Am I a scumbag?

Later, when the coffin was finally finalized, the Zhuang family did gain a clean reputation because of their martyrdom in Beimo.

But Zhuang Qingqu actually knew that his family had done a lot of shameful things during the years of gaining power, and if those crimes were dug up and liquidated one by one, they might end up with a similar reputation as Tantai's family.

Instead, he died early in northern Xinjiang, and the whole family preserved their fame and integrity, and is still the loyal soul of the country worthy of the Taimiao.

He wouldn't want to be infamous like Tan Taihong, and go overseas incognito.

So, what else.

……

If he could choose, he also hoped to be born in a bright summer with blooming flowers and all nations coming to court.

I can grow up with my childhood sweetheart with the person I like.He is the only one in the eyes of the loved one, there is no cunning little fox, no Yuwen Changfeng, no Xi Xingjian, no Tantaihong who is better than him in everything.

He is not the son of a powerful minister, and he has no strange problems.

Yan Yuliang is not a young emperor who shoulders a heavy burden and endures calculations everywhere, and devotes his life to drag Da Xia out of the quagmire.

If only that would be great.

How can good luck trick people.The fact is that the Zhuang family and the Tantai family have been entrenched in the crumbling Great Xia for many years, and everything is in danger and will collapse at any time.

It is impossible to have both, and it is impossible to have any good results. Both he and Tantai Hong knew it a long time ago.

But they knew it clearly, but they were both reluctant to leave until the end.What are you waiting for?Zhuang Qingqu didn't know either.

One day, Yan Yuliang will attack the two.

Even if it's not in Beimo, it will be in the not-too-distant future.Even if you are not in Jinyu for three years, you will be in Jinyu for five years.

At that time, no amount of friendship and no amount of sincerity will be doomed to fall apart.But is there any other way?Who can let who go?The common people in the world, Shi Yun, who was let go?

When Shi Yun died, Yan Yuliang never cried.

He lasted until the fall of the Tantai Clan and the recovery of Yanyun, and the return of Youlan City to its territory before finally crying.

When Shi Yun died, Zhuang Qingqu didn't cry either.

He and Tan Taihong have no right to cry, Tan Taihong was sad and ashamed in those few days, and dared not go to see Yan Yuliang.Zhuang Qingqu went instead, he thought that Yan Yuliang would scold him severely like Xun Chang.He thought he would probably die of pain, but he went anyway.

Yan Yuliang didn't blame him.

Li Huabai, who only hugged Shi Yun, was drowsy from drinking, his eyes were wet with mist, and he murmured, Xiao Zhuang, this is not... not your fault.

He said that I knew that Xiao Zhuang was also very sad.

He said that I know that Xiao Zhuang has nothing to do, so don't blame yourself.

That night, the lights were flickering, and the room was filled with the smell of pear-blossom white wine. On that night, 16-year-old Zhuang Qingqu secretly swore in his heart that he would stay by his side for the rest of his life, and never leave, even if his body was broken into pieces.

So, he walked down the thorny road beside him.

The lonely emperor and the son of powerful ministers are almost in a deadlock.If something goes wrong halfway, they will hate each other, blame each other, and never recover.

But what.

Struggling and struggling, didn't she also gradually...get better?

But after so many years, he finally got better, but he was about to die.

If he dies, who will take care of Ah Zhao in the future.

Who will take care of this gentle, lonely, aloof emperor.

Tan Taihong can't.

It's not that Tan Taihong is not good, it's that he is afraid that Tan Taihong is too good, in the future A Zhaozhen will forget about him, and he will die with regret.

Who else.

Xi Xingjian can't coax people, Yuwen Changfeng is merciful everywhere, the fox has a partner.

After much deliberation, Zhuang Qingqu thought of Tang Xiujing.

My cousin is silly, sweet, and warm.A happy dog ​​can also comfort Ah Zhao enough, and at the same time, even if Tang Xiujing works hard for two lifetimes, he is destined to be not as smart, not as good-looking, and not as good as him in everything.

Handing A Zhao to Tang Xiujing, he can rest assured that A Zhao will not completely forget him.

won't forget all...

Will not forget.

It wouldn't have been.It is impossible for Ah Zhao to forget him.

Zhuang Qingqu suddenly realized that he was still wrong.It wasn't enough to have been haphazardly speaking duplicity and underestimating oneself for more than a decade, and now they are still beating the wall in the same place.

Emperor Jinyu before amnesia had no heart, Emperor Jinyu did not believe in tears, Emperor Jinyu only looked forward.Regardless of his humble heart, he wants to cut his military power, suspect him and restrict him.I will never love him, and he will never ask for it in his life.

……Really?

But who doesn't want to go to Beijiang to block arrows for him, who makes him go crazy and hugs him time and time again.

In the heavy rain and darkness, who was he being carried and kissed by, and who was his out-of-tuned, hoarse cry?

What exactly are those things that he has been humbled and uncertain about?

The man he likes is the sun, the moon and the stars of the great summer, even though there are many thorns, he will never give up.What he let go, what he insisted on, never missed it.

The eyes of the man he likes are always bright and distant.

Even in the darkest and gloomy time of Daxia, he can still see in his eyes the lights and silent prosperity of thousands of families as he saw when he looked down from the tall building on the day of the Lantern Festival.

What he fell in love with was originally a god.

Young master Zhuang has been used to being arrogant since he was a child, and he wants the best in everything.No matter how high the sun and moon are, you must touch the sun and moon.No matter how far the stars are, you have to touch them.But if you want the sun, moon and stars, you should pay the price.

When he was young, he had heard the fox laughing at him behind his back, saying that he was arrogant and unreasonable.Said that he had a fortune teller that he would suffer retribution in the future, and he would meet a person who was extremely powerful and gentle, who would make him surrender and drive him into the dust of the abyss.

Let him toss and turn to survive, and taste the pain and joy in the world of mortals.

Zhuang Qingqu didn't believe it at that time.But when he didn't believe it, when he competed with Tantai Hong to hunt the white fox king, he secretly thought that this fox is so beautiful, white and flawless, he wants to catch it back...to make a scarf for the second prince.

Tang Xiujing is clumsy, will Tang Xiujing catch the little white fox?

Tang Xiujing had better not.

One day Tang Xiujing will know everything, that is when he turns into a ghost to make trouble.

He cannot die.

He doesn't want to die.

"Azhao..."

He had worked so hard not to give up his gods to others.Only he knows that this person has always been lonely and fragile, he is reluctant, and he is afraid that he will not be able to survive alone.

Zhuang Qingqu doubted whether this moment was his last flashback.

Suddenly he could speak again, he could raise his hands, and he could try to feel him, but the eyes were still out of sight.

Suddenly, he heard Yan Yu sneer.

Crying and laughing, very abnormal, and then frantically looking for something.Zhuang Qingqu was really worried whether he was crazy.

Because he couldn't see what Yan Yuliang saw in front of his eyes.

The rain stopped and the sun shone.

On the still soaked ground beneath them, there were large expanses of snow-white flowers blooming.Hu Xindai was gone, but the two of them were sitting on a large pile of Mu Tiandong at the moment.

There are so many herbs that are missing in the end.

At the same time, Yan Yuliang finally figured out another thing.Tan Taihong had attached a life-saving red raw Yao pill to his wound medicine before, but he hadn't thought of it at all.

Luckily he had it with him all the time.He didn't ask for this medicine to protect King Lan's life, just for a while.

Zhuang Qingqu had never taken such a bitter medicine.

It was so bitter that his ears rang, and he almost doubted his life.

I'm almost dead and I'm going to do this again...

Warm lips covered him, and he felt that he was okay again, so let it be bitter, he can bear A Zhao's kiss. w, please keep in mind:,