stay with ghosts

What happened to this world?

I don't understand, seeing Teacher Chen again, he is old, like an old man.According to the time, he is only 40 years old.

I want to stop him, but unfortunately I am not even a soul, just a spirit.

1970. 8, 6

I haven’t seen Teacher Chen since that day. I’m worried about whether he’s doing well, but unfortunately, the Tibetan Buddhist scriptures can’t help me. I can’t live without this coffin.

I couldn't help feeling hatred in my heart, I saw my soul start to turn black, and I meditated on the Buddhist scriptures in my heart, I don't want to be that kind of person, that weird old man also has a black soul, I don't want to be like him.

I'm hiding in a dark coffin, I'm controlling myself.I want to be strong.I never thought about how I could be strong before. The only thing I relied on was the Ksitigarbha Sutra.

1970. 10, 23

I haven’t come out for a long time. When I came out again, I saw some ghosts floating in the street outside. There are always some wandering spirits at night. These wandering spirits cannot stay for too long.Usually it will dissipate in seven days, but today I suddenly thought of using the Ksitigarbha Sutra to save them.I succeeded, I recited the Buddhist scriptures silently in my heart, it was not my soul that left the coffin, maybe it was my spirit?Or is it divine consciousness?I'm not very clear, Mr. Chen doesn't have too many books to explain.

But as long as I notice that soul, that soul will be saved.

1970. 10, 30

During these days, I have become stronger. As I save more souls, I will become stronger. Perhaps this is my merit.Those wandering spirits came to me by instinct.There are many people in this city who need my salvation.

1970. 12, 31

On the day before the new year, I saw Mr. Chen again. He was better than before, with a little boy, maybe his son, who looked five or six years old, very cute.Teacher Chen is much better than the last time I saw him.But the gray hair and the emaciated person made me feel sad.

Too bad I can't help anything.

1971. 9, 8

I fell asleep for a while, which is impossible for a ghost, but I did.I know I am strong.

The boom above my head woke me up. It turned out that a house was going to be built on it. This is not good news. When digging the foundation, my coffin will be dug up. Although this coffin traps me, I don’t want to die in the wilderness, or they Will I cremate me?I am not sure.

1971 year 1 month 23 day,

I am very fortunate to use my mental power. Let me put it this way, the lack of knowledge makes it impossible for me to define.I used my mental power to confuse the workers. They moved away from this place when digging the foundation. Now there is a basement above my head. Although I don't like it very much, there is no good way.

Since that house was on top of me, I rarely go out, my spirit is very strong, and I can always feel the emotions of those people, not a good feeling, they are too impetuous.

But I will go out to save my soul at night, which is a merit.

Recently, the number of souls has become more and more rare. It's not that I have saved them, but that there is an old ghost in this city. I have seen him, or is he here to find me?Wearing clothes, perhaps from the Ming Dynasty?Not very clear, I can't mess with such an old ghost.Maybe I have to thank the coffin that trapped me.With it no ghost can find me.

The time and date have been blurred, I wake up and sleep, and silently recite the Ksitigarbha, my feelings seem to have left me, only loneliness still exists.

The people above the head are really annoying, and once I woke up I pretended to be a ghost to scare them away.Well, it's not pretending, I'm just a ghost.

The days are more lonely than before, and gradually there is no soul to save me, and the time of chanting sutras is getting longer and longer each time, I think maybe one day I will save myself.

1983. 12, 7

This was the last time I saw Teacher Chen. I watched him leave in the car. Although his hair was gray, he was much more energetic. He stood upright, as if he was standing on the podium for the first time, gentle and jade-like.

He should be happy in his old age.

Sometimes I think of my family, my father, my mother, my brothers and sisters, my memory will not be blurred but will become clearer.

I suddenly remembered my mother's uneasy expression at that time, and now that I think about it, she was also worried about me. I don't blame her, not to mention that if my affairs were known to others, my result might not be good.Maybe it was doomed from the start.

I should be alone.

……

It's been a long time since I wrote a diary, it's been many years, time seems to pass by in a flash.

The above was converted into a kindergarten. The children are so happy now. I never went to Yuhong Class when I was a child. All the children were playing wildly outside. I have to be thankful that I have a very educated grandpa, because of him I learned so much in advance. Only when you have many things can you become Teacher Chen's class representative.We have the opportunity to make contact.

May 1993, 4 sunny

Today is a fine weather, maybe it is the arrangement of fate, I rarely come out for a stroll, the coffin can no longer pay attention to me, part of my soul is brought out by spiritual force, because most of it is still trapped inside, so my soul looks It looks like a child.But this is also good, the most children in the kindergarten.

It was because of this rarity that I saw him, a little boy, very beautiful, like an angel in the western world, other children were crying and shouting, and never had a moment of leisure, but this child sat there quietly , Looking at everyone, neither shy nor enthusiastic, like a bystander.He has a pair of very energetic eyes, black and white are distinct, although every child's eyes are very bright, but this child's eyes are even clearer, as if there is something hidden there.

"Little brother, do you want to play with me?" Perhaps I had been looking at him for too long, and this kid suddenly said something to me.This startled me a bit.

"Can you see me?" I asked in surprise.

The boy nodded suspiciously, "I can see it."

What a pleasant surprise, "Then let's play together." My voice trembled.This is the first sky-eyed person I have encountered more than 30 years after my death.

This kid is called Hu Yichen, his mother called him Chenchen, and I called him the same the next day. The kid smiled sweetly when he heard it. He is very quiet and dedicated. Other kids might not have the patience to keep playing with a kid. He was different, he seemed to think that I was his friend, and since then he played with me alone in the kindergarten. I feel very comfortable in my heart, he is a good boy.

The little guy is very smart, and it doesn't take much effort to talk to him. If I get married at my age, I can be his grandfather, but I don't think it's childish to be with him. Maybe I've been lonely for too long, and he is the only one I can grab straw.

Happiness is short-lived, the child's situation was discovered by the teacher, I know it is my responsibility, I should teach him to be more secure, but I can't bear to break his image, if only he is his little brother all the time.

He was taken away by his mother that day, and I knew he would never come back.But I still want to find him, because the child's sky eye is too dangerous. The old ghost in the city will go around the city on the first and fifteenth day of every month, either looking for the captured soul or something for cultivation. Celestial Eye is a very mysterious ability, I don't know it in case, I don't have a master, and I don't have books for my reference, but I remember that strange old man coveting my eyes.

I can't let Chenchen fall into that situation.

The sky eye is easy to be found, but because the sky eye person absorbs Yin Qi unconsciously, the Yin Qi is not only harmless but beneficial to the sky eye person.

Perhaps there is only one way to cover Chenchen's sky eyes.

Everything in this world always has two aspects, and the same is true for energy. Where there is yin, there is yang, and yin and yang flow together. I know what I will get if I do this.

Unexpectedly, I really came to this day and used the Ksitigarbha Sutra to save myself.

I wanted to find him, but I didn’t expect this child to be so emotional. He ran so far alone at such a young age. What should I do if I meet a bad person? I can’t express the emotion in my heart. I don’t think my choice is right. wrong.

My spirit spends my last time with Chenchen outside, but my soul writes the last words.

I don't know who will find this diary, maybe only this diary can record my existence.

I think the most likely one is Chenchen, maybe you.No one in this world will miss me except you.If I succeed, you will become stronger and stronger and come back to me one day.

Everything I do is my wish. Whether I am a man or a ghost, my whole life is lonely. Ending all this does not mean misery. It is just my relief. Chenchen is like a ray of sunshine. Although it is very short, it is bring me joy.I also want you to be happy.

It is a pity that I cannot experience the beauty of the world with you. I think you will find someone who can accompany you through your life.Hope that person can give you happiness.

If it is really you, please accept my last gift to you.

After reading the diary, Hu Yichen cried bitterly. He finally knew why his little brother disappeared back then. He just wanted to prevent him from being invaded by the darkness. He held the bead that never left his body. After losing him, he felt very sad.He has been protecting him.

Qin Mo gently hugged Hu Yichen and hugged him, "Chenchen, don't be sad." He didn't know what was written in the diary.But she can feel Chenchen's sadness, and all she can do is silently comfort her.

Hu Yichen suddenly had a headache while crying, "Ah—"

"Chenchen—" Qin Mo only heard Chenchen cry out, and then fell softly into his arms.Holding him a little overwhelmed.

Jiang Ye ran over quickly when he saw it, "What's the matter, call 120 in Philadelphia."

"Wait." Hu Zhen stopped Philadelphia's movements, "Put him to the bed. He's fine."

"Then why did you faint?"

"His sky eyes have evolved." Hu Zhen pointed to Chen Chen.

Only then did everyone see that Chenchen's eyes seemed to be shrouded in a cloud of white mist. They didn't notice it just now, or it was too slight. They only noticed it now. Then they saw the beads in Chenchen's hand floating up and swimming away. in his head.