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Xia Zhen said bluntly, "I'm sorry."

His eyes were very frank, and his apology was very neat.

Xia Zhen would run from home to Zhuang Ji's house to look for him, because he didn't want to believe that Zhuang Ji had no feelings for him.

Zhuang Ji had expressed his liking for him before, and this kind of expression was of no benefit to Zhuang Ji, but he said so, which showed that his feelings were true.

But he wanted to change his mind afterwards, and it was only because of other changes that he wanted to be a coward.

Xia Zhen didn't want to end up with Zhuang Ji so simply. The two hadn't started well yet, so how could they break off the original relationship.

He was not sure about Zhuang Ji's feelings before, and he was afraid that courting him rashly would make Zhuang Ji feel disgusted and feel that he had offended him, but since Zhuang Ji had expressed his love for him, how could he stay in his shell and not ask Zhuang Ji well? Express your sincerity.

So he came to Zhuang Ji, wanting to clarify with him.

In fact, he already had a plan, no matter what Zhuang Ji said, he would not change his mind and decision.

He was stimulated by Zhuang Ji's overly calm appearance just now, that's why he didn't choose what to say and said that.

After he finished speaking, he felt remorse.

In terms of the relationship with Zhuang Ji, Xia Zhen felt that Zhuang Ji was always in control of the rhythm, what he said was what he wanted to do, and he did whatever he wanted.

Xia Zhen couldn't gain the upper hand in this relationship at all, not only that, but he couldn't fully understand Zhuang Ji's thoughts.

Xia Zhen didn't like this kind of feeling that she couldn't control at all, but when it came to love, she was uneasy, her heart was up and down, half looking forward to joy, half uneasy.

What can I do.

Zhuang Ji didn't expect Xia Zhen to apologize directly like this. He was full of sadness at first, and felt that Xia Zhen said that about him like stabbing him with a knife, but Xia Zhen cried so much that Zhuang Ji could no longer feel resentment towards him. .

Speaking of which, this was the first time Zhuang Ji saw Xia Zhen shed tears, and he didn't expect it to be because of this kind of thing.

Zhuang Ji saw that Xia Zhen had put away the almost collapsed emotions just now, so naturally he would not mention it again.

Just mentioning it embarrasses both of them.

Zhuang Ji came back to his senses, cleared his throat, and said, "Let me go first."

Xia Zhen didn't let go, and the ambiguous atmosphere of desire and enthusiasm still surrounded the two of them. Xia Zhen's voice was a little hoarse, and she had a very good attitude of admitting her mistake, "Zhuang Ji, what I just said was nonsense, I'm sorry. I know You are priceless, I can't afford it."

As he said that, he patted his face directly with Zhuang Ji's hand, "Calm down."

Zhuang Ji was a little dumbfounded, thinking that Xia Zhen still had such a time.

Xia Zhen asked again, "Did you forgive me?"

Zhuang Ji wanted to pull out his hand, the atmosphere between the two was weird, even weirder than the kiss just now.

"Get out of the way first."

"Do you think you've forgiven me?" Xia Zhen looked at Zhuang Ji with deep eyes, as if Zhuang Ji was the only one in his world.

Zhuang Ji was uncomfortable with him, "Many times, what a person says subconsciously can best reflect his subconscious meaning. I don't mean to blame you, but I can't forget what you just said."

Xia Zhen clasped Zhuang Ji's hand tightly, and lowered her head, "Since you said that, I think I probably really mind, I really mind the matter between you and Xia Yibo, or someone else I can't bear to think about whether you have had an unusual relationship with someone. "

At this time of year, the weather had already cooled down, and the room hadn't been heated yet. Xia Zhen's palms, which were usually dry, were now covered with sweat.

Zhuang Ji's hands were clasped tightly by his, and it was a slippery feeling.

Zhuang Ji was in a complicated mood because of his words, Xia Zhen looked like a big dog bowing in front of him, with his head down, especially like it.

Zhuang Ji simply didn't know what to do.

Xia Zhen was always so frank in front of him, so frank that there was no secret at all, and she did not hide any of his thoughts and ideas.

He loves himself with such a warm and clean mind.

How could Zhuang Ji not understand this.

"I don't deserve you to treat me like this, you go."

Zhuang Ji wanted to pull out his hand, but even though he said that, Xia Zhen still didn't let go. There was pain on his face, but he was determined not to let go of Zhuang Ji.

When Zhuang Ji said that, he was implying that he had indeed had a relationship with someone else.

Xia Zhen raised her head, like a big injured dog, "I don't believe it. Besides, this kind of thing is not worth it. Just tell me, do you love me?"

Zhuang Ji said, "If someone said that to me and I still love him, then am I too lacking in self-esteem?"

Xia Zhen frowned and said, "I've already apologized. Or, you can tell me again. I really didn't mean it, I was just talking nonsense..."

Zhuang Ji's eyes were complicated, but with a firm refusal, "You go."

Xia Zhen didn't leave, and said painfully, "Zhuang Ji, I don't know if you fully understand my heart, but I really love you. Do you understand?"

Zhuang Ji didn't dare to look at him, and wanted to turn his face away, Xia Zhen said again, "You have always been so cruel to me, even in high school, once you graduate, you ignore me, no matter what I call you You didn't answer the phone many times. Now it's like this again. I really don't know how to get along with you. "

Zhuang Ji didn't know what to do.

He had no choice but to reason with Xia Zhen, "You are the only heir of the Xia family, and it won't do you any good if you stay with me. You should find a woman to marry and have a few children. Together, what's the benefit?"

Xia Zhen smiled wryly, "I didn't expect you to tell me this kind of truth. Don't I understand it myself? I can do other things through hard work, but you, I don't know what to do. After so many years, I only liked you once, and I have no way to like someone anymore, let alone marry her and share the same bed. I don’t want to hear you talk about other things. I just want to know if you love me. If yes , this is enough for me.”

On Xia Zhen's face, the traces of his previous tears could no longer be seen, but Zhuang Ji's eyes began to turn sour. He said, "You are always like this, young master. I feel that I can get what I believe. Even if I Loving you, so what. This and being together are two different things. Don't you understand?"

Xia Zhen smiled because of his words, and there was no longer any hesitation on his face. He smiled beautifully and brightly, making people feel that the cloudy sky was shining brightly in an instant, "I admit, I am indeed a young master. I said I have to do it when I arrive. I don’t want to tell you those false words.”

He raised his hand and said, "I swear, Xia Zhen, that I will never think about what happened to you in the future. I love you, and I will never change in my life."

Zhuang Ji was moved in his heart, but said in his mouth, "I can't talk to you anyway."

Xia Zhen put down her hand and held Zhuang Ji's hand again. Zhuang Ji couldn't break free, Xia Zhen said, "You said you love me, didn't you? I just believe that and that's enough. "

Zhuang Ji said angrily, "Speaking of this, I almost forgot just now. I have such a bad image in your heart. I am full of lies and have no integrity. Others can have sex with money, so why do you love me?"

Xia Zhen said, "I was talking nonsense before, do you want to always remember this?"

Zhuang Ji said, "I am so narrow-minded."

When he said this, he pushed his shoulder with his right hand that was not caught by Zhuang Ji, "I tell you. If you think I am such a rotten person, don't say anything about liking me as soon as possible. I will bother you." .”

Xia Zhen said, "You are so unreasonable. Anyway, what you say is what you say. I really don't know which ones I can believe and which ones I can't. I have an honest relationship with you. Tell me, we never Since we met so far, have I told you even one lie? But how can you treat me? All the mistakes are on me, and you don’t think about whether you are at fault at all. Do you think it’s a good thing for you to mess around like this? "

Zhuang Ji looked at him with a stern face, desperately trying to push Xia Zhen away, but Xia Zhen refused to let go, Xia Zhen even said, "You might as well tell me clearly as soon as possible, just tell me what you said The words are true and which ones are false, so that I will forget all the false words, only remember the truth, and I will believe any word you say in the future."

Zhuang Ji said angrily, "You are never finished."

Xia Zhen grabbed both of Zhuang Ji's hands with both hands, imprisoned him like catching prey, surrounded him on the sofa, and prevented him from avoiding, "Say it quickly."

Zhuang Ji said angrily, "Get lost!"

Xia Zhen is like a ferocious and single-minded wolf, "Say it quickly."

Zhuang Ji turned his face away and sneered again.

Xia Zhen buried her head and bit Zhuang Ji's ear, Zhuang Ji cried out in pain, "What are you doing!"

Xia Zhen stared at him, "Say it quickly!"

Zhuang Ji said, "There is nothing to say."

Xia Zhen said, "Then we'll be like this forever, I won't let you go, I'll let you go after you say it."

Zhuang Ji laughed angrily, "You are... almost..."

He didn't know how to describe Xia Zhen.

Xia Zhen said, "Is it that difficult? Then let me ask you. Have you ever had sex with Meng Li?"

Zhuang Ji blushed with anger, "Get lost."

Xia Zhen didn't let go, and said, "No, right?"

Zhuang Ji's chest heaved, "Get out. Since you don't believe me so much, what did you swear just now? It's all fart. Besides, you know how to ask me, yourself, why don't you talk about yourself? Are you fucking You want to ask if I have ever held a woman's hand?"

Xia Zhen said, "I'm sorry."

Zhuang Ji thought that your apology is useless, so he knows how to apologize.

Unexpectedly, Xia Zhen went on to say, "I really should talk about myself first."

He looked at Zhuang Ji sincerely, "I haven't had a girlfriend before. When I was studying, a few people chased me, but I didn't agree, and I didn't have a onenightstand with anyone." Then he said emphatically, "I didn't I used to raise an actress," he frowned, "I can't remember her name, anyway, I know someone has rumored that I had an affair with her, but I really didn't have any relationship with her, and I didn't even touch her. Pass."

Zhuang Ji reminded him, "Jia Xin, isn't it?"

Xia Zhen thought for a while, "Oh, that's the name."

Emphasize, "I have nothing to do with this person."

Xia Zhen stared at Zhuang Ji and said, "I'm done talking. Now it's your turn."

Zhuang Ji raised his leg and gently rubbed between Xia Zhen's legs. When Xia Zhen pressed him just now, both of them reacted, but now they have calmed down, but being touched by Zhuang Ji like this, Xia Zhen was startled, and looked up from below, so he quickly looked down at Zhuang Ji's legs.

Zhuang Ji said, "You won't tell me that you haven't prescribed meat yet, right?"

Xia Zhen didn't feel embarrassed, "Don't change the subject, it's up to you now."

Zhuang Ji said angrily, "Do I look like a promiscuous person?"

Xia Zhen said, "I don't think of you that way."

Zhuang Ji took a deep breath and said, "I don't know how many bad things you've heard about me from other people, but I don't have that much energy, so I can't figure out who to tangle with. Anyway, I haven't messed with anyone Well, it’s impossible for me to rely on my body to get to the top. If I really can’t give up my body, then I have too many other opportunities to climb up. The most important thing is Xia Yibo, I have nothing to do with him No."

Having said this, Zhuang Ji's face flushed.

This is the first time he has explained this kind of thing to others. He always feels that he is innocent. No matter what others say about him behind his back, he can sneer at it, because he knows that he doesn't bother to do that. It seemed too hypocritical to say that he was innocent, and it hurt his self-esteem too much.

What he originally thought was that those who were willing to believe in him would always believe in him, and those who were unwilling to believe in him were not worth what he said to the other party.

But Xia Zhen was like this, she didn't believe him, and asked him to speak like this.

And he was actually willing to do this for Xia Zhen.

After Zhuang Ji finished speaking, he added viciously, "If you don't believe me, I have nothing to say. We will break up our friendship from now on. If you dare to appear in front of me, I will see you once and have someone beat you up once."

Xia Zhen knew that he was going too far, he said, "Yes. I understand."

After finishing speaking, he kissed Zhuang Ji at the end of his eyes, Zhuang Ji moved aside, Xia Zhen let go of his hand, Zhuang Ji was about to move his body, Xia Zhen hugged him again.

Xia Zhen said, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have mistrusted you."

Zhuang Ji said, "How many times have you said I'm sorry today? If you always apologize, you will lose your credibility."

Xia Zhen looked at him apologetically and stopped talking.

Zhuang Ji sighed, "Let go, my legs are numb."

Only then did Xia Zhen let him go, and then massaged his thigh, Zhuang Ji tried to avoid him awkwardly, "Go back."

Xia Zhen said, "I want to stay with you overnight."

"Huh?" Zhuang Ji looked at him, "Stay overnight?"

Xia Zhen was a little awkward, but said quickly, "I don't mean to share the same bed, I just want to stay. Are we lovers?"

Xia Zhen looked at him very sincerely, and almost had a tail behind her, wagging it at him.

Zhuang Ji said, "How do you know that I will let you stay overnight?"

Xia Zhen said earnestly, "Zhuang Ji, I... just sleep on the sofa."

Zhuang Ji only thought it was funny, but he said sweetly in his heart, "You really..."

Xia Zhen looked at him helplessly and pleadingly, "I don't want to go back, I can only miss you from a distance. Here, I can see you when I want to see you."

Zhuang Ji was taken aback by his sweet words, and then felt a little embarrassed.

Xia Zhen asked again, "Are you okay?"

Zhuang Ji opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, so he closed his mouth again, got up from the sofa, and took two steps in the living room, it suddenly occurred to him that he had just promised himself in front of Xia Zhen's mother She didn't mean anything to her son, but now she abducted her son together.

Zhuang Ji stopped in his tracks and said helplessly, "It won't be good for you or me if we do this. Don't you think about your mother, she will be very disappointed in you."

Zhuang Ji was very depressed. Thinking of his mother's early death, Zhuang Ji was filled with remorse. Whenever he thought of his mother's death at home for several days before being found out, he would feel unbearable pain.

He didn't want Xia Zhen to disappoint his mother.

He knew that Xia Zhen was born as an eagle, because he was born to fly freely in the sky, so he didn't know that there are too many constraints in the world, which can make it difficult for a person to move, but he is an eagle who has been tied up by various ropes since childhood. The horse that got up couldn't do as he wanted at all.

Xia Zhen knew that Zhuang Ji lied to him and duplicity, so there must be something to do with his mother, but he couldn't blame his mother.

Xia Zhen said, "I can make her admit you. If she wants an heir, she can do it through surrogacy. Besides, if I have no idea and everything follows the route she set, she will probably be even more disappointed with me." .My life is mine, as long as she sees that I can control my life and create value, she should be satisfied."

Zhuang Ji opened his mouth, he didn't expect Xia Zhen to say that, so he didn't know what to say for a while.

Xia Zhen stood up, walked up to him, and asked tentatively, "Did you agree?"

"what?"

Xia Zhen said, "It's about me staying."

Zhuang Ji looked at him silently, Xia Zhen didn't dodge his eyes, and looked at him with enthusiasm and sincerity, Zhuang Ji nodded as if he was bewitched by him.