forget or remember

**ForgetorMemory**

Spoiler - I won't leave!

The combination of jujube and mandarin, after many obstacles, can finally be together.

At first, there was nothing wrong with either of them, everyone was in love, and they lived their lives like ordinary couples.

However, after Satsuma recovered her memory, Zao felt that everything had changed.

Mikan's identity is the heir of the Sakura family, and he has the power to control the Sakura family, but he...is just a child of an ordinary family, plus his hands are covered with blood, he feels that he is not worthy of him.

In the case of Persona, Zao also felt powerless, he hated his cowardice, could not protect Mikan, and could only rely on the ability of the Sakura family.

On that matter, Zao also found that he didn't know mandarin.Moreover, what Mikan has always been burdened with is that Zao has been reminding her not to step into the darkness, which is even darker than Zao knows.

As an heir, one must have extraordinary ability, wisdom, control emotions, face intrigues in the family, and finally, have to give up a lot of things.As an heir, he had to face the darkness of the adult society when he was a child, and even lost the innocence of a child.

If you are still thinking like a child, it is impossible to deal with the problems that occur around you. I can't even imagine the environment that forces children to grow up. What a painful environment it is!

Mikan has endured so much pain, and Zao hates that she didn't notice it at all, and just rested comfortably in the sunshine of Mikan, not paying attention to the pain in her heart.But Zao was very scared. When he found out, Mikan would leave him.

Since Zao got acquainted, he has always felt that mandarin is far away, very far away, a ray of sunshine that he can't reach.Zao always doesn’t want to lead mandarin into darkness, but mandarin actually belongs to darkness, just like the stars in the night sky, shining in the dark night, even if it is very faint, they still shine hard until the moment before death...

Mikan has been surrounded by darkness since she was a child, but she still lives with a smile. She is a shining star in the family, bringing a happy atmosphere to everyone in the family. Therefore, the family members who are familiar with Mikan cherish Mikan very much and do not want She gets hurt.

And jujube is the same, mandarin is the only one who can save jujube from the darkness.

When Li came to find them and told them that their grandfather and elders wanted to see them, Zao did not expect it to be so soon. Zao was always worried that he would not be worthy of Satsuma, fearing that Satsuma's grandpa and elders would oppose them and would not let them go. They are together.

It is Zao Yi's usual practice to be worried all the time but refuse to speak out.But it was discovered by Grandpa Mikan and the elders, and usually these situations would be denied if they discovered them...

"Mikan, Xiaoying, Binglu, can you go out first? We have something to say to Zao and Liujia..." Hearing what Grandpa said, the three of Mikan walked out of the room obediently, and walked to the guest room to wait under the guidance of the housekeeper. .

"Zao, Rujia, our Sakura family will not worry about the difference in status, so there are many people who want to climb up on us, and of course there are many sincere people, but those who can "meet" with the elders of our Sakura family, There are only a small part. Although it is very small, our responsibility is to make every generation happy, so we have to be ruthless. It is up to us to break up or match up." Grandpa said sternly Explaining with jujube and Liujia made them feel very oppressed.

Grandpa has been paying attention to the expressions of Zao and Liujia. Although the faces of the two are calm, it can be seen from their expressions that they are restless.

"You don't need to be so afraid, because the two of you have already passed the test just now. I believe you will surely make Mikan and Xiaoying happy." Grandpa smiled kindly. If Zao and Liujia didn't get their approval, I'm afraid Grandpa would have given up They kicked out the Sakura family, and they will never be able to step into the Sakura family.

Zao and Liu Jia looked at each other, only to see Zao hesitate to say something. "But... that..." Although Zao is not a very straightforward person, this Zao is not like Zao at all.

"Are you afraid of the gap in status? Or are you afraid that you can't make Mikan happy?" Grandpa's words made Zao unconsciously lower her head.

Zao couldn't answer Grandpa's question, and he was afraid of what Grandpa asked.Zao is actually very weak, and he also needs the care of others, but he has been refusing to speak out, so that no one can help him at all, and he also hopes that he can solve everything by himself, but...it is impossible.

Grandpa saw that these words were useless, so he decided to tell the truth. "Actually, the identities of both of you are fine, it's just that it's a bit complicated."

"Why do you say that?" Zao finally raised his head and asked in bewilderment.

"Actually, your mother is the daughter of the Morino family. Because she eloped with your father, she severed ties with the Morino family. Your father never said this! Alas! It seems that he still thinks of your mother's death. It’s because of him... If you want to know the details, I’ll tell you later! Satsuma must have been very depressed..." Zao’s eyes widened because of his grandfather’s words, but he didn’t ask further, after all, Satsuma is also very important.

～Satsuma over there～

"Hey, Xiaoying... What did Grandpa tell Zao and the others? It's been a long time!" Mikan complained, playing with her fingers boredly.

Hotaru answered while tidying up her own invention, "Are you really so slow, didn't you notice? Hinata has always blamed herself, and was also afraid that she was not good enough for you... That's all I said, think about it for yourself Let's go!" Xiaoying left the tangerines and went to find Liujia by herself, and reminded Binglu to go back, because she knew that Grandpa had finished his words.

~evening~

Mikan walked to Zao's room, knocked on the door and said, "Zao... can I have a word with you?"

Zao, who was lying on the bed and meditating, hurriedly opened the door of the room.But Mikan walked into Zao's room without waiting for Zao's reply.After Mikan entered, the two remained silent.After a long time, Mikan finally spoke. "Ju...is it really that important?"

Mikan suddenly said something, but Zao couldn't figure out the meaning of Mikan's words.Seeing Zao's confused look, Mikan continued, "The difference in our identities...does it really matter...?"

"No... this is actually not important, I just don't have the confidence to give you happiness... the moment I knew you were the heir to the Sakura family, I hesitated..." Zao turned her head away, unwilling to let Mikan see the expression on his face , he is still afraid that Mikan will leave one day, because he is just a weak person.

Hearing Zao's words, Mikan walked forward sadly and hugged Zao tightly. Zao was surprised by Mikan's actions, but he didn't resist, and just let Mikan lean in his arms all the time.

"I'm sorry... Zao! I made you feel uneasy! Don't worry, I will never leave you, this is my promise to you." Mikan's words made Zao feel very warm, and he never noticed that Mikan was also very disturbed, but Tangerine will not leave him either, thinking of this, Zao raised the corner of his mouth.

I won't leave you,

Because I have no reason to leave,

Even in a few years,

My mind still won't change,

I will not leave!

"Fanwai - I won't leave!" End~

The author has something to say:

In fact, this article is not really the end, because there will be He Wen with "Forgetting Back" as the background, but...whether it will be written is another question...

Yin Yu is too lazy, there is no way... =. ="

But this is the only article that will be posted in "Wanghui", so this article is considered over. (This article is sloppy again... ^^")

Khan... I don't even know what I wrote! ! >. <