Wrong body

(Don't be affected by the name, this chapter is not the last chapter)

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On the day Xinlihe entered the liquidation, Gao Yunzhe got up early.He is used to the early morning when there is someone next to the bed. Recently, every time he wakes up, his first reaction is to touch the bed beside him.There was always someone there before, curled up, rolling his quilt.

Not anymore.No one would fight him for the quilt anymore, and no one would kick him in the middle of the night, muttering loudly, Yunzhe bastard, and laughing at himself who was insomnia in the middle of the night.

Chu Yi left.He walked away cleanly, and he didn't leave a letter behind, and he didn't give him a word.Probably blamed himself for being stingy and used it as a counterattack.Yes, he was stingy enough in the past, all the tenderness and kindness used on him had to be withheld, calculating whether it should be given or not.

He was afraid that if he gave too much, he would misunderstand, or he would misunderstand himself.

But now there is no need for that.He opened the newspaper, and Meijiang Daily published a new article today - this local tabloid had become famous earlier for exclusively publishing a special article on Xin Lihe.This release is Chen Zhiyuan's biography. The writer calmly narrates the ill-fated life of this business legend.

Gao Yunzhe had read the article two days earlier, and Luo Wang sent him a manuscript alone, along with a diary and a recording pen, and left a note for Gao Yunzhe, just a few words: Please understand, These are all his efforts, and I am just a messenger.

He turned on the recorder and heard a familiar voice.The other party used the same voice to call his name many times, sometimes angry, sometimes calm, and sometimes depressed: when he longed for himself but couldn't get a response, he always lowered his voice and called him over and over again.

Gao Yunzhe never answered.

Someone knocked on the door, and Xiao Zhou came in as usual to deliver the documents for him.This was Xiao Zhou's last working day, but the other party still performed his duties and completed all the work properly.

Gao Yunzhe signed one by one.He sold all the assets he held, among which the Yao family took over Zhenlangxuan.When Yao Luyi was talking to him before, she asked about Chu Yi's situation, but he couldn't answer, so Omega shook her head and said Gao Yunzhe, you should go to him.

Where to look for it, if a person wants to hide it, how should he look for it.After hearing this, Yao Luyi seldom sneered, saying that I was not mistaken, you are not suitable for business, Gao Yunzhe, you are so cowardly that I am amazed.

He didn't argue with it.Yao Luyi is not wrong, he has never been interested in doing business, and the dealings in the mall seem to him only boring.He returned to Sanshan as a sacrifice.His background, identity, body, everything about him is a prop used to fulfill his father's last wish.He doesn't want to know, doesn't want to feel anything.If fate is like this, all the people he once cared about will only suffer misfortune in the end, then he doesn't care about anyone anymore.He is willing to succumb to this fate.

Gao Yunzhe pressed his brow, the scar on his right eyebrow is still there, it is the proof that he lived past 20 years old.He had thought he would not survive, and his memory of the ten years since he had been separated from his mother was rather vague, drifting alone overseas, swinging like a kite without strings.He tried many things, the bad ones, and the more depraved his life became, the more illusory he became.

Later, he became obsessed with extreme sports and tried skydiving and rock climbing, but his favorite was motorcycles.Ren Fan often talked about him at that time, saying that he was afraid of receiving calls from the hospital every day saying that something happened to you.He didn't answer, he thought he would die if he wanted to, anyway, it was a cheap life, except for Ren Fan, a friend who might be sad for two days, who else would remember.Motorbikes are really good things, they seem to be able to get rid of everything when riding on them.When drag racing, he often sticks to the side of the cliff on the mountain road consciously. Below is the sea, which is empty. If he falls, there will be no future.

This feeling of being close to danger will make his adrenaline rush.Only at this moment when he clearly saw the distance between life and death, did he feel that he was still alive.

Such overdraft of luck is bound to be punished, and the car accident that Ren Fan talked about happened as scheduled when he was 20 years old.After his mother passed away, he was almost devastated. How long he can last and how long he will be alone, I don't know.He deliberately picked a rainy night to go up the mountain, intending to end his life on the highway, thinking that he would be relieved, but God let him stay.After escaping from the dead, he was seriously injured. In addition to being blind, his glands were also closed due to severe injuries, unable to emit pheromone, and he became a complete useless person.

He was tossed around in various hospitals before ending up on the outskirts of Cornwall.On the day he regained mobility, he decided to say goodbye to the world he had had enough of and had had enough of him.On the same day, he met Mercury who changed his fate.Angel of his life.

Every minute of meeting Xiaoye is so precious that it cannot be replaced. In countless midnights, he woke up and heard Xiaoye's breathing in the hospital bed next door, and prayed to the heavenly father to let time stop here, even if he will only be in this moment in his future life. In between, he will not regret it.

Heavenly Father couldn't hear his prayer, so Xiaoye finally left.On the day he regained consciousness, he found under the pillow Xiaoye's idiot machine that he had given him before his death. Looking out from the window of the ward, his vision was almost blurred by the day's sunlight, and he managed to see the big cherry tree in the deep valley, which was bare. Branches, like jagged bones.

From the beginning to the end, he never saw a flower bloom.

After processing the documents, Gao Yunzhe went to the garden.He moved back to Fangzhai from Banyu last month, alone.He stood in the garden and looked at the cherry tree for a long time.He planted the tree when he returned to Sanshan. To commemorate the small leaves, it fell down once in the middle due to a heavy rain. He thought it would continue to grow after planting it back. Unexpectedly, it was attacked by insects at the beginning of the year, and it was gnawed inside. Now it is dying.

He picked up the axe, cut down the tree himself, and then asked Xiao Zhou to go to the health center by car.

Ren Fan received him.When Gao Yunzhe asked about Gao Yonglin's situation, Ren Fan sighed and said it was not good.

Didn't you change a treatment method before?

He is very repulsive and does not cooperate. I think he should be punishing himself. This state is the most correct for him. He hopes that he will not get better.

Ren Fan raised his finger and pointed to a patient sitting in a wheelchair not far away, being pushed by a nurse.Gao Yunzhe walked over, and the nurse walked away when she saw the family members, leaving space for the two of them.

Gao Yunzhe stood in front of the wheelchair.Gao Yonglin's eyes were dull, and he didn't care about his appearance.This once star-studded omega, adorned with jewels, is now wrapped in a thin hospital gown, staring straight at the few flowers in the flowerbed in front of her, clapping her hands and singing.

My brother bought me flowers, one red and one white, so pretty, all pretty...

He kept singing, and continued to go out of tune.Gao Yunzhe didn't listen for a long time, he silently put a group photo on Gao Yonglin's lap, turned and left.

In the group photo, the tall alpha and the beautiful omega are so close, like a couple.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Xiao Zhou handed over the car keys to Gao Yunzhe.It was his off-duty time, and from then on, he was no longer Assistant Zhou.

Xiao Zhouquan's name is Zhou Tianjing.With Tian Jing, the name is placed on beta, which is very ambitious.Xiao Zhou is indeed a capable person who deserves the name.He has been with Gao Yunzhe for six years, and everything is taken care of properly. Even if he changes jobs, he will definitely be able to make a breakthrough.

Gao Yunzhe shook hands with him and said that you have worked hard for the past few years.Whatever Xiao Zhou said was his own business.

At [-]:[-], Assistant Zhou became Zhou Tianjing.Before he left, he said to Gao Yunzhe in a private tone for the first time, if you meet Chu Yi in the future, can you convey a word for me?

you say.

It is true that God rewards those who work hard, but I now believe that there are more times when life goes wrong.

Gao Yunzhe didn't understand and was wondering, the other party said Dongjia, and then changed his name, saying Yunzhe, good luck.

He does need a little more luck, and maybe everyone does.Gao Yunzhe drove to the half-mountain platform of Tianmei Mountain. It was approaching evening, and he sat there alone watching the sunset.He remembered the first time he met Chu Yi, the chaotic street, where people abandoned morality and just wanted to indulge for one night.

That day was Xiaoye's death day, the ninth year since he lost Xiaoye.

He didn't want to stay longer, but that beta, that beta with omega imitation fragrance, just appeared, the other party fell from the sky, stood in front of him, smiled and asked him, are you waiting for someone, if not, how about killing time with me ?

He is waiting.He is always waiting for someone who is impossible to come back, someone who almost has the same wish to become an omega as the beta in front of him.For a long time after he met Chu Yi, he was unwilling to admit that he saw Xiaoye's shadow in him from the first moment he saw him—like, it was because he looked so much like him that he hated him so much. he. Beta's indulgence, promiscuity and infidelity seem to be a living mockery of Xiaoye, and his appearance tarnishes the pure lover in memory.

It doesn't matter if such a person is violated and tortured, he shows no mercy to Chu Yi. Beta was more stubborn than he thought, he didn't give in, he burned himself with a blazing flame, and despised himself who was so cowardly that he ravaged a substitute.

They have a deep prejudice against each other, and he has hurt him deeply since the first meeting.

Xinlihe's liquidation process lasted for about half a year, during which Gao Yunzhe completely severed ties with the Gao family and became a person again.He can't find a place to go, and spends a lot of time every day sitting in front of his mother's tombstone, talking to the only person who is willing to listen to him.

He told her that he was very unhappy and couldn't sleep all night. Once he closed his eyes, he would see Chu Yi's face.He panicked because of this, before that, he would only think about one person crazily, Xiaoye, even though he didn't know what he looked like at all.

He said that his relationship with Chu Yi was very unfair.First was the 1000 million deal, and then the neck ring that locked the other party. He regarded Chu Yi as a bird in a cage, and as long as he was locked up, he would not escape, but Chu Yi was never obedient. The beta who can settle down, he will not stay in that cage obediently, he will fly on him, poke him, poke him, and ask him why you look unhappy, I think you don't like it current self.

Chu Yi was the first person to say that he liked his pheromones.He knew what he smelled like, and the lovers who stayed by his side never discussed this issue in order to please him, and his competitors attacked him, making fun of him as an e-type alpha, but he was just a countryman who smelled of mud.He never explained the real body of his pheromone to anyone, but Chu Yi, a beta, told him that he liked his strange pheromone.That's not a lie, every time Chu Yi hugged him when he got sick, and when he was addicted to his pheromone, he knew that he wasn't lying.

He didn't like this feeling of being seen through. He had warned and threatened Chu Yi many times, but couldn't help secretly enjoying this state of being demanded, and then he simply gave up, thinking of treating him as a treatment, and occasionally making him happy. Little do they know that once there is a crack in some things, they are no longer indestructible, such as his defense, his reason, and his leaflet.

He asked his mother: I think of Xiaoye less and less now, why can you remember Chen Zhiyuan for 20 years, but I will forget Xiaoye in just ten years?

During the time when Chu Yi was kidnapped, he tried to think about all the possibilities of losing him, but finally found that none of the possibilities could be accepted by him.This made him realize what was going bad, even though he tried his best to control himself, but the speed of going bad was faster than his introspection, and one day, he thought he would betray Xiao Ye.

He didn't talk about Xiaoye with Chu Yi, but Chu Yi was very smart, and it was useless to hide it.On Christmas Eve he asked him if he would say a word of love to him.He tried several times, but only one word was left for him.

I.just me.

He asked his mother: I have never been good enough for him, he cannot and should not love me to such an extent.

After Chu Yi left, it took him a long time to calm down, and he also tried to lower his posture to keep the other party.In fact, he didn't know what Chen Zhiyuan and Gao Yonglin's plans were, but he didn't care. If Chu Yi was willing to accompany him, disappearing, dying, or embracing each other until the end, it didn't seem too lonely.

But Chu Yi, the Chu Yi who loved him so much that he gave him freedom, would never listen to him.

He asked his mother: Can I still wait for him?

The mother looked at him quietly through the posthumous photos, without answering.

He asked again, going back and forth like this, repeating this self-questioning and self-answering.Until the day Xinlihe finished the liquidation, he received a message from Chu Zhen, saying that he wanted to meet him, and Chu Yi left some things to give to him.

He immediately said yes, and asked if he could go to Chu's house to find him now.

Chu Zhen replied: Tomorrow at [-] o'clock at noon, half an island in the city.

Back here again.That time he was late on purpose to embarrass the Chu family.This time he had already sat down at eleven o'clock. In spring, all the rare flowers in the Banyu Garden were in bloom and full of vitality. He had once seen Chu Yi's reflection through the window.

At twelve o'clock, Chu Zhen showed up on time, and Mr. Li came with him.A few days ago, I heard that the two had made an engagement.Congratulations, Gao Yunzhe shook hands with Chu Zhen.The other party is much more stable than when we first met, and he is no longer so panicked. It seems that Mr. Li has influenced him a lot with his personality.

The three of them sat down, knowing the purpose of coming, so they omitted unnecessary opening remarks, and Chu Zhen took out a box and handed it to him.The box was the one that Chu Yi took from his mother's room back then, and it contained the only remaining memories of him and Xiaoye.

He always thought it was a silent punishment for Chu Yi to take it away, punishing him for refusing to share his love with him.The square box was in front of him now, but he didn't answer it, and asked Chu Zhen where he was.

Chu Zhen couldn't hold back anymore, sobbed softly, saying that I don't know.

Mr. Li patted him on the back, comforted him not to worry, and spoke slowly.After Chu Zhen recovered for a while, she recovered her voice and said that Xiao Yi left, and no one knew where he was going. Before he left, he asked me to wait for a chance after everything was over and return this to you.

He still refused to answer.He was waiting, and this time he was waiting for another person. He still had hope that maybe Chu Yi would come back by himself one day, then he——

Mr. Li let out a sigh and said Mr. Xiao Gao, take it, you have to open it.

He closed his eyes for a while, took it and opened it, and the original contents were gone, leaving only a photo album.He opened it, and from the first page were his photos.When working, when thinking, when sleeping soundly in the middle of the night - how did Chu Yi take these scenes?The other party does often fiddle with the camera, but he never knows that the lens of the camera in his hand is aimed at himself.

He flipped through the pages, reading very slowly, each page was a trace of their lives, and when the fragmented memories were pieced together, he realized that in Chu Yi's eyes, he had never smiled once.

Chu Yi, it's not worth it, I'm not worth so much from you.

I am sorry.

If the heavenly father allows, he is willing to spend his whole life's luck, and change the time to change the opportunity to go back to that meeting, or earlier, before he met Chu Yi on midnight street.

He will not be a cold person, and will not vent his despair and helplessness in mourning Xiaoye on him.He will do a normal self-introduction and ask him carefully, hello, may I know your name, I want to meet you.

There are no such good things.there has never been.

He turned to the last page of the photo album and saw the real punishment from the Heavenly Father.

A photo of Xiaoye and him lay in it.He remembered the elopement in the afternoon, and he later studied Chinese hard because he couldn't understand many words of Xiaoye.But now he understands that even if he can understand, the words that his ears and heart can understand always have two meanings.

Just like what Xiaoye said when he was dragged by the sea in Cornwall that day to the end of the world.He said, after becoming an omega, I will take good care of myself, talk about the best relationship, find an alpha with my favorite pheromone, and live a happier life than anyone else, much, much happier.

He made a wish for him then.Xiaoye, you will, I pray for you, I bless you.

He's the dumbest guy in the world.He should tell him that it doesn't matter even if you are not an omega.You can still cherish yourself, have the best relationship, and live a happier life than anyone else.

But what he should say most is, I will cherish you, talk about the best love with me, and live a happier life with me than anyone else.

He put away this memory and cherished it as a treasure.Afterwards, he smashed countless imitations of memories, until one of the fragments cut his hand, and he realized that he had already broken the most important thing.

The heavenly father had done it long ago, and he had already exhausted all the good luck in his life. In the 20-year-old Cornwall County, the best had already come, so the gods closed their eyes and acquiesced to all the misses and regrets in the world.

Next to the group photo is the Ouroboros brooch he gave to Xiaoye.

The scales are shining, ringed from head to tail.