Extraordinary relationship

When Jin Shuan left, it rained heavily. Han Su's car stopped on the potholed suet road at the entrance of the village. He lit a cigarette and digested the stories he heard yesterday under the sound of pouring rain...

At the end of 1950, Jin Shuan, whose name was still Jin Shu, was the son of a wealthy businessman who immigrated to the UK, and the only child of his family who survived the war.

The moon was full that night, and when two nurses lifted the golden tree out of the spa tank, he had no strength left.In the past year and a half, he has received countless cruel "treatments" in mental hospitals.

He was placed on an iron table, and the experimental drug in his body had not dissipated. The intense discomfort invaded his nerves. He felt the wet water stains on the restraint clothes, like countless ants desperately digging into the wounds all over his body. .

The two nurses were singing and laughing and placed dead branches around the iron platform. These people have been immersed in this for a long time, and their souls have long been twisted and festered, and they have become demons in white clothes.

Not long after, five people covered their faces in black robes entered the room, and the nurse left after they came.

The men in black drew spells around the iron sheet with white ashes mixed with the blood of the golden tree. The spells were very complicated. They were still chanting while drawing.

This process is quite long for Jin Shu, to be precise, every minute and every second he is here is like a year.

At the beginning, the court convicted him and sent him to a public psychiatric hospital according to the law, but who knew that he was rushed away the night he entered the hospital and smuggled to a private psychiatric hospital.

This is the private residence of a certain important person, and the appearance is not similar to an ordinary hospital. The Jin family is a foreign businessman who has traveled across the ocean. It has not yet developed a fundamental power here, and it is almost impossible to find someone.

Jin Shu stared at the moon in the sky, he felt that he was going to die, and all his thoughts sank after that, his eyes were red, and there was endless anger burning inside.

He has been here for so long, and he has already spelled out the truth from fragmented conversations and various clues.The prisoners here are all homosexuals selected according to certain standards. These people are here to conduct experiments and do so-called treatment, and then at the end of each year, one with the strongest willpower will be selected as a sacrifice, dedicated to them who don't know the existence. A god that doesn't exist.

These people in black robes may not really think that anyone is guilty, they just choose some seemingly different people to release the sins in their hearts grandly. They like to torture and kill, and they like to watch powerful people dying. They gradually brainwash themselves became true believers.

These people gestured and carried out an ancient sacrificial ceremony until late at night. Jin Shu saw a man in black robes coming forward. It was George Fiennes. His face was as gentle as ever, but his eyes were filled with With a bloodthirsty evil spirit.

He stuck the scissors to Jin Shu's face, and then slid all the way down to cut off his straitjacket. Jin Shu was already skinny, and he had no strength at all. Even if he was released on the spot, he couldn't run or struggle.

Fiennes leaned down and leaned into his ear and said, "Honey, I found something more interesting than being in love. You must be happy for me."

After finishing speaking, Fiennes pressed a red-hot soldering iron on Jin Shu's exposed left chest, and whistling white smoke floated up from under the soldering iron. Jin Shu's painful appearance made Fiennes tremble with excitement.

"Before you become God's slave, what else do you have to say?" Fiennes laughed strangely, his voice trembling a little.

Jin Shu's anger has surpassed the pain in his body, and all the hatred of the country and the family gathered in his heart in an instant. He began to believe that there are ghosts in the world, and he will turn into a ghost to tear these people into pieces. He imitated the predecessor with his white lips. People, staring at the moon, Yongzhi said word by word: "This night is bitter and short, and the day is Yongchang, and the guts of rats will be gutted; the bones will be burned and ashes will not be burned, and the catkins will sooner or later turn into souls."

"Shut up!" Fiennes suddenly became irritable, and called the four men in black robes behind him to come up and light the fire. He threw the torch on the branch and said harshly, "Goodbye Chinese poet!"

The fire ignited quickly, and the golden tree laughed wildly on the iron platform, cursing in the flames soaring into the sky. The voice rushed out of the fire, like a gust of wind, chilling the hearts of everyone present.

Fiennes was a little flustered, and it happened that a nurse came in and whispered to him. Fiennes rolled his eyes, gestured to the other four people, and left before the fire was about to burn out.

The fire burned until early in the morning, and the sacrifice was almost completed. The remaining four black-robed men witnessed the whole process of a person turning from alive to ashes. They seemed to have eaten a feast and were about to leave contentedly. At the same time, the poem that Jin Shu sang earlier sounded again in his ears.

A person in black robe trembled in his heart, and when he turned around, he saw that the almost extinguished fire on the iron platform was lit again, and the flame was so bright that it was a hundred times stronger than the previous one.

Then he saw a person standing up from the fire, walking towards this side step by step, stepping off the iron platform, and walking out of the fire. That body was perfect, very different from the emaciated and broken appearance before death.

The man in black staggered in fright, turned his head and saw the golden tree somehow approaching him.

Jin Shu hooked the corner of his mouth, and then said: "Goodbye, exotic trash."

The Golden Tree is not a resurrection in the true sense, his body has been burned to ashes, and he is now just a mass of ideological materialization.The Buddhist scriptures say that all conditioned dharmas are like dreams and bubbles, like dew and electricity.The anger is not extinguished, the consciousness is not extinguished, the mind is there, and the appearance is there. This is "knowledge by thinking".

So sometimes the world is not all materialistic. For some people, existence comes from "idealism".

That night, Jin Shu bloodbathed the private hospital, but Fiennes ran away. The female nurse came to tell him that the old man of the Jin family had found this place and was about to bring someone here.But Fiennes was cruel by nature, he ran away alone without telling his companions, and his companions only cared about the carnival in front of them, and they didn't care where Fiennes was going.

Therefore, Jin Shu's anger cannot dissipate, and the form will not dissipate either.He returned to Jin's house, but the status of "Jin Shu", a sinner, was no longer suitable for this world.

The bloodbath caused a sensation in the whole city, and the government could only judge it as an unsolved case because it could not find out the murderer.And in the psychiatric hospital, in addition to finding a few new corpses, they also found a lot of dusty corpses and human organs.Although the building was sealed above, it was reported that there was a haunted incident, and it became one of the famous haunted houses in history.

The news of Jin Shu's death came out together with the bloody incident in the mental hospital. Half a year later, a rich and young man named "Jin Zhaoxiang" came from China. Walking into the Jin family's mansion in a gentle manner, everyone realized that the eldest son of the Jin family was not dead yet.

Jin Shu took over the family business as Jin Zhaoxiang, and lived alone for decades after sending his father away, but it is impossible to live forever, so he kept a low profile during this period and did not make public appearances, and tried his best to control his emotions. Let your pictures go viral.

Although ideology can change into various appearances, but he only wants to live with his original appearance.That was the appearance of him just after passing, handsome and mature, he bid farewell to the motherland and came to England with his father, and opened his own architectural firm. He was very busy that year, and every manuscript was heavy with The past and the new future.

At the end of the millennium, he handed over the family business to a professional manager, and transferred all the properties to Jinshu'an.

Jin Shu'an is Jin Zhaoxiang's rumored illegitimate son, who lived with his lover in the United States since he was a child.Regarding the status of having an illegitimate child, Jin Shuan himself did not feel ashamed, because both Jin Zhaoxiang and Jin Shuan were himself, and he could live on as long as he could. There was no need to use fake marriages to cover up, like them Once such a wealthy family is involved in marriage, it will inevitably cause trouble both externally and internally.

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A long piece of ash fell from the cigarette, and Han Su's consciousness suddenly returned to the present.He patted the ash off his pants, took a deep breath on the butt of the cigarette, and then twisted it in the ashtray a few times.

The rain outside the window had already weakened, and Han Su looked into the distance in the misty rain. The car that came to pick up Jinshu'an had already left, and the asphalt road was washed clean by the heavy rain, leaving no ruts.

After that day, Han Su sent a WeChat message to Jinshuan every morning and evening, with the simple words "good morning" and "good night", and Jinshuan replied in the same way. Apart from that, the two of them never met again. Half a sentence is superfluous.

Feelings are like a torrent blocked by a dam, bringing all the sweetness back to the original point in an instant.

Han Su is an ordinary person. He wants to have an ordinary love and life. He lived until he was 29 years old before meeting someone he likes. He really likes him. He likes him so much that he wants to cry. It’s impossible to let go. .

But the existence of Jin Shu'an violated Han Su's materialistic worldview.

But just like Zhuangzi said, "Beyond the heaven and earth, keep it and don't care about it."Whether it is aliens, multi-dimensional space, or many mysterious forces, some things can be understood in the end as long as they are considered from the angle that science has not yet solved.

Han Su has always had a strong ability to accept new things, but now he mainly doesn't know how to get along with Jinshu'an.

Recalling that on the introduction board of the exhibition hall of the Academy of Fine Arts, he read the life of the "Golden Tree" in just a few tens of seconds, but what was sealed in those scribbled timelines was beyond words. have no choice.And after that, God is still merciless, and the only compensation given to him is boundless loneliness.

As long as Han Su thinks that his baby has been tortured so much for more than a year, he will feel so distressed that he can't breathe. He usually has a nightmare of being on fire, so uncomfortable that he would die, so what if he was really burned to death? taste?

He couldn't imagine how a clean and noble person like Jinshu'an survived those unbearable situations. As long as some words crossed his head, his heart would immediately be pulled together.

What happened to Jinshu'an always made Han Su want to be cautious, but love should be calm and generous, otherwise sooner or later he will be too tired to love anymore.

The screen of the phone turned on, and Jin Shuan replied "Good night" to him. Although there were only two words, Han Su could feel the tenderness through the screen. How much perseverance did this person use to survive in despair? Heart?

Han Su felt sour in his heart, looked at a line of numbers on the screen, couldn't help but dialed them directly.