Wrong body

It was past eight o'clock when Chu Yi returned to Fang's house.When he entered the room, Mrs. Wang came up to greet him, and said in a rare reproachful tone: "Mr. Chu, where have you been? The boss has been waiting for you for a while, come in quickly."

He followed the other into the living room.The indoor lights added a bit of warmth against the night. This was the Christmas he had been looking forward to for a long time.The decoration of the house was added by Chu Yi himself bit by bit, the Christmas tree he chose, the light strings he bought, and the gifts he wrapped.Their mission is to create beautiful memories.

Gao Yunzhe stood in front of the Christmas tree. When he saw Chu Yi coming back, he frowned slightly: "Didn't you tell me to come back early, why did you run out first?"

Chu Yi smiled at him: "It's nothing, I'm bored waiting, go out for a stroll, I'll go upstairs to change clothes first."

He secretly took away the wrapped presents under the Christmas tree, went upstairs and locked the door, squatted down for a few minutes before he had the strength to stand up, quickly changed his clothes, then took out the luggage from the closet, packed the presents with a few Throw the casual clothes in, and then open the drawer to find the box inside and put it together with the diary.

Finally, he fumbled out the check that was lying underneath.Unexpectedly, the 1000 million that Chu Qiang gave came in handy in the end. Chu Yi touched the edge with his fingertips. The paper was sharp and a small cut was made, but he lost the pain. He silently put the check into his pocket and put the luggage in the behind the door.

A light piece of paper weighs a thousand catties in the bag.Chu Yi went out of the room, every step he took, his heart sank a little, and he had already fallen to the bottom when he went downstairs.Gao Yunzhe was still standing in front of the Christmas tree, seeming to be studying the decorations on it, with a very serious expression.

There are various pendant streamers wrapped around the tree, which are colorful.Chu Yi walked up to him and asked, "How is it? This is the first time I've arranged a Christmas tree. Did it look good?"

Alpha replied: "It looks a bit messy, you shouldn't be greedy to hang so many odds and ends."

Indeed, Gao Yunzhe was right.He is greedy and wants everything, but sometimes people have to learn to choose.Chu Yi was silent, Gao Yunzhe thought that what he said directly caused him some kind of shock, he pursed his lips and took off a star from the Christmas tree, and put it in his hand, "Just take this away."

Chu Yi held the star pendant: "It looks much better."

Gao Yunzhe observed his expression, reached out and gently stroked his neck ring, so that Chu Yi had to look up at himself: "Didn't you say that you have something important to tell me this afternoon?"

Chu Yi moved his throat and raised his smiling face: "Yes, but let's eat first, let's talk after we finish eating, Mrs. Wang made a lot of delicious food today."

He dragged Gao Yunzhe to the table and sat down.Mrs. Wang prepared dishes for them. She put in a lot of effort tonight and prepared quite a lot of dishes.Chu Yi chatted with Gao Yunzhe while eating. He kept talking, as if he wanted to talk about his whole life in this meal. From the TV series he watched in his spare time to the news that was hotly discussed in the city recently, no matter what there was or not, everything Sharing with Gao Yunzhe, I talked a lot.

alpha is his listener.Gao Yunzhe occasionally asked a few questions, but most of the time he looked at him with probing eyes.Chu Yi said that he was thirsty, so he kept drinking.He has a good capacity for drinking, so that he won't get drunk. When the alcohol gets up, he gets a little excited. He stands up and says he wants to go for a walk in the garden, and asks Gao Yunzhe to accompany him.

The other party did not refuse, but asked Mrs. Wang to find a thick coat for Chu Yi to put on.They went into the garden of night, and there was still light snow falling outside, and the flowers made of ice floated and melted on their bodies, and withered faster than any creature in nature.Chu Yi shrunk his neck, shouted that it was cold after walking a few steps, turned around and leaned against Gao Yunzhe, refusing to move, and said to keep me warm.

Gao Yunzhe didn't let him in either, but pulled off his coat to wrap him up.The two snuggle together.More snow fell, falling on Chu Yi's eyelids and cheeks.Alcohol made his brain a little dizzy, his eyes began to sore, and thoughts, plans, and words to say were crowded in his heart.He doesn't have much time left.

"You have something on your mind."

Gao Yunzhe said this suddenly, and Chu Yi smelled the faint pheromone on his body in his arms, "Really, how do you know?"

"Every time you have something on your mind, you will talk a lot." Gao Yunzhe hugged him tighter: "What exactly do you want to tell me?"

Chu Yi raised his head. How he wished that his eyes could be turned into copiers so that he could write down the complete appearance of the person in front of him.

"What's the matter," he said softly, "I just want to remind you again that we have to exchange gifts at night, lest you forget. You are very forgetful."

Gao Yunzhe watched him for a long time, and gradually relaxed, "My memory is so bad." He stroked the snow off Chu Yi's shoulders, and held his hand, "Go in, it's too cold outside."

When they returned to the living room, Mrs. Wang lit up the Christmas tree. The lights were dazzlingly beautiful.Standing by the tree, Gao Yunzhe took out a small box from his coat pocket.

When he gave this gift, his movements were a little stiff, and he didn't say Merry Christmas.Chu Yi took it, the box was very light, he held it to his ear and shook it, and heard the sound of rolling metal.

"You are really prepared, what if I am not prepared?"

He made a relaxed tone and didn't open the box immediately.Gao Yunzhe stretched out his hand to him: "Bring it."

I am sorry.

I am so sorry.

Gao Yunzhe, I want you to suffer again.

He apologized in his heart, reached into his pocket, took out the check after fumbling several times, and handed it to the other party.

Gao Yunzhe was a little puzzled at first.Until he saw the number written on the check and the signature of the person below, he raised his head suddenly: "Chu Yi, what are you doing."

Chu Yi has seen many expressions on his face.So shocked, so uncertain, but it was the first time. Alpha was at a loss in front of him, but he couldn't taste the joy of victory, and tried to calm his voice: "I paid back the money, can that agreement be over?"

"Are you sick or have a fever?" Gao Yunzhe threw down the check and grabbed his shoulder: "This is what you want to give me?!"

Gao Yunzhe used a lot of strength, and it hurt Chu Yi very much, but the pain was nothing.He was sober and could no longer numb himself with that little alcohol. He didn't dare to look at Gao Yunzhe, bowed his head and said: "I don't want to spend with you anymore, Gao Yunzhe, I'm tired. I'll wait for you when I come back from that vacation." For half a year, I think I can wait until you change your mind, but now I want to understand, as long as you have that beta in your heart, I will never be able to replace him, and you will not love me."

He uttered the lines he had thought up one by one, and each word was hobbed with the tip of his tongue: "Since you don't want to, then don't waste any more time. Or would you like to say that you love me? Say it to me now. "

So vile.

He loves him, he loves the whole of him, including the part of him that loves others, but now he wants to force him to give up.

"I."

Gao Yunzhe said the first word.He said it several times, only this word.

He silenced, and finally let him go.Chu Yi picked up the check and hung it on the Christmas tree.He went upstairs and picked up the luggage bag hidden at the door. When he went out, Mrs. Wang was in a daze, and hurriedly called Mr. Chu, Mr. Chu!Where are you going!

He said goodbye to her and turned to look at Gao Yunzhe one more time. Alpha stood there alone, the Christmas tree was still brightly lit, surrounding him, the colorful lights were not at all warm.

hate me.don't forgive me.

He didn't say goodbye to Gao Yunzhe, as if this wasn't a real parting.Chu Yi walked out of Fang Zhai and walked down Tianmei Mountain on two legs.He walked for two hours, he was patient, he couldn't think about Gao Yunzhe, not even for a second.As long as you think about it, it's a pain that even if ten fingers are cut off, it won't be worth it.

At the foot of Tianmei Mountain, Chu Yi hired a taxi.He was still running business on Christmas Eve, but the driver was in a good mood. While listening to the radio and humming, he said Merry Christmas to Chu Yi, my guest.

Chu Yi reported the destination, the apartment in the southern district that he hadn't been back to for more than a year.He had his bones removed and he collapsed on the back seat.Reaching into the pocket of his clothes, on the left is the star pendant Gao Yunzhe took off for him, and on the right is the Christmas gift Gao Yunzhe gave him.

He held the gift box in front of him and opened it.

Seeing what was inside, Chu Yi was stunned for a few seconds, and the tears that he endured all the way on Tianmei Mountain fell uncontrollably.Tremblingly, he picked up the key in the box, reached out and groped for the keyhole of the neck ring, inserted it gently and turned it open.

The shackles set by that alpha disintegrated in his hands.Gao Yunzhe had already been willing to let him go free.

Something in his heart was crushed, turning into angular pieces stuck in his chest.Chu Yi had strong regrets. He thought he was strong enough to make up his mind not to be sad, but the pain at this moment was like sea water entering his lungs, making him unable to breathe.

He can't be saved.Don't save it.If Gao Yonglin wants them to die, it doesn't matter if he dies with Gao Yunzhe.

Just go to hell.As long as they are together.

"Please go back—"

He straightened up, trying to turn the driver around, but his hand touched another box in the luggage bag.It was something he got from Fang Jie's room. At that time, he chose the diary, but he never had time to open it.

The driver heard the first half of the sentence he blurted out, and asked the guest what you said and which way to drive, but in exchange for a silence in the back row.

Inside the box lie his past, present and future.

A cheap bead chain, the white beads all yellowed.A fool machine.and a photo.

Opening the photo, under the big cherry tree, a boy raised his camera and grabbed the people around him to take a selfie. The 20-year-old youth avoids the camera, and his face of helplessness is clearly recorded. Unfortunately, the boy's technique is not good, and the exposure point falls on himself, so that his entire face is hidden behind the white light.

The back of the photo reads: With Xiaoye, July [-].

Fate fools all beings.It treats them as toy villains who perform wonderful scenes, and it doesn't matter where they are mentioned and where they land.The young man on the taxi broke down in tears, the driver quieted down and quietly turned up the volume of the radio, the brisk voice of the DJ echoed in the car.He said to the audience, happy Christmas Eve, and it will be twelve o'clock in 5 minutes. Finally, he gave everyone a song about tomorrow.Tomorrow, I wonder if you will still be alone?