Hogetsu

Yu Wenzhou had never doubted the concept of "Ouzo" like this moment. He was lying flat on the stone slab, and he could see Wang Jiexi when he turned his head slightly.He was extremely sober, and repeatedly asked himself if he was afraid, if he was as afraid of Wang Jiexi as the people he despised and laughed at last night.He couldn't deny the sudden feeling of suffocation when he found Wang Jiexi's hand intact.If this is the general reaction that people have, if this feeling troubles their lives, then what's wrong with being afraid of Wang Jiexi?

Of course not, how is this fair? Why is Wang Jiexi going to be hanged because people are afraid?There is a storm in his heart that brings together things that were previously distinct, and he tries to find himself out of it.

"Sir, tell me this, don't you be afraid that I will be afraid of you?"

"You can't kill me anyway."

Why can't you tell?Why do you get scared after telling it?Is it because Wang Jiexi is different?But Wang Jiexi never concealed this point from the very beginning, from the time he wrote the mailing address on the letter as Nottingburg, from the time he bluntly stated that he had lived a long time, he made it clear that he was different.So why is it frightening to say it now?Because what needs to be hidden is that he has no weaknesses?Because do people respect, love and fear at the same time what they cannot control?

Oh, why hide when there is no weakness.

He thought that Wang Jiexi would feel sad because others were afraid of him, thought that Wang Jiexi would have the same desire as himself, and thought that he should get closer to him.All these judgments are wrong; they are entirely human assumptions.Even injustice is the idea of ​​human beings, and the only one who sees hanging as punishment is himself who will lose his life due to hanging.

Wang Jiexi didn't care, this immortal life didn't hide because people were afraid of him.

He has nothing to fear and need not fear.

When Wang Jiexi woke up at night, Yu Wenzhou bid him farewell.He has seen a truly extraordinary life, but there are not enough interesting souls to talk to it.

"Now? I'll send you off?"

"Tomorrow, you will still be asleep when you leave during the daytime. Let me tell you first." The steps on the mountain road are steep, and it is not a wise choice to walk in the dark now.Yu Wenzhou just said goodbye first, and had to wait until dawn to leave.

"Ah."

Yu Wenzhou didn't want to chat much anymore. All his questions were as meaningless as the old tribal teaching Wang Jiexi the witchcraft to pray for good weather.So he was silent.

It was Wang Jiexi who spoke first: "Would you like to hear about the scar you wanted to ask about yesterday?"

"Ah."

"While in Paris, I befriended a student of the Paris Medical School, the same man who had a fire with me in the suburbs. We made many attempts to kill me. At first it was salvageable methods, such as taking poison, Burned and cut my wrists. Later he offered to have me dissected to see what was in my body. I agreed, and in his boarding house, he cut me open and told me the size of each organ and how it compares to ordinary people. He removed my heart without my knowledge, and it took half a month before he confessed and sewed my heart back up. After that, he stopped exploring why I didn’t die, burned all the experimental notes about me and demanded that I Leaving. This is the end of my search in Paris. I came to England. People seem to have a special complex with the heart. I once went to a tribe who believed that the heart is where the soul lives. Give me raw animal hearts, think This is the key to my life. But in fact, the heart is not the only decision maker of life, the liver and the lungs can also determine the life and death of a person, why do I think the heart has magical powers? I don’t understand.”

After Wang Jiexi finished talking about the rest of yesterday's topic, he fell silent, flipping through a copy of "Natural Science Society".Yu Wenzhou also had nothing to say, he didn't know what he could talk to Wang Jiexi about now.Just before Wang Jiexi went to bed, he asked, "What are your plans for the future? About how to understand yourself."

"Wait." Wang Jiexi always spoke in the same tone, and he could only judge some things by the length of the response. For example, without thinking at this moment, it was a manifestation of some kind of firmness.

He can afford to wait, and is not afraid to wait.