Summer wraps autumn, water keeps wind

Chapter 99 Seeking What You Can Get

Unknowingly, it is October, and the weather is getting colder and colder.Bi Xin heard that the wedding gift from Prince Xuan's Mansion had already been sent to the Princess Mansion, but the birthday gift he sent to Jinling a month ago hadn't returned even a single word, and every time the official business notes were written by Shi Shen. Ghostwritten.

He is angry in his heart, it's not that he doesn't know his sincerity towards him, it's just an identity, Liu Fu takes it so seriously, he must be forced to have nowhere to hide to be happy.Bi Xin didn't want to entangle with him about his status, even if he felt wronged, he didn't want to get angry again, so he showed his kindness again and again, but since Jinling found out about Li Hou's affairs, he never let go.

It's been so long since I said that, but in fact, it's just an excuse that Bi Xin made for himself, thinking that Liu Fu is to annoy him and make him jealous.But in the deepest part of his heart, he understood better than anyone else that Liu Fu was wronged because he clearly knew what was going on twice, but he refused to admit it.

Bi Xin personally sent Qingyang to the dragon and phoenix sedan chair, Qingyang took off the fan on his face, glanced at Bi Xin, opened and closed his lips lightly, and said: "Brother." Then he covered his face again, followed The sound of drums faded away.

He froze where he was, with a dazed look on his face.None of the concubines dared to speak. The Queen Mother wanted to go back to the palace first, and Wan Zhao took the lead to salute.

Bi Xin and Wan Zhao went together, causing the concubines to disperse.Bi Xin said with emotion: "Even Qingyang is married now, time is not forgiving."

"It is her blessing that Qingyang can stay with the one she loves, and this concubine is really happy for her." Wan Zhao nodded.

Bi Xin's expression became sluggish again, staring at the distance in a daze.

Wanzhao caught a glimpse of the emperor's obsession again from the corner of his eyes, and his heart was like a mirror, so he said, "The concubine will take her leave first."

"Yeah." Bi Xin said perfunctorily, raising his hand to make her retreat.

Bi Xin was walking in the palace on foot, his foot was heading towards the Cheqiu Pavilion, and he stopped halfway.He resented his appearance very much, and now his magnanimity was gone.Bi Xin sometimes really doesn't want to care about those many things, so he can accept Liu Fu's words. Anyway, that heart has not been developed in recent years, so it's better to be foolish and unrestrained for a while, but what about after that?What should he be responsible for himself, what should he be responsible for Liu Fu, and what should he be responsible for the world?

He didn't want to think about these things any more, and turned back to his own palace.As soon as he entered the hall, he saw someone from the school affairs office waiting, so he dismissed the crowd and let the man come forward to speak.

A secret letter was handed over, and seeing that it was a secret report intercepted by the border customs, he felt a chill in his heart.He knew whose handwriting it was, after all, it was his master who taught him.Bi Xin was taught by this master since he was a child, and spent much more time with him than with his father.

Master Zhang was once a person he trusted.

But so what, ever since Master Zhang left Beijing, even though he missed him, it was hard to see him again.Finally one day Bi Xin discovered the secret of the Dragon Chanting Sword, and the secret that had been taboo in the palace for many years appeared before his eyes.It was difficult for Bi Xin to accept such a change of identity. He didn't know what kind of appearance he would use to see the master again.Even Liu Fu thought that Bi Xin was afraid of Zhang Tao's status as a guard general so he wouldn't let him go to Beijing to participate in the funeral of the late emperor, but apart from this, Bi Xin didn't want the scene to be embarrassing.

When the trust and halo were broken, Bi Xin's suspicion of this special general followed. With his status, he must be quite prestigious in the army, and even his relatives would be in the court.Since Bi Xin transferred to the school affairs office, half of his investigations into the army were placed on Weiyi King, and half on Zhang Taoai.

After all, the king of Weiyi has been the foundation for several lifetimes, so the so-called spies can only inquire about some trivial things outside, and the most confidential important things, he can't hear half a word from him, so he knows that head-to-head is fighting However, with the power of his family, it is better to take advantage of the situation and use some power close to the royal family, and then pull the internal strife in their family.

But Zhang Taoai was different, the spies found out very clearly.Speaking of which, since he went to the border, he seldom had anything to do with the imperial court, and some previous relationships were broken, as if he really stayed at the border as a guard at ease.But what bothered him the most was that General Zhang hadn't married for many years, and he didn't even raise half of his concubine. He originally thought that he would marry him next year at the latest after all these affairs in the court were settled.

This letter is a secret letter from Zhang Taoai to Jinling, which has not happened for many years.That is to say, he didn't have a complete network, so he was easily intercepted by the spies.

Flow back to relatives.

It's not the title of "Prince Xuan", nor is it the style of the memorial, it's just a name.This letter is by no means that simple.

Bi Xinzai read the letter carefully three times, his heart was clogged with blood, and he almost vomited. He grabbed the gold paint on the dragon chair and held back the outburst of fright and anger.

This is a deep palace secret that shocked the government and the public. If it is known, it will be earth-shaking!

His teeth were chattering, and he got up from the chair tremblingly. With his hands on the desk, he asked the man if he knew anyone else.Seeing that Bi Xin's eyes were faintly red, the man also panicked, and said that no one had opened the envelope, except General Zhang himself, I am afraid that no one would know what was written in the letter.

Bi Xin asked Zhang Tao'ai how he was doing now. The humane General Zhang was shot in the abdomen by a poisonous arrow during the border friction and burned for many days. His condition is very bad now.

Bi Xin waved his hand and told the man to go to the imperial hospital to find an imperial doctor who is best at treating trauma, and immediately set off to General Zhang for treatment, so he must be saved.

He fell back into the dragon chair again, cold sweat dripping down his forehead.There were so many things involved in that letter that he didn't know where to start.He looked outside the hall, and a corner of the banyan tree was exposed in front of his eyes. He had been obsessed with it for many years but he was still struggling to survive.This is a twin tree from Zhang Tao's hometown in Quanzhou, and it is the first time that Bi Xin knows the name of this tree.

"South Wind Tree."

The corner of Bi Xin's mouth couldn't help shaking, and he laughed out loud.South wind, south wind, what a blower.Suddenly he remembered that his mother came from a famous family and was brought up virtuously, so how could she ride a horse in the suburbs of spring?

He could still bear the pain in his heart, but when he read the letter again, every single word made him feel sad, he really couldn't imagine how Liu Fu would feel after reading this letter.Liu Fu has lost too much, now that this letter comes out, for him, it will kill all his dependence and nostalgia in this life.

Such a concubine who has been honored and favored but is aloof and unsullied, such a trusted general who is brave and self-sacrificing, but has an unspeakable secret behind the emperor's back.Any remorse or momentary confusion are all excuses.It was nothing more than their dissatisfaction with the emperor's sentimentality and misfortune, which led to this act of revenge, which was premeditated.

Bi Xin shook his head and sighed bitterly, not knowing how to comment on such a thing.He used to be the elders he respected, but now he learned that they made such a big mistake, he was more scared than angry.He couldn't imagine how he would deal with the person he trusted if he did such a thing behind his back, but fortunately Liu Fu never betrayed him at that time, never did such a radical move.

But why should the mistakes made by those people be repeated?Is it rare for Liufu to want to be born out of such parents?He was wronged for him, not worth it for him.After losing his royal status, what is left in Liufu?

"Fu'er, whether you are my real brother or not, you are my Fu'er."

He murmured and shed tears.

The affection for so many years cannot be separated by status and status.When the blood relationship is broken and the last veil of this relationship is torn off, what kind of affection does Wang Bixin have for Wang Liufu?

When Bi Xinjian saw this letter, he had already decided that his affection for Liu Fu was not as simple and clear as that of brothers and sisters. He even had a hint of joy, but in an instant he only had one thought, which was that he must stay. Him, no matter what his identity is.

The question of recurrence has not been given a clear answer until now.

He still couldn't say that. He couldn't remember when the change in his heart happened, and he couldn't figure it out. He pretended to be confused and sometimes even believed it himself.But right now he can't lie to himself anymore, the reveal of his identity, the evidence clearly presented in front of him, how can he lie to himself that his affection for Liu Fu is just his brother's concern?

The endless desire, the irrepressible desire to possess, is hidden under the words and deeds of care, care and careful temptation.He had no way to restrain his partiality and obsession, so he could only use his brother's relationship to try his best to cover it up, but the more he covered it up, the more he wanted to catch up on returning. This life is a companion.

How to choose between little love and righteousness?This is the melancholy that has always plagued him.The emperor of the first generation has the important responsibility of helping the world and setting an example for all people. He has always demanded himself according to the standards of a wise emperor, but as an emperor, can he really not have a true relationship that ignores the world?

In fact, who the emperor favors is not the most important thing. The bottom line is that no matter whether it is a concubine or queen, or a beautiful man who molests children, as long as they show their sincerity, it is not allowed by the royal family, especially for only one person.It was established back then that no one in the royal family should be pampered by male sex. The taboo is nothing more than the emperor's sincerity and easy to be manipulated.But this principle is the same for anyone. If you are born in an emperor's family, you can't treat others with sincerity, and you can't give your sincerity.

Bi Xin once acquiesced to this statement, and applied this rule to his attitude towards love.So in his eyes, little love and love are nothing more than other people's leisure fun, and have nothing to do with his emperor.Even though he was full of longing for love and warmth, he still never relaxed his demands on himself.Bi Xin is confident that he can not fall into the cliché, so he refuses to accept that his relationship with Liufu falls into such a cliché.But people are so strange, the more confident you are, the more fatal it will be when things collapse. When the huge waves of love and infatuation flood people's hearts, no one can escape this torture of entanglement.

When Bi Xin walked out of the hall, he raised his eyes and saw thousands of miles of clouds, which was the time for the geese to fly from north to south.In the courtyard of Zichen Palace, the wild geese that Liji gave to him and Liufu were raised, and now they are bound by their feet and locked within the square courtyard wall, losing their vitality, except for eating and drinking, they have long forgotten to fly with their lovers in the air. Free and happy.

He walked up to the pair of wild geese and untied the chains on the feet with his own hands. They stayed there for a while but didn't understand what happened, and they still stood in the yard without leaving.

Gritting his teeth with tears in his eyes, Bi Xin grabbed the chains on the ground and threw them at them, cursing: "Why do you stay like this, don't you know how to escape from this man-eating place as soon as possible?"

The two wild geese were frightened into a panic, flapped their wings and flew up and landed on the palace wall. They frowned and stared at them, letting tears fall.The two dumb geese arched their bodies, hesitated for a while and finally flew into the clouds, heading south.

"What is righteousness without little love? You know better than me, and you all know better than me."

Bi Xin squatted on the ground, crying with his head in his arms, so frightened that all the palace people quickly knelt down and did not dare to look up.He rushed back to the inner hall, drove out everyone at the door, closed the door with great effort, plugged it in, and sat on the ground, looking at the empty and extremely quiet hall, couldn't help but cover his eyes and let the tears flow Wet the sleeves.

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