Mr. Butler on the catwalk

The first weekend spent in LGM was much more leisurely than Luo Lin expected.After the first five days of training, what they have to do in these two days is nothing more than physical fitness assessment and adjustment of training plan.Although Zhang Yishan seems to be a little elusive recently, he still arranged Luo Lin's training plan early.Along with it, Luo Lin also sent over the trends in the industry that Luo Lin was concerned about, as well as the internal information on model recruitment.After the comments on the third task, Luo Lin moved the materials to Portway's bedroom, where he began to read and study them carefully.It wasn't until just before bed time that he said goodbye to Portway, packed up his things, and went back to his room.

The reason he did it, obviously, was because of Rivers.

Rivers became extremely depressed after crying.He didn't lose his temper at Luo Lin, but the seemingly inexhaustible anger and vitality in his body disappeared all of a sudden.

Luo Lin originally wanted to comfort him, but he couldn't think of any good words.Rivers has been silent for a long time since then, only lying on the bed in the dormitory alone, wrapping himself into a thick hillock with the quilt.

Facing Rivers like this, Luo Lin felt helpless.That afternoon, he awkwardly walked to Rivers' bed and squatted down, and it took him a while to say, "Even if I don't like you that much...it's not a big deal..."

Rivers didn't respond for a long time, and finally said in a very low voice: "But for me, this is the most important thing for me now."

The voice was very small, more than twice as calm as Rivers' coquettish voice.But the stubborn feeling of suppressing sadness and not wanting to be choked up to interrupt his words only brought Luo Lin a deeper sense of guilt.

The heavy heart almost swallowed Luo Lin.He raised his hand to help the kid straighten his messy blond hair, but Rivers pushed his hand aside: "Can you leave me alone for a while? I promise, I'll be soon, I'll be soon." I won't like you soon."

After Rivers finished speaking, he curled up his body again.Looking at Rivers' trembling back, Luo Lin could only lower his head, and finally turned and left, dimming the lights in the room.

...Luo Lin felt confused as well as guilty.He and Rivers have only known each other for less than a week, what kind of relationship makes Rivers so sad.

Rivers was really still a kid.He has no idea that he is not a qualified love object-whether it is gender, age, personality or lifestyle.

And Luo Lin didn't have that kind of courage. Just relying on his sympathy for Rivers, he was able to reach out to him and say, "Come and like me."

He is a coward.He was afraid that he would not be able to give anything in return, and he was even more afraid that when he invested, the other party had already said that the relationship had exceeded the time limit.

Luo Lin lowered his head, trying hard to get rid of the self-loathing that hit him again.He forced himself to think that a kid as strong as Rivers should be able to pull himself together soon.As Rivers himself said-soon, I don't like it anymore.

Knowing that such thoughts are also self-consolation, Luo Lin spent the day of the third mission filled with bitterness.The first place did not bring him the excitement he imagined—he knew that he owed Rivers some things.

Although the men in the training camp were all big men who were not very careful, even people as thick as Luke could see the difference between Luo Lin and Rivers.Luo Lin gave up the bedroom to Rivers most of the time, and entrusted others to send back the prepared meals.Seeing this, the men also moved their noisy positions to the corridor on the second floor, leaving the ground floor quiet, so that Rivers can slowly return to normal by himself.

Looking at the expression on Luo Lin's face, Botov knew that Luo Lin was not feeling well.He slept in a single bedroom, although the place was narrow, at least it was a bright and quiet place.Thanks to his loan, Luo Lin was able to find a peaceful place to take a breather.

On the night of the [-]th, Luo Lin sent a text message to He Shiwei, saying, "I'm sorry, I was too busy last night, so I accidentally hung up the phone. What's the matter?"

He Shiwei never replied.

All kinds of small things stacked together, on the contrary, made Luo Lin feel more tired than the rush of the task day.Luo Linqiang cheered up and looked at the list of numbers related to his physique on the report Zhang Yishan handed him.Zhang Yishan seemed to be in a good mood, and added a flamboyant note at the end: "All the values ​​are excellent, come on Xiao Luoluo, you will be the supermodel of the future, and it will be fun to break into the top three supermodels! Remember that I am like I love you as much as I love flowers!"

... the top three?Luo Lin smiled wryly.

That was indeed the position he had longed for.But for the first time, he felt that what he wanted seemed to be more than that.

……

Luo Lin's low tide eased a little on Sunday—that is, the afternoon of December [-].He had just helped put lunch dishes in the dishwasher and wanted to take advantage of the rare sunny weather to walk in front of the model house.

The temperature is getting colder, but because of the twilight sunlight, it still feels a little warm.

At the end of the street where the Model House is located, there is a small coffee shop.The simple meal inside was delicious, Luo Lin thought about it and decided to bring one for Rivers.

The food delivered to Rivers every day, he didn't move anything except soup.Sometimes I walked outside occasionally, but it was because Rivers was bored for a long time and wanted to take a shower.

Luo Lin sighed, and took the set with the most cheese in the coffee shop.On the way back to the model's house slowly, his cell phone, which had been silent for a long time, finally rang.

The number of the call was not familiar to Luo Lin.But looking at the first few people, they should be calling from China.Luo Lin hesitated for a moment and pressed the call button.

"……Hey?"

"Luo Lin, it's me, He Shiwei."

Luo Lin hugged the paper bag containing the sandwich a little tighter: "Brother He?..."

"En. Sorry to call now, are you still busy?"

"No, no..." Luo Lin felt that his words were a little messy, so he straightened his thoughts and continued: "We are on holiday on weekends. But..." He lowered his head and glanced at the watch on his wrist: "Where are you , it should be early in the morning?...Is it okay?"

He Shiwei exhaled on the phone, with a vague smile in his voice: "It's okay. I woke up halfway through my sleep, and suddenly I didn't feel sleepy anymore. I haven't contacted you for a long time... I'm afraid that if I don't call you again, you will Forget about me."

Luo Lin sniffed: "No..." He hesitated for a moment, and added: "Actually, I sent you a text message the day before yesterday, but..."

Luo Lin regretted it as soon as he said it.I didn't pay much attention to other people's phone calls and text messages, but I just didn't receive a reply, so why did I ask such a cheeky question.

However, He Shiwei seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then his voice became more and more cheerful: "Send me a text message?...Really?...Ah, sorry, I forgot to tell you, the phone went out a few days ago There is a problem, so I can only change one temporarily. You should have seen it, this is the new number."

Luo Lin shook his head subconsciously: "It's okay...you, how are you recently?"

Luo Lin himself felt that these words seemed extremely unfamiliar.

However, He Shiwei seems to have understood that he is not good at chatting on the phone, so he just smiled and said: "You are being polite, isn't it just a phone call... I am doing well, I have been back from Singapore for two or three days. Eat what you should eat, drink what you should drink. If I said that it would be better if you were around, you would probably be unhappy...so I won't say it. "

Luo Lin exhaled helplessly: "Brother He..." Didn't I already know this?

"Okay, I won't tease you... You should know that, anyway, the days are like that. At the end of the year, I will naturally be busy with drafting matters, and arranging a few year-end parties... There is nothing particularly worth talking about. Compared with my affairs , let’s talk about you. You’ve been in the United States for a week, and you don’t have any other feelings?”

He Shiwei's tone was very relaxed, but Luo Lin could still feel He Shiwei's genuine concern hidden under the joke.Luo Lin leaned against the wall beside the street, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Last time, I took No.1."

"Well, it deserves praise."

"No... I just think that, in fact, I'm not worthy of that ranking."

"……How to say?"

Luo Lin lowered his eyes: "I don't know what to say...Really, I don't know...Guiding made me more confident, so I also worked hard when taking pictures. But in life, I feel that I am still more confident than Those younger kids are a bit worse... I can't be as free and easy as them, just, very tired."

He Shiwei pondered for a long time on the other end of the phone, and finally said: "...you are working too hard, Luo Lin. You don't have to be like them..."

Luo Lin vaguely said some sentences similar to "it's not like this", and it took a long time before he mustered up the courage again, and told He Shiwei about Rivers intermittently.

"...I just feel that what I did was wrong. I don't know how to explain it to him... Not just that, really, including you, as long as it is related to feelings, I don't know what to do... ...my mind has been in a mess...sorry."

Luo Lin lowered his head in frustration, and slid down against the wall.

He Shi murmured in a small voice: "I know that I will definitely hate myself in the future, but let me say this anyway." He cleared his throat in the microphone and said seriously: "You don't need to feel that you are sorry for anyone It doesn't matter whether it's me or the kid you mentioned, it's the same. Feelings don't mean that if I treat you well, you must like me. This kind of thing depends on your feelings. When the time comes, you will There will be an answer. Others like you because you are excellent, you are good, so you are worth it. Be obedient, don’t worry so much, everything will be fine.”

Luo Lin put the paper bag on his knees, covered his face with one hand, and said sullenly: "...Don't treat me like a child..."

He Shiwei smiled slightly: "Aren't you a kid?... These days, only kids take love as seriously as you do. It's not that you're indecisive, it's that you want to be worthy of yourself. Thinking of others... If you can, you should be brave and try to fall in love, but if you can't, it's just as good."

Luo Lin buried his head even lower, but the heavy emotions accumulated in his heart finally dissipated bit by bit.

He Shiwei finally said as if talking to himself:

"It's because you are so serious and timid that I love you more."

……

When He Shiwei hung up the phone, it was still dark.He closed his eyes and leaned against the head of the bed for a long time, until the nurse stopped in front of the door of his ward and knocked symbolically on the open door: "Bed 32, have you taken your temperature?"

He Shiwei opened one eye, and took the thermometer obediently: "When can I be discharged from the hospital?"

"The director has the final say. If you can get out, you can get out. But seeing you like this, it's better to observe for a few more days. If you don't take good care of your eyes, it's a big problem."

As the nurse said so, she glanced at He Shiwei's bedside:

"You don't use your mobile phone, do you? Don't use it just because it's not blocked in Chinese hospitals. It's forbidden."

"No, no, no." He Shiwei quickly apologized, and the stretched facial muscles caused a sharp pain in the forehead.

... He is currently staying in a tertiary hospital in Beijing.Two days ago, two hours after he disembarked from Singapore, he flew to the capital again under his father's order.At the dinner table in a depressing atmosphere, He Zhanyan talked about getting him engaged and married again.The logical conversation between the father and son collapsed, Father He was furious, picked up He Shiwei's cell phone by the table and threw it over.

He Shiwei dodged to the side subconsciously, but bumped into the flying mobile phone instead.Mobile phones made in Finland are famous for their resistance to falling, so even if the Lao Shizi hit He Xirui's browbones, they were still unyielding.

At that time, He Shiwei's forehead was bleeding profusely, but he could only kneel down in embarrassment, picked up the scattered electric boards, and then blocked the blood on his head with a napkin.In the panic, the Sim card disappeared, and it was no wonder that He Shiwei had to change his mobile phone with a new number.

But when He Zhanyan saw his tall son's face covered with blood, he only snorted coldly, and left a sentence: "...what?"

He Shiwei called the ambulance himself.When he left, he was pulled to pay the outstanding meal bill first.

... He Shiwei would never tell Luo Lin about these things that are not honorable to say.Not everyone is glamorous and strong, even He Shiwei himself has moments of embarrassment and cowardice.

But it doesn't matter.

He Shiwei thought, everything will be fine.Even if not everyone can get the love they expect, if we pay for this matter, there will always be gains.

The author has something to say: ... Please call me Love Expert Reed Beast or Good Man Maker Reed Beast, either... The next chapter... Oh, or abuse Rivers?This baby can't do it, it's such a hard life.Oh oh, if the next chapter is longer, then Duan Shao will come out.Stay for a long time!Luo Lin, you choose slowly, there is always a good one among the three men. ...It has nothing to do with me anyway...Ahaha. PS I think the possibility of publishing a physical book is getting smaller and smaller...so let's enjoy it on the online media (laughs) Although it's already the third date, I still want to wish my beloved Xiaoshui a happy birthday!Kiss you ten thousand times! ! ...Actually, [-] times is fine! !