Growth pain

In the ktv, Shao Qing kept booing Lu Shining to sing a song, and Xu Jia was also helping her.

Lu Shining had no choice but to turn to Yuan Sen for help.

Yuan Sen half held an apple in his mouth, looked at him slightly sideways, and said maliciously: "Let's sing a little deer."

At the end of October, the temperature dropped suddenly, and the air-conditioned private room was very hot. The man took off his coat and only wore a thin shirt, his figure was perfectly outlined.In comparison, Lu Shining was much thinner, Yuan Sen put his arm on his shoulder, and pushed the half-bitten rabbit apple to his mouth.

"I don't..." As soon as Lu Shining opened his mouth, it was gagged by an apple.

He glanced up at Yuan Sen, and accepted the microphone resignedly, "Sing only one song."

Shao Qing sat on the karaoke stand and looked at him with a smile, "Okay."

Lu Shining occasionally hums a few words when he is alone at home, but he hasn't sung in front of others for a long time.

After the song, the three of them applauded in unison, and Lu Shining picked an apple and stuffed it into his mouth.

Yuan Sen sincerely praised the sound, he chewed the apple expressionlessly as if he didn't hear it.

I didn't sing well at all, my voice was so tight that the high notes trembled.

Shao Qing walked to his side and sat down, "You are also someone who has been on stage in college, why are you nervous?"

Lu Shining was thinking of an excuse, but Yuan Sen answered from the other side: "Xiaolu, have you performed on stage before?"

Shao Qing raised his eyebrows, "He used to belong to the music club."

Lu Shining was sandwiched between the two, listening to the two discussing themselves.

Shao Qing said: "Don't you know? Then do you know that Chen Shuangyi used to be the vice president of their club?"

The smile on Yuan Sen's face faded a little, "I don't know." After speaking, he pinched Lu Shining's waist with his hands.

Lu Shining was startled, raised his head to look at Yuan Sen.

"You never told me." Yuan Sen complained, "If you join the music club, is the person surnamed Chen or the vice president?"

Even now he refuses to properly call people by their names.

Lu Shining said, "You didn't ask me either."

"I'll ask you what I know?" Yuan Sen was so angry that he poked his head with his hand, "Aren't you unwilling to say anything?"

seems like it.

Lu Shining couldn't deny it, his ear was touched again, Yuan Sen fiddled with his earlobe back and forth with his fingers.

Lu Shining didn't want to look embarrassed, but his ears were itchy, so he had to look ahead to divert his attention without blinking his eyes.

"The ears are red, why?" Yuan Sen asked knowingly.

It was rare for Lu Shining to tell the truth, "Don't praise me."

Yuan Sen moved closer, breathing on Lu Shining's cheeks, "Why?"

"It's strange." Lu Shining responded, the temperature of his ears became even higher.

Yuan Sen raised his hand to ruffle his hair instead.

Lu Shining couldn't define what such a relationship was. Yuan Sen preferred to treat him like a child, rubbing his head or rubbing his ears, cooking for him, and kissing him with his forehead before leaving after dinner. Occasionally... Occasionally, she would kiss him, hold him in her arms, poke her tongue into her mouth and stir it, and call him Ningning in a low voice when he was panting.

It's a lover's name, but Yuan Sen used to call him that.

As the one being taken care of, Lu Shining was a little at a loss.

The unrequited love for a long time finally ushered in a near-perfect ending. He was surrounded by unreality, and his heart seemed to be zippered, and the sweet syrup would flow out when he opened the opening.

Is there any way to make it solidify?

Lu Shining unknowingly ate all the apples in the fruit plate, Yuan Sen asked him, "Are you hungry?"

Only then did he stop and shook his head, and after a few seconds he said depressedly, "I'm holding on."

Yuan Sen held back a smile and reached out to help him rub his stomach.

Lu Shining opened his mouth, "I'm not a baby."

Yuan Sen didn't understand what he meant: "Huh? Of course I know."

Because he ate too many apples, Lu Shining ate less for dinner, Yuan Sen drove the two girls back first.This time Lu Shining didn't get out of the car to see him off, the car drove a certain distance, Yuan Sen suddenly asked: "What did you say to Shao Qing last time when you got out of the car?"

Lu Shining: "No..."

"Don't tell me it's nothing, think I'm stupid?" Yuan Mori pointed at the steering wheel.

Lu Shining: "That means I forgot."

Yuan Sen clicked his tongue, raised his hand to give Lu Shining a head-smack, but stopped when he thought of something.

Lu Shining saw it, "Why did you put your hand down?"

"Do you really want to be beaten?"

The car drove out from the bridge, Lu Shining faced the car window, looked at his own reflection under the glass, various lights and buildings on the other side of the lake flashed in front of his eyes one after another, he couldn't tell what it was like, there seemed to be nothing wrong and nothing seemed right.

After getting out of the car, Lu Shining said, "Why did you get down too?"

Yuan Sen: "I'll turn back when I get to the elevator."

Lu Shining commented on this behavior: "It's unnecessary."

Yuan Sen threatened: "I really beat you."

Entering the corridor, Lu Shining pressed the elevator button and the first thing he did when he turned his head was to cover his mouth.

Yuan Sen was slightly stunned, and subconsciously grabbed Lu Shining's hand.

Lu Shining said, "I don't want to kiss today."

"why?"

Yuan Sen frowned slightly, holding his wrist, the elevator opened in front of the two of them but no one paid attention, the warm yellow light inside blended with the cold white outside.

Lu Shining was no match for Yuan Sen's strength, so he could only smash the can and said: "There is no need for routine."

Yuan Sen couldn't understand, he insisted on kissing Lu Shining, and pried his teeth open, it was in the corridor, where people could come and go at any time.

Don't tell him anything, hide everything and keep your mouth shut. He also has a temper, and his actions are unconsciously a little rough, biting Lu Shining.Lu Shining trembled in his arms, then burst into tears.

Yuan Sen froze, pulled him into the elevator, and coaxed, "Why are you crying so much? I didn't know you were crying so much before."

Lu Shining cried even more when he heard the words, Yuan Sen held his face and wiped his tears in a hurry, "Ancestor, don't cry, is it my fault? If you don't kiss, then don't kiss."

Lu Shining shook his head, and said stubbornly, "You're right."

His speech was completely unconvincing, even nasal.

Yuan Sen: "..."

He sighed, "Let's go into the room and talk, otherwise I won't be able to sleep well when I go back today."

Lu Shining agreed.

Why do you cry? Crying is obviously the most fragile and useless action. If you could bear it before, why can't you bear it now?

He didn't even want to cry when unrequited love was the most painful and hopeless, but Yuan Sen would flinch when he showed him a little bit of kindness beyond the range.

People are very greedy.

When there is no return for what you give, you don't want to give back, and when you get it, you want more.

Lu Shining washed his face with cold water in the bathroom, the water dripped down his chin and onto his collar, and even his hair was a little wet.

Yuan Sen stood outside the door and waited for him. As soon as Lu Shining went out, Yuan Sen pushed him against the wall.

"Why can't we kiss? Don't like it? Hate it?" Yuan Sen whispered in his ear, desperate for an answer.

"No..." Lu Shining replied, his eyes flickering, "This is very strange."

Yuan Sen hugged him even tighter, "What's so strange?"

"In the past, you didn't even praise me when you sang, and you would slap me on the head when I talked back, but now you don't know how to do it."

Yuan Sen was inexplicable: "Isn't it good to praise you, or to be gentle with you?"

Lu Shining couldn't explain that weirdness, Yuan Sen had already done his best.They didn't get along like this before, and there were no such taboos between lovers. He cherished him more like a fragile treasure. Because it was broken once, he had to take extra care of it.

Lu Shining decided to prove this difference with practical actions. He wrapped his arms around Yuan Sen's neck and kissed him, with the tip of his tongue on Yuan Sen's teeth, and said vaguely, "Open your mouth."

Yuan Sen was surprised by his actions, he didn't open his mouth, but raised both his hands above his head and imprisoned him, "What are you doing, didn't you say don't kiss?"

Lu Shining was not surprised to be pushed away, and stared at Yuan Sen to confirm again: "Are you really determined to be with a man? You will regret it."

Yuan Sen was very tired of this rhetoric, and immediately grabbed Lu Shining's jaw and kissed him.

The two men kissed together, Yuan Sen wouldn't have thought about it before, saliva squeezed out from the gap between his lips and teeth, Lu Shining's mouth was very soft, he would hum softly when he couldn't hold his breath, his eyes were steaming, The previous arrogance was completely nullified, and playing fierce was like stepping on milk.

Yuan Sen never felt that Lu Shining was coquettish before, at most he was a little awkward, when he was taken care of like a younger brother, he could tolerate everything, but now it's like this...

When they parted, he bit Lu Shining's lower lip as punishment, just wanting to bully him, "Isn't it too late for you to ask now?"

Lu Shining struggled, "There is still a chance to regret it now."

Yuan Sen tilted his head, "You mean you can pretend that nothing happened after kissing so many times? Can you still be a brother?"

Lu Shining gave up struggling and avoided Yuan Sen's gaze: "You don't have to be brothers."

Yuan Sen lowered his face, "You fucking want to run away again? I'll fuck you to death."

Lu Shining knew that Yuan Sen didn't mean that, but it was hard for him not to think in that direction.

He swallowed and reminded in a low voice, "Gays... are not just for kissing."

"Speak up."

Yuan Sen was very fierce when his face was cold, Lu Shining trembled again, his throat tightened.

"Not only to kiss, but also to have sex, with me?"

Yuan Sen was stunned for a moment, let go of him a little, and looked at Lu Shining carefully up and down.

"What should I do?" He lowered his head and asked seriously.

The author has something to say: Hahaha. .How could it be such a development? I didn’t expect (.)