Jujube

After my brother moved out, I worried for a while that he would hate me, like he did when he first moved into my house, so I became cautious again when dealing with him.I wanted to do something to please my brother, and for me at the time, the only shortcut I could think of was the exam.

During that time, I left the middle school in Baiquedang and went to the county town to study high school. I got up earlier and went to bed later than before every day.Waking up early is to study, but going to bed late is because I can't fall asleep.After my brother's back completely disappeared from the window, I was like a believer who lost his idol, and since then he has also lost the protection of the gods.

There is a library in the middle school in the county seat. I borrowed a few books and went home. Every night when I couldn’t sleep, I read the books under the covers. My mind was full of my brother, and every page was given to me by my brother. torture.

In Mao Lin's words, this kind of behavior is called "violence". He said that once a person commits a crime and becomes a person, he will become a livestock or a donkey. Can do it.

But I didn't know Mao Lin at that time, no one taught me this.

I was determined to commit my slut, and I wanted to play the reformed younger brother in front of my brother, and I didn't dare to let my brother know.But I sometimes contradict myself and want him to know.

When I was walking on thin ice, wandering between family affection and love for my brother, trying my best to please him, my brother was going forward indomitably on the broad road of fooling around.

No one knows how my younger brother got to know Pan Guizhi. When this matter was discovered, Sun Yanming had been fooling around with Pan Guizhi for an unknown amount of time, and he couldn't think of leaving anymore.

"My brother is not nice to me at all. He never takes me to play, and he doesn't like to talk to me. I can't do anything other than being fierce!" life experience.His two elder brothers are "the white-eyed wolf" and "the son of a bastard" in his mouth.

When the person he faced turned into Pan Guizhi, his description of his situation became even more miserable. He said in a tone of sympathy: "Lu Xinyao is not my brother! He likes to be a son of a bastard's son!"

Pan Guizhi often felt happy because of my younger brother's stupid remarks. He sighed in surprise: "How can Lu Xinyao have such a cute younger brother?"

Sun Yanming got unprecedented sympathy and understanding from Pan Guizhi. The two of them hated Lu Xinyao equally, and they were also idle, almost like a pair of confidants.When Pan Guizhi wandered around like a ghost, Sun Yanming followed him like a tail.

Pan Guizhi learned about my offending Lu Xinyao from my younger brother. He seemed to know my brother well, and he had already anticipated this day, so he said to me very pitifully, "Brother, why don't you get enlightened?"

I don't understand what he means, but Pan Guizhi used endless time and patience to teach me: "Do you think your brother is as easy-talking as I am? I told you that Lu Xinyao is worse than a dog... Do you know who he treats?" Isn't it fierce?"

Pan Guizhi didn't smoke today, but I could still smell the smoke from him, which became stronger as he got closer.I thought, my brother was not mean to Mei Qingqing.Most of the time, he's not mean to me either.

Pan Guizhi said it was a woman, and men would only pity women.

"Brother, your gender is wrong." He answered my questions and told me, "You should be a woman."

Pan Guizhi seemed to be moved by what he said, and when he said the final conclusion, there was an unconcealable excitement in his voice.Think how new it is for a man to become a woman!He asked me if I want to change gender?

I shook my head at him.I was destined not to be a woman like Mei Qingqing, but that day, Pan Guizhi stared at me for a long time with scorching eyes, and he said, "Meng Li, you will think about it."

"I don't want to." I told him again.

"No, you will definitely think about it." Pan Guizhi predicted and cursed me at the same time.

I hate this sentence, but I can't forget it—maybe from that moment on, I have been played by Pan Guizhi.

I'm afraid of Pan Guizhi.My younger brother, Sun Yanming, was the complete opposite. He followed behind Pan Guizhi, as if he had seen something extraordinary in the world, and became even bolder.After the eldest brother he was most afraid of moved out, Sun Yanming completely became a free bird, often running around in and out of the courtyard.

One day he got tired of running on his legs and turned to a two-wheeled bicycle.

When Lu Xinyao was not at home, he secretly climbed on the bicycle and tried to step on the pedals, but my brother's short stature couldn't reach the pedals.

I witnessed this scene firsthand.Amidst Sun Yanming's wailing, I walked over to help the bicycle and gave him a kick.I warned Sun Yanming not to touch my brother's car, and threatened him that if he dared to touch it again, I would break his leg.

When I said these words, I didn't remember that Sun Yanming was my younger brother, let alone Lu Xinyao's younger brother.I have hated Sun Yanming since I was a child, and he grows up day by day, and becomes more annoying day by day.Ever since he was born, I have always thought that it would be fine without him.

My elementary school teacher often said: Steal needles when you are young, and steal gold when you grow up.Sun Yanming had a criminal record in stealing things. He didn't dare to touch Lu Xinyao's bicycle, and he couldn't own his own car, so he naturally used his brains.

On the day when Xiao Peng and his sister-in-law had a wedding, the roadside was full of bicycles, and Sun Yanming lingered in front of the restaurant while chewing on the wedding candy.My younger brother, who had shown a talent for being a thief since he was a child, was surprised to find one unlocked among these cars, and he couldn't wait to push it out.

There were people coming and going in the restaurant, but no one noticed my brother's stealing. The young Sun Yanming was so proud that he climbed into the car eager to try and started his unfamiliar ride.

Sun Yanming didn't know who the car belonged to, and he didn't know what happened when Peng Tieqing chased him.

First a sugar ball fell out of my brother's pocket and rolled to the ground, and then the tire of the bicycle was skewed, and the seat he was sitting on under his buttocks pressed against his belly, denting his bulging belly Go down, and then many sugar balls rolled out, surrounding Sun Yanming like crystal rubies.

"Ah, my candy!"

He was lying on the ground, stretching his arms with great difficulty to pick up the sugar balls rolling on the ground. At this moment, he stepped on one foot and crushed the sugar into pieces in front of Sun Yanming's eyes.

My brother howled: "You stepped on my candy! You will pay me for the candy!"

Da Peng stared at Sun Yanming for a few seconds, then suddenly stretched out his hand and swung his mouth. My younger brother froze in place, before he could react, he was slapped loudly three times by Da Peng.

"I'll pay you back! I'll pay you back! I'll pay you back candy!" Da Peng said viciously every time he slapped him.

People in Baiquedang who witnessed Da Peng beating my younger brother talked about it later. They said that Sun Yanming should not have stolen Da Peng’s car because his younger brother stole his wife that day.

Sun Yanming was beaten, got up from the ground, and said in a crying voice with his tongue out, "Why did you hit me! I want to tell my mother..." When Sun Yuemei was mentioned, Sun Yanming sobbed, as if he felt that his mother was not majestic enough, So he pouted and brought out the most powerful person in his heart.

When he said the name of this person, Sun Yanming's voice couldn't help but also raised his voice. He threatened Da Peng in front of him aggressively: "I want to tell Lu Xinyao! He is my brother! You are going to die!"

I don't know if Da Peng still remembers a similar scene before his eyes many years ago.He looked at my brother strangely, seemed bored, got on his bicycle and left.

Sun Yanming waited anxiously for a while, but he didn't wait until Lu Xinyao came to rescue him.Because Lu Xinyao was not in Baiquedang that day, he was holding a parent-teacher meeting for his brother in the county town.

In the evening, I followed my brother back to Baiquedang. At that time, Sun Yanming just ran out of the yard, followed by Sun Yuemei who called him to eat.

We met at the door of our house, Sun Yuemei looked at my brother with a gloomy face, while Sun Yanming stared at the bicycle while sucking his nose, his eyes were full of resentment towards me and my brother.

Next, Sun Yanming made an extremely bold move. He stared at Lu Xinyao and cursed: "Bastard!"

When he said this, Sun Yanming's snot and tears came down together. He burst into tears with a "wow", pushed Sun Yuemei away, and ran away from home without looking back.

My brother's behavior seemed quite indifferent to Sun Yuemei. Instead of chasing Sun Yanming, she turned back and used my brother's most disgusting way of speaking—the index finger poked at the bridge of my brother's nose, cursing and saying like a cannonball: " Do you know that your brother was bullied today? Do you remember that you are his brother! You are heartless...you are partial!"

It's not my brother's fault.I wanted to jump down to refute her, but Lu Xinyao didn't give me a chance. I was behind my brother and couldn't see the look on his face. I only heard him ask me "I can't get down".

I knew right away that he had endured Sun Yuemei's unreasonable venting, and he didn't intend to explain, and was going to find his brother.

I shook my head at him, and then remembered that my brother couldn't see me, and by the time I finished shaking my head, the wheels had started to roll.Lu Xinyao is good at arbitrariness, but I can't help but think of my brother tenderly. I think he already knows my answer.

Sun Yanming is good at hiding, this slippery loach disappeared once it burrowed into the ridge of the field.

I want to ask my brother, is he coming out to find someone because he is impatient with Sun Yuemei's unreasonable troubles, or because he cares about his younger brother who is connected by blood.

However, no matter what the reason was, between Sun Yuemei and Sun Yanming, there was always someone or a bloodline that made him ride around Baiquedang twice.

In fact, my timid brother hid outside for a while and then ran home by himself.When Lu Xinyao was looking for him in the seemingly endless rice fields, Sun Yanming was sitting in the brightly lit home, cursing his brother with snot and tears.

I heard his crying accusation at the door of the house.

Sun Yanming said: "Lu Xinyao is not my brother! He doesn't like me, he only treats the bastard's son well! Lu Xinyao is also a bastard! When I grow up, I will beat him to death!"

Sun Yuemei hurriedly "hush" and scolded: "You keep your voice down! Who told you to grow a mouth that can eat but not talk? You can learn from other sons of bastards. If you have a good mouth, you will die?"

Sun Yanming didn't know, when he was talking nonsense, Lu Xinyao was locking the car, his face was gloomy in the dark, my brother gave a short laugh, just at this time a gust of wind blew, and the laughter was blown like his sweaty clothes , chilly.

At that time, I suddenly forgot that the blood of my father Meng Guanghui was still flowing in Sun Yanming's body, and I only wanted to rush in and strangle my brother to death.

"Brother, I'll beat him to death now, so that he won't wait until the day he grows up."

I thought so, and told my brother the same way.My brother looked at me with dark eyes. His eyes were not black and white like eyes, but blurred. I couldn't tell whether he agreed or sneered.

Lu Xinyao didn't seem to hear clearly, he looked at me and asked, "What are you doing?"

I knew he wasn't happy and didn't want to hear me say it again, but I said it anyway.I said, "I'm going to kill him."

kill him! ——This sentence made me feel a kind of inexplicable encouragement and touch, as if I had shouted like this a hundred times in the depths of my heart, and a few tears almost crawled into my eyes.

But at the same time, I was a little scared. I remembered that Sun Yanming was my brother's real brother.I was afraid that my elder brother would say to me: He is my younger brother, is it your turn to beat him?

But Lu Xinyao didn't say that. He said two other words to me that I didn't expect.

Lu Xinyao said: "He is your brother. You can beat him, but you cannot kill him."

I should have listened to this sentence, but at this moment I only heard the sound of Sun Yanming running in the yard.His sonorous voice stands out in the silence of the night:

"Bah! Bah! The one named Meng is not my second brother! His father is a bastard, a rapist, and the rapist's son is also a rapist. I hate him when I see him! The first one kills him! The second one Kill Lu Xinyao!"

At this moment, I must be very much like my father Meng Guanghui, his tyrannical emotions are burning fiercely in my body.I couldn't listen to my brother's words, so I immediately refuted him, and I shouted to him: "You are my brother! I don't want a brother, I only want you!"