planting fields, raising children

When Lu Youshan opened his eyes, he found that there was snow in front of him. Why was he lying in the hospital? Although the furnishings in the hospital were all similar, he was sure that this was an easy ward, because there were blessings on the window that he had pasted during the Spring Festival. Character.

He is lying on the bed, wearing a hospital gown, so comfortable,

Lu Youshan wanted to get out of the hospital bed, but found that his whole body was limp and weak. The most unbelievable thing for him was that his legs recovered. Because Lu Youshan suffered from polio when he was a child, his right leg was atrophied and deformed, but now he has both legs It's the same, although it's thin and slender in the hospital gown, but he really feels that 'it' has become better!

He didn't know how many dreams he had since he was a child. He dreamed that when he woke up the next day, his legs were healed and he could run on the playground like other children, but every time he woke up, he was disappointed.Is this just a dream?Just as Lu Youshan was about to slap himself, a familiar face pushed the door in and was shocked when he saw him.

"Little Yi..."

Before Lu Youshan could respond, Ning Yan rushed over and took him into his arms, his body trembling slightly showing the excitement in his heart, "Xiao Yi, you finally woke up, you finally woke up! I knew you wouldn't Drop mine."

Lu Youshan's mind was buzzing, what happened, is this a dream?If it is a dream, why is it so real, if it is not a dream, why is it so bizarre?

Feeling An Yi's silence, Ning Yan's heart skipped a beat and he looked anxious, "Xiao Yi, are you still blaming me? I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I swear I'll never hurt you again. Forgive me once, okay?"

Lu Youshan had never seen Ning Yan's expression before, so gentle and cautious, as if holding a fragile glass, looking at him affectionately.Lu Youshan was bewitched by such affectionate eyes, he didn't know what happened, but if he could get such following eyes, he was willing to sink for it.

Lu Youshan made a decision that he later regretted.

Lu Youshan raised his skinny hand, stroked Ning Yan's head, smiled and shook his head.

Ning Yan didn't expect An Yi to have such a reaction, and burst into tears of joy, almost unable to believe this fact.His Xiaoyi didn't blame him, didn't want to run away from him, he just knew that his Xiaoyi would accept him!

"Xiao Yi, wait, wait, I'll go to the doctor right away." Ning Yan wiped away the excited tears from the corners of his eyes, and rushed out of the ward.

Lu Youshan looked at the skinny hand, and he knew what he looked like without looking in the mirror.He is very familiar with this body, and he has been taking care of this body carefully for the past year. He used to be so envious, and he also hoped that it would be great if he could have such a flawless body.

Unexpectedly, the dream has come true now, he didn't have the surprise he imagined, on the contrary, he was full of fear.

Yesterday afternoon, after helping An Yi wash up, he left the hospital.On the road, I met an old man who fell down, and no one was willing to help him up, so he went up and helped him up without thinking, and asked the old man to sit down in the flower bed.The grandfather repeatedly praised him for his love, and even pulled him into a chat, and even asked him strangely, what is the wish he most wants to realize.

Lu Youshan smiled and didn't answer, so the grandfather asked him to go back and think about it, praying to the moon will come true.Lu Youshan thought that the old man had Alzheimer's disease. He had taken care of such an old man before, and it was very interesting to talk like a child.

At night, when I saw the moon, Lu Youshan remembered what my grandfather said today, and for some reason he really said to the moon: "I want to have a healthy body, can you achieve it?"

He didn't expect that it would really come true today, and he possessed An Yi, whom he admired the most.This beautiful man who became a vegetable due to a car accident, this employer who was favored by God but abandoned.

He became An Yi, but what about his body?

Lu Youshan tried to find it, but no one knew where it went.The nurses and doctors in the hospital who had been full of praise for him couldn't help shaking their heads, thinking that he was responsible, but they still couldn't bear the huge debt and ran away.

Lu Youshan later asked Ning Yan if he remembered a nurse named Lu Youshan.Ning Yan couldn't think of a guy named 'Lu Youshan' until he reminded the nurses in the hospital.

"Oh, that polio, what are you talking about?"

Lu Youshan forgot Ning Yan's expression at that time, maybe it was contempt or an emotionless bystander.He only remembered that his heart was pricked like a needle, and his eyes were blurred by tears.

Lu Youshan still clearly remembers that once when he was taking care of An Yi, a strange man broke in and saw him, with a look of disgust and contempt on his face, "Why did you find a disabled nurse for Xiao Yi!"

Ning Yan was displeased at the time, and severely reprimanded the man on the spot, "Although Mr. Lu has inconvenient legs and feet, he is very qualified as a nurse and takes care of Xiao Yi very attentively. I won't allow you to insult him like this."

When Lu Youshan heard these words, he felt that a string in his heart was broken. From then on, he couldn't help but follow this young and outstanding man.

Lu Youshan has been in the hospital for a long time and has seen too many separations and reunions.Ning Yan's love for An Yi is not the only one, nor is it the best one.

But every time Ning Yan came to visit An Yi, the annoyance, frustration and pity on his face would always affect him.He really wanted to smooth the wrinkles between Ning Yan's eyebrows, but he couldn't do anything.We can only take care of An Yi more carefully, read to him, chat and play music every day, because he heard that this can increase the chance of waking up in a vegetative state.

"Xiao Yi, do you like it here?" Ning Yan looked anxious, looking forward cautiously.

Lu Youshan looked at the spacious and warm room, smiled and nodded.

Ning Yan breathed a sigh of relief, the old house was full of bad memories, he hoped that An Yi would never think of those unpleasant memories in his new residence.

Ning Yan was even a little thankful that thanks to the car accident, An Yi's memory became blurred, and the unhappiness in the past also disappeared with the wind.He hoped that An Yi's memory would never be awakened, so that he could start again An Yi completely.

"Xiao Yi, what do you want to eat? My cooking skills are great now."

"all good."

Ning Yan smiled and said: "My picky eater, Xiao Yi, has become so easy to raise. Just in time, I want to raise you so fat that you can't even walk."

In this way, you will never leave me.

Lu Youshan's heart skipped a beat. As a counterfeit, he was most afraid of being exposed.In fact, he has exposed many flaws in the process of recovery, but no one thinks about it. After all, everything is so bizarre, but he is always uncontrollably afraid every time.

Is such happiness and love really what he wants?

Lu Youshan doesn't know the answer, all he knows is that even if he wakes up in fear every night, he is still reluctant to give up this hard-won happiness.With a sound body and an excellent identity, he will never receive those contemptuous gazes and harsh voices again.

The most important thing is that there is Ning Yan here, a man he never dared to think about before.Now, in turn, she carefully pleases him and tries her best to treat him well.Lu Youshan never knew that he was so shameless, occupying other people's bodies and receiving other people's blessings, but never thought of giving up.

He kept comforting himself that this was not snatched by him, but a gift from God.He didn't feel sorry for An Yi, but the panic and fear in his heart never dissipated. Every night he had nightmares, dreaming that An Yi was pointing at him and scolding him for taking possession of his body, his lover.He was often woken up in the middle of the night with cold sweat and his heart beating like thunder, but when he faced Ning Yan the next day, his thoughts of wanting to confess were thrown out of his mind.

Lu Youshan doesn't remember who his parents are, but only vaguely remembers that when he was very young, he and his mother came to a strange place by train.Mom bought him a lollipop and told him to wait there.After a long time, he was very hungry, and it was still raining, and he was shivering with cold, but his mother never came back.

Later, he was picked up by his grandfather, and they have been dependent on each other ever since.

Lu Youshan touched his deformed right leg due to atrophy. This must be the reason why his mother abandoned him.Grandpa renamed him, friendly, and hoped he would be kind and humble.

Grandpa is a scavenger. His food and tuition fees are all earned by digging through the trash cans.Lu Youshan studies very hard, because he knows that this opportunity is hard to come by.Even though his ears were full of ridicules, ridiculed at his deformed right leg, ridiculed at him as a trash boy, he still insisted on going to school and insisted on getting No.1, just to see his grandpa with a bright face when he held the award.

Grandpa told him that as long as he studies hard, he will have great prospects in the future.At that time, no one will laugh at you as a disabled person, no one will laugh at you as a trash, or as an orphan.

Lu Youshan didn't take it seriously. He was originally disabled, a trash boy, and an orphan. What they said was not wrong.He is already very lucky, he has a grandpa who loves him, what else is there to be satisfied with.

It's a pity that grandpa fell ill not long after, a very serious illness.The doctor said that the current technology could not help this kind-hearted old man, so Lu Youshan gave up his studies and devoted himself to taking care of his grandfather while working hard to make money.It's a pity that grandpa still left in the end, and owed a large amount of medical expenses to the hospital.

How can Lu Youshan make money without education or skills?When he was worried, he saw the nurses in the hospital. They accompanied the patients every day, fed the patients with water, food, and urine, and they could get hundreds of dollars a day.

When grandpa was seriously ill and hospitalized, he accompanied him for more than half a year. Although he was inconvenient in one leg, he was fully capable of doing it.He went to participate in nursing training and obtained a qualification certificate.At that time, everyone was not optimistic about him. He was disabled, how could others trust him, but the doctors and nurses in the hospital were willing to advertise for him, which made him usher in the first patient.Because of his carefulness, he won the second and third...

Until he met An Yi, his fate changed drastically.

The author has something to say: Try to control it in three chapters (hopefully), isn't it considered abusive writing? It's anti-rebirth?

PS: I just saw a new article today, a girl with heart disease owes 100 million to the hospital~ This hospital is not bad, she was not kicked out