Growth pain

Zhang Lei was dumbfounded when he heard it, and gave Lu Shi Ning thumbs up again and again.

Lu Shining put the phone on the table, picked up a skewer of meat, just bit into his mouth, Zhang Lei looked at him and said, "Hey, you are so outrageous, we must be friends."

Lu Shining swallowed the piece of meat, but he didn't taste the taste, it was just spicy and salty, and his throat ached.

"Hmm." After he finished speaking, he picked up the pineapple soda, and the sweet bubbles reacted with the hotness in his mouth, making it even more painful, with a sore tongue and a sore throat.

He was just not ready yet, he had forgotten how to pretend, Yuan Sen was pressing too hard, and he panicked for a moment.

Zhang Lei couldn't understand Lu Shining's delicate thoughts. After all, he was also a straight man. He once liked a girl, chased her passionately, and lost miserably. He has been with Lu Shining ever since.

Lu Shining was familiar with that girl, and had met him several times in bars, and every time he met, he was surrounded by different girls.He works in bars, sings occasionally, and acts as a signboard.Shao Qing talked to him for the first time, and shouted to the stage: "Handsome guy, you sing really well!"

Lu Shining smiled politely at her.He smiled politely, a very bright kind, with his eyebrows and eyes curled up.

Shao Qing applauded the venue and waved, "You look better when you smile."

After Lu Shining left the stage, Shao Qing came to talk to him, and got acquainted with him after coming and going.

She is a girl with a bright personality, but unfortunately her relationship has not been smooth, and she is serious every time and gets dumped by her girlfriend every time.

"No way, I only love straight girls in this life."

Shao Qing was joking, in fact, she won the consent of the other party in every relationship, but no matter how nice she was to him, she couldn't compare to two or three sweet words from a boy.

They are a bar opened in the school, and they usually hold some small activities, which end at two or three o'clock.Lu Shining and Zhang Lei are in different classes from the same department, and apart from attending major lectures together, they hardly communicate with each other.

But Zhang Lei, a big fool, fell in love with Shao Qing, and asked her everywhere, and found out about Lu Shining's place. He opened the door at one o'clock in the morning and came in. He was so desperate, he told the bar: "Is Lu Shining there? I'm looking for Lu Shining."

The boss thought he was here for a fight, and Lu Shining thought so too.

Until Zhang Lei asked him pitifully: "You are the person Shao Qing likes, right?"

Lu Shining shook his head.

Zhang Lei: "Then she really likes girls."

Lu Shining didn't answer.

Zhang Lei continued: "She told me everything, but I don't believe in evil..."

Only then did Lu Shining give a quick "hmm".

Zhang Lei collapsed.

From that day on, whenever Zhang Lei saw Lu Shining in the classroom, he would actively move over to look like a good brother.

Lu Shining couldn't figure out his brain circuit, and after a semester almost passed, he finally understood. Zhang Lei thought that he also liked Shao Qing, and regarded him as the same unlucky ghost.

He decided to clear up the misunderstanding, and said directly to Zhang Lei, "Don't follow me, I am too."

Zhang Lei looked at him stupidly with that husky-like sad face, "What is it?"

Lu Shining: "I like men."

Zhang Lei half opened his mouth.

Zhang Lei closed his mouth.

Zhang Lei said, "Then do you like me?"

Lu Shining immediately frowned, with a face of resistance.

Zhang Lei said: "As long as you don't like me, it's okay to like Qiuqiu."

Qiuqiu is a stray dog ​​in the school, shuttling outside the boys' dormitory building all year round, Zhang Lei loves to play with it very much, buys ham sausage for him, and even builds a nest.

Roommate Lu Shining said that birds of a feather flock together.

Lu Shining nodded in agreement.

So Zhang Lei became the second person who knew about his sexual orientation.

The first one is Shao Qing.

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Zhang Lei once said that he accepted the reason for Lu Shining's sexuality frankly. The reason was that he was straight and not pleasant at all, but it was true.

He said: "I think you like to be clean, you shouldn't mess around."

They were drinking at that time, and they were not taboo about saying anything, Lu Shining blushed drunkenly, "I have a cleanliness."

Zhang Lei said, "It's no wonder."

"I just want to have sex with the person I like." He muttered and closed his eyes.

Zhang Lei asked strangely, "Who do you like?"

Lu Shining's biggest failure during his college days was drinking with Zhang Lei to the point where he couldn't even get in, and told all about the past ten years.When I woke up the next day, I wished I could suffocate Zhang Lei to death in the dormitory, so that I could be good to each other.

In the end, he was not suffocated, so that Zhang Lei can live safely until now.

Zhang Lei is tall and thin like a bamboo pole, and he looks silly when he smiles, but he has the spirit of a literary youth in his bones, and occasionally speaks politely.Regarding the secret love, he has the right to speak.

He liked Shao Qing since he was a freshman, and he secretly liked Shao Qing for half a year. Finally, he mustered up the courage to get close to someone and was struck by lightning. From then on, he looked down on life and didn't want to have a relationship anymore.

Lu Shining didn't like to talk to him for a while, because there were rumors in the department that he was the only one who could make Zhang Lei talk to him other than the dog.

Lu Shining suspected that he had an enmity with the straight man in his life.

Occasionally, Zhang Lei could poke his spine with a word, and the pain was so painful that he dared not say a word.Because uttering a word is admitting defeat, which shows that he cares about this matter.

It is still the same now, Zhang Lei said: "Didn't you just meet once, and then you can't see each other again? This is not going to work, he will not leave. With your attitude, can you two still break up friendship?"

Lu Shining bit the bullet and said, "It's nothing."

Zhang Lei stared at him for a while and was about to say something when Lu Shining's phone rang again, and the caller ID was still Yuan Sen.

Lu Shining answered the phone very quickly this time, and now he wanted to avoid everything, for fear of being caught by Zhang Lei.

"Hello." There was a cold voice on the other end of the phone.

Lu Shining escaped unharmed, relaxed a little, and let out a defenseless "Huh?"

There was another silence on the phone, and then: "Where are you?"

Lu Shining raised his head blankly, the night was very deep, but the wind was warm and smelled like barbecue.

"Are you coming?" he asked.

Yuan Sen said, "Yes."

Lu Shining reported the address, Yuan Sen said, "Wait."

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Lei changed his expression again, "Did he really come?"

Lu Shining regained his superficial calm, "Didn't you say that we can see each other again."

"then what do I do?"

"What do you mean?"

"I'm still here!"

"He knows you."

Zhang Lei was very anxious, "Is this the point?"

"what is that?"

Zhang Lei couldn't organize his words well, so he simply gave up and continued to eat meat, complaining: "Look, it's all burnt."

"I didn't eat it." Lu Shining said, "You baked it yourself."

"Do you dare to talk to Fa Xiao like that?" Zhang Lei was annoyed.

"Why not?" Lu Shining asked strangely.

Zhang Lei didn't believe it, he lowered his head to pick up the pickled radish and ate it, chewing it, his heart was disturbed.

After a while Zhang Lei asked again: "Can he drink?"

Lu Shining paused, "Don't drink with him."

"Oh, baby boy." Zhang Lei nodded his head, "You don't want to drink with me, so come and drink with me."

"Are you sure?" Lu Shining raised his eyes lazily.

"What's not sure? Don't worry, I won't drink him down, so I'll stop."

Lu Shining didn't speak, because he saw Yuan Sen, he didn't expect him to come so fast, maybe he was nearby.The meeting in the morning was still a very bleak person. Carrying a bag and luggage on a hot day, my back was sweaty, and I drove here in the evening. I changed into new clothes. The casual clothes are very eye-catching, which immediately attracts the people at the next table. Conversations were a little quieter.

Naturally, Zhang Lei also saw it, and immediately leaned into Lu Shining's ear and said, "Crap, he's more handsome than the photo."

Zhang Lei's so-called photo was taken by the two of them at the beach during their high school summer vacation. It must have been eight or nine years ago, so naturally it cannot be compared with the present.

Lu Shining lowered his eyes and picked up a piece of burnt potato and bit it down.

It's hot.He let go directly.

Yuan Sen moved a chair and sat next to Lu Shining, poked the soft flesh on his waist, "You don't want me to come?"

Lu Shining hid for a while but did not dodge, "I told you where."

Yuan Sen: "Are you still reasonable?"

The waiter brought out new chopsticks and plates. Yuan Sen then greeted Zhang Lei, reached out to shake it, and blurted out a quick introduction, first his name, then his relationship with Lu Shining, and then he often heard Lu Shining mention Zhang Lei.

Compared with Yuan Sen's ease of use, Zhang Lei seemed a little clumsy, he only knew how to nod, "um" and "yes", and those who didn't know thought they were discussing business at a barbecue stall.

Lu Shining gave Yuan Sen another piece of burnt potato slices. Yuan Sen saw it from the corner of his eye, kept smiling and turned his head to him and said, "Now you know how to please me? It's too late."

Lu Shining didn't say a word, watching Yuan Sen put the potato slices into his mouth with dry ingredients...

"Isn't it hot?" He couldn't help asking.

Yuan Sen took the soda on the table, and only asked when he was about to talk to each other: "Your?"

"En." Lu Shining answered, but his eyes were still fixed on him waiting for the answer.

"Not hot, who is like you, the skin is tender and the mouth is tender, why, is it hot?" Yuan Sen reached out to touch his face, but Lu Shining dodged this time, "No."

They had more intimate contact before, and when they didn't know the deep feelings in their hearts, Lu Shining never avoided Yuan Sen when changing clothes. Occasionally, when he was late for class, Yuan Sen lifted his quilt to change his clothes for him.He leaned on Yuan Sen sleepily, and said shamelessly, "I don't want to go to school today because I have a stomachache."

He used to be the best at acting like a baby. Whenever he had something to do, he would look at Yuan Sen with innocent eyes like a dog. Sometimes Yuan Sen would be soft-hearted and sometimes not. When he was not, he would put his cold palm on his waist pinch.