Wrong body

When Mina came back with a beer, she saw two betas with ugly faces, sitting there eating food in silence.She saw Chu Yi from Zhao Ming, put the beer on the table, and shouted happily: "Here's the wine, drink it."

She set an example by opening a bottle of booze for two sips.The girl was in a surprisingly high spirits tonight and drank without stopping. Zhao Ming was in a bad mood because Chu Yi refused to let her be tracked down, so he punched Mina with her.This kid didn't drink well, and his game was even worse. He didn't win two rounds. Instead, he got drunk first, fell on the chair and smirked at the other two.

Mina laughed and scolded Zhao Ming for being useless, clenched her fists, and turned to Chu Yi: "Xiao Yi, it's your turn, hurry up and stay with me."

Chu Yi played a few rounds with her, he won a lot, and Mina didn't run away from drinking, she just drank it when she lost, but Chu Yi felt that she had drunk too much, so he took away the plastic cup: "You drink too much." He was a little bit blamed, turned around and called the proprietress, please bring us a bottle of mineral water.

"Who said that?" Mina argued with him blushing, "I've only had a few sips, so I can continue."

That's what people who drink too much say.While coping with her wishes, Chu Yi poured out the wine in the glass, replaced it with water and handed it to her.Mina refused to drink, and she couldn't hold the cup firmly again and again, and all the water was spilled on the clothes. She slapped the water away and rolled up the sleeves of the sweater again.

The exposed arms are mottled in color.Not only simple bruises, but also several purple-red dot scars, which look like they were burned by cigarette butts, and the crowding together is shocking.

Chu Yi was silent after seeing it, and closed his mouth tightly.Mina probably drank too much, so she wiped off the water stains as if nothing happened, put down her sleeves, and said to him with a smile: "Xiao Yi, drink up, have a good day, can you have a few more drinks with me?"

She opened a bottle of beer with a bottle opener and brought it to Chu Yi.Chu Yi didn't answer, he got up suddenly and grabbed Mina's wrist: "Bring something, I'll take you to the police station right now."

The friend struggled to escape from Chu Yi's grasp: "Xiao Yi, what are you doing?"

"Jin Meina, do you want to be beaten to death by Liao Feng!"

He yelled loudly, and Zhao Ming, who had been drinking too much, trembled when he heard it, sobered up, and looked at the two foolishly.The diners on the side were also attracted, looking away curiously at them.

Mina didn't wear heavy makeup today, she has a few freckles on her cheeks, her nose is also red, and she looks like a teenage girl against her snow-white face.She was at a loss, her lips were trembling, and she carefully sat back on the chair: "Don't talk about Xiao Yi, I won't drink anymore, can you sit down first?"

Chu Yi ignored: "He beat you yesterday, burned you with cigarettes today, and forced you to die tomorrow. Do you not cry when you see the coffin, or do you think that kind of scum will turn back for your prodigal son one day? Impossible Jin Mina, haven't you been cheated enough? How long will it be enough? He doesn't love you at all, so wake up!"

The things you say when you are angry are always the most hurtful.Mina opened her eyes wide, tears streaming down her face.Zhao Ming couldn't stand listening to it, so he stood up and teased Chu Yi: "Brother Yi, with so many people watching, don't embarrass Mina too much."

Chu Yi waved his hand away, feeling as uncomfortable as a cloud of black clouds.don't you hurt?He wanted to ask, how long can you endure lying to yourself for so many years?

These questions choked in his throat and chest, leaving Chu Yi in a daze.Did he want to ask Mina, or who did he want to ask?He hates her for being cowardly and not self-loving, is it because he has already discovered that when he looks at Mina, he is looking in the mirror.He is hating the same self.

He whispered: "I will help you, Mina, break up with Liao Feng, and you can start over."

The girl raised her head: "Help me? How can you help? Xiao Yi, you can't protect yourself now, you can't help me. I beg you, don't worry about me anymore, can you just let me die?"

With tears in her eyes, she picked up her bag and fled.The high-heeled shoes the girl was wearing, her running figure swayed in the night, as if she was about to fall at any time.

Zhao Ming stood there.He looked at it for a long time, and said to Chu Yi: "Brother Yi, why did you expose Mina's scar? She didn't want to do this either, she was very bitter."

"If she had been stronger, she would have escaped from the sea of ​​suffering."

Zhao Ming rarely sneered at him: "Not everyone can wake up in time, Brother Yi, it's easy for you to say it, but it's the same for yourself? You say you think of Mina, but in fact, you just say these words to make yourself feel better Meina and I both know what method you used to settle your debts. Seeing you persevere makes us feel very sad. We are incapable and cannot help you in your most difficult time. Today I will ask you and Meina to come out, I think it’s almost Chinese New Year, everyone has a happy meal, forget about those things for a while, but you... Forget it, I won’t talk too much, I will listen to you and stop looking into that matter, it’s getting late, I’ll go back first gone."

He put on his backpack and turned around to leave.

"Zhao Ming." Chu Yi stopped him. "Feel sorry."

The younger generation shook his head: "Farewell, Brother Yi, you didn't do anything wrong to others. In this sentence, you owe yourself the most."

The party got together in disarray, and no one was happy when we parted.Chu Yi felt uncomfortable, so he sat down and drank.After watching the play, the diners turned their necks and went back to their dinners.The atmosphere in the stalls was lively, and there were many people at every table, only Chu Yi's table was empty.After finishing two bottles of wine, the more he drank, the more bitter his mouth became, so he went to pay the bill.The proprietress wiped his change, then ran to the kitchen to pack a box of fried dough and stuffed it into Chu Yi's hands, saying thank you for your help in the past and wishing you a happy new year in advance.

Chu Yi was carrying a plastic bag of snacks, feeling a little dizzy from alcohol, he didn't want to take a car, so he walked on the street.The driver who brought him didn't dare to talk or move, and drove slowly behind.Chu Yi was annoyed by being followed, turned around and said you go back, let me stay alone, and I will call a taxi to go back when it is late.

The driver was obedient, turned around and left.Chu Yi crossed the street, the Chinese New Year was approaching, and red festive decorations were hung everywhere, making the always gray city a little more festive.He kept walking until his hands in his coat pockets were frozen stiff, and he didn't look back.As long as there is a way ahead, he keeps going.

My mind is a mess, I can't sort it out.When walking past a restaurant, Chu Yi stopped.He was attracted by the sight.The restaurant is small, with tables next to each other, full of people.Chu Yi looked in through the glass window, the atmosphere was so good, the heat was rushing to the window, covering it with a layer of haze.The guests ate and drank, talked and laughed in low or loud voices, and if they had fun, they held hands with lovers, family and friends, and danced to the music played in the restaurant.They danced casually, and the dancing posture looked a little funny, but they were all in pairs, head to head and neck to neck, swaying next to each other, no one left alone.

Chu Yi approached the glass window, he was fascinated by it, and wanted to let himself into the excitement.It's a pity that the waiter in the restaurant walked to the window, quickly closed the curtains, and took away the light from his eyes.The warmth in the glass window disappeared in an instant, and only a thin figure was reflected, looking back at Chu Yi blankly.

His eyes were sore, and he really wanted to draw someone next to this person to make up for the shortcomings and become as happy as the other side of the window.But he couldn't draw it no matter what, and he was afraid that the other party would wait too long and be lonely, so he reached out and touched the palm of the figure.

The glass that the palm of the hand is attached to has no temperature, it only feels cold.From childhood to adulthood, he thought that he had already learned to accept from falling down again and again, and was used to being the one who was left behind, and pretended to be chic, saying that I don't care.

he cares.He cares so much.Chu Yi couldn't bear it anymore, squatted down and cried loudly.He cried loudly, no one here knew him, no one came to him, and no one would hurt him.He doesn't have to pretend to be strong anymore.Those who say he is stubborn and prickly all over think he is an iron wall and can beat as much as he wants.But if they push hard, they will find that the wall is made of paper, so he is really strong.

Tears fell into the mouth, salty and astringent, and the ones that couldn't fall in fell on the ground, forming a pool.The world has only this empty street for company.How many minutes he cried, no count, no answer.He cried so much that everyone was trembling, as if he wanted to make up for the amount that he hadn't cried in the first half of his life today.Until a bright light flashed twice behind him.

Turning around, a car flashed double flashes at him, and the headlights dazzled his vision.Chu Yi blinked, and tears fell down his face along his eyelashes.The windows of the black car with the lights on were pushed down, and the people in the car showed their true faces.

The world is no longer just a lonely street.That was the alpha that raised him.