Dear Chen Jiu

Cool, I feel like a monkey being visited.

Wu Bo was not in the dormitory, Hu Zheng was reading with a small desk lamp on, and another roommate had already fallen asleep.

"Hey, what do you say? You haven't been wronged, right? I just heard that you two were taken away when I came back. I'll help you find the dormitory manager tomorrow to make it clear."

Hu Zheng came over and whispered, in order to talk to me conveniently after school, Hu Zheng simply slept at the end of the bed.

"He apologized."

I took out the cigarette case from under the pillow, and took another one up to my nose to sniff.

When I got it from Chen Jiu, there was only half a pack left. I have never been willing to smoke, and I am not sure if I have learned it.

"Are you addicted to cigarettes? Go to the toilet and smoke."

Hu Zheng said as he flipped through the vocabulary book in his hand, "Oh, wait a minute, that idiot has gone to the bathroom too, don't fight anymore."

"By the way, what was confiscated from Wu Bo?"

"Co-author, you still don't know?" Hu Zheng shook me with a small desk lamp, "It's a massage stick."

Massager?A...masculine vibrator like a doorknob?Damn, I thought of Wu Bo's face turning red when he was going back to the dormitory in the afternoon by himself under a thick quilt...

It was only then that I came to my senses, no wonder everyone looked at me strangely when I went upstairs just now.

"Hey, where are you going? It's midnight."

"pee."

******

"It's really exciting to go to repeat school to fuck your ass."

"Who are you talking about, which one of them? Why does Gu Zong like Wu Po? I heard that his family is very rich."

Stupid Wu Bo, fuck you!

All the way down the stairs, I could hear the voices of discussions coming from some rooms, breaking a door and farting could spread to several dormitories.

I went into the public bathroom on the second floor and kicked open the doors of the toilet cubicles one by one. The toilet was in disrepair and all the doors were broken.

When I kicked the last one, Wu Bo was squatting inside. I didn't care if he pulled it clean, I pulled him out and threw him against the wall, and pressed my elbow hard against his neck, "When did I Offended you? Are you sick? "

"I haven't zipped my trousers yet, are you going to confirm the rumor that I had an affair with me?" Wu Bo smiled so cheaply that people had the urge to punch him again.

"Are you fucking disgusting? I warn you, stay away from me in the future."

I shake him off.

"I'm sick? Gu Zong, what are you pretending to be?"

This person is probably a mad dog, and he will bite whoever he catches.

I don't plan to bother him too much, let's put some water first.

"Your partner is called Chen Jiu, right? She's pretty good-looking. Are you interested in asking me to have a threesome?" Wu Po said and moved closer to me.

As soon as I put my hand on my trousers and was about to unzip the zipper, the words Wu Bo spit out made my whole body burn with anger.

Fuck you, I turned around and dragged him by the collar to the sink, turned on the faucet and aimed at his head.

How could he know Chen Jiu?

Threesome?Damn you, you deserve a beating.

I saw the soap block next to me, and took it directly to block the drain hole. The water in the pool was gradually overflowing. I pushed him into the water, pulled his hair, and washed it in the pool again and again.

"Gu Zong, if you let go, people will die!!" Hu Zheng and another person came from behind and pulled me away from the left and right. Then Wu Bo raised his head from the pool and let out a violent groan. Cough.

I still linger in my mind the words he just said, 'threesome'.

Fuck it, I've known Chen Jiu for three years, and I've never thought about these messy things. When Wu Bo said Chen Jiu's name, I felt sick to my stomach.

"Uh--" I threw off the two people behind me and rushed into the toilet cubicle, vomited everything in my stomach, and finally even the bile.

Wu Bo didn't go back to the dormitory to sleep that night. I lay on the bed and tossed and turned, thinking about the day's affairs.

Wu Bo said that we are the same kind of people, he is gay, I like Chen Jiu, then I am also gay, then we are really the same kind of people, right?

The reaction of the boys in the dormitory building today when they saw me, the look in their eyes mixed with contempt and disdain...Why am I chasing Chen Jiu?In order to catch him, and then pull him into such a predicament with me?Or let him appear in the mouth of scum like Wu Bo?

It is the first time I have insomnia since I came to repeat school for so long.

After the dormitory manager knew about our fight, he transferred Wu Bo to another dormitory, but because the people in other dormitories disagreed, Wu Bo finally got a blessing in disguise and was assigned to a single dormitory.

The only advantage of the beating was that it 'whitewashed' my homosexuality, and the dormitories on the second floor heard the commotion that night.

For the next two weeks, I didn't call Chen Jiu again.

I seem to be stuck at a dead end and I need to have a better reason to talk myself into contacting this person again.

******

Lao Xiao came to see me at school this week, and his whole body was darkened, as if he had just received military training and was severely beaten.

We went to the food stall outside the school.

Because it is the National Day holiday, the school made an exception this week and extended the 80-minute wind-releasing time to two and a half hours.

Lao Xiao and I sat in the store chatting from east to west, and when we talked about that idiot Wu Po, Lao Xiao was very excited and said that he would go back to school with me to block that idiot and beat him up again.

After I finished speaking, I thought about the problem that bothered me recently. I haven't contacted Chen Jiu for two weeks. It turns out that half a month is so long.

The phone call that used to support me every week is now too late to make a call.

"Did you go back to see grandma on National Day?" I brought the topic back to the person I cared about the most.

"Lu Yuan and I have been to Chen Jiu's house.

Gu Zong," Lao Xiao said and put down the chopsticks in his hand, "Both Lu Yuan and I feel that something is wrong with Chen Jiu now. "

I also put down my chopsticks and signaled Lao Xiao to continue.

"Although Chen Jiu didn't talk to us much before, he at least listened to what we had to say.

Now I think he's always distracted.

When I was in Jiangzhou, I went to the bookstore to buy grade 30 materials, and saw him walking with a [-]-year-old woman. "

This is the second time I heard Chen Jiu and this woman from others, "Then...do you think they are in a relationship?"

Lao Xiao thought for a while, "It doesn't look like it, but it's hard to tell.

I mainly want to tell you, you and Chen Jiu... In short, no matter whether you fill in Jiangzhou or not, your goal should be to get into a good university. "

I understand what Lao Xiao means. He knows that I am re-studying because of Chen Jiu, but he hopes that I am fighting for myself.

If you want to give up in the future, at least get a good score.

I suddenly felt that my previous worries seemed unnecessary. How could I have pulled Chen Jiu into the gay camp.

But thinking about it this way made me feel better.

We chatted for a while, and I advised Lao Xiao to fall in love quickly when he met a good girl, and don't come to see me in this wilderness place because of my long vacation.

Lao Xiao told me with a smile that he might soon be out of the order, and maybe he could bring me to see me in a few months.

It's been more than two years since I heard him talk about this girl in the second year of high school, and I haven't caught up with her yet.

……

When I went back to the dormitory at night, I tossed and turned in bed, closed my eyes and felt something was wrong.

When I was half asleep and half awake, I seemed to see Chen Jiu very close to me. He was still wearing black clothes, leaning against a white wall, with a gloomy expression, his face covered by smoke.

I tried to get closer, but I couldn't see anything clearly. I stretched out my hand to disperse the mist, and then Chen Jiu disappeared along with the cloud of smoke.

I was completely awakened by this illusion. Chen Jiu and I are friends, no matter whether we may be together in the future, as a friend, what's wrong with me caring about him?Let’s talk about the big deal in the future, why should I worry too much about the predicament that I haven’t encountered yet.

I want to go downstairs and call him right now.

At the end of the National Day, the temperature dropped sharply, and the night wind brought a little coolness.

I got out of bed and went downstairs wearing only a vest, because I was eager to hear Chen Jiu's voice.

Even though it was late, I said hello to the housekeeper, and he opened the door to let me go to the phone booth.

"Hello, Chen Jiu."

Pulling on my slippers, I played the familiar number, and there was a trembling sound the moment I spoke.

This is the first time I've called him on a day other than Wednesday.

"Huh?" I don't know if it's my illusion, but I always feel that Chen Jiu's voice on the other end of the phone is very gentle.

Or maybe this person is born to restrain me, he can always soothe all my emotions very well.

"You haven't slept yet, it's late."

I have nothing to say.

"Rush homework."

I heard the 'swipe' sound of a pencil rubbing against the paper from the other end of the phone.

"Do you have homework in college?"

"It's going to college, not dropping out."

Chen Jiu was obviously speechless to my question.

It was very quiet on his side, and I could still hear his gentle breathing, accompanied by the 'brushing' sound of the pencil on the paper, so harmonious that I didn't want to make any noise to disturb him for a while.

Then I really didn't speak anymore, and listened to the receiver for a while, gradually being hypnotized, and yawned one after another.

"It's getting late, go to bed."

I don't know how long it took before the rustling sound stopped.

"Okay, go to bed early too!" I thought of what Lao Xiao said to me during the day, "Chen Jiu, you have to study hard."

"Study hard?" Chen Jiu asked back, probably because it was amazing that such words came out of the mouth of a scumbag like me.

"Uh, you see, you are still catching up with your homework so late. It's not okay. Studies have shown that staying up too late will lead to baldness. As a brother, I kindly remind you."

I started talking nonsense, turning the topic around not being able to fall in love, "We should focus on our studies and learn more useful skills in college, so as to help us get better employment in the future...Some behaviors will seriously affect our learning.

For example... this is falling in love or..." I racked my brains to think about what else would affect my studies.

"No."

I heard Chen Jiu's faint voice on the other end of the phone, accompanied by the wind blowing into my ears.

He didn't?there is nothing?

Chen Jiu is not in love! ! !

Hahahahahahaha, Chen Jiu is not in a relationship, I am so happy to show two rows of big white teeth.

Chapter 34-35 (End of the high school part)

34. Repeat life (3)

Chen Jiu's words seemed to give me a reassurance. Maybe that woman is just Chen Jiu's teacher?Or did he give Chen Jiu some help in life?

I started a hard but hopeful life of repeating studies, and kept in constant contact with Chen Jiu every week.

In the past, I always had to think about what to say on the phone in advance. I was afraid that I would be embarrassed if I had nothing to say after making a call. I often prepared a lot of study questions in a serious manner.

But after that time, I never deliberately found a topic to chat with him. Sometimes I dialed the phone, and if Chen Jiu was busy, I just listened quietly on the phone.

Chen Jiu's university life is very busy. In addition to completing school courses, he also holds several part-time jobs.

It's already winter, and the doorman's mailroom is very busy recently. When I went to the supermarket to buy instant noodles with 'Kang Shuaibo', I caught a glimpse of my name on the small blackboard opposite.

I don't know who sent it to me by courier, but it feels like a book, and it's quite thick.

The sender's name was not written on the courier, but it was sent from Jiangzhou.

I took it apart and read, "Argumentative Essay Writing Guide".

Hey, Lao Xiao is on the road, he is indeed my good brother.

Writing has always been my biggest headache, especially argumentative essays.

But the small bookstore outside the school couldn't find any suitable teaching aids.

I called Lao Xiao, "Brother, go on the road, are you still thinking about my poor writing?"

Lao Xiao was stunned for a while: "Do you need to write teaching aids? I will go to the bookstore to buy them and send them to you tomorrow."

……

Wrong payment, how can this guy be so considerate, I really worry too much.

Who else could have sent me this book?

I carried the book upstairs, and when I entered the dormitory, I saw Hu Zheng wandering around wearing a scarf instead of reading a book.

"Where are you at the show?" I asked him.

He walked up to me and raised his neck high.

"A stiff neck?"

"Show him a scarf, his girlfriend knitted it stitch by stitch."

Another roommate said.

'Cough--' Hu Zheng actually received a hand-woven scarf from his college girlfriend?Yes, the sour smell of love suddenly spread in the cold winter dormitory.

"Why, you're not convinced."

Only then did Hu Zheng take off his scarf and fold it and put it in his arms, "Let me tell you, the knitting shop has stocked with wool and needles. I see many girls going to buy needles and threads after class, and the proprietress is also knitting herself."

"so what?"

"You can also buy it and weave it for your sweetheart."

'Pfft--' This time the water in my mouth was not wasted at all, and it completely sprayed Hu Zheng's face.

"Gu Zong! You're done! My girlfriend knitted the scarf."

......

The few times I've been to the commissary, I've seen balls of wool on the shelves.

The proprietress has a lot of colors for the students to choose from. Maybe my eyes are really hot. One day the proprietress couldn’t hold back and asked me, "Student, do you want to buy it? I can teach you anything you want, Bao Jiao Package meeting."

I thought the sun was very good at noon that day, and the proprietress was also very enthusiastic. In short, I ended up buying four balls of wine-red thick wool to take back to the dormitory.

The proprietress promised me very professionally that she would use the lunch break to teach me how to knit a scarf.

After learning for two noons, I got started, which shows that I have a bit of talent in this area.

When I went back to the dormitory at night, Hu Zheng saw me knitting a scarf, so he leaned over, "That's right, the goddess is not so easy to chase, so I don't need snacks."

"Come on, I'm just looking for something for myself."

In fact, I didn't decide whether to give the scarf to Chen Jiu. It's not like I didn't give him gifts in high school, but they were all returned, and maybe this time I sent them back.

"Come on, tell me, who is this goddess of yours?" Hu Zheng wrapped his love scarf and sat down opposite me.

"What can I tell you?" I continued to bury my head in knitting the scarf. In fact, knitting a scarf is not difficult after mastering the skills. After I get used to it, I can recite words while weaving. "I gave it to you before, and no one wanted it."

"You knit it yourself?"

"bought."

"It shouldn't be. According to my experience, if you persist for a month with your small appearance, why doesn't this girl accept you?" Hu Zheng patted his thigh, "I see, did you give it away?" Is the style too earthy?"

"Burberry's classic plaid, is it earthy?" Is my aesthetic so bad?

"Damn, Gu Zong, do you want to give such an expensive scarf? This scarf costs three or four thousand, so who can accept it from you?" Hu Zheng became more and more excited as he spoke, and simply stood up from the stool, "It should be You can't catch up with others, how can you give such expensive things as soon as you come up? You are not together yet, you are both students, can she ask for yours?"

The saliva was splashing, I wiped my face, I think Chen Jiu and my friendship at that time, even if I sent a note 20, he still didn't want it.

"Maybe they just don't want to accept it?"

"Then if you give it at a lower price, at least there is still a possibility for them to receive it, and you can still maintain a back-and-forth mutual gift relationship.

You just send a few thousand when you come up, have you given others a chance to accept it? "

"..." seems to make sense.

"With your emotional intelligence, you will basically never get out of the singles in this life."

Hu Zheng hated iron but not steel.

……

Maybe winter is coming, and my brain is frozen. I was actually persuaded by Hu Zheng. I decided to try again. I finished knitting the scarf before Christmas and sent it to Chen Jiu as a gift.

Of course, in order to increase the possibility of Chen Jiu receiving the scarf, I went to a nearby shopping mall to buy two thick-thread scarves with similar styles on the weekend when I left school. It only cost 150 to get up.

I guess Lao Xiao knows that my double-standard behavior can kill me, but to be reasonable, buying a scarf is more expensive than buying a ball of wool.

I went to a nearby Internet cafe, logged into QQ, and sent them a message in the group.

--Christmas is coming, I have prepared gifts for you, remember to go to the school mail room to sign for them.

I thought that there is nothing wrong with saying this, and Chen Jiu has no reason to reject me, after all, I have been exposed to rain and dew!

Old Xiao: Come to school to see you next weekend, and give it to me face to face.

--good

During the 80-minute school departure time on the weekend, I put all three scarves into my school bag early in the morning.

Now that Lao Xiao is here, why not let him bring them for me.

I looked at the right time, and when the bell rang, I rushed out of the school, and then I saw Lao Xiao at a glance in the crowd.

I gave him a big hug.

"Why do I feel that you have lost weight?" Lao Xiao asked.

"Nonsense, study hard."

"Gu Zong, how about I give you a birthday present?" Lao Xiao looked at me with a smug expression.

I've never had a birthday, and he never mentioned it. Now that he suddenly said that he would give me a birthday present, I was stunned for a moment.

Christmas is my birthday, no wonder he came to see me a few days earlier, "Gu Zong, turn around."

As soon as I turned around, I saw a person leaning against the taxi on the roadside, wearing a long black coat, standing chicly and casually, with a cake in his hand, it was Chen Jiu!

"Don't be too moved, I brought them together to celebrate your birthday."

Old Xiao was still chattering in my ear.

I can't describe the impact of that scene on me, until I followed them to the reserved restaurant and saw them sitting next to me, I still had an unreal feeling.

My 19-year-old is in repeat school, but my friends and my sweetheart are all by my side.

This is my beautiful youth, and it is also a day that I will never forget in my life.

After the meal, the waiter came in pushing the cake. In order to create an atmosphere, Lao Xiao even drew the curtains of the private room.

There were nineteen candles on a delicate blue-gray cake, which was even more beautiful.

"Make a wish."

Lu Yuan said.

Although I don't know if the birthday wish will come true, I still closed my eyes and made a wish seriously.

When I opened my eyes again and blew out the candles, Lao Xiao suddenly came over and smeared some cake on my face, and I took advantage of the opportunity to smear some cake on Chen Jiu's face.

Taking advantage of Lao Xiao chasing Lu Yuan and wiping the cake, I dipped some of the cake into my mouth with the fingertips that had wiped Chen Jiu's cheek. It turns out that the birthday cake is so sweet...

After the fight was over, they started sending me presents.

Lao Xiao brought me an electric blanket, and Lu Yuan gave me a whole box of warm baby stickers.

As for Chen Jiu, he brought me a whole set of..."Five-Year College Entrance Examination and Three-Year Simulation". A Ping An fruit, the photo of that apple is still on my nightstand at home.

I gave them the three scarves I brought from my schoolbag. I specially bought the same three bags and packed them. Lao Xiao and Lu Yuan unwrapped them directly. They glanced at each other, one black, one white, I didn't think too much about it when I bought it, and it still looks like a couple's style at the moment.

Then they stared at Chen Jiu...

"Uh, it's all the same, nothing to see, let's eat."

It would be embarrassing to be found out otherwise.

Then Chen Jiu opened the bag. It was a wine-red scarf. If you didn't look carefully, you wouldn't be able to tell the difference between buying and weaving. Sure enough, Lao Xiao just froze for a moment, "It seems that the wine-red scarf looks better."

...

When I went back to school, I took half of the untouched cake with me and prepared to share it with my roommates.

This seems to be the first time I have eaten my own birthday cake since I was sensible. Although my birthday is still four days away, I really didn't expect that Chen Jiu would come together to celebrate my birthday in advance.

The following Wednesday, I avoided the peak hours of the phone booths and went downstairs to make a call just before 10:[-] p.m.

I was wrapped in a thick down jacket and stood in an empty phone booth. Chen Jiu should be busy, and I heard him cough.

"You have a cold?" I asked nervously, "Have you taken your medicine?"

"fine."

"Then drink more hot water, do you know that hot water can cure all diseases?" The sound of setting off firecrackers suddenly sounded around, today is Christmas Eve, although our school does not have this festive atmosphere.

"Chen Jiu, happy Christmas Eve."

I took a breath of hot air in my palm, but it was still cold.

"Well," Chen Jiu continued to be busy, and I listened for a while, until the end of the call time, I was ready to say hello and hang up.

"Then I'll hang up, good night."

"Happy birthday."

As soon as I put the phone down, I heard a voice coming from the receiver.

35. Repeat life (4)

The Spring Festival of 2014 was probably the most year-less year in history, and our school only had 5 days off.

I finally know how the school's enrollment rate goes up, and it depends on constantly squeezing students.

But it was also effective. My grades this semester have improved a lot. The final exam was enough for me, and the electives also mentioned double B, although there is still a little distance from the admission requirements of Jianghai University.

Tomorrow is the winter vacation, and I have been out to study for half a year.

I just registered with my homeroom teacher last week and booked a ticket back to Qingjiang. I haven't contacted my family for half a year, and I still have to go home during the Chinese New Year.

This class was originally a geography class, and the final exam paper was reviewed, but the teacher's accent in this class was too heavy, and I did well in the exam, so I skipped class after a long time.

I was standing on the roof of the teaching building, holding the half pack of cigarettes that Chen Jiu gave me. The smell of nicotine was getting weaker and weaker. I felt that I could not live without Chen Jiu.

In the past six months, I have been supported by weekly phone calls and half a pack of cigarettes pressed under the pillow. If I can't be with Chen Jiu in this life, then I will be friends for a lifetime.

Watching him get married and have children, help him take care of his grandma, maybe I can hear his son call me 'uncle' in the future... as long as Chen Jiu is always in my life.

My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of pulleys pulling luggage downstairs. I looked from the top of the building. Isn’t this Wu Bo?Last week, this person read a self-criticism at the regular meeting again. He moved to the single-person dormitory and did not stop. He even went to the downstairs dormitory to steal a boy's underwear. The boy found out and called his parents directly. In the end, it was useless to read the self-examination. The parents of the student demanded that he must be expelled, otherwise he would bring his relatives to the school gate tomorrow to raise banners and make trouble. In the end, Wu Bo voluntarily proposed to withdraw from school to settle the matter.

The guy was halfway there and suddenly looked up, and we looked at each other, and he lip-synced to me.

I don't want to talk to this kind of person. Since I came to repeat school, whether it is forced or voluntary, can't I just study steadily first?

Unexpectedly, he put down the suitcase on the spot, and then walked into the teaching building. What do you mean, is this trying to kill me before leaving?

About 5 minutes later, the door of the roof was opened again. I frowned and watched Wu Bo walking towards me. When I was still 5 meters away from me, I couldn't help but say, "Stop, I will bear it when I come again." I will beat you forever."

Unexpectedly, Wu Bo laughed when he heard this, "I'm not afraid of being fired, but am I still afraid of being beaten by you?"

I really don't understand what this person wants to do, the rare quiet time will be disturbed, I am ready to bypass him and go back to the classroom to listen to the boring geography class.

Wu Bo also seemed to see my impatience. He didn't stop me, but said behind me, "Gu Zong, you don't want to know why I wronged you at that time?"

It’s okay not to say this, once I say it, I wish I could fly directly from the roof of the building, and I’m afraid I won’t be able to hold back my fist if I’m slow for a second.

"Look, we are obviously the same kind of people, but when school started, you had a boyfriend and good friends to send you off, but I drove here alone on the bus; obviously I dragged you into the water together, but the principal looked at you with a pleasant face , directly punished me without asking questions; obviously we should all be the kind of people who should be cast aside, Hu Zheng was so flattering when he saw you when school started, seeing me was like hiding from the plague.

I'm not convinced, aren't we all dead gays in other people's mouths, why are you so lucky? "

Damn, so this person saw Chen Jiu and me outside the school the day before school started?

"No, who told me that I was a couple with him?" I almost laughed at him.

"I just came out of the nearby supermarket, the way you looked at him... I knew you liked him just by looking at him.

You should just call him when you go back to the dormitory, his tone..." I didn't expect Wu Bo to observe carefully.

"Don't say that you have more experience, you are not a physiognomist."

But I suddenly feel that Wu Bo is not so annoying anymore, or is it really like what he said, we are the same kind of people?

"Gu Zong, life is different. Even if you fail the exam after you come here to study, there are many choices in life, but do you know how I earned the tuition for repeating?" Wu Bo pointed Looking at me carefully, I found that his face was small, thin and malnourished, but his facial features were fairly regular.

Wu Bo seemed to be trapped in his own memories, "I got it by lying on the bed and selling my ass over and over again."

That statement really shocked me.

"Hey, what are you talking about, anyway, I don't like reading. I drop out now, and the school can still refund more than half of my tuition fees. I can help them quell a farce, and everyone is happy."

"Since I have decided to repeat my studies, why not put my mind on my studies?" I can sell my self-esteem for money to study, so why bother to make troubles at school again and again?

"Gu Zong, it was Wang Jie who sneaked into my room in the middle of the night. When I rejected him, he became angry and put the shit bowl on my head. But it doesn't matter. His parents are rich, and the dormitory is not monitored. 'Homosexual' ex-con, no one would believe me."

"So you gave up because of him?"

"How is it possible? No matter how bad the reputation in this school is, who knows my past after I passed the exam?" Wu Bo's tone was a little regretful, "It's just a coincidence, my first love, even I used to be as innocent as you The man I liked at the time was also the one who dragged me to sell my ass. He always refused to allow me to repeat the exam, and threatened me that there were nude photos of me picking up customers, and threatened that I would send them to my parents and make a fuss in my hometown.

I didn't believe it at first, but last week he sent me a photo... I'd better go back to my hometown and continue my old job. Anyway, everyone has his destiny. Reading can change your destiny, but it can't change me. "

As Wu Po said, he was about to bypass me and go downstairs.

"So why did you tell me?" I still don't quite understand why Wu Bo told me this before leaving. I don't know him very well, and I even beat him up in the bathroom.

"Because when I see you, I always think of my former self. Of course, I may not be worthy to compare with you, but I also liked someone with my heart."

……

This incident about Wu Bo touched me a little bit. When we were young, we couldn’t distinguish between good and bad relationships. We didn’t have the ability to recognize people. If you are lucky enough, you will meet a very good person, even if you There won't be too many intersections during the time, and his appearance will also lead you to run in the bright direction, but on the contrary, if you encounter a bad relationship, it will pull you a little bit into the abyss of depravity...

On the day of the holiday, as soon as I left the school gate, I saw Lao Wang's car parked at the gate. My mother was still thinking about my son.

On the evening of New Year’s Eve, I went back to my grandma’s house with my parents. My aunt took the two children all over the living room and played chasing the puppy. It was rare for my grandma to stab me verbally. Although my mother didn’t say anything, she could see She felt sorry for me, and kept sending food and drink to my room...

At 10 o'clock in the evening, the sound of firecrackers began to rise and fall. I don't know why, the more lively the occasion, the more I miss Chen Jiu.

So I ran to the balcony to call him. Chen Jiu’s family lived in an old residential area, mostly retired old people and children, so it was very quiet. When the fireworks not far away rose to the highest altitude, I said to him, "Chen Nine, Happy New Year!" The fireworks are flying, and it is said that after being gorgeous, they will fall.

I don't think so, maybe it just exists in a different way, maybe it will fall into people's courtyard and become a red plum hanging on the branch...

With the deafening sound of firecrackers, I lowered my voice and said I missed you, the voice was so small that I thought I just said it in my heart.

When the sound of fireworks temporarily stopped, I heard Chen Jiu's voice from the other end, "Happy New Year."

With the new year and new weather, I took advantage of the situation and made a request, "Chen Jiu, are you free tomorrow or the day after tomorrow? Come with me to the bookstore."

I know my request is unreasonable, but I just asked, and the amazing thing is that Chen Jiu didn't refuse me.

On New Year's Eve, I woke up early, put on a long black down jacket, and went straight to Chen Jiu's house.

When entering the courtyard, Chen Jiu happened to come out of the kitchen with soy milk in one hand and buns in the other.

"Happy New Year, Chen Jiu!" I grinned happily at him.

"Have breakfast?" Chen Jiu asked casually.

"Eat, eat, eat!!" It was such a blessing to be able to eat the breakfast prepared by Chen Jiu on the first day of the new year.

"Xiao Zong is here."

When I heard grandma's voice coming from the house, I quickly followed Chen Jiu into the house.

"Grandma, happy new year, I wish you good health! All the best!" I handed over the special products I bought for grandma in the city.

"Good boy, why did you lose so much weight last school?"

Grandma stood up and looked around at me, "Our Xiaozong will definitely be admitted to a good university this year."

The three of us ate breakfast around the small heater, "Chen Jiu, you are really good at cooking, and the steamed stuffed buns are delicious."

"bought."

Chen Jiu said and put a beef patty into the bowl.

"Hahaha, how can Xiaojiu be so powerful, try it quickly, the meat buns here are very good."

Grandma said and put it in my bowl.

"Grandma, do you miss me? I miss you so much."

I took a bite of soy milk and a cake, and acted like a baby to my grandma contentedly.

"I miss you, eat more and raise meat."

I checked on my mobile phone yesterday, and the bookstore doesn’t open until 9 o’clock during the Chinese New Year, and it’s only 8 o’clock after breakfast.

"Chen Jiu, why don't we go to the bookstore on foot, just in case we are full to digest food."

After all, I will be leaving in three days, so let's cherish the time spent with Chen Jiu.

I saw that Chen Jiu put on a coat and was ready to go out. How can this be done? It's so cold outside, "Chen Jiu, add another sweater, it's very cold outside."

"I'm not cold."

Chen Jiu glanced at me lightly.

I took out two warm babies from my pocket, "Hey, you put this on."

……

By the time we finally got to the bookstore, I was getting dizzy from the heat.

As soon as I entered the bookstore, there was another burst of heat, and the bookstore thoughtfully turned on the air conditioner.

Chen Jiu took out the warm baby I stuffed him before leaving the door from his pocket, "Gu Zong, is it still cold?"

It turned out that he was waiting for me here. I said why he accepted the warm baby I gave him so readily just now, naive!

I went straight to the college entrance examination area, found the teaching aids that I had been fancying for a long time, and then went to find Chen Jiu.

He was sitting on the sofa chair and flipping through a book of "Art Theory", and I sat down opposite him.

I'm doomed not to study hard by Chen Jiu's side, and I'm really hot.

When the environment is suitable and the beauty is by my side... I naturally fell asleep with my eyes closed...

When I woke up again, I stretched and found a few more books on the table.

"The composition book you picked is more suitable for people with good writing skills, and there are many mistakes in that physics test booklet."

Chen Jiu continued to turn a page of the book in his hand while talking.

"Oh," I looked at the few extra books, it must have been picked by Chen Jiu.

One is writing and the other is physics. I suddenly remembered the writing book I received in repeat school, "Chen Jiu, you..."

Hearing this, he raised his head and glanced at me. This man's eyes are really pretty.

"Uh, no