planting fields, raising children

Jing Xing was hesitant about whether to go to Han Guanghui, if he was born of a woman, he might not have so much hesitation.But his life experience is so bizarre, I don't know what kind of disturbance will be caused by such a confession.

But if you don't admit it, there will always be a hurdle in your heart that you can't get past.It's not that he wants to recognize this father too much. Although he is a little curious and yearning, the excitement is not very intense, and it is not enough to overwhelm his desire to maintain the status quo.At most, I hope that I can find an opportunity to visit him, and I will be satisfied if I know what kind of person he is.

If it was an ordinary person, he wouldn't take that much into account, but Han Guanghui's status was just like that.He once guessed that his father's identity should be unusual, but he did not expect it to be such an identity.Especially Han Guanghui, if you recognize him, he will be the second generation of the army, and he is still very domineering, cool and handsome.To be recognized as a monster by him, he can be crushed to death with a pinch of his fingers.Although he felt that the person chosen by his father should not be like this, he still felt panic in his heart.

But if they don't go, this period of history will be buried in such a distorted way, and the two can't hold hands with regrets, which is unfair to either of them, and the father's spirit in heaven will not be at peace.

Jing Xing felt depressed in his heart, which was quickly discovered by everyone.Jing Xing thought he was hiding it well, so he went around looking for Mother Jiang and asking about his father.Mama Jiang is a rough and thin person, especially when it comes to Jing Wenfei's matter, she gradually becomes different.

Mother Jiang finally couldn't bear it anymore and pulled Jing Xing into the room, "Xiao Xing, did you find out some news?"

"Ah? What news?"

Mother Jiang sighed, and patted his hand, "Xiaoxing, although you were not born to me, I feel as much about touching you as I would touching my own. Have you heard about your other father? "

Jing Xing lowered his head and hesitated, he always felt that this matter was unfair to Mother Jiang.Mother Jiang raised him and treated him no less than her own child.But now he always wants to find another father, because that person is of the opposite sex and he doesn't think that if he is replaced according to a normal family.He was raised by his stepfather, but when he grew up, he always wanted to find his biological father. Such a thing was too unfair to Jiang's mother, like an unfamiliar white-eyed wolf.

Jiang's mother knew what he was thinking when she saw him like this, "Your child is just like your father, with too many thoughts. If you go to your other father, you won't recognize me, this mother will not recognize our family? Mom will have some feelings in her heart." Sour, but I am more happy for you. There is one more person who loves you in this world, how can mom stop? Mom is only worried about this man being reliable? After all, you have a special background, and there are many dads who do things to their children in this world Mom. Although Mom thinks your dad won't find someone unreliable, she's still afraid of any accidents."

Having said that, Jing Xing didn't hide any more, and started talking about the past with Jiang's mother.

Mother Jiang's eyes turned red after hearing this, and she choked up for a while before she said, "No wonder, no wonder your father didn't want to go back to find that person, and he didn't want to tell us his background. It's not that he doesn't treat us as a family, but that he cares about us too much." , I was afraid that we would look down on him, so I dare not say it.”

"Mom, Dad said that the greatest luck in his life is meeting you, and he is the person he owes the most in his life. Don't blame him, okay?"

Mother Jiang patted his head, "Silly boy, why would Mom blame your dad? Mom loves your dad. With such a big thing on him, it's no wonder he always has a hard life. People's hearts are not stable, how can their bones be so weak?" Okay. If that person really mistakenly thought your dad was dead and didn't look for him, then it wouldn't be in vain for your dad to miss him until he died."

"Actually, we don't know much about what happened back then, but the general signs are probably the same. But, I don't know what to do now. Should I go to him, and what should I say if I go to him? "

Jiang's mother sighed, "This matter is really difficult for you. Mom thinks that this is a knot that your father has never gotten over in his life. Although people die and have nothing, but people who are alive must be able to solve it. , Forget about an unfulfilled wish. Mom is not interfering with what you do, but at this age, mom feels that life is not easy, and it is easier to walk away with fewer regrets."

Jing Xing fell silent, lowered his head thoughtfully.Mother Jiang said again: "Son, this is because you have to think about it carefully. Mom will support you in whatever decision you make. But remember, recognizing your relatives and untying the knot is the second. The most important thing is that you can't be hurt. Otherwise, you don't have to worry about it." , just living like this is better than getting into trouble."

"Mom—" Jing Xing's eyes were red, Jiang's mother always put him first, he and his father were so lucky to meet this family.

Mother Jiang felt sour, "Mom actually doesn't want you to take this risk in her own selfishness, but she doesn't want to see you live in regret and regret for the rest of your life, just like your father, driving yourself to death."

"Mom, don't worry, I won't let myself get hurt, and I won't let anyone break our current tranquility." Jing Xing put his head on Mother Jiang's lap, and acted like a child, "Mom, you How much good did my dad and I do in our previous lives to meet your old man?"

Mother Jiang let go of her gloominess, and nodded his head, "You are a child, you know how to make mom happy."

Jing Xing finally decided to look for Han Guanghui, but he was not in a hurry.First, he had to think of a perfect plan to ensure his personal safety. His identity was too special. Although he kept the other party's blood, he still couldn't feel at ease with someone he had never met; second, Han Guanghui was not so easy to meet.

After Mother Jiang found out about this, everyone except Jiang Gaoshan's family also knew about it.Grandpa Jiang patted Jing Xing's shoulder directly, telling him to do it boldly, and don't let himself regret it.Everyone said that no matter what happens, they will stand by his side, so that he will not have too much pressure.

When Jing Xing heard these words, his uneasiness calmed down a lot.I started to put this matter on the agenda in my heart, and planned to find a suitable opportunity to find Han Guanghui within this year, and even if I didn't tell him my identity, I still had to investigate clearly what happened back then.

The village party secretary came in and greeted him, followed by a thin guy with thick eyes. "Xiaoxing, Xiao Zhang, a technician from the County Agricultural Bureau, is here."

"Hurry up and sit in the room, why did you bump into each other?"

Zhang Fengshou smiled shyly, "Brother Jing, I went to the manor to look for you just now, but I came here when you were not around, but I went astray as I was walking, and luckily I met the branch secretary."

"Why don't you make a phone call? With your temperament that you can get lost at home, you dare to come here from the manor to find me." Jing Xing walked over with Chen Chen in his arms. Zhang Fengshou is a well-known road idiot. I got lost in the supermarket a few times and couldn't get out without finding the cashier. In the end, I was led out.The supermarket in the county is not very big, but this young man has the ability to get lost like this, and has become a big joke in the county.

Zhang Fengshou scratched his head, "I called you just now, but you didn't answer. I thought it would be easy to walk this way, but I didn't know that I just glanced at the butterfly and couldn't find the way."

Jing Xing shook his head helplessly, "You, what can you do if you continue to be so confused. What business do you want from me, why do you have to make a special trip?"

"Didn't you plant a lot of mulberry trees last year? Why don't I come here to have a look. Brother Jing, I just went to see your mulberry trees. They grow very well. It's a pity not to raise silkworms. Now we raise silkworms The profit is huge, and our county has a very good policy this year, not to mention a lot of subsidies, but also loans. You have planted so many mulberry trees, and you can borrow a lot of money."

Jing Xing also knew about this. The purpose of planting mulberry trees was to use them for loans later on.He had also thought about raising silkworms. They had been doing it for a while before, and Sanmei Wang had raised them.But not to mention the tediousness of raising silkworms, it is also very prone to problems.Although he didn't lose money at the time, he made too little money, so he didn't dare to get involved.Moreover, the sales channel is also a big problem. There is also a silk reeling factory in the county, but the price of this purchase is not stable.

"Our township chief also mentioned this matter, but none of us know about silkworm rearing. If we can't raise silkworms well, we will be blind for nothing."

When Zhang Fengshou saw what he meant, his face flushed red, and he said excitedly: "Brother Jing, you have to trust me, I'll be your instructor. Usually I can come here every now and then, and I'll stay with you on weekends Oh, I'm also very greedy for your little bamboo house, and I like that manor too much. You don't know that I feel awkward when I sit in an office, and I like to run around in mountain villages."

"But is this suitable for us to raise? I see that the effect of raising it in the past was not very good."

"Now the technology is different from before, and the types of silkworms are also different. Now this kind of silkworm is very suitable for our climatic conditions. Some people in nearby counties and cities have already succeeded, and they earned [-] to [-] yuan last year. Expanding breeding this year, it is estimated that we can Earn a hundred thousand. Your mulberry leaves have a better climate than that one, so there will be no problem."

Jing Xing also became a little moved when he heard this, Zhang Fengshou saw that there was something going on, and said more vigorously: "And now that the silk reeling factory in our county has been bought by Liang's, there will be absolutely no problem of not being able to sell it. Liang, you Do you know? The one who bought our sugar factory is definitely rich and powerful."

Everyone didn't know that Liang Haoquan was the person in charge of Liang's, but they felt familiar.But Liang Haoquan on the TV looked stern and unfriendly to strangers, but now Liang Haoquan was gentle and kind, so he couldn't think of going together at all.

Jing Xing subconsciously looked at Liang Haoquan who was washing dishes in the kitchen, why hadn't he heard Liang Haoquan mention this, he remembered that when Chen Xiangdong urged him to plant mulberry trees, the Liang family hadn't bought the silk reeling factory in their county yet.

"Okay, then I'll try. But don't dare to do too much for the first time. If you really screw up, you won't have to pay for it if you sell me. You won't make mistakes when you come to me to guide work, right?"

"Why, the bureau just wants to find a pilot project. If you succeed, it can be promoted throughout the county, and I can get credit for it. If it's not for other things in the bureau, I'll tie you up and not leave. "When Zhang Fengshou talked about the staff, he was not confused at all, and his eyes were shining.

Jing Xing said with a smile: "Then dare to be kind, I can't ask for it."

Liang Haoquan came over with a tea tray, "What are you talking about, so happy. Secretary, Xiao Zhang, try the oil tea I made, it's still warm."

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By the way, I also raised silkworms when I was a child (it was very popular at that time, and everyone in school had one), and then they turned into moths... I threw them on the mulberry tree