Summer wraps autumn, water keeps wind

I don't know how long it's been cold, and the fire has been suppressed for the most part, and the hot impulse has been replaced by reason.If there was a cold war, he would never be too cold for Liufu, so he could only soften his temper, arched Liufu with his feet, and said: "I made trouble with you first, you didn't mean to provoke me just now, let's stop freezing, okay?" good?"

As soon as these words came out, Liu Fu's heart melted in half.But Liu Fu knew in his heart that this feeling could only be understood from the bottom of his heart, but he couldn't express it. He had no reason to argue or question anything. If he tried again and again, if he broke the bottom line, he would only be left with embarrassment and regret.But he is not angry, unwilling.

"I'm fine, I'm fine." Liu Fu still huddled under the quilt and didn't move.

"Fu'er, Fu'er." Bi Xin called again twice.

Bi Xin knew that this little fool was not well at all, so he kept his mind hidden. Maybe he was really annoyed just now, and he treated him like this... Bi Xin hated himself for being reckless, but he couldn't control the indescribable possessive desire, lost sense of security.He didn't want him to go, he didn't want him to be close to others, he didn't want him to see so many people besides himself.

Those messy thoughts went around in Bi Xin's mind, and then they all dissipated. He just watched Liu shrink back and couldn't help but feel soft and guilty.Bi Xin stuck his fingers into the quilt, hooked Liu Fu's little finger and shook it, and coaxed aggrievedly: "Fu'er, please excuse me, brother, I'll get you another pot of fruit wine."

The person in the quilt shrank even smaller, the quilt draped over his body trembled, and when he lifted a corner, he heard Liu Fu covering his mouth and laughing.

"Bi Xin, are you an idiot?"

Liu Fu met Bi Xin who was leaning forward.Bi Xin cupped his face and said in a daze, "Isn't it because of you?"

"Okay, let's not talk anymore." Liu Fu's mood that had just calmed down was disturbed again, and his face was hot.He pushed his body away and moved back.

Bi Xin grabbed Liu Fu's shirt tightly and said, "Call me brother."

"Are you still here?"

"Call me brother."

"Good brother, please forgive me, go to bed early, I'm really tired."

"I...Fu'er, can you not go?"

Liu Fu looked at Bi Xin and said this guiltily, rubbing his belt with his hands, lowering his head and not daring to look at him.Liu Fu sat up and looked at him quietly, only asked: "Why?"

"If you suffer from this disease again outside, I'm very worried, and if you find a few private rooms outside, the officials will make noise again." Bi Xin half-jokingly said.

Liu Fu couldn't hold back anymore, blushed and patted on him, "Don't you know if I have an outer room?"

"I know, I know, but I'm worried when you're not in front of me. Those people don't know how to serve you, and I don't know how many people want to attack you." Bi Xin took Liu Fu's hand with both hands and fiddled with his fingers.

"That's why the emperor pushed Du Pin to Mei Ruojun. Let me think about it, when this matter is over, I don't have to stay in the capital." Liu Fu grabbed Bi Xin's hand, stared at him and said .

"He was originally a talented person in the south of the Yangtze River. It would be the best thing to let him return to his hometown to be a parent official. It would be just right to transfer him back to the cabinet after a few decades." Bi Xin said eloquently.

"Brother, do you really love me because you took me?"

Bi Xin was stunned by this question, his lips moved but he didn't know how to answer.He said: "I really love you, but I also want to occupy you. I don't want you to go to another place. If I'm not in front of my eyes, I will panic."

"I know you're ambitious, and I don't want to tie you down, but I'm just panicking." Bi Xin pulled Liu Fu's hand over his heart, and asked with a frown, "Did you hear that? It's drumming .”

"Don't worry, I won't abandon you. We'll still be together, but we'll see you less often." Liu Fu felt the burning heartbeat, and said with tenderness in his eyes.

"Then I won't allow it either!" Bi Xin grabbed Liu Fu's wrist and stared threateningly.

Liu Fu smiled and said, "You are really domineering."

"I know you don't like it, I'm joking with you, you go early, I'm the happiest." Bi Xin didn't know what was wrong, and said sour words.Then he turned his face away from Liu Fu, bit his finger and rested his chin.

When Liu Fu saw each other's appearance, he was embarrassed and angry, and he went around all kinds of words to make amends for himself. After half a cup of tea was cold, neither of them had a word, which added to the ambiguous atmosphere.

"Just now, your reaction, isn't it..."

"what?"

"It's you who made me feel so uncomfortable."

"Aren't you too!" Bi Xin stared at Liu Fu, and said calmly, "You hurt me too."

"If we try it, your heart will be clear, and you and I will be safe in the future."

Bi Xin froze where he was, he looked at Liu Fu as if he had made a great determination, and said what he just said very seriously.He swallowed in a daze, put his fingers between his lips, and shook his head dullly: "Don't say such things, I will never do such a thing, this is driving you to a dead end force."

"Then what are we, brothers and sisters?" Liu Fu asked, grabbing Bi Xin's collar with red eyes.

"You are the most important person to me. No matter who you are, I don't want to hurt you. I regret what happened last time. I can't hurt you again. I can't do it!" Bi Xin covered his head , closed his eyes, and slowly sobbed.

"If you really want to, how can you hurt me? Today I ask such a thing to tell you that what I say comes from my heart, and I think about it thousands of times before I say it. It's not a whim. I'm waiting for your answer."

"If you do now, we can no longer be brothers." Bi Xin slowly raised his head, letting the tears drip from his eyes in a daze.

"Yes, but I'm not reconciled."

"Do you know what you're doing?"

"What are you doing? Don't you think I'm trying to catch fire?"

"You and I grew up together! For so many years, even if I died, I wouldn't go overboard. I never thought that it was you who forced me instead."

"I can wait. But if I say I forced you, then I am wronged. You have teased me again and again, I have avoided and endured so many times, but in exchange for more and more temptations. You always Without a little bit of thought, I would never ask such a question, I just want to know where the fate between you and me can go?"

Bi Xin curled up, buried his head in his knees, and did not speak, occasionally sobbing.His reddened eyes couldn't help but shed tears, he pursed his lips, resisting the grievance and the pain in his heart, and said softly: "Fu'er is gone, brother have a good rest."

Liu Fu's ankle was grabbed, Bi Xin murmured: "No matter who you are or what your status is, you are different from others, and no one can change your position in my heart, not even myself. "

Bi Xin raised his head, Tao Huaxiu's eyes sparkled, and he frowned and said: "You wait for me, but no matter what the result is, you don't want to have any trouble with me."

"I also have my own temper. Since we have talked about this point, there is no way out."

After being stunned for a while, he murmured: "Okay."

Bi Xin let go of Liufu's ankle, nodded lightly and said, "I understand, I will definitely give you an answer."

"You are so stupid, why exactly?" Liu Fu smiled slightly, cupped his cheek with one hand, took away some tears, opened the curtain with bare feet, and hid in the dappled light and shadow.

"Yo, it's midnight, why did the master come out again?" Du Pin leaned against the door and dozed off, he woke up when he heard the movement inside and caught up with Liu Fu.He waved his hand to tell the attendant to quickly take the cloak and put it on Liu Fu.

Liu Fu's fingers touched the temperature between his lips, taboo and blurred, the words that had been buried in his heart for many years finally came out, and there was a kind of indescribable refreshment.Smash the shackles you carry, don't care about gains and losses.No one in the world can truly empathize with you. It is better to follow your own heart and do what you want to do. Don't bury your true nature in this colorful world.

Liu Fu smiled and waved his hands to ask them to take the cloak away. He stepped on the green bricks step by step with his bare feet. Unknowingly secretly playing between the palace walls, brisk and comfortable.

With his eyes closed, Liu Fu walked through the deserted long street, every time his toes touched the ground, the radiance of his body bounced off, and all his love and hatred were melted into the halo of the moonlight.He wanted to embrace all the coldness and give some warmth to this sleepless night.The wind blowing through his ears passed through his hair, and the hard and cold under his feet became soft and damp. Liu Fu had passed half of the palace and arrived in the imperial garden before he knew it.

Liu Fu stretched out his hand and turned it over, stepped on a branch of a tree, leaned against the trunk with his head in his arms, and looked at the huge Forbidden City in the distance.

Du Pin was out of breath after chasing him, and when he saw Liu Fu climbed the tree, he understood that he didn't want others to disturb him at this moment, so he sent everyone away, and he supported the tree trunk to calm his mind.

"Du Pin, do you remember where my favorite place used to be?"

"Favorite...Master likes to hide alone in the crevice of a rockery next to Taiye Pond."

Liu Fu smiled, with an expression of joy and sorrow, fixed his gaze towards the direction of the rockery and said: "I didn't go there many times, I thought you had forgotten all about it."

"At that time, the emperor had to go and pull the master out. The slaves didn't dare to disturb him."

Du Pin supported the tree, fanned himself, let out a long breath and said: "Master has had many pairs of eyes staring at him since he was born, and it is extremely difficult to relax. I think it is only possible to do it in a place where there is no one. Once by myself."

"You have grown up suddenly, I'm not used to it yet." Liu Fu looked down at him, then leaned back.

"The progress of the slaves is all suggested by the masters."

"Your well-behaved master has one more 'you', it seems that I really can't keep you." Liu Fu closed his eyes, but the tears couldn't stop streaming out, and there was a half-wipe smile on the corner of his mouth.

"It's a slave who is disloyal and deserves death." Du Pin knelt down and kowtowed.

Liu Fu waved his hand and said, "Everyone has his own ambition, I don't force it, you just have to figure it out yourself."

Du Pin knelt down and replied: "This slave and Lianzhi Gong were just a romantic relationship. I had no intention of going out of Beijing at first, but after what Lian Zhigong said, I was really moved."

"What?"

"The slave is a thing to serve people, and he is a slut everywhere. In this case, it is better to be comfortable in this gang. But he told me that I don't want you to be the bird that is kept in a cage, and I don't want you to be a bird." As a fish in captivity, I hope you treat me as a lover rather than a master. I asked him if you dislike me, what should I do? He said that if I become a blue fruit, then forget each other. Jianghu, leaving Junyi is also the most beautiful lover in the world."

Liu Fu looked at Du Pin, and in the faint moonlight, he saw the brilliance on Du Pin's cheeks, tears of happiness and joy, he had never seen such an expression on an attendant.

"The slave doesn't care about his love or infatuation, he only knows that he has truly become a human being in front of him."

"Only by finding yourself can you meet others. You can be so transparent, I have nothing to worry about. But he doesn't understand the truth." Liu Fu wiped away tears with his fingertips with a smile, but the tears came from the other eye socket dripped out.

Du Pin stood up, raised his head and said to Liu: "The emperor really cares about you, not only because of his elder brother's concern, but also because of his different affection. After so many years, a slave can guess how much. Master, you and yourself After fighting for so long, I finally figured it out. As for the emperor, he just pretended to be confused, he is such an orthodox person, and he would never accept such an idea." He smiled and said: "You are He looks soft and kind on the outside but is very strong on the inside, the emperor is tough on the outside but soft on the inside.”

"What you said is true, but I don't blame him for this matter. I lost my sense of proportion, and I crossed the line I originally drew."

"Love is such a thing, you set a lot of rules to restrict it, but when you really meet such a person, you forget everything."

Liu Fu turned over, leaned on the branch, put his hand on his chin and smiled wryly: "It's really like this, but no matter who it is, I will accept it in my heart. I have gone through so much and I am no longer afraid of this worldly thing." Prejudice, not afraid of tossing and dying, just afraid..." He laughed dryly twice, and then said: "Now I have figured it out, there is nothing to be afraid of, even if it is my wishful thinking, it doesn't matter, I have such a temperament, laughing is true, Crying is also true, and emotion is also true.”

"Master is indeed a man of temperament, daring to love and hate, which is rare in this palace."

In the middle of the night, the cicadas sang for the first time, blowing into the breeze and bright moon between the sleeves, sighing that the true feelings of the past and the present are often hard to stay.