Your Majesty, come back

In the end, in order to save a little face, Chu Yue had no choice but to endure the heat and said: "It's okay for the emperor to kick now, but it's just that you don't want to kick the old brother out of bed in the future."

The overtones were buzzing in the ear, forcing people to try to be patient and self-cultivating. Chu Xiao coughed lightly from the side of his face, hiding the obvious embarrassment: "Zhen, I will pay more attention in the future."

Chu Yue raised his eyebrows in surprise. He thought that he would be scolded and beaten for his words, and he was already prepared to be bullied. Unexpectedly, the emperor is very talkative these days. Not only did he not get angry and lose his temper, he was also a little soft As a sign, Chu Yue's heart was blossoming with joy, so he became more courageous, pushed Chu Xiao down by the waist, and arched Chu Xiao's shoulders a few times in favor: "Third brother, I will stay here to sleep tonight, is it okay?" ?”

Under his longing day and night, the person he loves finally opened his eyes.With sincerity, gold and stone are open, so even a watchful stone will have a day when the rotten wood will come back to spring.

In the long night, it is too difficult to fall asleep alone. If there is a loved one by his side, the scenery will be very different. Chu Yue looked at Chu Xiao from top to bottom full of hope: "Is it okay, third brother?"

Chu Xiao's face was calm, but he clenched his hands tightly under the quilt. The tighter Chu Yue pressed, the more stiff and nervous he became. How could the intimacy in the past suddenly become an indescribable oppression?

Chu Yue only thought that he was going to agree, and continued to confuse: "Your brother can warm the bed."

"..."

"Your brother can still cover the emperor with a quilt at night."

"..."

"Thirsty and hungry, my younger brother will be by my side, and I will wake up when I cry."

Chu Yue took a deep breath, probed his hand into the quilt, found Chu Xiao's sweaty left hand, held it tightly, and never let go: "Brother Huang, do you want to keep your younger brother?"

The breaths of the two are compatible, and it is hard to tell whose breath becomes cloudy first, and the two bodies fit together without any gaps, as if a fire is about to start a prairie fire.

Chu Xiao couldn't move, so he had to close his eyes, and sighed softly: "I'm tired, and I'll be exhausted tomorrow, so you should go down early and have a rest."

How could Chu Yue agree just like that? He bent down, lightly licked Chu Xiao's red earlobe, and murmured, "Don't drive me away."

Chu Xiao just patted the back of Chu Yue's head with his hands, as if to appease a wayward child.

Chu Yue looked at Chu Xiao's face with great doubts, hoping to find a trace of wrong words on this familiar face, even a little bit.

But he couldn't see anything after all.

He had noticed something was wrong with Chu Xiao early on, but he couldn't tell exactly what was wrong. It is difficult to experience the patient's mood and situation personally. Even if he is as careful as Chu Yue, no matter how hard he tries to figure it out , I can't even figure out where my third brother is unhappy and unable to feel comfortable.

Chu Yue has not been paid attention to or favored since he was a child. Children who grow up in such a harsh environment without parents and mothers are mostly sensitive. Since Chu Yue was sensible, he seldom begged others. It's my own, I shouldn't think about it myself, and it's useless to pray to God, worship Buddha, cry and ask for help.

He could no longer make a low profile and beg Chu Xiao to stay with him.

There are only three things, otherwise even he himself will feel that he is thick-skinned and too clueless.

But Chu Yue couldn't help hugging Chu Xiao tightly again, he hoped that the other party would open his mouth gently, there was no need for other sweet words, as long as he was left behind.

After a moment of dullness and stagnation, a hand rested on his back, the gesture was slow, seemingly gentle, Chu Yue was overjoyed, but he heard the person under him utter two words forcefully: "Go down."

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Chu Xiao lay flat on the bed by himself, with a calm expression on his face. He didn't feel sleepy at all, and he didn't look like he was about to go to bed. He put his hands neatly on his stomach, calmly as if he was studying the hangings on the ceiling.

He stared at the roof of the tent for a long time, until his eyes were sore, he groped his chest uncertainly, the melody beating inside was alive, and he was still alive-how amazing, he clearly felt this place just a moment ago It's getting colder and colder, but in the blink of an eye, when you wake up from the dream, everything disappears.

Huang Liang had a big dream, and the butterfly woke up without a trace. He could almost deceive himself that this was a ridiculous dream.

But no, he still remembers that he once had a daughter, every day, everything is so clear, how can his memory be so good, is it easy for people to remember suffering?

He survived again, again and again, but Ah Mi died.

I have killed countless people and done many bad things, why God treats him so mercifully, but what wrong things did Ah Mi do, he has never experienced youth, and died at such an age—since God did not prepare Let her grow up, but did not reserve a future for her, so why let her exist in the world from the beginning.

The mountain wind whizzed past outside the tent, and the candlelight on the candlestick beside the bed began to flicker upside down. Chu Xiao turned his head and looked at the flickering candle beside the bed, and an indescribable fear suddenly rose in his heart—— He said it was fear, but in fact it was more like a back-fear, a gloomy rush towards his face. He remembered that the national teacher once joked to him that there are strange people in the world who have the ability to spy on the fate of the sky, but those who peep at the secrets of the sky often end badly, because The secrets of the heavens cannot be revealed, and mere mortals want to spy on the fate of the heavens, which in itself is a kind of blasphemy against the heavens.

Ah Mi was buried under his greed. So many children and countless people died because of his own desires. His greed is more terrible than plagues and natural disasters, and Chu Xiao has never held a trace of heaven and earth. Awe.

He feels that he is the overlord of the world, the true son of heaven, fearless, he can do whatever he wants for granted, no matter whether he plunders or seizes him, he can do it with confidence.

Chu Xiao is only now beginning to be afraid of his previous arrogance and arrogance. If the way of heaven is really blasphemy, then shouldn't he be cast into hell by the heavens long ago, and he will never be able to stand up forever?

Perhaps Chu Yue's arrow was his retribution from the heavens. It's not that he didn't repay him, it's just that the time has not yet come.

Chu Xiao knew very well that this was not Chu Yue's fault, and it was too late to talk about right and wrong. Since this matter was hidden from others, he should bear it all by himself. Reasons involve others.

His reason had clearly warned him this way a long time ago.

But this body just didn't obey its orders and acted on its own, as long as Chu Yue got close to it, it would tense up uncontrollably.

He no longer has Ah Mi, people always have to look forward, Chu Xiao began to quietly plan for the future, aimless thinking makes people both headache and sweet, but, can think about what he can do for his family in the future There is no greater joy in the world than doing something.

In any case, no matter what happens again, no matter how much time is left, he will work harder to protect his son and A Yue. Chu Xiao doesn't know how far he can go. He doesn't have enough confidence in himself now. .

Not willing to die is because they are reluctant to leave them. People are probably like this. The more they want to love something, the more they will feel weak and incompetent. The more they love them, the more they will worry about gains and losses.

How many people in the world can make you worry about gains and losses like this?

And he has, but luckily he, Chu Xiao, has... the heavens have pity on him.

On the second day, Chu Xiao got up early. He drove Chu Yue away yesterday. It was very wrong.

In short...he didn't take pride in being favored, he just told the truth and analyzed it according to the facts.

Because he hadn't seen the sun for a long time, Chu Xiao was inevitably top-heavy. The attendant held up an oil umbrella to shield him from the sun. Standing in the shadow, Chu Xiao asked the people beside him, "Where does King Yue live?"

The attendant answered truthfully, and then persuaded: "Although the road is not far away, your majesty's dragon body is not in good condition. Your majesty should rest for a while."

"I've slept for so long that I almost forgot what it's like to walk." Chu Xiao narrowed his eyes, raised his eyes to look at his army, and suddenly said to himself, "I'm getting old."

The attendant was flustered by the emperor's thoughtless emotion, so he hurriedly said: "Your Majesty is in the prime of life, and the lucky stars are shining brightly, so you will be blessed in the sky."

Chu Xiao just expressed his feelings: "When I was your age, I lived in a military tent every day, without a fixed place, and my home was on horseback. At that time, I never thought of home, not at all. There is no one worth thinking about. At that time, I just thought that if there was a war, life would be interesting. What I was most afraid of before was that life would be boring and boring."

Chu Xiao changed the subject, and suddenly asked again: "Are you married yet?"

Holding the umbrella, the attendant said shyly, "Yes, there are those I like."

Chu Xiao sighed in a very familiar tone: "Time waits for no one, young man, if you have rice, you have to cook it. In short, you must take care of everything."

The attendant was even more at a loss when he got the emperor's five-character mantra, and nodded hurriedly.

I don't want to run around anymore, I just want to stay in one place, and it's most comfortable to stay with my relatives. It doesn't matter if I am ordinary and boring every day. This kind of symptom is nothing but old.

In front of King Yue's tent.

A handsome young man with a pale face was standing in front of the tent, looking up and talking. Chu Yue was wearing a deep purple robe today, and he also lowered his head slightly to listen in cooperation. The faces are handsome enough.

After lying on the bed for so long, his physical strength was broken, and his eyes were brighter than before. Chu Xiao stood in the distance, watching every move of the two people in front of him, and closed his eyelids, thinking.

If in the past, he had to step forward and get angry to embarrass them, but now that he thinks about it, he is really a bit stingy.

What's more, I'm here to be subdued today, so I can avoid it if there are outsiders around.

"Let's go, don't tell King Yue that I've been here."