Growth pain

Since Lu Shining was drunk last night, Yuan Sen paid for the meal.He originally planned to transfer money via WeChat, but Yuan Sen said, "What are you doing, you still owe me a meal, and you just want to send me away like this?"

Lu Shining felt that it would be more sincere to ask Yuan Sen again, so he didn't insist.

In the following week, Lu Shining submitted a resignation application to the personnel department, and he packed his things smoothly. He just waited for his part of the work to be completed, and he could leave directly at the end of the month.

Of course, he couldn't use the card that Yuan Sen gave him. He refused to take it back with Yuan Senti several times, and finally got impatient and said, "Can I die if I put it there?"

Lu Shining said, "Then I will keep it for you."

Yuan Sen: "Whatever you want."

Yuan Sen's temper is more cloudy than before, Lu Shining sincerely hopes that he can go to the pet hospital to have a look, and don't go crazy with him.He won't tell Yuan Sen this passage, on the surface he is still doing what a pet doctor would do, smoothing the fur of large animals, and occasionally saying nice things to avoid being pressed under the paws of cats as a teething stick.

Zhang Lei and Shao Qing showed different degrees of surprise when they knew that he had resigned.

Shao Qing asked him: "What are you going to do next, stay in Chuanyang?"

Lu Shining: "Well, parents can't leave."

Shao Qing held up his mobile phone and said "Hey", "Okay, okay, it's good if you can resign. The salary of your crappy job is not bad, but you also work a lot of overtime. Who can survive like this."

She had already left Chuanyang a while ago, before she left, she joked to Lu Shining, "I don't want you to give it away, if Xu Jia sees you, she might abandon me immediately."

So Lu Shining didn't go to see it off, but only said that she would definitely pick it up next time she came back.

On the other hand, Zhang Lei was a little more direct, saying, "Have you finally seen it, kid?"

Lu Shining was watching a horror movie in the dark living room with a pocky in his mouth, Zhang Lei grumbled, and he responded with "um, ah".

Until the other party asked the key question, "Why did you suddenly think about it?"

The red wine-flavored sandwich spread in his mouth, Lu Shining chewed slowly, and didn't stop until he bit his finger.

Zhang Lei said: "Dude, this is a phone call, not a voice, you are talking."

"Because I was late twice in a week." This is somewhat exaggerated, Lu Shining's lying skills have become more proficient recently.

Zhang Lei: "Have you found a job?"

"I'm looking." Lu Shining fixed his eyes on the female ghost's bloody mouth.

"If you can't do it, come to my side." Zhang Lei is still a very nice person, although he occasionally speaks to someone's lungs, but he is also very warm-hearted.

Lu Shining said: "No need, this time I want to see what I'm interested in."

Zhang Lei said "Hehe", "That's okay, tell me if you can't find it."

During the internship period, two people came to this company purely for the high salary, and it didn't matter whether they were interested or not. Later, Zhang Lei couldn't bear it and ran away early, leaving Lu Shining alone.

Zhang Lei had a way out, but Lu Shining did not.It's not very accurate to say that, and to go deeper, it's because he himself believes that he doesn't have one, and he has to hang himself on the edge of a cliff to teeter before giving up.

At the end of the horror film, there was only one protagonist left. The panting was mixed with weird music, and there was a knock on the door.

Yuan Sen said yesterday that he would come in the afternoon, Lu Shining somewhat doubted whether he was really working hard.

Lu Shining went to open the door, the TV was still playing, Yuan Sen stood outside the door and refused to come in.

Lu Shining didn't respond yet, Yuan Sen gritted his teeth: "Turn off the TV for me!"

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There were two people sitting on both sides of the sofa, and Yuan Sen's cold face was reflected on the dark screen of the TV.

Lu Shining handed the snack in his hand to Yuan Sen, "Eat one."

"Did you draw the curtains at home to watch ghost movies at night?"

"What does it matter, I'm not afraid of ghosts, and it's not dark yet." This wasn't sarcasm, Lu Shining swore he wasn't.

Yuan Sen put the sandwich stick in his mouth, took a bite and pinched it back, "What weird things do you eat?"

"If you don't eat it, you can give it back to me." Lu Shining stretched out his hand towards him, and the pocky that had been eaten for a third was handed to his mouth.

Yuan Sen teased him like a dog, moving his fingers up and down.

Do you think I dare not.

Lu Shining opened his mouth and bit down, staring straight at the person opposite.Without batting an eye, Yuan Sen took out another one from his pocket and handed it over.

Lu Shining was a little annoyed when his lips were poked when he didn't answer, he raised his eyelids to see the man's sleepy look.

The tantrum puppy is also a puppy, Yuan Sen didn't take it seriously at all, and threw the snacks on the coffee table.

"Is there anything wrong on Wednesday?"

"work."

"Didn't they all quit?"

"That's what I need to finish this month."

Yuan Sen looked at him with his elbows on the back of the sofa, the angle was problematic, and his profile was extremely handsome.

"It doesn't matter, it's free at night anyway."

"doing what?"

"Didn't it be agreed before that I would take you to meet some friends?"

"Oh."

Yuan Sen blinked, "Little Deer."

"Huh?" Lu Shining raised his head.

"Have you decided what to do?"

"Working?"

"What else could it be?"

"Not yet, still looking."

Yuan Sen said: "Find something you like or something easy."

"It's not that easy."

"There must be one of the two."

"Is it easy for you to work abroad?"

Yuan Sen laughed, then denied, "Not at all."

"Then why do you think I can find it?"

"You're different from me." Yuan Sen looked quite serious when he said this, but there was no truth in what he said, "You can choose."

Lu Shining didn't ask why.Of course, what Yuan Sen meant was that no matter what, he still had him as his backing.

Will it be like this between friends, will it be like this between friends?

But they are different.

Lu Shining seemed to smell the salty smell of the rain again, as well as the sound of an ambulance in the dark night, including the boy's casual answer.

These would wake him up whenever he had the slightest illusion.

Yuan Sen suddenly fell on his lap, raised his head to look at him, "What are you thinking again?"

Lu Shining lowered his head.They are no longer children, why can such an intimate act be done casually, why don't you ask him if he is willing... Forget it, don't ask, he is willing.

"Your head is so heavy." He said against his will.

The damp smell faded away, and the chirping stopped. He gradually forgot those conversations in his youth, and only the person in front of him remained in his eyes.

Lu Shining's eyes were always sparkling and moist, as if tears would gush out at any moment.

What did Yuan Sen think of, "Why are you crying and still not making a sound like when you were a child?"

Lu Shining said, "I'm not crying now."

"I know."

"Why make a sound?" Lu Shining said.

"How do I know if you don't make a sound?" Yuan Sen joked, "What if I suffocate?"

"It's okay." Lu Shining said.

In Lu Shining's view, tears don't need to be known, crying can be hidden, shoulder shrugging can be smaller, sadness is only a temporary emotion, and everything will pass.Little did he know that his appearance of crying silently without saying a word was more like a puppy abandoned by someone.

Most of the time, Yuan Sen couldn't figure out what his little boy was thinking, but the drunk conversation that day gave him a vague sense of direction.

"I went back to my hometown yesterday," he said.

Lu Shining was slightly taken aback.

"My mother asked me to go back and repair the battery car." It was funny to say this, but Yuan Sen said it out.

Lu Shining: "...she wants you to go back and see her."

"Yes, I know." Yuan Sen sat up, and moved his hands to Lu Shining's side, "By the way, I talked to Uncle Lu."

Lu Shining's eyes widened slightly.

"Did you tell him about the situation here, that you want to stay?" Yuan Sen took the pocky on the coffee table into his hand again, eating it was like smoking a cigarette, and the shadows cast by lowering his head were pretty, "Lu Shining, you You should know that the mouth grows out to speak, right?"

Lu Shining didn't say a word.

"Tell me what's on your mind and they will listen." Yuan Sen said, "You're not me, at least Uncle Lu will listen to you."

"Don't be so preoccupied when you get home all day, how old are you? Why do you look like an old man?" Yuan Sen said, raising his head and fanning his hair, scaring people like a prank, and facing him with a smile, "Your dad also understands. Yours, don't think so much, do what you like to do, if you really can't do it, don't you still have a brother?"

Lu Shining looked at Yuan Sen, still looking at him like a puppy, full of sincerity.

He couldn't help liking the man in front of him.

Yuan Sen was too kind to him. Apart from his parents, Yuan Sen was the one who loved him the most.

If Yuan Sen hadn't come back, he wouldn't have resigned so cleanly.

Being late is an excuse, relying on talent is real.

There is another one tomorrow