Wordless Love [Rebirth]

Zhao Lingyu's birth meant that he was the favored child of heaven, and his physical defects would be enough to trap people in the abilities he will show in the future.

In the last life, he suffered a lot from Meng Chilang and suffered all setbacks, and the other trigger was Du Ya.

At that time, he met Meng Chilang, who treated him as just an ordinary friend.No, maybe he wasn't even considered a friend at the beginning, and I was just his client, and he sent me a wedding invitation letter out of politeness.

He was busy making a life-long vow with another woman, and he had only that person in his eyes and heart, and he had no room for himself.Naturally, the wedding didn't go smoothly. The bride never showed up, and Zhao Lingyu certainly wouldn't let her show up.

It was that night when Meng Chilang got drunk that led to their subsequent entanglement.

After stumbling away for many years, the return of that woman once again brought the relationship between the two of them to the bottom, especially when he learned from the woman that Zhao Lingyu was responsible for her departure. broken.

In the past, he complained that he missed the opportunity, and in this life, he made up his mind never to let Du Ya endanger the relationship between the two, but he never thought that he would meet the one who shouldn't and could not be here at this moment. The woman who appeared here!

Meng Chilang walked with her, and Meng Chilang turned his head to her and smiled slightly, while the woman looked up at Meng Chilang with that expression of admiration that he wished to tear off her face...

Caught off guard, he even forgot that he was driving, and he did not regain his thinking ability until the car hit the green belt and was ejected by the airbag.

Fortunately, the result of the examination in the hospital was only a slight bruise. When Meng Chilang went to the hospital, he was only worried, and when he returned, he turned serious and scolded Zhao Lingyu angrily and anxiously.No wonder this person is very careful when driving. Such a careful person can still have troubles when parking one after another, which shows that his driving risk factor is very high and his skills are not proficient.

When the taxi parked outside the community, he had already said that he would find a new coach for Zhao Lingyu, and he would park it properly. Oh, no, it should be the driving skills that were rebuilt again!

Whenever he said anything, Zhao Lingyu nodded obediently.

Seeing that he had a good attitude of admitting his mistakes, Meng Chilang's anger finally dissipated. When the elevator door opened, he opened the door while saying: "Don't perfunctory me, if you dare to do this again next time, I will deprive you of it." Lifetime driving rights, obediently give me a lifelong passenger seat, do you hear me?"

Zhao Lingyu nodded in agreement.

The door opened, and Meng Chilang walked in. When he bent down to change his shoes, he found him still standing at the door stupidly, and was startled: "What's wrong?"

Seeing that his expression remained the same as before, Zhao Lingyu pointed up in the direction of his home, and said: There is still something to do.

Meng Chilang was not happy: "You still have to work overtime when you come back? Can't you save it for tomorrow? Look, you are so tired that you have trouble driving!"

Zhao Lingyu did not agree.

Seeing this, Meng Chilang thought that it must be a very important business, so he didn't make any further entanglements after explaining a few words.

Returning to the elevator, Zhao Lingyu's face sank when the elevators were completely closed.

calm.

calm down!

He desperately needed a separate space at this time.

Meng Chilang wouldn't know what the smiling self in front of him was planning in his mind along the way!

He was thinking about how to make him unable to leave himself, how to make that woman disappear in any corner of the world where he might meet that damned woman by chance!The beast crawling in his heart waiting for an opportunity seemed to be aroused by the sight of blood, and it was so fierce that it wanted to tear everything apart!Zhao Lingyu even thought violently, completely take him as his own, or simply use the most extreme way to make him unable to respond to women...

Such emotions were too dangerous, he didn't dare to let himself stay in front of Meng Chilang for one more minute, for fear that if he lost control, he would really do something irreversible.

He endured so much, his fists were clenched tightly, and he was even more motionless after stepping out of the elevator.

After a long time, when he finally recovered his expressionless face, his glasses were silent, and he slammed his fist hard on the wall.Damn it!How could she appear beside Meng Chilang!He has clearly made arrangements!

Zhao Lingyu took out his mobile phone, and after listening to the report from the person on the other end, his expression became very ugly.

There are too many things in this world that cannot be artificially limited, as if there will be something in the dark that will pull those things to happen whether he wants to or not.

He planned too much, took too many precautions, but because he put all his efforts on Meng Chilang, he neglected Du Ya himself.

He tampered with Meng Chilang and Du Ya's first meeting, but still couldn't prevent some things from happening.

He ignored Duya's enthusiasm for fashion design—a passion that Meng Chilang especially appreciates.To disqualify her from the competition, not only did she not give up on clothing design, but she also did not give up on fighting for Meng Shi.

Zhao Lingyu only blamed himself for giving Du Ya a chance because he didn't make a decisive move. It's not that he didn't want to be so decisive. He even had the dangerous idea of ​​letting Du Ya disappear in this world without a sound, but he also knew that There is nothing in this world that can be kept absolutely secret. He is not afraid that God will see it. He is just afraid of himself if Meng Chilang finds out about his extreme behavior one day in the future.

And he underestimated the enemy so much that he didn't even realize that Du Ya had been working in a company near Meng's for so long. That woman even chased her from Liancheng to Guangcheng, so it was not surprising that Meng Chilang would meet her.

Can't go on like this!

His previous thoughts were still too kind, and Zhao Lingyu's eyes became darker and colder. No matter what method he used, that woman must be kept out of Meng Chilang's sight forever, and he had to—

With a ding, the elevator door opened.

Meng Chilang was scratching his wet hair with one hand, and holding the delivery food box in the other, obviously planning to have dinner with him.

Seeing Zhao Lingyu standing outside the door, Meng Chilang didn't doubt that he was there, as long as the two of them had a heart-to-heart, he was planning to go downstairs to find him!

"Are you done? I ordered food."

The eyes of the person in front of him were crooked with a smile, and his hair was limp and obedient due to the moisture, losing the carefully arranged style during the day, making him look less wild and more delicate.

Zhao Lingyu saw the silhouette of himself in his eyes, and when his breath approached and hugged him naturally, he seemed to be in a murderous mood, like a torrent stopped by a slamming gate, and stopped.

His brain began to function normally, and the expression on his face softened. On the one hand, he swore to himself that he would never let anyone occupy the slightest place in his heart in this life. The key to the door.

During this period of time, he lived downstairs, and the keys of the house were also left there, which is convenient for normal use. Naturally, he just came back from outside at this time and he would not have a key.Thinking of this, Zhao Lingyu took a quick step back and hugged him, stroked his still wet hair and led him back into the elevator again.

Meng Chilang noticed that he didn't even take off his coat, and thought that he was in a hurry to deal with those matters and came back to accompany him without taking the time to change clothes, so he couldn't help feeling sweet.

After the two of them had dinner, he left the mess to Zhao Lingyu, dragged his slippers and ran back to the studio, and finished writing on the drawing paper that was interrupted by the takeaway delivery, before holding the paint in one hand and taking it in the other. Come back with pen and paper.

"Hmm, I see clearly, do you have any objections?"

Standing in front of him, Meng Chilang folded his arms around his chest and twirled the signature pen on his fingers habitually. Seeing that Zhao Lingyu had finished reading a few lines, he raised his eyebrows when he showed a surprised and helpless smile.

On the first line of the paper, there are three large characters: Letter of Commitment

The following lines are ridiculous, and Meng Chilang handwritten them very carefully. It is nothing more than to ask Zhao Lingyu to drive carefully in the future. If the situation happened twice before, he will be deprived of his driving right immediately.

"If you don't have any objections, just sign it." Meng Chilang urged him.

Zhao Lingyu followed him around, signed in a serious manner, and obediently pressed the red dye with his thumb to leave his fingerprints on the paper. Seeing that he put the things away carefully with satisfaction, he threatened himself, "Writing in black and white now, in the future, if you Deny that you are the one to look at." Those gloomy emotions gradually cleared up.

He got up and hugged Meng Chilang, who was about to put away the 'precious' agreement, and told him to hum and tell himself: "Regret? It's too late. If you don't come to order formally, you will definitely lose your memory. No way." , "He suddenly thought of another point: "Give me your phone, take a picture of it and watch it every day before driving!"

Meng Chilang turned around to touch his pocket, suddenly his body lightened, and he was lifted off the ground by Zhao Lingyu.

"Haha, why?"

Meng Chilang wrapped his legs around his waist, and was chased by Zhao Lingyu and kissed him a few times. He smiled and dodged, then grabbed his hair and kneaded it into a mess, holding his face and giving it to him. A loud kiss.

"You scared me to death today." The words that I thought I would not say came out naturally when I was panting slightly. Meng Chilang caressed his face, and made him bow his waist and look down at Zhao Lingyu from a condescending angle. .

"Are you tired from work? Or are you in trouble? You seem to be in a bad mood today."

After getting along for a long time, the two formed a radar to detect each other's emotions. Although Zhao Lingyu concealed it very well, Meng Chilang sensitively captured every little difference.

Zhao Lingyu shook his head, and in his obvious disbelief, he opened his mouth and asked: Do you love me?

"what?"

Meng Chilang suspected that he was wrong.

Zhao Lingyu pursed his lips, smiled lightly, raised his face and kissed him, and then leaned his head on his shoulder.He was silent, but held his hand even harder.

Meng Chilang didn't know how complicated his mood was at this moment.

He had never asked this question in his previous life.At that time, his love was domineering, but also simple, as long as he loved him, it was enough, and this person had to be by his side and belong to him.

Never hoped, but never lost.

Although it was painful, he was always sober, knowing clearly that he was his own.

Now, he couldn't be sure.

What is uncertain is naturally not his own feelings, but whether Meng Chilang loves him, how long he will love him, whether he will tell him one day that this is not the life he wants, and whether he will meet something that he wants to get. Another her.

He no longer dared to repeat the morbid possession of the previous life.This time, he put all the dominance on Meng Chilang, this relationship or himself, he can do whatever he wants.But he still can't help being greedy, domineering, and jealous of those people who are special to him who appear or may appear in his life.

He's even, scared.

A lifetime is actually very long. From the age of 26 to the day when we die, no one can say for sure who or what we will meet.He knows that he is a stubborn person who is almost paranoid, and if he has identified a person, even if there is another life, he has the confidence to continue walking with him.

But what about Meng Chilang?

I didn't have any feelings for men at first, but I have accepted my feelings, but I still can't accept all of him physically. Can I really keep in my arms like this for the rest of my life?

If not, do you want to repeat the misfortune of your previous life?

Zhao Lingyu couldn't give an answer.

In his arms, Meng Chilang was very at ease. The lack of sleep last night and today's work fatigue and fright made him lose his energy very quickly, and he simply fell into his arms and became confused.

He waited with his eyes open for a long time, but he didn't see Zhao Lingyu intending to talk to him, so he thought to close his eyes to rest his mind, and listen carefully when he wants to talk later.

Zhao Lingyu had just finished his melancholy here, never thought that this man had already fallen asleep, and the pent-up energy in his heart seemed to hit the cotton all at once, so he had no choice but to carry him back to his room.

When he was put down, he hummed a little soberly, and the ring around his neck refused to let go.

Zhao Lingyu laughed, and when he leaned over to kiss, he didn't buy it anymore, he burrowed into the pillow, and said vaguely, "Don't mess with me, I want to sleep..."

Looking at him, Zhao Lingyu suddenly felt relieved.

Those raging emotions may have been best comforted when he was hugging him. He thought about how he was drinking tonight on the way back, how he was pressed on this bed like this, and he couldn't help but laugh Own.

He wants to, can you dare?

Holding his arms, he watched Meng Chilang turn over to the side where he usually sleeps, and his legs stretched out. He shook his head and got up.

He dare not.