Growth pain

What they said was very ambiguous in itself.

Lu Shining hid the surprise in his eyes, and didn't make a sound to agree.The taxi came just in time, and the other two didn't feel anything strange.This reaction is reasonable.

For the next two days, Yuan Sen didn't contact Lu Shining, maybe he and Su Yunle got back together, and they were enjoying the sweet time that belonged to them alone.

Lu Shining would only think of this matter in a few seconds when he was free, and then he devoted himself to work, and the faint emotion slowly left his heart.

The completion of finishing work also means that he has to leave the company completely.After saying goodbye to his colleagues after work, a female colleague suddenly stopped him and handed him a whole bag of snacks.

"Brother Ning, take this, everyone will buy it for you."

The girl is a new intern in the company, and she likes to share some snacks brought from all over the world for everyone to eat.People are a little clever, and occasionally a little lazy, but it is also within the normal range.Lu Shining helped her read the documents several times and corrected the wrong forms, so she often gave him more snacks.The little girl's mind is very cute.

Lu Shining originally wanted to refuse, but when he looked up and saw the expectation in the girl's eyes, he still accepted it, and then curled his mouth, "Thank you."

The girl was taken aback for a moment, then smiled happily, and waved to him, "Goodbye, Brother Ning."

Lu Shining was carrying the bag of snacks, it was full of puffed food and it was not heavy at all, but there was a heavy weight in his hand.

If you like this, really don't expect a response, you will be happier if you don't expect it.Girls are more free and easy than him.

Lu Shining stood still in front of the red light, the emotion in his eyes became lighter.

"Lu Shining...?"

Someone called him, he turned his head and saw Zhao Shengnan's pleasing fleshy face.

"……Hello."

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When the green light came on, the boy smiled shyly, "It's really you, I thought I misread the person."

"Hmm... why are you here?" Lu Shining changed his hand to carry the snacks, thought for a while and stood up the steps politely.

Waiting for another red light.

"I live here." Zhao Shengnan smiled with his eyes wide open, "It's such a coincidence that you live here too."

This is the most prosperous area in Chuanyang, where the flow of people is the largest.

"I don't live here, I'm going home." Lu Shining said.

Zhao Shengnan nodded with a half understanding.

Lu Shining had no choice but to explain further, "I work here."

Zhao Shengnan opened his mouth, "You are really 24."

"Why did you lie to you?"

Zhao Shengnan nodded, "That's right, we don't know each other well, so there's no need for you to joke with me."

This answer was a bit funny, Lu Shining smiled.

Zhao Shengnan said again: "You look so pretty when you smile."

Lu Shining didn't expect him to be so straightforward, and it's not like he didn't laugh or not.

Zhao Shengnan scratched his head, "Are you going home?"

"Ah."

"Is it convenient to add your contact information?" Zhao Shengnan looked over with bright eyes, "I'm on vacation recently, and I'm going back to school soon, I'm afraid I won't have a chance to see you again."

When he came to this point, Lu Shining naturally couldn't refuse, so he read his phone number to him, but he said no, it was a contact method that could chat.

"I have WeChat." Zhao Shengnan fiddled with the phone not very skillfully, and it took a long time to get out the QR code.

Lu Shining asked, "Where do you go to school?"

"In Japan, Tokyo."

Lu Shining agreed to his friend application with an "oh", and the two bid farewell before the traffic lights.

After walking a little farther, Lu Shining realized that the hotel where Zhao Shengnan stayed might be the same hotel that Yuan Sen went to on the day he returned to China.Because it was very close to his company, he took Yuansen there after hearing his colleagues praise him by chance.

When Lu Shining returned home, he put down the snacks. When he saw that there were several boxes of pocky that he usually ate, he knew that the girl bought it for him with her own money.In fact, he probably guessed that when the snacks were handed to him, only ungraduated children were willing to express their love so greenly, even if there was no result.

Lu Shining is no longer a child, he can hide his part and deal with the embarrassment after being wrong...

He opened a bag and took out one in his mouth. The phone lit up on the coffee table, and there was a new message on WeChat.

After all, it can't be their manager.

Lu Shining clicked on it and saw that there was a number "3" on the newly added avatar of Crayon Shin-chan.

Zhao Shengnan: [Did Brother Yin Hao say something to you after I left that day? 】

[Does it mean that I like men? 】

【If you find it bothering you, you can delete me, it’s okay】

Lu Shining read it line by line and typed hesitantly: 【It's okay. 】

Zhao Shengnan sent a happy smile, 【Is it really okay? 】

It's all said to this point, how can people really delete it.

Lu Shining repeated: [It's okay]

Zhao Shengnan: [Don't you reject me, I'm gay. 】

Lu Shining sat on the sofa, holding the pocky in his mouth all the time.

How does this make him return.

Lu Shining called for the third time: [It's okay]

Zhao Shengnan: [Have you been in touch with Brother Yuan recently? 】

Lu Shining: [No. 】

Zhao Shengnan: [They seem to be reconciled, brother Yuan and my sister. 】

really.

Lu Shining looked down at the screen and typed: That's good...

Before finishing typing and sending it out, the other side said: [Brother Yuan didn't tell you? 】

No.

Why did you tell me.

He didn't even tell me about his girlfriend.

Lu Shining was a little annoyed.Every sentence of Zhao Shengnan poked at his pain, did Zhang Lei possess him, or did it on purpose.

As long as Yuan Sen doesn't contact him, the relationship between them will really be cut off.There is no reason, it is what it is.

On the surface, it seems that Lu Shining has the initiative. After all, he doesn't take the initiative to find Yuan Sen, but in fact, Yuan Sen controls the relationship.As long as he wants, they can be the closest friends, and if one day he loses interest, they will be completely over.Just like now, if Yuan Sen didn't tell him, he wouldn't know anything.

What kind of life Yuan Sen has lived in the past six years, Lu Shining actually doesn't know much about it.Yuan Sen always seldom talks about himself, but asks others not to keep secrets from him.

It's not fair.Only others are controlled by him, but he does not allow others to catch him.

After eating a pack of pocky, Lu Shining replied to Zhao Shengnan: [No, I haven't had much contact these days. 】

Zhao Shengnan: [Then will you come for dinner this Sunday?Still with Brother Yin Hao and the others. 】

Lu Shining: [I won't go. 】

He also opened another pack of pocky, 【You keep asking me, but you, don't you care what they say about you? 】

Zhao Shengnan replied after a while: [It's okay, I'm used to it, Brother Yin Hao didn't mean anything, but you know, there's nothing you can do about it. 】

Lu Shining understood somewhat, just like Zhang Lei had some misunderstandings about homosexuality when he was not so familiar with him.For a long time, he suspected that Lu Shining liked him, and reminded himself many times that he was straight and liked beauties with big butts and big breasts.

Lu Shining got really impatient later, and impulsively threw Zhang Lei an old photo of Yuan Sen, and said firmly, "I like this, I don't like skinny ones."

That was the first time Zhang Lei saw Yuan Sen. He repeatedly looked at the photos saved in his mobile phone and muttered unwillingly: "It's not much worse, isn't it just a few more abs..."

Lu Shining clenched his fists.

Zhang Lei didn't realize it until later: "Hey, this can't be your little boy?"

Lu Shining didn't swear easily, but that day he was really mad by a straight man, and swear words popped out of his mouth.

Zhang Lei looked innocent: "Why are you scolding me?"

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Lu Shining understood, but Zhao Shengnan shouldn't have said "you know".

He bit off the pocky and typed: [Sorry, I'm not very clear. 】

It took another long time for Zhao Shengnan to reply: 【Ah, that's okay. 】

Lu Shining suspected that he was testing himself, but he was not sure.Then just don't think about it, anyway, the two of them won't meet again.

—He originally thought so.

Who would have thought that he would receive a call from Yuan Sen just after taking a shower at night, seeing that the vibrating phone on the bedside table was already on the second call, Lu Shining calmly watched it ring until the end, until the screen went off.

He shouldn't punish Yuan Sen with this.

He did nothing wrong.

It's not his fault that he likes women, and it's not his fault that he hangs out with people.That's his freedom and his right.

When the third call came, Lu Shining squatted down and looked at the names displayed on the screen.So not answering the phone is also his freedom and right.

He couldn't spend it with Yuan Sen.

He had to escape before things got any worse.

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