[Rebirth] The Road to Heaven
Chapter 38
At such a critical moment, Xia Lang saved him regardless of his life, and Yun Zheng was very grateful.Maybe it is really like what he said, he loves him now and is willing to protect him with his life.
But emotionally, Yun Zheng couldn't accept it.
He always felt that maybe Xia Ran hadn't figured out his own feelings until now.Is it because I love him or because I owe him.
"Sharan, I gave you a chance. The night before my accident, I waited for your call all night. At that time, I was waiting for you to think of me..."
Even the person I was most worried about at that time was you...
You won't know any of this.
Xia Ran must not have imagined how desperate he was at that time.
At that time, the only person he could rely on was not there all the time.
Like a drowning man, he tried his best to grab the last straw, but unfortunately... he couldn't hold it in the end.
Yun Zheng rarely recalls that desperate night.Speaking of it now, I felt a faint pain in my heart.
Looking at the speechless Xia Ran, he took a breath to calm himself down, and he didn't want to say any more.
Now that he said it like this, Yun Zheng didn't want to stay any longer.
"Just let the past go... You don't have to feel that you owe me anything. I was just being stupid at the time. It's not good for a person to die in despair. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes."
At that time, it is better to blame yourself for being stupid, since it is obviously the relationship between the sponsor and the supporter, and you have to pay a heart for it.He gave up his career, lost his relationship, and even lost his life...
Don't do it this time.Can't be planted again.
Yun Zheng spoke calmly, turned around and left the ward.
Xia Lang only felt that his eyes were dark...
He had imagined many endings with Yun Zheng, but he never imagined that it would become like this.
"Yunzheng!" Xia Lang felt his heart hurt badly. If he couldn't catch Yunzheng this time, would he never have another chance?
After a while, Xia Lang was afraid... Looking at Yun Zheng's figure in despair.
But Yun Zheng didn't seem to hear it, and left without looking back.
Looking at the disappearing figure of Yun Zheng at the door, Xia Lang fell powerlessly on the bed, the pain spread all over his body, it seemed that breathing became extremely difficult...
He used to think that he liked Yun Zheng so unfairly.
He broke Yunzheng's wings and restricted Yunzheng's freedom. In the end, even his heart was deeply hurt...
One wrong step, one wrong step... Now Yun Zheng is not even willing to give him the chance to make amends.
Many years later, hearing Yun Zheng's account of the scene at that time with his own mouth made Xia Lang feel overwhelmed with pain.
"It's not good for a person to die in despair, and I don't want to make the same mistakes again."
Sharan thought of the dozens of calls that no one answered.
The way Yun Zheng was alone at home helplessly dialing his phone over and over again...
Every time it comes back, it's a busy tone.
Maybe he could explain to himself that it was because of a misunderstanding... But if he had been able to persevere and call Yun Zheng back then, would everything have changed again?
In what mood has Yun Zheng been waiting for his call?
When Xia Lang thought of Yun Zheng's pain at that time, in addition to feeling guilty, he felt more distressed...
He has never made Yun Zheng feel stable, and squandered his feelings for him wantonly.By the time he found out, it was too late...
God gave him a chance, he thought everything could start all over again.
He thought he could tell Yunzheng that the person he loved was not Molan but him from the last life. He thought he could live a good life with Yunzheng and understand all his hobbies and habits. He thought he could see the more real Yunzheng, feel his emotions, he thought he could tell Yunzheng that I will support whatever you like, and will always stand behind you...
He always thought that Yun Zheng would wait for him where he was, foolishly loving him alone.
But... Yun Zheng is no longer willing to give him a chance.
It turned out that it was not so difficult to remove a thorn that had been stuck in my heart.The heart wound has been torn open more times, and I get used to the pain.
Since he will never get into Sharon's heart, let him get out of his own.It may be painful at first, but there will always be a day when the wound heals.
Compared to Xia Lang, Yun Zheng suffered minor injuries. He was discharged from the hospital soon and returned home.
The hospital can recuperate the wounded, but it is not suitable for treating the wounded.
Yun Zheng had a car accident, and Yang Yuan postponed all his announcements for the next year, telling him to recuperate at home.
The day after Yun Zheng returned home was New Year's Eve.
He comforted himself that although he had been lying in the hospital for a few days, fortunately he did not spend the day in the hospital on New Year's Eve.
His parents left him a long time ago, so every year the family is deserted during the holidays.
When he was with Sharan before, he would go home to accompany his grandfather during the Chinese New Year, and he was alone at home. At that time, he felt very satisfied listening to his phone calls.
Thinking about it now, it was actually just self-comfort.
There is nothing wrong with being alone for so many years, being free.
He didn't worry too much about his car accident, the company will suppress these things.
But when it came to the company, Yun Zheng laughed at himself, he really wasn't afraid of death when he talked to his boss like that.
It would be fine if he was really blocked, then he would completely leave the entertainment industry and live a normal life.
It's the Chinese New Year, but it's a pity that there is no Chinese New Year atmosphere at home.
Yun Zheng's parents passed away a long time ago, and he doesn't have any relatives or friends.He went to buy some vegetables earlier and came back, planning to treat himself in the evening.
Even if you are alone, you have to live this year.
But he didn't have a chance to cook, because Luo Qi called him and asked him to go to his house to celebrate the New Year together.
Like him, Luo Qi's parents died young, and she has been working hard by herself.
But Luo Qi is different this year, because someone will accompany him this year.
He and Wu Yan are already together.
Although Luo Qi said that the relationship between the two has not been officially confirmed, but they are already like this, and it will be a matter of time before they get together.
Yun Zheng blessed them.
He knew that Wu Yan had always been very kind to Luo Qi, and Luo Qi would be very happy.
Yun Zheng arrived at three o'clock in the afternoon, he rang the doorbell, and within five seconds, Luo Qi opened the door.
Rocky wore an apron and had some flour on her face.
"Is the food you cook edible?" Seeing Luo Qi's appearance, Yun Zheng couldn't help laughing.
Others may not know it, but he and Luo Qi have lived together for several years, and his cooking skills are really unflattering.
Luo Qi frowned and pretended to be dissatisfied, "After staying in the hospital for a few days, the problem of poisonous tongue has not been cured yet. The first words we meet hit my enthusiasm for cooking."
Yun Zheng bypassed Luo Qi, "Because you are easier to bully."
He is very familiar with Luo Qi's house, and he knows where to go even with his eyes closed.
"Who is going to bully our Luo Qi." A hearty voice reached Yun Zheng's ears.
Yun Zheng turned around and looked back, Wu Yan was coming out of the kitchen.
Usually in the eyes of fans, the superstar Uranus, who is very individual, handsome and messy, did not expect to have such a homely side.
He looked into Rocky's eyes with a deep smile.
Luo Qi pointed at Yun Zheng, a little dissatisfied and aggrieved, "I have been bullied by him for several years."
Yun Zheng glanced at Luo Qi's small appearance, and teased, "It's different for people with families. I'm so pitiful for being a lonely person..."
Luo Qi's face was flushed by Yun Zheng's words, and she raised her fist and gestured in the air as if threatening him.
Tonight's chef is Wu Yan. He has to prepare a lot of dishes tonight, and he is very busy.
Luo Qi said that she is the master and wants to accompany Yun Zheng.
"Sitting here, you still look uneasy, go and cook for your idol." Yun Zheng laughed, with a clear expression on his face.
Luo Qi rolled her eyes, "The idol seems to be very busy, so I'll go help first, Yun Zheng, please sit down for a while."
"Go." Yun Zheng smiled and shook his head, and then he saw Luo Qi happily running to the kitchen.
From time to time, Yun Zheng would hear a few conversations between the two of them from the kitchen.
The two of them are as sweet as eating honey.
Yun Zheng lowered his head and took a sip of tea, hiding the envy in his eyes.
He also imagined that he could be like Xia Ran, the two of them were busy at home.He was cooking, and Xia Ran watched with a smile on his side.Make a table full of dishes, and the two eat them slowly together.
How happy that would be...
He used to yearn so much.
At almost eight o'clock, the New Year's Eve dinner was finally served.
I have to say that Wu Yan's cooking skills are very good. I haven't tasted it yet, but just looking at the presentation of the dishes makes people's index fingers move.
Rocky poured red wine into everyone's glasses, and the three toasted.
Luo Qi looked at Yun Zheng, "We will all be safe and healthy in the new year."
As far as he knew, Yunzheng had been admitted to the hospital twice due to different accidents this year. Although he didn't cause any major injuries, he hoped that he would not encounter so many accidents in the future and that he would be safe and sound.
Wu Yan laughed, his voice was pleasant, deep and gentle, "I hope that our work will go smoothly in the three new years."
The three people present are all celebrities. If they want to advance to a higher level in the entertainment industry, they naturally hope that their careers will also be prosperous.
Yun Zheng tilted his head slightly, "Ah, then I hope we can all have a good career and love."
Three people clink glasses.
Yun Zheng took a sip of wine and briefly reviewed the things that happened this year.
No matter what, I will never be so unprogressive.
The old year is over and it's time for a new start.
It was a great meal.
At least for the first time in so many years, Yun Zheng felt that the New Year's Eve was so lively.
Yun Zheng didn't leave until eleven o'clock in the evening.
Luo Qi and Wu Yan sent Yun Zheng downstairs. On the eve of parting, the flash light flashed quickly, and Yun Zheng looked back in surprise.
A car has already left.
"I have to come out to take sneak shots on New Year's Eve, how dedicated are the paparazzi?" Yun Zheng, who was in a better mood, teased.
Wu Yan spread his hands and smiled helplessly, "Just wait and see how we will be written."
Luo Qi laughed, "I guess I was surprised when the three of us got so good."
After speaking, the three of them laughed together.
It was just a few good friends meeting for dinner, Yun Zheng felt that even if he wanted to write scribbles, he might not be able to write anything, so he didn't pay special attention.
After he got home, he sat in the living room and watched TV alone, waiting for the New Year's Eve.
When alone, it is easy to think about messy things, Yun Zheng forced himself not to think too much, so he went to the kitchen to warm milk for himself.
As soon as he walked out, someone called.
Yun Zheng saw that it was Huo Yang.
"Happy New Year~" Huo Yang's voice was full of vigor and vigor.
Yun Zheng put down the milk, "Happy New Year." He glanced at the time and said, "The time is really accurate."
Huo Yang smiled happily, "I must be the first one, no one has ever robbed me."
"En." Yun Zheng nodded.
It's actually a good feeling to be cared for.
The two talked for a while, Yun Zheng heard that Huo Yang was very noisy, and it seemed that someone was calling him again, so he hung up the phone without saying a few words.
It is estimated that he is alone.
After he hung up the phone, he found that there was a string of numbers on the phone without displaying the name.
After Yun Zheng looked at the number, he didn't even look at the content, so he pressed delete.
After sending a blessing message to Luo Qi and other friends, Yun Zheng turned off his phone and threw it aside.
A new year begins.
But emotionally, Yun Zheng couldn't accept it.
He always felt that maybe Xia Ran hadn't figured out his own feelings until now.Is it because I love him or because I owe him.
"Sharan, I gave you a chance. The night before my accident, I waited for your call all night. At that time, I was waiting for you to think of me..."
Even the person I was most worried about at that time was you...
You won't know any of this.
Xia Ran must not have imagined how desperate he was at that time.
At that time, the only person he could rely on was not there all the time.
Like a drowning man, he tried his best to grab the last straw, but unfortunately... he couldn't hold it in the end.
Yun Zheng rarely recalls that desperate night.Speaking of it now, I felt a faint pain in my heart.
Looking at the speechless Xia Ran, he took a breath to calm himself down, and he didn't want to say any more.
Now that he said it like this, Yun Zheng didn't want to stay any longer.
"Just let the past go... You don't have to feel that you owe me anything. I was just being stupid at the time. It's not good for a person to die in despair. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes."
At that time, it is better to blame yourself for being stupid, since it is obviously the relationship between the sponsor and the supporter, and you have to pay a heart for it.He gave up his career, lost his relationship, and even lost his life...
Don't do it this time.Can't be planted again.
Yun Zheng spoke calmly, turned around and left the ward.
Xia Lang only felt that his eyes were dark...
He had imagined many endings with Yun Zheng, but he never imagined that it would become like this.
"Yunzheng!" Xia Lang felt his heart hurt badly. If he couldn't catch Yunzheng this time, would he never have another chance?
After a while, Xia Lang was afraid... Looking at Yun Zheng's figure in despair.
But Yun Zheng didn't seem to hear it, and left without looking back.
Looking at the disappearing figure of Yun Zheng at the door, Xia Lang fell powerlessly on the bed, the pain spread all over his body, it seemed that breathing became extremely difficult...
He used to think that he liked Yun Zheng so unfairly.
He broke Yunzheng's wings and restricted Yunzheng's freedom. In the end, even his heart was deeply hurt...
One wrong step, one wrong step... Now Yun Zheng is not even willing to give him the chance to make amends.
Many years later, hearing Yun Zheng's account of the scene at that time with his own mouth made Xia Lang feel overwhelmed with pain.
"It's not good for a person to die in despair, and I don't want to make the same mistakes again."
Sharan thought of the dozens of calls that no one answered.
The way Yun Zheng was alone at home helplessly dialing his phone over and over again...
Every time it comes back, it's a busy tone.
Maybe he could explain to himself that it was because of a misunderstanding... But if he had been able to persevere and call Yun Zheng back then, would everything have changed again?
In what mood has Yun Zheng been waiting for his call?
When Xia Lang thought of Yun Zheng's pain at that time, in addition to feeling guilty, he felt more distressed...
He has never made Yun Zheng feel stable, and squandered his feelings for him wantonly.By the time he found out, it was too late...
God gave him a chance, he thought everything could start all over again.
He thought he could tell Yunzheng that the person he loved was not Molan but him from the last life. He thought he could live a good life with Yunzheng and understand all his hobbies and habits. He thought he could see the more real Yunzheng, feel his emotions, he thought he could tell Yunzheng that I will support whatever you like, and will always stand behind you...
He always thought that Yun Zheng would wait for him where he was, foolishly loving him alone.
But... Yun Zheng is no longer willing to give him a chance.
It turned out that it was not so difficult to remove a thorn that had been stuck in my heart.The heart wound has been torn open more times, and I get used to the pain.
Since he will never get into Sharon's heart, let him get out of his own.It may be painful at first, but there will always be a day when the wound heals.
Compared to Xia Lang, Yun Zheng suffered minor injuries. He was discharged from the hospital soon and returned home.
The hospital can recuperate the wounded, but it is not suitable for treating the wounded.
Yun Zheng had a car accident, and Yang Yuan postponed all his announcements for the next year, telling him to recuperate at home.
The day after Yun Zheng returned home was New Year's Eve.
He comforted himself that although he had been lying in the hospital for a few days, fortunately he did not spend the day in the hospital on New Year's Eve.
His parents left him a long time ago, so every year the family is deserted during the holidays.
When he was with Sharan before, he would go home to accompany his grandfather during the Chinese New Year, and he was alone at home. At that time, he felt very satisfied listening to his phone calls.
Thinking about it now, it was actually just self-comfort.
There is nothing wrong with being alone for so many years, being free.
He didn't worry too much about his car accident, the company will suppress these things.
But when it came to the company, Yun Zheng laughed at himself, he really wasn't afraid of death when he talked to his boss like that.
It would be fine if he was really blocked, then he would completely leave the entertainment industry and live a normal life.
It's the Chinese New Year, but it's a pity that there is no Chinese New Year atmosphere at home.
Yun Zheng's parents passed away a long time ago, and he doesn't have any relatives or friends.He went to buy some vegetables earlier and came back, planning to treat himself in the evening.
Even if you are alone, you have to live this year.
But he didn't have a chance to cook, because Luo Qi called him and asked him to go to his house to celebrate the New Year together.
Like him, Luo Qi's parents died young, and she has been working hard by herself.
But Luo Qi is different this year, because someone will accompany him this year.
He and Wu Yan are already together.
Although Luo Qi said that the relationship between the two has not been officially confirmed, but they are already like this, and it will be a matter of time before they get together.
Yun Zheng blessed them.
He knew that Wu Yan had always been very kind to Luo Qi, and Luo Qi would be very happy.
Yun Zheng arrived at three o'clock in the afternoon, he rang the doorbell, and within five seconds, Luo Qi opened the door.
Rocky wore an apron and had some flour on her face.
"Is the food you cook edible?" Seeing Luo Qi's appearance, Yun Zheng couldn't help laughing.
Others may not know it, but he and Luo Qi have lived together for several years, and his cooking skills are really unflattering.
Luo Qi frowned and pretended to be dissatisfied, "After staying in the hospital for a few days, the problem of poisonous tongue has not been cured yet. The first words we meet hit my enthusiasm for cooking."
Yun Zheng bypassed Luo Qi, "Because you are easier to bully."
He is very familiar with Luo Qi's house, and he knows where to go even with his eyes closed.
"Who is going to bully our Luo Qi." A hearty voice reached Yun Zheng's ears.
Yun Zheng turned around and looked back, Wu Yan was coming out of the kitchen.
Usually in the eyes of fans, the superstar Uranus, who is very individual, handsome and messy, did not expect to have such a homely side.
He looked into Rocky's eyes with a deep smile.
Luo Qi pointed at Yun Zheng, a little dissatisfied and aggrieved, "I have been bullied by him for several years."
Yun Zheng glanced at Luo Qi's small appearance, and teased, "It's different for people with families. I'm so pitiful for being a lonely person..."
Luo Qi's face was flushed by Yun Zheng's words, and she raised her fist and gestured in the air as if threatening him.
Tonight's chef is Wu Yan. He has to prepare a lot of dishes tonight, and he is very busy.
Luo Qi said that she is the master and wants to accompany Yun Zheng.
"Sitting here, you still look uneasy, go and cook for your idol." Yun Zheng laughed, with a clear expression on his face.
Luo Qi rolled her eyes, "The idol seems to be very busy, so I'll go help first, Yun Zheng, please sit down for a while."
"Go." Yun Zheng smiled and shook his head, and then he saw Luo Qi happily running to the kitchen.
From time to time, Yun Zheng would hear a few conversations between the two of them from the kitchen.
The two of them are as sweet as eating honey.
Yun Zheng lowered his head and took a sip of tea, hiding the envy in his eyes.
He also imagined that he could be like Xia Ran, the two of them were busy at home.He was cooking, and Xia Ran watched with a smile on his side.Make a table full of dishes, and the two eat them slowly together.
How happy that would be...
He used to yearn so much.
At almost eight o'clock, the New Year's Eve dinner was finally served.
I have to say that Wu Yan's cooking skills are very good. I haven't tasted it yet, but just looking at the presentation of the dishes makes people's index fingers move.
Rocky poured red wine into everyone's glasses, and the three toasted.
Luo Qi looked at Yun Zheng, "We will all be safe and healthy in the new year."
As far as he knew, Yunzheng had been admitted to the hospital twice due to different accidents this year. Although he didn't cause any major injuries, he hoped that he would not encounter so many accidents in the future and that he would be safe and sound.
Wu Yan laughed, his voice was pleasant, deep and gentle, "I hope that our work will go smoothly in the three new years."
The three people present are all celebrities. If they want to advance to a higher level in the entertainment industry, they naturally hope that their careers will also be prosperous.
Yun Zheng tilted his head slightly, "Ah, then I hope we can all have a good career and love."
Three people clink glasses.
Yun Zheng took a sip of wine and briefly reviewed the things that happened this year.
No matter what, I will never be so unprogressive.
The old year is over and it's time for a new start.
It was a great meal.
At least for the first time in so many years, Yun Zheng felt that the New Year's Eve was so lively.
Yun Zheng didn't leave until eleven o'clock in the evening.
Luo Qi and Wu Yan sent Yun Zheng downstairs. On the eve of parting, the flash light flashed quickly, and Yun Zheng looked back in surprise.
A car has already left.
"I have to come out to take sneak shots on New Year's Eve, how dedicated are the paparazzi?" Yun Zheng, who was in a better mood, teased.
Wu Yan spread his hands and smiled helplessly, "Just wait and see how we will be written."
Luo Qi laughed, "I guess I was surprised when the three of us got so good."
After speaking, the three of them laughed together.
It was just a few good friends meeting for dinner, Yun Zheng felt that even if he wanted to write scribbles, he might not be able to write anything, so he didn't pay special attention.
After he got home, he sat in the living room and watched TV alone, waiting for the New Year's Eve.
When alone, it is easy to think about messy things, Yun Zheng forced himself not to think too much, so he went to the kitchen to warm milk for himself.
As soon as he walked out, someone called.
Yun Zheng saw that it was Huo Yang.
"Happy New Year~" Huo Yang's voice was full of vigor and vigor.
Yun Zheng put down the milk, "Happy New Year." He glanced at the time and said, "The time is really accurate."
Huo Yang smiled happily, "I must be the first one, no one has ever robbed me."
"En." Yun Zheng nodded.
It's actually a good feeling to be cared for.
The two talked for a while, Yun Zheng heard that Huo Yang was very noisy, and it seemed that someone was calling him again, so he hung up the phone without saying a few words.
It is estimated that he is alone.
After he hung up the phone, he found that there was a string of numbers on the phone without displaying the name.
After Yun Zheng looked at the number, he didn't even look at the content, so he pressed delete.
After sending a blessing message to Luo Qi and other friends, Yun Zheng turned off his phone and threw it aside.
A new year begins.
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