Growth pain

Chen Shuangyi asked him to meet at a Japanese food restaurant. As soon as Lu Shining entered, a waiter came forward to greet him and led him to the first private room.

After greeting Chen Shuangyi, Lu Shining sat on the tatami and looked him up and down.The room is small, only fits two people, and there is a window covered by a curtain. The pattern on the curtain is also Japanese style, so it is easy to hear the voices outside.

"This Japanese restaurant is very famous." Chen Shuangyi said with a smile.

Lu Shining nodded.

The waiter put down the two hot towels on the tray and retreated quietly.

Chen Shuangyi is very good at speaking, and can easily bring up a topic that is familiar to both of them, and the two of them can chat.

Lu Shining gradually relaxed until Chen Shuangyi said, "Do you still remember Qiu Yi?"

Lu Shining straightened up again.

He thought that Chen Shuangyi would not take the initiative to mention this person, and it happened that he came this time to resolve the unpleasant matter between the two parties...

Chen Shuangyi said: "He got married at the beginning of this year."

Lu Shining was absent-minded for a moment, opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, so he could only look at the person opposite.

"Surprised?" Chen Shuangyi laughed, "I knew you would react like this."

"No, it's just..." Lu Shining completely forgot his purpose, and only cared about his memory.

"This circle is like this." Chen Shuangyi said as he put the hot teacup and bowls and chopsticks in front of him, "Shi Ning, you never thought about these things, did you?"

Lu Shining didn't speak.

"Have you talked to your parents?" Chen Shuangyi asked suddenly.

Knowing that he was referring to coming out, Lu Shining shook his head and raised his eyes, "If there is a chance in the future, I will say so."

Chen Shuangyi said: "Have you never dated anyone?"

Lu Shining touched his teeth with the tip of his tongue, and nodded honestly.

Chen Shuangyi half-jokingly said: "So I have to pay half of the responsibility."

Lu Shining said, "Why? It's not because of you that I didn't fall in love."

"Hmm..." Chen Shuangyi rested his chopsticks on the chopsticks pillow with some helplessness, "You don't have to be so blunt. Discourage my enthusiasm."

Lu Shining looked over with his eyes.

It's that straightforward.He did it on purpose.

Chen Shuangyi added: "It feels like you are the same as you were a few years ago, you haven't changed much."

Lu Shining smiled, "You too."

lie.

How can a person not change? The appearance has changed, the age has changed, and everything has changed from head to toe.It changes when you say that.

Chen Shuangyi said: "You were also like this when you were in school. You can tell whoever you like, and you will suffer from this kind of personality."

Lu Shining said, "I know."

It doesn't matter if everyone in the world knows who he likes, but Yuan Sen can't.

It is still the same until now.

Only this has not changed.

When he was in school, Chen Shuangyi was such a considerate person, he was very patient with everyone, and many girls in the club liked him.

After Lu Shining was a sophomore, he celebrated his own birthday alone.Yuan Sen was held back by the group work and did not rush back to celebrate his birthday. It was a party organized by Shao Qing and the others, and Chen Shuangyi also came.

In the evening, Yuan Sen called him, said his blessings and said that the gift had been mailed, and it would probably arrive a few days later.Lu Shining sat on the lawn and responded with "uh huh huh", Yuan Sen was too busy and said "Then I'll hang up first".

The phone was hung up.

"Aren't you going to give up?" Chen Shuangyi walked to him and knelt down, jokingly said, "I can't wait too long."

Lu Shining looked at him with sincerity and no trace of dirt in his eyes, "Are you serious about what you said before?"

Chen Shuangyi was suddenly speechless, but soon laughed again, "Of course."

Lu Shining has just turned 20 years old, and still has the innocence of a child, "I need to think about it."

He has to be responsible for his own feelings. Once he accepts Chen Shuangyi, it means that he has to really forget about Yuan Sen, and it is best not to contact him just to be safe.

But can I do it myself?Just thinking about it makes my heart ache.

Lu Shining's tangled expression made Chen Shuangyi laugh, and sat on the lawn with him, "Do you like it that much?"

He didn't get an answer for a long time, just when he thought that Lu Shining wouldn't say anything more.

Lu Shining said, "That's 15 years."

"Although I only liked him for four years, in the remaining 11 years, I didn't dislike him for a second." Lu Shining tilted his head on his knees, "In addition to being the person I like, he is also the brother I like. "

After talking about this, Lu Shining said seriously: "To sum up, you'd better not wait for me, I shouldn't be worth waiting for."

After that night, Chen Shuangyi still treated Lu Shining very well.Lu Shining couldn't accept other people's good intentions for no reason. He always paid back what others gave.So Chen Shuangyi's treatment of him made him feel pressured.

He is also often curious: "Do you not mind if I like someone else?"

Chen Shuangyi said: "But you will also like me. If you like someone, you should be very serious, right?"

Lu Shining could not refute.

The turning point in the relationship between the two came on the night of Christmas Eve, when Chen Shuangyi suddenly called him to send him blessings, and then asked, "Shall we set off fireworks together tomorrow?"

It is no exaggeration to say that Lu Shining suddenly burst into tears.

He understands.

He and Yuan Sen can set off fireworks together, and everyone can hold a bunch in their hands, making the night as bright as day, but they can't hug or kiss, and he can't say he loves him.

When Lu Shining cried, he didn't make a sound, he just wiped away his tears, choked up and said, "Okay."

Do you want to give it a try? He wants to give it a try.

The two of them spent Christmas together, and parted ways in front of the dormitory at night. Lu Shining gave Chen Shuangyi a Christmas present, specially wrote a greeting card and specially wrapped the gift.

Chen Shuangyi kissed his forehead.

It was the first time that Lu Shining experienced the feeling of being cherished by someone other than Yuan Sen. His eyes were wide open, like a frightened deer or a rabbit. The two animals have in common that they are both cute.

Coincidentally, the boy named Qiu Yi found him the next day.

"Let me introduce myself," said the boy, who was dyed in fashionable maroon curls, with vigorous brows and eyes, "I am Chen Shuangyi's boyfriend."

He is the same age as Lu Shining, but his personality is completely different.The boy said to Lu Shining: "You don't think that he is really chasing you because he treats you well?"

Lu Shining was not stupid, he said directly: "Are you his ex-boyfriend?"

Qiu Yi choked up, hesitated, and finally said "yes".

The two talked in the cheapest fast food restaurant, and it was Lu Shining who paid for it in the end.

Qiu Yi said: "He is very kind to everyone, not just you."

Lu Shining asked: "Then why do you only talk to me?"

Qiu Yi choked up again, "You look better to bully."

Lu Shining: "..."

Oh.

is that so.

Lu Shining told Chen Shuangyi about meeting the boy, and Chen Shuangyi only answered him in four words: "I will solve it."

Lu Shining nodded.

"Do you mind if I have an ex-boyfriend?"

Lu Shining shook his head, there was nothing to mind.

Neither of them is the first person they meet each other, which is fair and kind of nice.

That's what he said, but Lu Shining has repeatedly rejected Chen Shuangyi's invitations since then.

"Didn't you say you don't mind?" Chen Shuangyi asked.

Lu Shining responded with an "um", but still kept his distance.

In the end, Chen Shuangyi was also annoyed, and confronted Lu Shining face to face on the day he left school.

"But you were joking at first." Lu Shining said.

Chen Shuangyi was taken aback.

Lu Shining looked at him with clear eyes, "I didn't know until that day, you were joking me before, but I thought about it seriously."

Chen Shuangyi was speechless.

"Senior should think it's funny that I'm struggling repeatedly." Lu Shining raised his head, the puppy's eyes were firm, "Excuse me, can I kick you?"

Then he really kicked, and he really ran away.

Men are dogs.

Even if he scolded himself in this sentence, he would scold him again.

Anyway, Chen Shuangyi has graduated, and the two of them will never meet again.

Earn blood with a kick.

So Lu Shining really used all his strength for that kick.

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"After you graduated, Qiu Yi came to look for me." Lu Shining said while eating sushi, his words were a bit vague, "After thinking about it carefully, I also made mistakes."

After Chen Shuangyi graduated, Qiu Yi came to him and said frankly, "I didn't find you because you were easy to bully, but because I thought Chen Shuangyi was the most special to you."

Qiu Yi's unwilling look made Lu Shining feel that he really liked Chen Shuangyi.

But after four years, he got married.

"What did he say?" Chen Shuangyi asked.

"Although the senior was making fun of me in the front, there should be a serious part in the back." Lu Shining raised his head, his eyes were still as firm as before, "Thank you for liking me."

There was constant talking outside, and the sound of chopsticks falling to the ground.

Chen Shuangyi restrained his smile, "Why do you say that, isn't this directly denying the present?"

"Yes." Lu Shining replied, "Yes."

He didn't want to have the same misunderstanding as before.

Regardless of whether Chen Shuangyi was serious in the end, the teasing in the early stage cannot be denied.

The 20-year-old Lu Shining does not accept such feelings, and neither will the 24-year-old.

He has always taken his feelings seriously, and he will be sad if he is teased like that.

It's just that I don't want to say it.

"And then I have to apologize." Lu Shining bit the bullet and continued, "I shouldn't have kicked you."

Chen Shuangyi coughed lightly, "I accept the apology, but the above sentence of thank you is unnecessary."

Lu Shining breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the first half of the sentence, but frowned again when he heard the second half.

Chen Shuangyi said: "This time I will be serious from beginning to end, I assure you, Shi Ning."

Suddenly there was a loud noise outside, like the sound of something being overturned.

Both of them were startled.

Lu Shining raised his hand and opened the curtain, Yuan Sen was sitting under the window of the private room.

"I think there is still room in the house." He stood up, and smiled angrily, he could see that he was in a bad mood, "Would you like to squeeze, Shi Ning?"

The author has something to say: Sorry, I really wanted to laugh when I wrote the last few paragraphs.Yuan Mori: Do you think I am dead? (▼ヘ▼#)