Hogetsu

It took Yu Wenzhou some time to absorb Wang Jiexi's self-review, which was concise but not short because of the time span, and began to understand why Wang Jiexi paid attention to supernatural events and the frontiers of science at the same time, and why his letters revealed such a charming attitude.However, these mysterious events that Wang Jiexi focuses on cannot give him the explanation he wants, at least "Ouzo" cannot.

No one knows better than Yu Wenzhou that what "Ouzo" wants to tell is the fear, helplessness, and disappointment that are despised by rationality but really plague life.He founded "Ouzo" with Huang Shaotian, and through it, he made friends with the same boiling and restless lives, assembled into an army, and declared war on the mainstream.They pay attention to witchcraft and magic, homosexuality, and abnormal life, just because these are on the opposite side of reason.They use chaotic logic, absurd forms, irregular composition, and distorted colors to resist mainstream aesthetics and value systems, and use barbarism to fight against civilization.

They oppose for the sake of opposing, and resist for the sake of resisting.

In this era when science replaced religion as a new belief, rationality first took over the natural sciences, and discoveries in the fields of physics, chemistry, and biology emerged in an endless stream; then it invaded social sciences, and moral and ethical norms followed one after another.Neoclassicism once again binds humanity with symmetry and solemnity.Rationality involves all aspects of life, trivial to pervasive, shutting people's passion and impulse in impenetrable darkness.

"Ouzo" is the rebel and adventurer who grew up in the darkness.Vigorous life wants to grow wantonly and occupy all the space.It revels in a supernatural garb, tears the gods out of the mortal world to dance, and flocks to the hole where people peep into the darkness with a life-or-death determination.

Even if I die, I will let you see it.

You can't silence me forever.

They firmly believe that even if they are on the fringes, they cannot be ignored, and they demand a legitimate place for chaos and ugliness from art.However, what Wang Jiexi was told was: stay in the dark and don't let them see you.This life that cannot be shaken by death is not accepted by any civilization system. He is on the edge of the edge, weaker than weak.

Yu Wenzhou's Adam's apple rolled up and down, trying to organize his words: "During this process, you still haven't found your own kind and obtained a credible explanation?"

"The word similar is difficult to define. Judging from the shape, I should be a person like you, so what power made me escape your death; if immortality is the essence that distinguishes me from others, then why do Sophia and I have Different shape and similar to you? I can't tell what is my kind, just collect all the things related to witches, and hope that when I collect enough, they will include everything Leona, and there may be something in it that is me The key to being alive."

"What do you mean by immortality? Is your natural life not exhausted, or is it that external forces cannot kill you?"

"The latter, at the beginning, I didn't understand what Leona said, stay in the dark and don't let others see it. Knowing that a boy who only appears in the middle of the night with a black cat in his arms will bring people fear is a later thing , I was hanged. The result was that they were more afraid, and I learned through their fear that I was different."

Wang Jiexi maintained his calmness as always, but Yu Wenzhou felt even more sad because of this: Even if he stayed in the dark, he still did not escape people's malice.

Anger occupied Yu Wenzhou's heart, he did wrong for Wang Jiexi.Why should we be ostracized and persecuted just because we are different?

At the end of the break, there was no hammock at all, and he followed Wang Jiexi back to the ground.God knows how hard it took him to resist the urge to hug Wang Jiexi, wanting to tell Wang Jiexi: don't care about those people, just let them be afraid because of their ignorance.Your existence does not need to be recognized by others.