am i dead

It was midsummer and the sky was clear.

The sunlight falls into the house from the outside, baking everything into a warm and bright color.

Dark green vines hang down from the earthen basin on the top of the cabinet, growing unscrupulously, almost hanging down to the ground.

The person standing on the ground was wearing a pair of black Converse that was a bit dirty, and another pair that was exactly the same hung in the air, then moved again, and leaned back against the wall.

After a long and affectionate kiss, Ji Yao sat on the edge of the marble window sill, his ears turned red, and he inhaled slightly.

Behind it is a large and bright glass window, the white light is dazzling, and even the scenery is shining.

The idiot on the opposite side stared at him blankly, didn't speak, just looked at Ji Yao like that, as if he couldn't get enough.

Ji Yao kicked him, "What are you looking at... something is wrong..."

Tao He thought for a while, then smiled,

"Ji Yao, I've known you for more than ten years since I was a child, how can I still be more pleasing to my eyes and not annoying at all..."

Ji Yao continued to kick him, "I'm getting more and more annoying to you."

"Then you still kiss me?"

"It was you who kissed me first..."

"If I want to kiss you, let me kiss you. What if I want to do something else?"

"Get out!" Ji Yao jumped down from the window sill, "It's almost done, my roommate will come back later."

"I plugged the door, but he couldn't open it even if he had the key." Tao He was not very happy, "I told you that you don't need to live in your unit's dormitory, and I can just rent you an apartment... The conditions here are not good at all... ..."

Ji Yao wore a small white T-shirt with a clean collar, leaned over and patted the dust on his jeans, "Fuck off, who wants your stinky money."

Tao He touched his pocket, "Ji Yao, I forgot to bring my wallet when I went out today. I just took out 50 yuan from my pocket just now. I thought I would take a taxi home later. I didn't mean to give it to you at all."

Ji Yao walked to the door and unlocked the old-fashioned door lock, "Are you going home later? What about me?"

There was a lot of noise outside, Tao He lay down on the window sill and looked down, feeling unsatisfactory, so he turned to the balcony, "I didn't mean that, if it's just you, I want to live here at night, hey, you That roommate won't come back, it's annoying, or I'll rent this guy an apartment and let him move out..."

Ji Yao's morning laundry and bed sheets were hanging on the balcony, swaying slightly in the hot wind, scratching Tao He's shoulder.

Tao He lay on the balcony and looked down for a while, feeling that it was worthless, turned around and wanted to go in, but the wet sheet just smacked half of his face, "Fuck! You washed it yourself ?”

Ji Yao squatted on the ground and put the shoes on the shoe rack, "Nonsense."

"How about..." Tao He thought for a while, and swallowed the words of buying a washing machine, "Or you can save it for the future, and wash it for you when I come..."

Ji Yao straightened up, didn't bother to talk to him, and continued to pack his things.

Ji Yao's parents paid a special visit to Ji Yao two days ago and brought him a lot of things. Didn't they just send him to the train station yesterday, and Ji Yao wanted to start tidying up today. So impatient to kill him, he insisted on taking himself to the beach, and even called Dandan and the others to come together, and even arranged the yacht.

But no matter what Tao He arranged, everything was stranded because of Ji Yao's words.

Ji Yao didn't like that kind of occasion, and it turned out that what was supposed to be a beautiful weekend became the two of them staying in Ji Yao's dormitory to pack their things.

But Tao He was still happy like something, mopping around Ji Yao while tidying up.

It was said to clean up, but in fact it was almost like making trouble. Not long after, Ji Yao couldn't bear to kick this person aside.

Seeing that Ji Yao didn't speak again, Tao He wanted to get angry, "Ji Yao, it's fine if you always use violence against me, but you still use cold violence!"

Ji Yao sorted things into the cabinet, "There are so many things."

"I don't care if you treat me like this, and I can forgive you," Tao He became even more angry. "But what about sexual violence? Why didn't you use this?"

Ji Yao's disgusting scalp tingled, "Shut up."

Tao He raised his eyebrows, "Hey, you don't have to be embarrassed, sooner or later, anyway, you will only be with me in this life."

Ji Yao remained expressionless, "A lifetime is so long, what will happen in the future is uncertain."

Tao He immediately darkened his face, and said in a stiff tone, "Who said that! I think it's okay."

Ji Yao pursed his lips, "Isn't your grandfather very repulsed by this?"

Tao He paused suddenly, "No matter how much you reject him, it won't matter, I'm his grandson anyway,"

After thinking about it, he continued, "I've thought about it, I will behave well in the future, and try my best to follow him in everything, you think he is an old man, he is still so old, how can he be cruel, he rejects This, in the final analysis, is not for my own good. Let him see that I have a good time with you, and it should be fine. I guess the worst case is to keep disagreeing... Maybe it will be very stiff... But I will definitely try not to let this happen, and I am also willing to believe that people have intentions, and the old man will not be so heartless."

Ji Yao continued to tidy up, "Well, I think so too."

Tao He's eyes were firm, "I don't want much, as long as I can satisfy the wish of 'eat, work, and sleep', don't mention it, I think my pursuit is too sexy!"

Ji Yao directly threw the thing in his hand and smashed it on Tao He's face, "You are really promising."

The two were talking, when Tao He's cell phone rang suddenly.

Tao He thought it was Eggy, but when he picked it up, he found Tao Shu.

Tao He straightened his expression, "What's wrong?"

The voice on the other end of the phone was solemn, "Come back and lie down quickly, I have something urgent."

After finishing speaking, he hung up, not even giving Tao He a chance to refuse.

Tao He sighed, "Ji Yao, I have something to go home."

Ji Yao didn't pay much attention, "En."

Tao He walked to the door, "You send me off."

Ji Yao put aside the half-organized things and sent him downstairs, "Are you coming back?"

Tao He stood at the door of the anti-theft door, but he didn't raise his hand to push the door.

The light passing through the door net was imprisoned into grids and fell on Tao He's face, half immersed in the shadows.

"I'm not sure about this, because I don't know what happened at home, but I will call you if I don't come back."

Ji Yao smiled,

"Okay, I'll wait for your call."

Tao house.

Several men stood in the living room.

The old man with gray hair and gold-rimmed glasses sitting on the sofa was flipping through the documents in his hand.

The old man next to him had his hair combed neatly, and his figure was slightly thin, but very slender.

"It's all ready, and we can board the plane in two hours."

Tao Shu didn't raise his head, but stared at the person on the information.

She has a gentle temperament, also wears glasses, and has a gentle appearance,

"Such a young man, is it reliable?"

The man at the front took a look, "Actually, he's not too young. Dean Wang said that this person has been studying the subject in school..."

While talking, I heard the door panel slam for a few days, and looked over nervously.

The person who entered was not Tao He, but Tao Zi.

Tao Shu closed the document, the wrinkles between his brows deepened, "Why are you back?"

Tao Zi stepped on high-heeled shoes, happily, "Grandpa, you are right, my batch of goods is out, and the progress is going well..."

Tao Shu was trying to find an excuse to send her away, but Tao He came back.

Tao He glanced at the people around him, a little strange, "What are you doing?"

Tao Shu looked at him without saying a word.

Seeing this, Butler Xu said, "It's nothing, isn't the master having something to do in England? I might trouble you to go there first. After all, you have studied there and are familiar with the place. After the master is done working on Dow's side, then I will go."

Tao Zi was taken aback for a moment, "What are you doing in England? On a business trip, then I'll go too..."

Tao Shu's face darkened, he pounded his walking stick,

"shut up!"

Tao Zi's face turned red and white, as if he suddenly understood something, he quickly shut up.

Tao He couldn't figure it out, "What's the matter? Why are you going to England?"

Tao Shu was too lazy to lie to the editor, and he couldn't continue to make it up, "If you tell you to go, go, why are there so many nonsense!"

Then he flirted with the people behind Tao He, "Send him to the airport."

Naturally, Tao He would not give in obediently, kicked the person who came forward, and just started to fight, Tao Zi started crying on the other side, and the scene became chaotic, which made Tao Shu immediately annoyed.

The next development of the matter can be said to be beyond everyone's expectations.

Even Butler Xu was dumbfounded.

When he was hit for the first time, Tao He thought, this is my own grandfather, I can't fight back.

But just thinking about it, Tao He's shoulder was directly beaten to a bloody mess.

Tao Zi was crying beside him all the time, and Tao He's brain ached from crying.

Tao He couldn't quite hear what Tao Shu was saying, he could only see the man was furious and his eyes were red.

Tao He was a little puzzled at the time, how big of a mistake did he make, so unforgivable?

What happened afterwards was like a farce.

But no matter how he resisted, Tao He was finally escorted to the airport with a bandage and boarded the plane.

There were several people following him, obviously monitoring.

They didn't have any extra things, mobile phones, or money on them. This group of people stared at themselves so closely that they even followed them to the toilet, and there was no possibility of borrowing their mobile phones.

But Tao He didn't pay much attention to it at the time, thinking that the situation would definitely improve when he arrived in the UK, at least it was still easy to contact individuals in modern society.

Who would have thought that after getting off the plane, he would be dragged into a nanny car by four tall foreign bodyguards, and dragged directly to a villa on the outskirts of the city.

Outside the window is undulating green, although it is decorated by white railings.

This kind of thing is never installed in foreign countries. It is obvious that this is a place carefully built for itself.

Including cameras in the house, and doors that are locked all year round.

The bodyguard outside the door has been on for 24 hours.

Stay in a room full of books all day long, without any communication facilities, and there is no Internet.

Life goes round and round like this, without giving people a chance to resist.

Tao He even later felt that he was not needed by this society.

I also wondered if I was needed by Ji Yao,

I was afraid that Ji Yao had found someone else,

Later, Tao He finally found a phone to use, and when he called again, Ji Yao's number had become empty.

Even the eggs have changed their numbers.

As if it was discussed in advance.

Tao Helian didn't remember the name of Ji Yao's unit, let alone the unit's phone number.

What is it like to be imprisoned?

Milan Kundera said that death is like an endless nightmare.

But at least it was illusory, and it no longer felt real.

Living as a walking dead is the cruelest torture.

Imprisonment is endless suffering and despair.

Fortunately, it finally ended, even if it lasted for two years.

When Tao He sneaked onto the plane back home, he was so excited.

Without any hatred, he embarked on the road back to China with all his longing for a new life.