Life is like a play, it all depends on acting

After hanging up Weiye's phone call, Qi Qian and the twins got up and left Chen Yu's house. Although they wanted to stay with Chen Yu, it was clear that what Chen Yu needed at this time was to be alone.

"Would you mind finding a place to chat alone?" Before Qi Qian got into the car with the bodyguards and left, Adonis, the elder brother with black hair among the twins, stopped Qi Qian.

"I don't think it's necessary at all." Qi Qian refused politely.Although the twins didn't really do anything to sow discord, it's true that they told Chen Yu a lot of unpleasant things about him.Qi Qian thinks that he doesn't have much room for others, at least when others don't like him, he can't afford to like others.

"If you think it's completely unnecessary that it's about who killed your grandparents, then you can go." The younger brother Apollo looked at Qi Qian with a malicious smile.

Facing the threat, Qi Qian's first reaction was to ignore him, get into the car, close the door, and let the driver drive away.

The twins, who were confident in their plans, froze in place.

But in fact, after driving, Qi Qian regretted it. At the beginning, he dared to leave directly because he didn't want to understand the relationship between the grandparents in the twins' mouths and him. He didn't realize until the car drove that his grandparents were Qi Bixia many years ago. Parents who unfortunately died in an air crash!Grandparents are insignificant people to him, but they are very important to Qi Bixia.

Just when Qi Qian was thinking that he would get information about Qi Bixia's parents from the twins even if he lowered his face and offered to apologize, the twins' apology text message came first, using Chen Yu's mobile phone.

It seems that the other party's request is very big, and he is much more anxious than him.Qi Qian thought.

[I apologize for my brother's impulsiveness just now. We didn't mean to threaten you, but just wanted to negotiate a deal with you, which can be said to be beneficial to you without any harm.We also apologize to you for what we have done, and there are some things I still wish we could talk about in person. BY: Adonis. 】

Although Qi Qian didn't know much about the ways of the world, he also knew the importance of taking the initiative in the negotiation, but it really irritated the other party, and everyone broke up. Qi Qian just held back a little, and then returned to Chen Yu's house again.

The community where Chen Yu's home is located is very tightly guarded, and it is rare for paparazzi to break out of the encirclement and take pictures of the inside of the house.

"Get in the car." Qi Qian said to the twins who were waiting at the garage door behind.

Apollo, the hot-tempered younger brother of the twins, gritted his teeth facing Qi Qian's face. He just couldn't understand Qi Qian's dead face of "I am the only one in the world", but in the end he endured it and sat in Qi Qian's room. in the car.

"I won't let your father go. If you want to use this as an exchange, then you can avoid talking about it." Although Qi Qian felt that this possibility was unlikely, he still felt that it was necessary to say something first.

"Hey, who cares about his life and death, I will be very happy to see him go to hell, save him? Are you kidding me?" Apollo said it from the bottom of his heart, his strong resentment towards his father seemed to overflow from his eyes , "That old man and Chen Yu's mother are all the same thing. We are not a good baby Chen Yu. We will think that parents love their children no matter what. Listening to that makes me feel sick."

"Apollo wants to say thank you, work harder, how about giving that person a life sentence?" Adonis, the older brother, interrupted his younger brother, trying to use a more acceptable way of saying it. .

"He is your biological father." Qi Qian frowned. His good relationship with Qi Bixia always made it difficult for him to understand the drama of other people's father-son rivalry.

"Oh come on, don't make it sound like you didn't see the video of him abusing us. Or are you so mad that we should still kneel and lick him after what he did to us? Just because he's our biological father ? He raised us?" Apollo's face was full of sarcasm and tyrannical distortion.

Qi Qian said that he really didn't know about this.

Although 2B250 packed Qi Qian with a lot of things that Hercules couldn't see, Qi Qian didn't think much of it at all, and just handed over all the brains to Qi Bixia and A Luo to operate.

"You didn't see the videos of us being abused, did you?" Adonis was much smarter than Apollo.

Qi Qian nodded noncommittally: "But I think my father should have it, if those videos are stored in the same notebook of Hercules."

"There is no best. That is not a good memory, who would want that thing to be made public." Apollo pouted.

"He has a very bad temper. I have always suspected that he has mental problems, such as serious violent tendencies. When he is upset or drunk, he likes to take revenge on our mother and us. He used to use a whip a long time ago. , sticks and other weapons, when we gradually became famous, he was afraid that people would see the clues, so he replaced it with mental abuse, and punished us for writing 'we are guilty', 'we are evil', 'We should go to hell' is commonplace, and beating our mothers to make us obey is what Apollo and I can't stand." Adonis said lightly, but enough Imagine the awful life behind that.

"Why didn't you call the police?" From Qi Qian's point of view, those who hurt cubs, especially their own flesh and blood, are absolutely unforgivable.

"Oh, thank you, call the police, why didn't we think of such a simple thing." Apollo all sarcastically said.

"Apollo!" Adonis glared at his younger brother, and then said to Qi Qian, "Sorry, Apollo always has a hard time controlling his temper in this matter."

On which matter did he control his temper?Qi Qian slandered in his heart.

"It's not that we didn't try to call the police when we were young, but when the police came, he would dismiss him with a few words. He has a deep connection with Vier's family. He was laundering money for them in exchange for asylum a long time ago. No one will help us. We are surrounded by his people from assistants to agents, and we can't escape if we want to, not to mention that my mother is still in his hands. She has been abused by him and has been locked up at home. In the name of getting sick, we have no way to resist him, unless we want our mother to be tortured by him in different ways." Adonis' tone was full of deep powerlessness, "So every birthday we insist on going back to spend with my mother, Those were one of the few days she was still sane."

"So you want me to help you send him to prison?" Neither country C nor country A has the death penalty, and the biggest death penalty is life imprisonment for hundreds of years.

"Yes. Weil doesn't know much. We only know that it's not easy for us to live with him, but he can't help us at all. After all, Weil is just a young master. This incident made us realize that you may be able to, in fact, Many years ago, we thought you were a good candidate, but unfortunately you ignored us at all. Apollo and I also know that it is love for you to help, and it is duty not to help, but we still cannot let go of the anger in our hearts for not helping you , I’m sorry for venting my anger like this.”

Whether it was sincere or forced by the situation, Adonis showed enough humility and sincerity.This made Qi Qian very satisfied, so it was rare for him to explain: "Whether you believe it or not, I didn't know you were trying to ask for help back then."

"What's the use of explaining now?" Apollo said angrily.

Qi Qian glanced at Apollo and decided not to talk to him anymore.

"It's not us begging you, it's an exchange! Do you understand the exchange? Adonis is too weak!" Apollo obviously didn't want to end this conversation like this, "Let me tell you, why are we begging you? It was originally something that was beneficial to you, we told you two things in exchange for sending the man who harmed your father's family to prison, what else are you dissatisfied with? What is your air? Do you think you are great? "

"Fortunately, it's not that great, but it just happens to be able to get rid of people you can't get rid of." Qi Qian said leisurely, "And now I seem to know who killed my grandparents."

Hercules.Although Qi Qian still doesn't know why Hercules did what he did and how to do it, the twins gave him a clear enough direction.As long as there is a name, there is nothing that 2B250 cannot investigate.In other words, twins are completely worthless.

"No, you don't know." After Adonis told his brother to shut up, he said to Qi Qian calmly, "It's not Hercules, of course, we really hope you can attribute this matter to him , and sent him to prison."

"can."

"Xia, remember this name. Go find your father's uncle Jiaren later, and everything will be clear." Adonis said, "This is a deposit, and it is also a token of your trust. When will Hercules Imprisoned for life by traitors, when will we tell you another thing that is equally important to you."

After Qi Qian wrote it down, he curiously asked the twins: "Actually, I wanted to ask just now, since you hate Hercules so much, why didn't you hire a killer to kill him?" Or do it yourself.

"What do you think a killer is? Chinese cabbage that can be found everywhere? Or just post this recruitment sign in the talent exchange center and someone will come to recommend themselves with a resume?" Apollo looked at Qi Qian with a sneer, "Life is not Movies, young master, Hei Shi will not be something you can just get to know, and there are people who are not dead on the road."

Qi Qian thought, no matter how powerful the person Hercules knew, he would definitely not be as powerful as Pei Anzhi, but judging by the attitude of the other party, he decided not to tell the other party kindly that he just met a very powerful big man casually. guy.

"I see. If there is nothing else, you can get out of the car." Qi Qian finally said.

Apollo looked at the bustling scene of people coming and going through the car window, his face turned pale, and he said loudly to Qi Qian, "This is a downtown area! Are you crazy?"

"So?" Qi Qian said, he knew it was a downtown area, and he deliberately asked the driver to drive the car here.

"Do you want to kill us?!"

Qi Qian nodded sincerely: "What makes you think that you can speak ill of me and be rude to me without paying a price? And you really think that I will take you home in my car, Hercule Can Si not find the problem between you and me?"

Knowing that Qi Qian was looking for reasons to deliberately make things difficult, but the twins still had no choice but to admit it without temper.

At the breakfast table the next day, Qi Qian was content to appreciate how the twins in the report enjoyed the "enthusiasm" of the citizens and tourists in downtown LV and the media.

As for the matter of Qi Bixia's parents, Qi Qian was not in a hurry to tell Qi Bixia, after all, the twins only provided him with a direction, and the truth is not yet known, which would add unnecessary troubles to Qi Bixia. Qi Qian entrusted the investigation of this matter to the professional Pei Anzhi.

"If there is no evidence, or if the evidence has been destroyed, I can ask my friend to help see if it can be recovered." Qi Qian is naturally talking about letting 2B250 forge a seamless "evidence".

"As expected, you still don't understand our way of doing things, Qi Xiaoqian." Pei Anzhi smiled wickedly, both beautiful and dangerous, "For people like us, the important thing is never the evidence, but the truth. Killing Paying for your life is justified, and your father will agree with me on this matter."

The implication of Pei Anzhi's words is that the legal sanction is life imprisonment at most, but Qi Bixia's parents are dead, which is not fair at all.

"Okay, you've finished what you told us, now let's talk about the conditions for me to do things for you."

"When will New Year's Eve come back? I really don't know." As the ten-year period is approaching, Qi Qian has been annoyed by Pei Anzhi's questions about New Year's Eve. Every time he has to repeat these words several times, " I can't bring him back sooner."

"Hehe," Pei Anzhi replied in this way, "Then let's change the conditions and accompany me to a place after a while."

"make a deal."

After the award ceremony of Country C Choice Awards, Qi Bixia was called away by Pei Anzhi.

Qi Qian was sitting at home waiting for Qi Bixia, while browsing Weibo with nothing to do. Recently, his reply to a non-funny joke at the Country C Choice Awards was everywhere on the Internet: "10163 multiplied by 229591 .”

The extremely simple calculation result is 2333333333. Qi Qian expressed that he really wondered why people on earth said to take out their calculators.

Looking at the time, less than 5 minutes had passed since Qi Bixia left, but Qi Qian felt that his life was like a year, and he was restless. He rarely felt this way, and he couldn't understand why he was like this.In short, it is difficult to calm down. I feel upset when I browse Weibo, and I feel upset when I watch anime. Even the rain that is gradually starting to fall outside is very annoying.

"Are you worried about Mr. Qi?" The old butler, who had always been very invisible, brought milk to Qi Qian.

A word of reminder from the old housekeeper made Qi Qian realize that this was the feeling of worry. He was indeed worried, worried that Qi Bixia would collapse after hearing the content of Pei Anzhi's investigation, even though he didn't know exactly what Pei Anzhi investigated. What happened.

"Although I don't know what happened, I want to tell you, give Mr. Qi some confidence. He is also very reliable. If you are really upset, I think I have something here that can help you " The old housekeeper said consolingly, he can be said to have watched Qi Qian grow up, although he didn't communicate much with Qi Qian, but he has been doing his best to hope that Qi Qian will be well.

Qi Qian decided to trust the old housekeeper once.

Then Qi Qian followed the old housekeeper to the attic of the house, just like Qi Bixia secretly built a studio about Qi Qian at home back then. There are many things in this house that Qi Qian has never understood.

"You are the least curious child I have ever met."

"No, you're wrong, I just want to know what these are in the attic." Qi Qian pointed to the big cardboard boxes neatly arranged in the attic.

"Some miscellaneous things about your father, Mr. Qi when he was a child, as well as videos of the movies and commercials he acted in, as well as some events and interviews he attended. I think you will be interested."

Qi Qian had to admit that his interest was really aroused.

So, until Qi Bixia came back, Qi Qian concentrated on watching the movie that Qi Bixia starred in before in the living room at home.To be honest, the effects of movies 20 years ago are incomparable to the movies of today. Even Yue Shen’s shooting techniques at that time were a little immature. Although Yue Shen’s habits and skeleton can already be seen, they are far from the sophistication of today. and plump.

But Qi Qian couldn't help being attracted by the young Qi Bixia in the movie. Qi Bixia in "Orphan" has an indescribable radiance, every frown, smile, and every move, reveals an indescribable comfort.

"The difference between my father when I was young and now is really great." Qi Qian said to the old housekeeper.

"In fact, although I haven't met Mr. Qi a few times when I was a child, I was still working in the Bai family at that time, but from my observation, his personality has never changed, and he has always been so...eclectic." It's really hard for the old butler to find a better word to describe Qi Bixia's funny comparison.

"But he's not like this in the movie." This reminded Qi Qian of the first time he saw Qi Bixia working in Continent B. The contrast between him in front of the camera and behind the camera was as if he was schizophrenic.

But Qi Bixia at that time was not as good as he was in front of the camera when he was a child.

"It's strange, eh? Mr. always tells me that you are a good seed born for the camera, but in fact, I have always wanted to say that if Mr. Bi was a child, you..."

"I'm far inferior to him." Qi Qian had to admit that when others were praising his acting skills, he actually felt the same way. No one could act better than him.But compared with Qi Bixia when he was a child, Qi Qian finally understood his short-sightedness.Maybe his acting skills and camera positioning are much better than Qi Bixia's, but he can't play a character like Qi Bixia.

It's not that he's not good, but that he's not good enough.

No matter how perfect the acting skills are, they are only acting out a character, but Qi Bixia can turn that character into a living, flesh and blood person.Qi Bixia's acting skills are actually very rough, Qi Qian can point out seven or eight mistakes in a scene at a glance, but so what?The character played by Qi Bixia has a kind of spirituality that Qi Qian's perfect acting skills cannot express.

"Is there something I'm missing?" Qi Qian stared blankly at Qi Bixia in the movie. Many times when he was watching the movie, he would unconsciously forget that this person was the funny guy who had been with him day and night for ten years.

"Your acting skills were praised by director Yue Shen as being as perfect as a textbook."

"But it's not good enough." For the first time, Qi Qian became obsessed with acting. He no longer performed the character perfectly according to the requirements of the script, but wanted to bring this character to life like Qi Bixia.

"I think so. Of course, this is just my personal opinion. Please don't mind if I am wrong," the old butler said slowly, "You are already very good. Few people are your opponents, even Chen Yu who seems to be more famous than you now. If you follow this path, within five years, when you become an adult, you will definitely become the youngest movie king."

"But I won't be Qi Bixia." It won't be a mark of an era, it'll just be a not-so-special one among the few film kings born every year.

"Why do you want to become Mr. Qi? You are just you, the unique Qi Qian. Acting starts with imitation, but blind imitation will never succeed. I have been thinking, are you pursuing perfection too much, instead Forgot something.” The so-called entering the play means that the whole actor blends into that scene and becomes that character.But Qi Qian cares too much about acting itself, no matter when and where, his brain always keeps absolute calm.

Before Qi Qian could figure it out, Qi Buxia came back. His expression couldn't be said to be good, but he couldn't say it was bad either, but there was a kind of relief in it.

That was the relief he never felt even when he learned that the fan who blew himself up was only Pei Yue's elder brother Pei Zhuo, not the real anti fan who died because of him.

"Did anything good happen?" Qi Qian asked.

"Well, it's a very good thing. Let's accompany Dad to visit the graves of grandparents tomorrow. Speaking of which, I really wish I never took you to meet them." Qi Bixia smiled and sat next to his son, "What are you looking at? "

"Look at the movies you acted in in the past." Qi Qian replied truthfully.

"No!!!" After hearing this, Qi Bixia jumped up as if his butt was on fire, and ran to turn off the TV in a hurry, not forgetting to scold the old housekeeper, "Didn't I put it on purposely?" , Why did you let Qian Bao read this? It’s black history, okay?! It’s a shame.”

Many actors and novelists have such emotions. Looking back on their past works, they will feel an indescribable shame PLAY.

"Since you think it's a black history, then create a new history for me to see." Qi Qian saw the stitches, he had this idea when he was watching a movie, he wanted to act with Qi Bixia, he wanted to see the movie again The Qi Bixia in the picture seemed to be shining brightly all over.

Chapter 58 Eight Diaries: Qi Qian: High-altitude diving has its own fun.Pei Anzhi: Hehe.

Facing Qi Qian's proposal to act together, Qi Bixia was silent for a long time before giving an ambiguous answer: "If there is a good script."

He didn't say yes, but he didn't completely refuse either.Compared with the past, this is already a big improvement.Yue Shen once invited Qi Bixia to appear as a guest guest in an episode of "People Are Hard to Break Down", but Qi Bixia rejected it with great reaction.At that time, Qi Qian thought that Qi Bixia had relapsed from his ten-year fear of well ropes, so he didn't think about it again until he saw Qi Bixia's past movie tonight, and he wanted to reproduce that time. Qi Bixia, and he believed that Qi Bixia longed for it in his heart.

It's just because of an unknown reason that Qi Bixia has been wasted until now.

Qi Qian looked at a group of parent-child photos on the European-style wall next to the stairs at home. It was taken by him and Qi Bixia when he was twelve years old. There were no beautiful scenery or gorgeous clothes in the photos. There were no exaggerated movements, only a whiteboard written in black calligraphy in the hands of the father and son.

In the first picture, on the whiteboard in the hands of Qi Bixia who is standing on the left is writing: "This is my son →."

The whiteboard in Qi Qian's hand read: "←This is my stupid father."

The content of Qi Bixia's whiteboard on the second picture is: "I love my Qianbao very much."

The content of Qi Qian's whiteboard is: "If you don't let him love you, what else can you do?"

The following content is similar, basically similar funny content, only the last photo makes Qi Qian want to change now, in that photo, Qi Bixia said, "My son will become a double actor sooner or later. ", Qi Qian's answer was "That's needless to say", now Qi Qian wants to change that sentence into "I want to be with you".

Qi Qian, who is very active, asked 2B250 to replace the words in the photo with what Qi Qian wanted that night.Qi Bixia was unresponsive, and didn't notice any changes in the photos for a long time.

When the father and son came back from their morning jog and Qi Qian started to quarrel with the nutritious breakfast he didn't like, the entertainment headlines in the major media newspapers had become "Former action superstar Hercules of country A, suspected of killing the king of country C" Qi Bixia's parents were arrested by the international police", the news came overwhelmingly, awakening everyone's hearts that were not fully awake in the morning.

The entertainment report on TV is still talking about it. The police said that they will file an appeal as soon as possible. There are only less than three years left before the 20-year effective prosecution period. They will never give Hercules any possibility of delay.

"International police?" Qi Qian always thought that the international police would be involved in major cases such as transnational drug trafficking, arms reselling, or terrorist attacks. Ordinary murders are inevitable...

"My parents were in an air crash. At that time, there were not only my parents and their assistants, servants, and the entire crew including the two pilots on the private plane. A total of 14 people suffered, and none of them survived. The reason given at that time was the weather problem, but now the new evidence in Mr. Pei's hands can prove that this is a long-planned terrorist attack. The insane Hercules was the mastermind, and my uncle Jia Ren was cooperating with the inside and outside to plot money and kill him. Winning the wealth of the Qi family and helping the terrorist organization behind Hercules to make a comeback. I will not let him go." Qi Bixia's expression is unprecedentedly cold, although the real mastermind is not Hercules Adams, but he's also the main insider, and for real reasons.

Therefore, Vier's family is just a cover, and there is another person behind Hercules, just like there is someone on the road in the mouth of the twins.And the Xi Ya mentioned by the twins was nothing more than the role of the mastermind, the organization liaison officer, or the person who manipulated Jia Ren to murder his sister and brother-in-law.

Seeing that Qi Bixia meant to hide these behind-the-scenes things from him on purpose, Qi Qian also very cooperatively pretended that he didn't know anything, and didn't ask further questions.

Qi Qian believed that with Pei Anzhi's ruthless methods, those people would not be let go.

That morning, Qi Qian had an interview with the twins in the afternoon. It wasn't that he didn't want to know the other important thing that the twins said to him, but that he promised to accompany Qi Bixia to give Qi Bixia the morning. In Qi Qian's opinion, nothing is more important than Xia's parents visiting the grave.

The twins have no objection to this, after all, they are not the ones who are worried now.Hercules, who was worried about his heart, was arrested, and there were only two endings facing Hercules, either he was imprisoned for life, or he was really killed by the organization behind him, no matter which ending is good for the twins In the end, what they need to worry about now is how to leave more property belonging to Hercules with the help of lawyers.As for when Qi Qian came to ask them what they promised, they really didn't really care about it, after all, it wasn't their lives that were hanging by a thread.

In the family cemetery of the Qi family in S City, Qi Bixia in a black suit is holding white flowers in one hand and leading his son in a black suit in the other. At the end of the row, he found the tombstones of his parents who he had been afraid to face for many years.

On the marble tombstone is a photo of a middle-aged couple. The man is calm and the woman is virtuous. They look very loving.

"There is one thing that I have never dared to tell anyone, including Pei Yue. It has been in my heart for 17 years. Today is sunny and sunny. I think it will be a good day to reveal the truth. But before I tell you, Dad hopes that you can You know, I've always regretted what I did back then, I hope you won't look down on me after you find out." Qi Bixia spoke in a low voice.

Qi Qian stood quietly on the side, holding his bear in his arms. He had a premonition that this matter was closely related to why Qi Bixia no longer acted in movies, and this confession would either make Qi Bixia reborn from the blood, or he would be born again. This failed.

"Many people who have known me since I was a child will probably always tell you that I was very well-behaved when I was a child, and two people who seem to be the opposite when I grow up, my personality has changed too much. But in fact, they are all wrong. I have always been It's like this, nothing has changed. It's just that when I was a child, my bad emotions were used to kill me. My parents suffered a lot from it, but they never scolded me. They really love me. In hindsight I think I will be ashamed of my waywardness when I was a child, and I love my parents very much, but it is always difficult for me to control my temper, and I am always full of anger. I want to apologize to my parents for my words and deeds, but at the same time I got even worse and lost my temper with them, I am really a very jerk son."

"I also like to laugh at you sometimes." Qi Qian reflected on himself, "I won't do that to others, because I know that I have a bad tongue to you, and you won't be really angry with me, you will always pamper me."

The reason why we are willful is because we firmly believe that the other party will not leave us because of this.

It is always difficult to change the inferiority of human beings. They tolerate others and criticize those they really love deeply.

"No, Qian Bao, I won't be angry because of this, why do you think so?" Qi Bixia hurriedly explained to his son who was about to be as tall as himself in front of his parents' grave, "I'm very happy that you treated me like that, I mean, I know that's the only way you can do that to me, it's a sign of your trust in me, and I think it brings us closer together, and I'm happy, really. Remember, even if you do something wrong I'll never be able to be angry with you after all, because that's exactly what parents should do."

Forever tolerant and always loving their children, even if the whole world thinks their children are demons, parents are willing to believe them again and give them a chance to start over.

Qi Bixia has always been envious of New Year's Eve, because when Qi Qian mentions New Year's Eve, no matter whether Qi Qian is happy or complaining, they will always appear to be very close, as if no one can get involved.Over the years, Qi Bixia has been working hard to make the relationship between him and Qi Qian look like that.

It's like listening to his son complaining to others, "Dad always forces me to eat vegetables, and I don't like him in this life." Qi Bixia can always feel that he can hear a sense of pride from his son's complaints, and a sense of my father's love. Loving me with all my heart and being proud of me.

It was a very sweet complaint, and Qi Bixia said that he would never get tired of it no matter how many times he listened to it.

Qi Qian looked at Qi Bixia and said seriously: "I think the mood of grandpa and grandma at that time is exactly the same as you at this moment. They will never be really angry with you."

Qi Bixia looked at Qi Qian in a daze, and suddenly hugged his son into his arms, not letting him see his tears streaming down his face.

This is the second time that Qi Bixia cried beside Qi Qian. Qi Qian froze on the spot, at a loss, not knowing how to comfort him, yo, yo, good boy?I always feel that this is not the right time to talk about it.

Qi Bixia will always rescue Qi Qian very well, there is no need for Qi Qian to express anything, he has already choked up and said everything like beans: "Back then, because of Jia Ren, in order to get a second commission, at the critical moment of transformation I made a few less-than-ideal films, and that was the first time my acting career suffered. And my parents were not with me at the time, and I can’t really blame them, because they didn’t know anything about it before they left. Well, they just went to celebrate their fifteenth wedding anniversary, and even that was a surprise I prepared for them.

It's just that when I encountered difficulties, I changed my mind and felt that my parents didn't care enough about me and only cared about me.I had a big fight with them on the phone, said a lot of bad things, and refused to answer a single call from them after that.

They must have been crazy at the time, so they insisted on taking the plane back to China to see me when the weather was not good.

My mother even sent me a text message before boarding the plane, apologizing to me constantly, explaining to me that they didn't care about me, but they really didn't know what happened, and finally said that they would come back as soon as possible to accompany me, they love I.

You will know what happened after that. I didn't wait for my parents, but I only waited for the news of their death in an air crash. "

How much Qi Bixia would blame himself at that time, Qi Qian thinks he is completely conceivable.And this is Qi Bixia's real knot in his heart. It doesn't matter that the movie failed, and it wasn't an anti fan who blew himself up. The latter one finally confirmed that it was Pei Yue's elder brother Pei Zhuo who blew himself up.Qi Bixia can survive many difficult things, but she will never be able to overcome the guilt she feels towards her parents.

"I thought……"

"Stop talking." Qi Qian interrupted Qi Bixia, he felt that Qi Bixia in his arms was trembling to the verge of collapse.

"...I killed them." Qi Bixia finally said that sentence. It was like a switch, letting go of all Qi Bixia's emotions. Emotions were expressed, "I thought it was my waywardness that ruined their lives, I thought it was me who killed my parents with my own hands, I couldn't really sleep for a long time, every time I closed my eyes, I would listen to When it comes to the quarrel between myself and my parents on the phone, I will watch them get on the plane that is destined to kill them over and over again, watch my mother anxiously want to call me to explain, and watch her cry Texting me while walking, hoping I can forgive her."

Qi Qian opened his mouth weakly, always feeling that any words of comfort would be too pale.

"But the one who really wants to ask for forgiveness has always been me. Sometimes I always think, or I might as well die, but I feel ashamed to face Izumi Youzhi's parents, so I choose to start using All kinds of stimulating ways to anesthetize myself, I will never dream of that plane again when I am drunk, and I will see my parents smiling at me when I am taking drugs... I am really a terrible person.”

"You are fine." Qi Qian can only say that, Qi Bixia may have all sorts of problems, but he is really good to him, and he doesn't like him belittling himself so much.

"I am kind to you, and I also have a kind of atonement mentality. Thinking, I am so kind to you, if you become an unfilial son in the future, you will treat me very badly