How to relieve worries

The two followed Yang Qing for a stroll around, and when it was nearly ten o'clock, Yang Qing said, "I'm going back first, if you want to play, you can play for a while, if you don't want to play, go back, don't send me off , Let’s take Line 2 together another day, the Internet Red Line.”

Chen Shouzhou nodded: "Be careful."

Separated from Yang Qing, the two looked at each other and decided to go back.

Rest early today and have the strength to run around tomorrow.Going out to play is actually a test of physical strength, except for eating, almost the whole time is running around, looking at scenic spots and shopping malls one after another.

It was a bit cold at night by the river, Ren Gu Shi thought to himself that it was good to change into long pants, otherwise it would be embarrassing if he shivered from the cold.Seeing his reaction, Chen Shizhou smiled and said, "Is it cold?"

Ren Gu Shi neither nodded nor shook his head.

Chen Shizhou didn't speak anymore.

The two walked along the banks of the Jialing River in silence.There are all kinds of boats on the river, and the silhouettes can be seen under the light on both sides of the river.The river flows continuously and flows into the Yangtze River.

Ren Guzhi looked down at the phone, they didn't know the way, Chen Shuizhou looked at the route in advance, but when he got there, he might have to rely on the navigation software.Ren Guzhi glanced at the QQ message, typed two words and sent it, and then continued to look at the navigation.

"Hey, the above said to go to the right, we are going south now." Ren Gu Shi stopped and called Chen Shizhou to stop.

Chen Shizhou waved his hand: "Hey, it's still early anyway, so it's time to watch the fun if you walk around."

Ren Gu Shi had no choice but to let him go.

After a while, Chen Shizhou suddenly asked, "Did you come out with your mother?"

"Oh, um, um." Ren Gushi originally doubted whether Ren Jing would tell Chen Shizhou this, so he didn't feel too shocked when he heard him ask.

"How did it happen?" Chen Shizhou seemed curious.

"Just say that." Ren Gushi answered casually, "Just say that I like men, why, teacher, you discriminate against him?"

Chen Shizhou smiled at him: "No, I'm just learning from it. But I think you are still too direct, and it is easy to cause family disharmony. This method is not suitable for me."

Ren Gushi reacted for a while, and then he heard the deep meaning of this sentence, and couldn't help being shocked: "It turns out that what my deskmate said is quite reasonable."

"what did you say?"

"Nowadays, all the good men have gone out of their way." Ren Gu Shi proclaimed himself as one of the "good men".

Chen Shizhou snorted: "It turns out that you also think that I am indeed an 'excellent man', an excellent boy."

"I'll be an adult soon." Ren Gu Shi was dissatisfied.

"But I'm still curious, do you really think it's a good solution to directly tell your mother about this matter?" Chen Shizhou asked again.

Ren Gu Shi spread his hands, with a helpless expression: "Teacher, I can't help it. If my mother didn't catch me watching the film, how could I let her know."

"..." Chen Shizhou was really a little shocked, but after thinking about it, who hasn't watched a few movies when he was young, at most it's because the protagonists are different in gender.But he really didn't see it.

"Then your mother hit you directly...?" Chen Shuizhou wondered what good things he could do while watching the film, "Didn't you close the door properly?"

"How did I know that she came back as soon as she said she would, and didn't hear the phone call."

Oh, I can't even hear the phone call.

Maybe it was because of Chen Shuizhou's thought, Ren Guzhi suddenly blushed: "Hey, are you a bit wretched? I'm just looking at where I'm going, and I didn't do anything, otherwise my mother should do something .”

"That's not true." Chen Shuizhou answered, "But she just didn't react for a while."

"Well, I know." Ren Gushi nodded.

The two returned to the hotel.After walking for so long and coming back, it would be a little hot, so Chen Shizhou took off his clothes and changed into pajamas. Ren Gu Zhi accidentally glanced at him, and found that Chen Shizhou looked very thin and his style was not muscular, but he turned out to be With obvious abdominal muscles, he was slightly envious.

Chen Shouzhou saw him staring directly at him, and put on his pajamas: "What's wrong? Has the body of a mature man moved you?"

"Huh??? Be normal, teacher, are you the Chen Shizhou I know? How about the gentleness that I pretended to be in front of my mother and classmates?" Ren Guzhi was really shocked by this sentence, Deeply touching fickleness.

Chen Shizhou didn't know which word hit the point of laughter, he laughed loudly: "Oh, really?"

When they came in, they drew the curtains and turned on the darker night lights. Ren Gu Shi occupied the bed in large characters and rolled halfway, when Chen Shuizhou took out his notebook.

Ren Guzhi suddenly had a bad feeling, turned over and lay down, buried his head in the pillow, pretending to be asleep.

Chen Shuizhou lifted the collar of his clothes: "Get up."

"I'm sorry." Ren Guzhi's muffled voice came from the pillow, "Teacher rubbish, ruin my vacation."

Chen Suizhou was not angry, he patted him on the shoulder: "Really not getting up?"

"No." Obviously, no matter how fickle Ren Gushi felt, Chen Shuizhou should still be a relatively gentle person in essence.In his eyes, people full of literary temperament always talk but don't do anything, and a scholar meets a soldier.

However, Ren Guzhi felt Chen Shizhou throwing his shoes and climbing up the next moment, sitting on his waist, and put the notebook on his back: "That's fine, it's quite comfortable, if you don't want to write by yourself , you can feel the atmosphere when I write something."

"..." Ren Gushi moved his waist. He felt that it was unrealistic to turn over hard, and he was afraid of self-defeating, so he said, "Teacher, don't look for atmosphere on other people's waists? I can feel the crackling when you sit next to me." arrive."

Chen Shizhou even moved, as if he had found a comfortable position, then bent down, and leaned close to Ren Gushi's ear: "I want you to experience it more deeply."

Ren Gushi moved his ears uncomfortably, and finally freed his head from the pillow. Because of the suffocation, his face was a little red, and his ears were also a little red: "How can this be more profound! Get up."

"I'm sorry." Chen Shizhou answered him with Ren Gushi's words.

"Really not getting up?" Ren Gu Shi smiled.

Chen Shizhou was silent for a while: "No."

Ren Gu Shi suddenly closed his notebook quickly and put it aside, at the same time he wrapped his arms around Chen Shuizhou's waist, flipped him off his body with a clever force, and then pressed him up.He took the notebook and opened it, put it on Chen Shizhou's chest, and smiled provocatively at him: "Teacher, I think this is more atmospheric, and I feel more deeply, what do you think?"

"Really?" Chen Shizhou remained calm throughout the whole process, "Don't be chaotic in times of danger."

He closed the notebook again and placed it on the cabinet next to it.After he put down the notebook, Ren Gushi grabbed his wrist vigilantly.

Ren Gushi saw Chen Shizhou's Adam's apple move, but he didn't say or do anything.

"Teacher, the vitality of young people is limitless, so don't compare it with old people." Ren Guzhi smiled deliberately.

"I'm not over thirty, don't say I'm old." Chen Shizhou said, "Whether it's foreign or domestic, male or female, it won't be too pleasing to say that others are old, little classmates, you can't please them occasionally. Do you like the teacher?"

Ren Gushi shrugged slightly: "Ah, I didn't learn it."

Seeing that he was not moving, Ren Guzhi felt a little bored, let go of his hand, rolled down and lay down next to him: "Ah, teacher, life is short, don't get caught up in too many things."

Chen Suizhou sat up and looked at him, but his expression seemed to be in a daze, he didn't know what he was thinking.

For some reason, Ren Guzhi asked suddenly: "Teacher, how did you find out that you are not straight?"

"What about you?" Chen Shizhou didn't answer.

Ren Guzhi suddenly felt that this was like two gays exchanging information, and couldn't help but want to laugh: "I don't know, I just found out, well, I'm not interested in that kind of movie, and I'm not interested in girls, I used to follow With my parents, I have never talked about a girlfriend, I think it’s just that I don’t like it, and it was only later that I found out that there is such a creature as gay.”

"Oh?"

"But over there, it might be due to the environment? In short, I haven't met the same kind. After transferring, there is a girl in our class who also likes girls. I found it by accident. I think I can talk about it, so I understand more." The girl Ren Guzhi was talking about was his deskmate.

Chen Shouzhou nodded: "For me, I just like someone of the same sex, and I don't feel much towards others. Maybe I can like girls or boys, but it's not bad."

"Don't you all call this, 'It's just that the person I like happens to be the same sex'?" Ren Gushi teased him.

"That's it."

"Then your boyfriend... came out?" Ren Gushi asked.

Chen Shizhou: "Not a boyfriend yet."

Seeing that he suddenly felt a little melancholy, Ren Gushi patted him on the shoulder pretending to be old-fashioned: "Don't worry, if it's what you like, maybe it's like-minded and easy to deal with? Is he a straight man? Straight man If so, you have to work hard."

Chen Shuizhou's eyes focused on him: "Thank you for your good words. But he is not straight."

"Ah."

The two chatted about this topic again, and Ren Gu Shi thought it was great to have someone to talk to.When chatting with the same table, it is a kind of feeling, with the atmosphere of being in love with the same table that is unique to young people, but when chatting with Chen Shizhou, the experience makes his point of view more realistic, and the secret love makes his Words are more bitter.

At the same time, Chen Shizhou's choice of words and sentences made Ren Gushi feel a kind of shock invisibly.

In the morning of the next day, Ren Gu Shi woke up, and looking at the side, Chen Shizhou had already woken up.The sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, Chen Shizhou should have gone to take a shower.

Just as Ren Gu Shi wanted to get up, he suddenly felt something was wrong.

He stopped to feel it, and suddenly his face turned green.

Is it because I have been holding back for too long or the young people are too energetic? ?Ren Gushi thought to himself, he didn't seem to have any dreams last night, nothing happened!Why suddenly...Chen Shizhou probably didn't notice it.He thought it was rare to feel a trace of embarrassment and shame.