Growth pain

When Lu Shining was renting a house, he purposely found a house with a small square meter. Firstly, he didn't have more money, and secondly, he was lazy.The larger the house, the more floor sweeping is required. It is better to spend more time in bed and sleep warmly.Maybe this reason sounds a bit outrageous to others, but Lu Shining thinks so seriously.

Yuan Sen was not very satisfied with his nest, so he sat on the sofa and asked, "Don't you even have a table to eat?"

"You can eat on the coffee table." Lu Shining took the vinegar plate and chopsticks, put them in front of Yuan Sen and then put his own.

"I will not eat."

"Have you eaten?"

"I drank a bag of soy milk." Yuan Sen said, "I'll eat it when I get back. Don't eat too much. My mother must be cooking."

Lu Shining took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun, he didn't like meat stuffing, and his chewing speed slowed down.

Yuan Sen saw it, and pushed the plastic bag next to him on the other side, "This one is plain, I'm afraid you will pick it."

Lu Shining said, "You told her back?"

"Yeah, I chattered a lot after I finished talking, and I stopped when I heard that you followed me." Yuan Sen asked, "Have you lived here?"

"I haven't told them yet." Lu Shining took a sip of the egg soup, he didn't bother to stand up to take it again when there was no more vinegar in the vinegar dish, he just dipped it dryly, "What's wrong with it?"

"My mother must have said it all, just go back." Yuan Sen got up and went to the kitchen, brought the vinegar and put it on the table, "It's better to go back and live with uncles and aunts here."

"I have to work." Lu Shining said, pouring vinegar into the dish very naturally.

"I can still work when I go back. Let my mother find one. It's easier." Yuan Sen said casually.

Lu Shining answered something that he thought was ridiculous.

"I kind of like my current job."

"I'll just say it casually." Yuan Sen didn't say much anymore, "It's just good if you like it, and tell brother if you need money."

Lu Shining fell silent again.This is very philistine and realistic. They used to work from [-] to [-] for their livelihood. Their topics were always the answers to tonight’s homework, what class they have tomorrow, when will the exam be, when will school be over, and there are still a few months left for the holidays. Occasionally, I also talk about the good-looking girls in school.

At that time, Lu Shining was only struggling with politics and chemistry that he could not learn, and was only worried about the rankings in the monthly exams, instead of sitting opposite Yuan Sen like now, but felt that there was a lot of difference between the two.

Lu Shining thought for a while and said, "Yuan Sen."

"Huh?" Yuan Sen responded.

"I won't leave when I come back."

He is very attached to this matter.

"How many times do I have to say it before you believe it?" Yuan Sen didn't face the question directly, "I've been here for so long, do you think I'm going to leave?"

"I can't see it."

"I do not go."

Lu Shining relaxed, "That's good."

"Good for what?"

Lu Shining lowered his head to drink the soup again, "It's nothing, it's just good."

The weather was fine today, and when the two went out, Yuan Sen drove a different car from yesterday.

Lu Shining waited for him to reverse the car, Yuan Sen stopped in front of him, "Haven't you taken the driving test yet?"

"I don't take the test." Lu Shining got into the car and put on his seat belt, wearing the seat belt seriously, Yuan Sen looked at him and laughed.

"Why are you still the same as when you were a child?" Yuan Sen asked him.

"What?" Lu Shining turned his head.

"That's right, I didn't grow up." After Yuan Sen finished speaking, he drove on the road, "We have to park the car outside after a while, and we'll walk for a while. The car came from my father, and my mother started grinding again when she saw it. "

"Oh."

"Aren't you awake yet?" Yuan Sen took the time to look at him.

Lu Shining was indeed sleepy, he leaned his head on the car window and spoke in a lazy tone, "I woke up, I'm going to die mentally."

Yuan Sen knew that he was talking ironically, "Go to sleep, I will call you when we arrive."

"Can't sleep." Lu Shining leaned against the car window and could inadvertently glance at Yuan Sen's side face.

He likes Yuan Sen's looks very much, and sometimes he feels that he is just greedy for Yuan Sen's good looks.

The man's appearance is the kind of handsome that one would want to glance sideways at by chance on the street.Yuan Sen's father looks rougher. Yuan Sen is a good combination of the advantages of his parents. The edges and corners of his face are relatively soft. His nose follows his mother's, delicate and tall. His eyes and lips are like his father's, and his eyes are slightly thinner. Long, with slanted eye ends, at first glance it looks like a single eyelid, and it looks a little naughty when he smiles. His lips are a bit thick, and his upper lip is thinner than his lower lip.

"Shall I teach you how to drive?" Yuan Sen's whim interrupted Lu Shining's train of thought.

"No... I don't want to learn." Lu Shining refused.

"Aren't you envious of seeing other people driving?"

"I'll take the subway."

"You're mad at me on purpose."

Lu Shining looked out of the window, "At least it's really mad at you, isn't it better to be false?"

Yuan Sen held the steering wheel with one hand, and pressed the other hand directly on Lu Shining's head, "Stop yelling at me."

Lu Shining was unprepared and was pushed to the front.

Yuan Sen said, "Don't want to learn to stare at me so closely?"

Lu Shining continued to lower his head, then raised his head after a while and said, "Well, let's study when you have time."

"Okay, I want to learn and tell me. You can see the basics yourself, and I will teach you the rest. I will give you the car keys someday."

"Will dig a ditch."

"What are you afraid of?" Yuan Sen joked, "It's not my car either. Just drive it. If it breaks down, it's my father's."

Chuanyang is not small, at least it takes an hour to drive from the city to his hometown, Lu Shining really fell asleep halfway, and when he woke up, the car had stopped for a while, Yuan Sen put his hands on the steering wheel to look at his phone.

"Are you awake? There's a coat at the back of the car, put it on before going out, it's colder here than in the city." Yuan Sen was chewing gum, smelling of mint, he took one out of his pocket and gave it to Lu Shining. "It doesn't taste like watermelon, so it's just going to go."

Lu Shining took it, and sneaked into the back through the gap in the middle, to pick up the clothes in the back seat of the car.

Yuan Sen was a bit taller than him, and his shoulders were also wider. Lu Shining tried to put it on and then took it off silently.

Yuan Sen glanced at him, "Not wearing it?"

Lu Shining opened the car door and tried it, then retracted and put on the black coat that had been disliked by him again.

"You still don't believe me when I say it's cold." Yuan Sen was playing with the lighter in his hand, turned around and turned it on again, and there was a "click".

"Aren't you cold?" Lu Shining asked.

"I wear a lot, and I don't feel as cold as you. Let's go, it's already 10:30, believe it or not, my mother will remind me after eleven o'clock."

Lu Shining watched him play with the lighter, "Do you want to smoke?"

"No smoking in public places." Yuan Sen put the lighter back into his pocket, "I'm going to quit soon."

Lu Shining casually asked, "Why?"

"My brother doesn't like to hear it."

Lu Shining fell silent.

Yuan Sen poked him again, with a smile in his eyes, "Say something."

"Say what?" Lu Shining avoided without a trace.

"Anything is fine."

"You fart."

Yuan Sen smiled, put his shoulders on his ears and scratched his ears, "Xiaolu, talk well."

Lu Shining said: "If you want to quit, quit, don't use me as an excuse."

Yuan Sen nodded obediently.

This kind of situation has happened many times, Yuan Sen said more before, as if he was really thinking about this "brother", Lu Shining was tired of hearing it and panicked.

He also smokes, but not much, a few times a month, when the work pressure is high, and when he stays up late.He was not taught by Yuan Sen to smoke, but by his seniors in college.

Speaking of it, Yuan Sen seems to have never known that he could smoke.

There are already so many strangers between them, but there are still some connections, such as watermelon-flavored chewing gum, beer on the table, and soda. To choose one, the soda must be Lu Shining's.

Stepping into the old neighborhood has a feeling of crossing time and age, including the corridor walls that are blackened by oil stains and chalk graffiti, and the air smells of damp and rain.

After Yuan Sen's parents divorced, his mother disappeared for a while, leaving Yuan Sen at home, and then came back crying and hugged her son tightly, saying that she would stay with him to live without going anywhere.She really never left after that, even though she had enough money to buy a house in a better location, she did not stay here.

This is not guarding Yuan Sen, this is guarding the meaningless past.She is trapped here.

Lu Shining remembered that during his mother's absence, Yuan Sen slept in the same bed as him, and it was hot in the summer night, and the heat would be next to him, making both of them sweat profusely.Yuan Sen always likes to feel the warmth of his neck, Lu Shining sometimes thinks that he wants to know if he is dead.This horrifying thought has been stuck in his mind, but he didn't say anything, and let Yuan Sen cling to him to gain a moment's peace of mind.

Sticker~