Pray for rain

Chunyuxian looked at Pei Xuan, choked up and said, "Is it me?"

Pei Yu didn't want to answer her, but said to Geng Ze in a cold voice: "You have tried everything possible to keep her alive, how do you know if she is willing? Since you recalled her soul, why didn't you return her memory together?"

Geng Ze couldn't answer, Chunyu Xian shuddered when he heard this, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Did I kill more than a dozen people?"

Pei Yu answered after a while: "Yes, you were a god back then, but for your own selfishness, you traded the lives of twelve children for the life of the child in your womb, and even killed the elder brother of one of the children. It was exposed In the end, you killed yourself in order to apologize. Now you are just a puppet Geng Ze made to comfort himself."

His words were like a thunderbolt resounding in the summer sky, splitting Chunyu Xian in half.She couldn't believe that she was such a person, and she couldn't believe that she would do such a thing. Thirteen innocent people and twelve were children.

Chunyu Xian began to tremble all over, and vomited a large amount of blood from his mouth.Her mind and soul no longer matched the body made of mud, and now that she was stimulated, she felt as if her internal organs had shifted.Geng Ze hurriedly hugged her and wiped the blood from her lips, but found that her eyes were empty, as if she couldn't see herself.

Seeing their situation, Pei Xuan took back the sword in his hand and asked, "Did you hurt Inari?"

Geng Ze's expression froze, and he replied: "I didn't intend to hurt her life, but I just didn't want her to reveal that she saw me."

"So you made her a cripple who couldn't speak or move?"

"The lifespan of a mortal is only a hundred years, but Fairy Inari will always recover one day..." Geng Ze was still defending himself.

Pei Yu interrupted Geng Ze, looked at Chun Yuxian, and said indifferently: "She won't live long, the heavens won't know about it, I won't kill you, and don't let me hear that you died for her again." Do something to take someone's life."

If it wasn't for the fear that Xie Wei would find out, Pei Yu would definitely take the two of them back to the heaven to be punished.Pei Yu turned around and left this place where he didn't want to stay any longer, sighed in his heart, and said coldly: "Geng Ze, you will never go back to Zhongshan again."

What happened today was Geng Ze who wanted to make a last-ditch effort, if Pei Yu would help him...but Pei Yu refused.

After Pei Yu left, Chunyu Xianku sat on the ground, looking at Geng Ze absently.Geng Ze caressed her face, feeling severe pain in his heart, and said softly: "You have already repaid..."

Hearing these words, she gently pushed Geng Ze's hand away, feeling that her whole heart was getting colder inch by inch.

When Pei Yu returned to Zhongshan, he lingered in the heavy snow for a long time, and waited until all the anger in his heart dissipated before pushing open the door of the inner hall.Seeing that his shoulders were covered with snow, Xie Wei was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Where have you been?"

Pei Yu brushed the snow off his clothes, and said in a low voice, "Discuss something with Emperor Wenchang."

Xie Wei didn't doubt that he was there, put down the book in his hand, and smiled gently at him.

When he met Xie Wei's eyes, his nose suddenly became a little sore. He sat beside Xie Wei, buried his head on Xie Wei's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "Why do some people only care about their own lives and ignore others at all?"

Obviously, as the emperor of Zhongshan, he was a born god, but he never regarded other people's lives as things that could be discussed at will.

I don't know why Pei Yu asked such a question, thinking that Emperor Wenchang said something to him, Xie Wei patted him on the back lightly, thought for a while, and then said: "There are many mortals in this world who think that they are noble. interests, and treat other people as ants. There is never morality and goodness in these people's hearts, and some people just care about whether it is worth it. Other people can't change these people, they can only be themselves."

Pei Xuan put his arms around Xie Wei's waist, Xie Wei hugged his shoulders, and said: "For example, many wealthy businessmen deprive their workers of their work day and night for money. But there are also high-ranking people who don't Seek for yourself, but pray for good weather and the well-being of all people.”

"Yuanzhen once mentioned to me that gods respect the lives of mortals most. Those gods who ascended from the human world are also good and upright people, so naturally they cannot understand how selfish some mortals can be."

Pei Yu was full of disappointment, and said: "There are still gods who regard other people's lives as dust."

Xie Wei felt suffocated in his heart, and suddenly recalled the past. He mused, "Only someone like the God of Drought would think that exchanging a mortal life with his own child is worthwhile. But no mother would think that exchanging the lives of other children It’s a worthwhile thing for my own child. It’s just that the gods have lived for a long time and feel that the years of mortal life are just a snap of their fingers, but they never think that it is the life of a mortal and their relatives and friends.”

Hearing Xie Wei talk about the God of Drought, and thinking of those children who lost their lives innocently, and Xie Yuan who was "Brother Pei" one by one, Pei Zhen felt extremely sad.

It's not that Pei Yu doesn't understand what Xie Wei said, but he just can't figure out why Geng Ze, as a god, is so stubborn.

He raised his head and asked hesitantly, "Do you still hate the Drought God?"

Xie Wei looked at Pei Zhen's wet eyes and said, "I don't know." Now that he knows that his parents and Xie Yuan are doing well, and that Pei Zhen is by his side, he seldom thinks about the past.

"Now I can even tolerate Pei Yi, and I am too lazy to hate the God of Dryness anymore."

Pei Yu never thought that this matter could be hidden from Xie Wei: "Drought God made a deal with Tianjun that day. If Tianjun saved her child, she would commit suicide and apologize. That's why Tianjun kept Pei Yi. .”

Xie Wei took Pei Xuan's hand and said calmly: "If the God of Dryness is still alive, I might still hate her. But all of this is her choice, not Pei Yi's. Why should I argue with Pei Yi?"

It is true that the past has nothing to do with Pei Yi, but thinking of the foolish things that Pei Yi's father has done, a trace of fear suddenly arises in Pei Yi's heart: If Pei Yi knows that her mother is still alive, will she be as foolish as Geng Ze?

Seeing him distracted, Xie Wei gently touched his lips and said, "Don't worry about what I will think about Pei Yi anymore. I know that Pei Yi also bears the responsibility of raining for the common people, so I don't care about that."

Pei Xuan looked at him, only feeling that the love in his heart was so full that it was about to overflow.

Pei Yi practiced very hard, got up earlier than Pei Xuan and Xie Wei every day, and was also very diligent in studying and processing files.After he got acquainted with Xie Wei, he gradually stopped confronting Xie Wei, but occasionally he would stab Xie Wei and Pei Wei.Just because Xie Wei didn't want to argue with the child, he himself gradually became ashamed to fight with Xie Wei.

Pei Yu guided Pei Yi day by day, and found that he was just too proud and his mouth was a bit poisonous, but he was actually a serious and hardworking child.

After hesitating for several days, Pei Yu finally repaired a letter and sent it to Tiantong Palace.

The day Yisuan Xingjun came to visit Pei Yi, Pei Yi was extremely happy.He threw himself into Yi Suan Xingjun's arms full of joy, and called Master in a coquettish manner.Yi Suan Xingjun was knocked back a few steps by him, he patted the young man on the back after standing still, and said, "I have something to say to you."

He looked at Pei Yu again, with some inquiry in his eyes: "I will take this child away for a day, is the emperor willing?"

Pei Xuan nodded: "He has worked very hard these days, let's give him a day off today."

Seeing Yi Suan Xingjun brought Pei Yi out of Zhongshan, Xie Wei smiled and said to Pei Yu: "They have a deep relationship between master and apprentice."

Seeing Yi Suan Xingjun taking her to the human world, Pei Yi asked suspiciously: "Master, aren't we returning to the same palace in heaven?"

Yi Suan Xingjun glanced at him, his eyes filled with complex emotions that Pei Yi could not understand.He frowned, and said in a deep voice: "We are not going back to Tiantong Palace. I am here this time to take you to see your mother."

For more than ten years, Pei Yi has never heard anyone mention his parents except Tianjun.Tianjun lied to him that Pei Yu was his father and his mother was a mortal.He thought his mother had passed away long ago, but now he suddenly heard Yi Suan Xingjun's words, he couldn't believe it.

Pei Yi stopped: "Isn't my mother dead?"

Yi Suan Xingjun touched Pei Yi's heart heavily, and said: "...I didn't want you to know that your mother is indeed dead, but someone resurrected her."

Pei Yi was ecstatic in his heart, no one would not look forward to his mother.Although Yousuan Xingjun has been with him for more than ten years, Pei Yi often wonders why he doesn't have his mother by his side.Therefore, when he mistakenly thought that Pei Zhen was his father, he would look coldly at Pei Zhen and Xie Wei.

But looking at Yi Suan Xingjun's ugly face at this time, the enthusiasm in Pei Yi's heart cooled down a bit: "Who resurrected her?"

Yisuan Xingjun replied: "...it is your father, Gengze Shenjun of Zhongshan."

Pei Yi had heard of this divine monarch, but had never met him, let alone thought that he was his father.

"Shenjun Gengze acted against the sky, injected your mother's spirit into the body made of clay, and awakened her."

Hearing Yisuan Xingjun's words, Pei Yi was puzzled: "Soul? Isn't my mother a mortal?"

Yisuan Xingjun remained silent for a long time. He never thought that there would be a day when he would tell Pei Yi the truth, but he understood Pei Yi's decision and looked forward to Pei Yi's choice: "Your mother is the god of drought."

Yi Suan Xingjun's words were like a bolt from the blue, shaking Pei Yi's sea of ​​consciousness into chaos.

When he was young, he followed Emperor Wenchang for several years. At that time, people often mentioned the god of drought, but no one talked about it until a few years later.Those gods didn't know that Pei Yi was the child that God of Drought was desperately trying to keep, and they didn't avoid Pei Yi when they talked, so Pei Yi also knew that God of Drought was the god who killed thirteen mortals.

When she was a child, Pei Yi was even very afraid of this ferocious goddess in the mouths of the gods, but she never expected that this person who was rejected by the gods turned out to be her own mother.

"how come……"

Seeing that the eyes of the young man in front of him gradually turned red, Yi Suan Xingjun sighed: "The Drought God cannot conceive. In order to save your life, she did something wrong. Also to save you, she chose to kill herself."

Obviously it should be the deep maternal love he had longed for, but Pei Yi felt overwhelmed by guilt.Before he came back to his senses, tears had already wet his front: "Is it because of me that she killed thirteen people?"

Yi Suan Xingjun was silent, seeing him acquiescing, Pei Yi knelt down on the ground, gasping for tears: "Master, master, master..."

Yi Suan Xingjun wiped away the tears streaming down his face, and said in a gentle voice: "I tell you this because your mother will not live long now. Geng Ze did things against the sky, but he never thought about that body made of mud , how to bear the spirit. I took you to the human world today because I wanted you to see your mother no matter what."

Pei Yi knelt down in front of Yisuan Xingjun, sobbing constantly.Yi Suan Xingjun couldn't bear it, this is the child he raised.He cupped Pei Yi's cheeks and said, "Ah Yi, don't be sad yet. Tell me, do you want to see her?"

Pei Yi felt that she couldn't breathe, and it took her a long time to catch her breath.He looked at Yisuan Xingjun, with no light in his eyes: "Think."

He wanted to see who his mother was, and he wanted to ask her if she had ever thought about whether he was willing to bear a heinous crime and be born into this world?

Hearing that he wanted to see Chunyu Xian, Yi Suan Xingjun's heart sank, but he still said in a gentle voice: "If that's the case, first wipe away your tears and go to the human world with me."