodbye, Nie Ting who brought light when he was young.