Growth pain

When Lu Shining was a teenager, he often guessed, tested, and expected that this unique treatment really had a deeper meaning.

Now that Zhang Lei said this, the thought in his heart was ready to move again.Knowing that only by lowering the expected value can one be willing to accept unsatisfactory results, but how can one have no desire at all, and the moment thoughts arise, one is doomed to be unable to calm down.

Zhang Lei was still analyzing for him, Yuan Sen had already paid the bill and came back, Lu Shining kicked Zhang Lei's shoe, Zhang Lei stopped talking.But it was a bit late to remind, Yuan Sen stood behind Zhang Lei, facing Lu Shining.

"What did you say behind my back?" You could feel the unhappiness with a smile on your face.

Lu Shining didn't blush when he lied, "Talk about work."

Yuan Sen said, "Peel a peanut for me."

Zhang Lei silently moved back to his seat.

Lu Shining: "Sure, ten yuan a piece."

"I just gave you so much for nothing."

"It's not what I want to eat." Lu Shining continued with this sentence, "And I don't like it either."

"If you don't like to eat, you don't eat less." Yuan Sen looked down at him without sitting down, with his head slightly lowered, giving people a sense of oppression.

Because you gave it to me.

Lu Shining never rejects other people's kindness, let alone Yuan Sen.

In the end, he peeled a peanut and handed it to Yuan Sen. After eating, Yuan Sen stood up and said, "I didn't drive here today, so I took a taxi back. Are you going to my house? Get closer to here."

Such a preoccupied appearance made Zhang Lei dumbfounded, and muttered in his heart, this is definitely gay or gay.

Besides Lu Shining, this is the second gay who appeared beside him!

The three of them were not together. After confirming again and again that Lu Shining didn't want to go to his house, Yuan Sen said, "Then I'll go back first. I'm still busy tomorrow."

Lu Shining raised his hand, swung it left and right, and waved goodbye.

"Come out for a drink when you have time." Yuan Sen said to Zhang Lei who was next to him.

"Okay." Zhang Lei looked up again and again.

After the taxi drove away, Lu Shining said: "Your appearance just now has the shadow of facing the manager during the internship."

Zhang Lei wiped his face, "I'm afraid that he will be jealous and misunderstand."

Lu Shining was puzzled at first, and then said: "You seem to have made up a lot of your own brain."

Zhang Lei stared wide-eyed on the main road, "Isn't that obvious enough? He was jealous when he saw me sitting in his seat talking to you."

Lu Shining choked for a moment, but couldn't think of what to say.

Zhang Lei was still talking about it, analyzing Yuan Sen's every move just now.

The more Lu Shining heard the more outrageous, he couldn't help explaining: "He just doesn't like people keeping secrets behind his back."

Zhang Lei looked over strangely.

Lu Shining added the scope and explained again: "He doesn't like friends keeping things from him."

Zhang Lei said: "This kind of person is quite scary."

Just as Lu Shining wanted to nod his head in agreement, Zhang Lei said, "So he's crooked, right?"

"Say this in front of him..." Lu Shining paused, and said firmly, "You will be beaten."

Zhang Lei said, "I don't think he looks straight."

Lu Shining: "If you say this in front of him, you will be beaten twice."

Zhang Lei tilted his head: "Is he in the closet?"

"...Where do you know the word?"

"Hey, isn't this easy to find out?"

"As far as I know, straight men don't check this casually." Lu Shining looked suspiciously.

Zhang Lei declared immediately: "I like women!"

Lu Shining: "Oh."

The two got on the subway, but Zhang Lei still didn't give up, and continued to ask: "The gesture he gave you just now meant that you should send him a message when you get home?"

"Hmm." Lu Shining was already a little sleepy, he lazily responded, and sat on his seat with his head tilted to one side.

"It's something that only couples do."

Lu Shining said, "Because I lost contact before."

"How long ago was that?"

Lu Shining opened his eyes, "Xiao Shengchu's summer vacation."

Zhang Lei said dryly: "You remember it really clearly."

The intimate connection between them all originated from the first meeting when Lu Shining was five years old, and everything in childhood was clearly reflected in his mind, which is incredible.

"You made him disappear?" Zhang Lei said preconceivedly.

"No." Lu Shining replied, "It's because he lost contact."

##

Lu Shining remembered that day was the same as every week, there was noise from the next door, women crying, pots and pans clashing, and then the door slammed loudly.

No one realized what the noise meant, until those messy voices stopped, the twilight was getting dark, the door was knocked, Yang Qiongfang stood outside his house and shouted: "Yuan Sen, are you still coming back for dinner?"

It was Lu's mother who opened the door, and said with a look of surprise, "Yuan Sen didn't come here."

Now the two families couldn't care about other things, they searched outside for a long time, Yang Qiongfang called Yuan Sen's name over and over again in a loud voice, until finally he lost his strength and squatted on the ground crying.Lu Shining felt the blackness of the night dripping into his eyes like ink, and he dialed the number he could memorize over and over again on his mobile phone, but he still didn't get through.

When the boy came back, the woman cried and patted his shoulder and chest, Lu Shining finally put down his phone and walked to his parents.The neighbors came out, and the enthusiastic uncles and aunts on weekdays educated Yuan Sen one after another, telling him not to make the child worry about his mother.Yuan Mori's father was never seen from the beginning to the end.

They didn't communicate that night, and when Yuan Sen came to his house the next day, he said, "Why didn't you answer my phone?"

Yuan Sen: "It's turned off."

"I made a lot of calls." Lu Shining opened the communication log and showed it to Yuan Sen.

Yuan Sen really watched from the beginning to the end, "Have you played so much?"

"Because you didn't answer the phone."

Yuan Sen sat on the bed side by side with him.The two are obviously only two years apart, but their statures are so different. Lu Shining's legs are still a long way behind Yuan Sen's, and his little feet barely reach Yuan Sen's ankles. When he looks at the edge of the bed, his buttocks are halfway out.

Finally, Yuan Mori bent his legs and touched the side of the child's legs.

Lu Shining repeated: "I made a lot of phone calls, but I don't know where you are."

Yuan Sen finally looked directly at him.

"Tell me where to go in the future, and tell me when you come back." Lu Shining gave the "order" and then raised his eyes and asked Yuan Sen if he was okay.

Yuan Sen laughed, "Okay, let me tell you."

Lu Shining nodded, and didn't ask Yuan Sen why he ran out, or why he came back so late.

He said, "Where have you been?"

"Internet cafe."

Lu Shining said: "Don't go, if you repeat the grade, you will be in the same year as me."

"Wouldn't that be better, don't you want to take classes with me?" Yuan Sen joked.

Lu Shining pouted.

Yuan Sen said, "Why do you still despise my brother?"

"I was just thinking," the child's eyes are so bright, and his voice is still bright before entering the period of voice change, "in that case, will you carry my schoolbag?"

"Xiaolu, I'm your elder brother, not your bag-carrying brother."

That's what it means not to carry.

Lu Shining curled his lips again, lowered his head in order not to be seen, and reminded again, "Remember to tell me next time you go out, and tell me when you come back."

"Why?" Yuan Sen asked intentionally.

"Because I'm worried." Lu Shining finally plucked up the courage to say, "What if you don't come back."

"No." Yuan Sen said and rubbed his head, "Remember to take you with you next time you go out."

##

On the subway, Lu Shining was drowsy, but Zhang Lei was full of energy, so he pulled Lu Shining and wanted him to explain in detail.

Lu Shining resorted to his trump card: "Your curious appearance is more like a deep cabinet."

Zhang Lei said pitifully: "The conscience of heaven and earth, I'm just gossip."

Lu Shining: "So you know."

It was already past eleven o'clock when we got home, Lu Shining was really sleepy, it was the sleepiness piled up from so many days of tiredness, he barely made it through until after washing, he plunged into the pillow and fell asleep.

Woke up at five o'clock in the morning, took out the changed clothes from the sofa and found the dead mobile phone in the clothes.

The moment I plugged in the charger, I was still thinking that the phone was still powered on last night, and when I turned it on, I saw dozens of missed calls and a few unread messages, all of which were from one person, Lu Shining fell into deep thought.

Did Zhang Lei really hit the spot? He was a deep cabinet when he was young.

Lu Shining: [The phone is not in the bedroom, I was too sleepy yesterday and fell asleep. 】

After sending the message, he quickly browsed through the nonsense sent by Yuan Sen. On the one hand, he accused him of eating supper with others but did not call him, and on the other hand, he asked him what he was doing. Did he fall asleep? In the end, he was very lonely. He said: [You really fell asleep, remember to call me when you wake up. 】

Yuan Sen's mental age must still remain at 17 years old.

But the memory and experience can't stop at that moment, what a pity.

At [-] o'clock in the morning, Dohara Mori came back with a message: [I knew it. 】

Lu Shining replied while having breakfast: [Then why do you keep calling my cell phone]

Yuan Sen: [It's okay to be idle]

Lu Shining: [.Didn't you say that today will be very busy]

Yuan Sen: [What does the period in front mean? 】

Lu Shining: [It means the same as "Oh"]

Yuan Sen's voice: "What do you mean by perfunctory?"

Lu Shining talked while eating, choosing only good things to say: "I'm worried about your sleep quality."

"Then you don't know to text me back?"

You're making trouble for no reason again.

Lu Shining said without changing his expression: "It was my fault, I won't do it again next time, brother."

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