Growth pain

The days passed slowly in the small apartment.

But the apartment also has some inconveniences. First of all, it is too small. Two people can always bump into each other when they go in and out of the living room and kitchen. Secondly, the house is not soundproof, and they often hear noises from the next door. Dare to speak out.

Yuan Sen urged him to move back to his previous residence these days, so he would have to toss again and again.Lu Shining was a bit reluctant to part with his little nest, Yuan Sen waved his big hand to indicate that things could be moved there.

Lu Shining said: "It's not like there is nothing... It doesn't match the room layout."

Yuan Sen: "Never mind him, as long as you feel comfortable."

Lu Shining became even more entangled, he wanted to keep everything, but it was useless to really keep it.

He is very nostalgic, and even has a unique emotion for furniture. It's not that this is bad, but that everyone advertises himself as a free and easy person, as if this is the only way to avoid being hurt.

Sensitive minds are not welcome, it is acknowledged.

Seeing his hesitation, Yuan Sen said, "You didn't feel reluctant when you ran back then."

Lu Shining: "...don't settle old scores with me."

In the end, he took nothing with him and made his decision very happily.

Yuan Sen asked him again: "Really don't bring anything?"

Lu Shining nodded: "The one I want to take the most has already been taken away."

Yuan Sen was puzzled: "What?"

Lu Shining pointed at Yuan Sen, and smiled, a little sly and a little childish, as if going back to a few years ago, when he was singing on stage with a guitar in college, his eyes were shining, and his whole body was shining.

When he showed this sensitivity openly, other people's pointers would be unreasonable.

Everyone has a different way of living.Lu Shining still doesn't like his character very much, but it doesn't matter, someone will love him.

It is enough for him to know this, and he can choose bravely for many other things.

Just as unwavering as when he decided to love someone at the age of 16.

Shao Qing and Xu Jia stayed in Chuanyang for a long time this time, a full half a month. On the day before they left, Lu Shining went to see the talent off and saw Shao Qing's face was bruised, red and swollen. It looked like he had been beaten.

Lu Shining didn't ask anything, and helped carry the luggage to the platform.

Xu Jia went to the toilet, Shao Qing seemed very relaxed, even humming a song, and looked at him with crooked eyes, "Why do you look so bitter and hateful?"

Lu Shining pursed his lips: "I didn't."

Shao Qing saw through him at a glance, and reached out to pinch his face, "Don't worry, aren't we doing well? It will be better in the future."

Lu Shining raised his eyes and asked, "Will you come back?"

Shao Qing was taken aback, and then hugged him with a smile, "Of course, come back to see you and Yuan Sen, you finally talked and got together, so you should come back and see."

"……Um."

Shao Qing patted him on the head, "It's okay, everything will pass."

I don't know whether to say this sentence to Lu Shining or to herself.

Lu Shining nodded and handed over the luggage, just as Xu Jia came back.He watched the two girls embrace each other, finally with a smile on their faces, and watched them walk into the carriage holding hands.

On the way back, Lu Shining received a text message from Shao Qing: [I think you guessed it, I came out with my family and got slapped by my dad. 】

Just as Lu Shining typed a few words, a long message was sent from the other side, obviously he had already prepared for it.

Shao Qing: [I used to be very afraid of this matter, but compared to this, I was more afraid of going on a blind date with a man, afraid that Xu Jia would be wronged, when I thought about it, I knew it was time.

In the past, when I was in a relationship, everyone said that I was too brainy in love, and I was not sober at all. I also doubted it for a while.Cub, I chatted with you at that time, and wept without saying a word, I really felt that I should forget it, and I can live my whole life without finding someone I like.You don’t speak every time, just pass me a tissue silently, and you answer whatever I ask, and you don’t get impatient with me. I thought to myself, how can there be such a good child, so good, no one loves you, it’s so useless Reasonable, fortunately there is now.

I really really like you, so I want to tell you that I am quite happy now, I don’t know what will happen in the future, but I don’t regret it. 】

Lu Shining silently deleted the line he just typed and changed it into a short sentence.

[Okay, be happy. 】

After a while, Shao Qing sent a voice to mock him: "What's the matter, Lu Shining, you look like a 70-[-]-year-old old man hahahaha."

At the end of the voice broadcast, there was a crying voice.

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When Yuan Sen came back at night, Lu Shining bit his chopsticks and looked lost in thought. Yuan Sen called him several times, and the last time he hit his head with his hand, "Little Lu, come back to your senses and eat."

Lu Shining nodded his head and replied, "Okay, Mama Yuan."

Yuan Sen: "...Lu Shining, I'll beat you up."

Lu Shining said perfunctorily, "Mmm, yes."

The sweet love period of the two people with pink bubbles seemed to last only a few days, and then they bickered and "fighted each other" as before, and Yuan Sen won every time, pressing him on the sofa and rubbing and kissing , and asked him if he took it.

Of course Lu Shining was convinced, he couldn't help shouting "Brother" until Yuan Sen stopped tickling him.

childish.

Lu Shining only dared to slander but did not dare to speak out.

After dinner, the two of them nestled on the sofa and watched TV, half of Lu Shining's face was sunk in the pillow, "Are you going to move back tomorrow?"

"Still reluctant?" Yuan Sen asked him.

Lu Shining shook his head, and said solemnly: "I have something to discuss with you."

Yuan Sen sat upright, "Let's talk, I was absent-minded when eating."

Lu Shining also got up and knelt on the sofa, his hair was a little messy, Yuan Sen stretched out his hand to smooth it out for him.

"I want to tell my family." Lu Shining said.

Yuan Sen was stunned for a moment, but didn't quite understand.

Lu Shining pointed to himself and then to Yuan Sen, "I like men."

Yuan Sen raised his eyebrows: "Shouldn't you like me?"

"all the same……"

"It's not the same." Yuan Sen completely missed the point and said half-threateningly, "Any other men? Say it and break his legs."

Lu Shining had no choice but to put aside his important decision, and coaxed him first: "Only you."

The joke ended here, this time Yuansen looked at him seriously, "You can do it after you decide, I will accompany you."

Lu Shining shook his head again, "I want to talk about it myself."

Yuan Sen frowned in disapproval, just as he was about to say something, Lu Shining covered his mouth.

"When you go, you must be the one who said it, but this time I want to say it myself."

Lu Shining knew Yuan Sen very well, whether as a brother or as a partner, he would always protect him.

He could have kept it from Yuan Sen and confessed to Yuan Sen after talking to his parents, but this time he chose to communicate in advance.Don't have misunderstandings and quarrels, and hope that Yuan Sen can trust him.

Yuan Sen held his wrist, "I'm worried."

"There is nothing to worry about. I will take care of it. I have a lot to say to them... This may be the only chance."

Lu Shining thought he was well prepared, but his heartbeat couldn't fool him, the pulse that Yuan Sen was pressing on was beating violently.

Yuan Sen still didn't let go, "I'll go with you."

Lu Shining shook his head, with a firm attitude, "I'll go by myself."

Yuan Sen didn't say a word, and said after a while: "Then I'll go and talk to my mother too."

Lu Shining: "..."

Lu Shining sat down next to Yuan Sen, and said patiently: "This is not a game, there is no reason for it to be played at the same time. I want to say that I want to give myself an explanation. I have too little communication with them. When my parents gave birth to me, they were already At a very old age, I have a lot to say to them and they don't understand, so gradually I stopped talking."

Yuan Sen listened in silence, his palm slowly slid down, holding his hand.

"I haven't talked to them about my heart for a long time, including that I've been to Jingshi, I haven't told my mother." Lu Shining shook the hand back, smiled slightly, his eyes were bright, just like when he was a teenager, "Brother, if they don't agree, I will only have you."

"No." Yuan Sen's voice was very soft and deep, light on the tip of his heart, deep in his heart, "They will understand."

Lu Shining puffed his cheeks and let out a breath, his throat was a little choked, "Yes, I think so too, it's so strange that I haven't said it yet, but I just know the result."

After a while, Yuan Sen said, "Can't I really go?"

Lu Shining knew that he had let go.

"Next time, I will take you back next time I go home. This time it's just me, okay?"

Yuan Sen sighed helplessly, held half of his face and kissed him, "Can I not agree to your begging?"

Lu Shining said, "That's not necessarily the case."

Yuan Sen smacked his lips, and finally said: "Call me if there is anything, I will be there as soon as possible."

Lu Shi Ning made an "ok" gesture, Yuan Sen pressed down his hand, "Shao Poor."

He laughed and fell into Yuan Sen's arms.

"You only act like a baby when you want something from me, Xiao Lu, you are too bad."

"I can't help it, I just rely on you to let me." Lu Shining raised his head, his eyes were clear and bright, "Brother is the best."

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