Jade is not jade

The fact that Qin Lin was expelled from school was soon made public.

The farce of last night was compiled into several versions overnight and spread after the students' tea time.

Qin Lin is not so wrong as to be criticized by everyone. He is just addicted to games and wastes his studies. After all, others have no right to force him to study; All willingly; he just beat his roommate out of a nosebleed during a fight, and he fainted because of it...

However, very few people looked at Qin Lin with sympathy.

Public opinion is cruel, even if this young man in his early twenties is not dead wrong, the relative indifference of the public will make him faceless in his life.

After Huang Yu finished bandaging, he came back with Deng Bin.

When Qin Lin woke up, he didn't have a friend or a classmate by his side. It was impossible for his comrades in the game to rescue him in reality.

What flashed through his mind was Deng Bin's distorted face holding a knife, yelling at himself: "I'm going to kill you!"

Qin Lin really wanted to yell back: Why didn't you kill me!That's right, you kill me, a scum like me doesn't deserve to live in this world, come and accompany me to hell!Why don't you come and kill me!

The mobile phone has been in arrears for a long time, so long that I can't remember the last time I received a call, and the time on it was eight o'clock in the morning.

The head nurse came in and said: "Go back when you wake up. You slept for half the night. Yesterday some of your classmates carried you in noisily. They thought what happened to you college students who don't care. Students of the University of Science and Technology, go back and study hard, don’t make trouble anymore, you know!”

Qin Lin: "..."

I went back to the dormitory with a sore body, and there was only one person in the dormitory, that English weirdo.

"You're back?" Luo Xingdun glanced at him, not speaking in English.

Qin Lin smiled at him, but there was no smile on his face.

Luo Xingtun, little porpoise.

Qin Lin still remembered his nickname. When they first reported for duty, they sat drinking together laughing and joking with each other. Xiao Dolphin's Mandarin with a Cantonese accent made everyone very happy.

"Is it better?" Even now, Luo Xingtun's Mandarin is still not as good as his English pronunciation.

Qin Lin didn't know how to answer. He had been estranged from the people in the dormitory for too long, and Luo Xingdun was the kind who couldn't speak a word for ten and a half months.

While reading the book, Luo Xingtun said, "I heard that you were expelled from school."

Qin Lin: "..." The withdrawal notice was handed directly to him, and no one has seen it.

He didn't want to face this reality, so he didn't tell anyone. He still went to the Internet cafe to play games every day like a walking dead.

Yes, he is a person who has no proper occupation and identity, and HKUST expelled him.Now, the truth can no longer be concealed, and everyone knows it.

Qin Lin thought about it, shrugged his shoulders uncontrollably, and cried out. In the quiet dormitory, his cry was like the howling of a wounded wolf, hoarse and powerless.

Luo Xingdun looked at him crying expressionlessly, all of this is his own fault, isn't it?

But, why do I still feel stuffy and uncomfortable.They were supposed to be classmates and friends who stayed with each other day and night, but they fell to this point unknowingly.

"Actually, I knew it from the beginning," Luo Xingdun said. "When you ask your classmates to borrow money, you always don't pay it back. Once I asked Zhao Bai why he knew you would lend you money like this. He said it was all the same. Classmate, help me if you need to. Hehe, he is really a good person, so he almost never rejects you. But I am different from him. I am not a generous person. I am stingy, but I stick to my principles...

"I still remember that since the second time you asked me to borrow money and I didn't lend it to you, you stopped talking to me and usually avoided me... Hehe, I thought, you don't have to be like Zhao Bai Your help is your help. My teacher told me since I was a child that the role model of my peers in reality is more effective than any teacher in stimulating a person to make progress... I study hard and use my actions to express my disdain for you. It won't do you any good.

"It's probably useless for me to tell you this now. I don't despise you, and I don't want to encourage you to make progress. I just hope you remember that we are all students of HKUST. Even if you leave, don't forget you I used to be a member of the University of Science and Technology, so I can do it myself."

……

On the third day of the farce, Qin Lin told everyone that he was leaving.

Deng Bin finally found a chance to apologize to Qin Lin about deleting the game account, and I hope he will not take it to heart if he got angry that night.

"If you want revenge, you can find me alone. It has nothing to do with Huang Yu, Zhao Bai, Xiao Long and the others." Deng Bin said with his head down.

Qin Lin smiled wryly and said, "Revenge? No, you can rest assured."

That day when you tried to stab me with a knife, I was so frightened that my legs limp, and I fainted from the blood on Huang Yu's body... How could I think of revenge for such a coward.

What's more, you are all my former classmates and roommates.

Although a few words can't bury the suspicion, it's not too bad a development.

There was no farewell party for Qin Lin in the class. After all, there was no "happy" at all. There was only a group of people in dormitory 313. You and I pooled a sum of money to buy Qin Lin a train back home. tickets, and sneaked the rest of the money into his schoolbag.

On another day, the dormmates sent Qin Lin to the train, and after he left, Zhao Bai recharged Qin Lin's mobile phone with 50 yuan, and edited a text message that all the dormitory students agreed to: "Take the exam again, we will wait for you. "

……

After returning home, Deng Bin lost his smashed computer.

Facing the empty desk, he was in a trance for a moment, and the words that Huang Yu scolded himself before seemed to be still in his ears - you are in a daze, Qin Lin will definitely be fired, if you hurt him with an impulse , Your future is also ruined!

Deng Bin climbed into bed, rolled up the quilt and secretly shed tears.

Compared with Qin Lin, I am not much better... Qin Lin has already lost the qualification to continue studying in university, so what about myself?

I hope that when I open my eyes, I can go back to my childhood, go back to high school, work hard for the college entrance examination, and have an ignorant love with my former girlfriend, forever...

Later, Yu Zhizhi, the head of the dormitory, felt deeply guilty for his dereliction of duty, and came back to live for a while, but soon couldn't resist the call of his wife, and abandoned his roommate again.

Zhao Bai also found a girlfriend in a short period of time, who is said to be a sophomore in the same major.

Luo Xingtun continued his crazy English, Huang Yu and Deng Bin began to go to class together every day, and by the way helped Xiao Long, who was arriving late and late, to occupy a seat.

The days flow smoothly like water, and will not stop because of anyone's departure.

-

The life of a college student is never short of new things.

After the welcome party of Beijing University, Xiang Sizhe has become the hottest figure among the freshmen—he can speak well, can take jokes, and can appear on stage. The key is that someone has white teeth that can advertise toothpaste when he smiles. It has gained a lot of popularity.

A few months later, Xiang Sizhe became a key member of the student union when the college recruited new students.

Yu Nian originally thought that he would be able to retire after success, but unexpectedly, he tried his best to persuade Sizhe to stay.

On the one hand, he claimed in front of the chairman of the academy that he could have the guidance of Yu Nian today (of course, the chairman's appreciation and promotion were indispensable), so it would be a pity to let him go so easily; Hanging up a idle job that doesn't care about anything has only advantages and no disadvantages.

Xiang Sizhe did this because he hoped to spend more time with Yu Nian, otherwise there would be too little interaction between a freshman and a junior.

With such a kind invitation, Yu Nian couldn't be more hypocritical, thinking that there is nothing to do after class, and he can still participate in occasional activities, so he agreed.

After Xiang Sizhe learned of Yu Nian's answer, he jumped up and down with excitement, and blocked the door of the lecture theater where Yu Nian was in class that day, saying that he would treat him to dinner.

As soon as he saw someone, Xiang Sizhe relentlessly approached him, pretending to be innocent and cute, "What do you want to eat, senior? Do you have classes in the afternoon? Where do you usually study by yourself? I didn't consciously study by myself. Why don't you go with you next time and take care of me, okay?"

Yu Nian did have the habit of studying by himself, he was very self-disciplined, even though he lived with Yang Jiayue, he didn't stay in the house every day.What's more, Yang Jiayue also has his own affairs, and the house is just a place for the two of them to go back to sleep and rest.

But this does not mean that Yu Nian is willing to study with Xiang Sizhe. Xiang Sizhe is too annoying. If Yu Nian had to choose, he would rather study with Xiao Long! (Xiao Long: ...)

"I don't have a confirmed place for self-study." Yu Nian didn't directly refuse.

He also spent a period of time in the student union, learned how to be devious, and knew how to talk to others better.Thinking back to his freshman year, when Qi Huicheng choked on his own words and rolled his eyes a few times, Yu Nian felt a little ashamed.

If Yang Jiayue didn't exist, would I still be so stupid?Yu Nian thought.

Just because of what he said back then: "Make more friends, and don't let me see you looking at yourself like this." Then he changed it little by little until now.

Yu Nian finds it inconceivable that at every stage of human growth, it turns out that there is only one person, a card, a situation, or even a sentence that stimulates him to change.

Unexpectedly, Xiang Sizhe said: "It's okay, next time you go to self-study, send me a text message, and I will go to find you."

"..." Yu Nian almost forgot that all devious and polite words are ineffective in front of Xiang Sizhe.

Yu Nian: "Why don't you go with your classmates?"

Xiang Sizhe immediately said: "Students, they are all out of play, maybe it's because they just got out of the third year of high school. There are a few who love to study are relatively withdrawn, and they can't get along with them."

Yu Nian just wanted to say, in fact, I am also relatively withdrawn.

But Xiang Sizhe continued without waiting for him to find a reason: "I think seniors are different from them. You feel very kind to me, like a relative. I really like staying with you. If I go to self-study with you, I will definitely be very serious, and I can ask you if there is anything I don’t understand, and I can kill two birds with one stone.”

Yu Nian: "..."

"Are you afraid that I will disturb your date? Speaking of which, do you have a girlfriend?" Xiang Sizhe asked with a smirk.

Yu Nian: "No."

"That's right! That's great! I don't have one either!" Xiang Sizhe's eyes flashed, and he seemed to be going to say, since we don't have one, let's be together!

Yu Nian had goosebumps all over his body, but fortunately, Xiang Sizhe's next sentence was: "Then we'll be fine if we go to self-study together!"

Yu Nian: "...hehe, let's talk about it."

Xiang Sizhe is very happy on the surface, but in his heart it is not the same thing at all——

Yu Nian, talk to me more, let me know you better, no matter what you say to me, I am willing to listen, treat me as a friend, don't treat me as an irrelevant "student"!please!

The two ate on the second floor of the third canteen and ordered three dishes and one soup. Yu Nian didn't eat much, half a bowl of rice was enough.

Xiang Sizhe said: "Senior, do you have a bird's stomach? You eat so little!"

Yu Nian thought, I'm full just listening to you!But he still said politely: "I don't eat much at noon, I'll save it for evening."

Xiang Sizhe: "Then I'll treat you to dinner tonight!"

Yu Nian: "No, basically my friend cooks dinner at night, and I'll go back to eat."

Xiang Sizhe was surprised and said, "That boy last time? He can cook."

Yu Nian raised the corner of his mouth: "Yes."

This imperceptible smile did not escape Xiang Sizhe's eyes. He asked: "Do you like boys who can cook?" Are you good at cooking?"

Yu Nian: "Well, it's amazing. When most boys hear cooking, their reaction is probably 'gentlemen stay away from cooking', but I don't think so. Boys who can cook have a sense of delicacy and are more humane."

It was rare for Yu Nian to say such a long sentence, and he asked happily to Sizhe, "Can you learn how to cook?"

Yu Nian smiled: "A little bit." He was already learning, and the warmth Yang Jiayue gave him, Yu Nian wanted to give back to him in the same way.

Seeing that Yu Nian laughed again, Xiang Sizhe thought that this topic was very popular with Yu Nian, so he got carried away and said, "Senior, cook for me sometime!"

Yu Nian: "..."

After Yu Nian admitted that he was gay, he became very sensitive to this kind of teasing.

Yu Nian said to each other in his heart: Xiang Sizhe, at first I thought that we would keep our distance and relationship, and be ordinary seniors and juniors, so we could act in a play, but it doesn't seem to work now.

If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for not covering up well. You are too aggressive, so aggressive that you want to escape.

Compared with Luo Heng, your methods are really far behind...

Yu Nian sighed, looked into Xiang Sizhe's eyes, and said, "Sorry, I have someone I like, and I only cook for people I like."