How about being each other's scumbags?

After a long time, Xie Zhiwei kept thinking, is it really worth it for him to anger Xie Jiao so much.

The sandalwood beads after rebirth were not given by Xu Zhishan. The string of beads that had been hanging on his wrist for more than ten years no longer existed, just like the Xu Zhishan that belonged to Xie Zhiwei.

The beads are no longer the string of beads.Is Xu Zhishan still the same Xu Zhishan?Xu Zhishan, who has never experienced family ruin and life hardships, is quite different from the person Xie Zhiwei began to blur in his memory.

When Xu Zhishan was in college, his life was very difficult.He usually works at a milk tea shop at night, and works part-time on weekends and Sundays during the day, but even so, he can still get a scholarship every year at school.

Optimistic, tenacious, restrained, almost all positive and optimistic words can be put on Xu Zhishan.Xie Zhiwei enjoys Xu Zhishan's love silently, but doesn't intend to respond.

Xie Zhiwei can't give Xu Zhishan what he wants, he can't love someone seriously, or to put it another way - Xie Zhiwei doesn't know how to love at all, he knows very well that instead of being a lover, he wants to be with Xu Zhishan Be a friend.

Xu Zhishan didn't give Xie Zhiwei too many gifts, he knew that Xie Zhiwei had everything in material things, so Xu Zhishan gave Xie Zhiwei the most precious gift, that string of Buddhist beads.

Some people only have 1000 yuan, but they are willing to give you 1000 yuan, while some people have 100 million yuan, and they are willing to give you [-] million yuan. Who do you choose?Xie Zhiwei firmly believes that he will choose the latter.

But Xie Zhiwei's choice does not mean that he can tolerate Xie Jiao's insulting the former - especially, the former only lives in Xie Zhiwei's memory.

People in memory are always the best.Xie Zhiwei went crazy and had to pay a terrible price for what he did.

Xie Jiao was indeed angry, and it was not ordinary anger, he showed no mercy this time, he treated Xie Zhiwei very roughly, and he didn't care about the hideous burn wound on his right hand at all.

Xie Zhiwei was lying on the sofa like a dead fish, his eyes staring blankly at the ceiling, as if his soul had risen from his body, and after dying in mid-air, scattered scorched embers.It's like the smell of the string of beads after they've been burned.

"Xie Zhiwei." Xie Jiao's voice was hoarse, like the desperate roar of a beast: "Xie Zhiwei, why do you always do this?"

Xie Zhiwei didn't speak, he raised his weak arm and covered Xie Jiao's bloodshot eyes with his palm: "Don't look at me."

Xie Jiao didn't move or speak.

"Don't look at me." Xie Zhiwei said softly, "I just want to be alone."

Xie Jiao's breathing was still heavy, and from the corner of his eye, he saw the scar on Xie Zhiwei's leg that had become hideous due to the operation.Then he suddenly discovered that he and Xie Zhiwei - both of them had scars all over their bodies.

Xie Zhiwei's legs, his legs, Xie Zhiwei's hands, his hands, Xie Zhiwei's soul, his soul.

Isn't love a beautiful thing?Xie Jiao's throat sounded like a beast whimpering, he pressed his forehead to Xie Zhiwei's chest, and stopped talking.

Xie Zhiwei put down his hand covering Xie Jiao's eyes, his eyes drifted away, as if he had seen the stars and bright moonlight outside the house through the roof, and the winter wind poured in through the crack of the door, gradually turning their skin cold.

"Thank you Jiao." Xie Zhiwei said, "Let me go."

Xie Jiao raised his head slowly, his originally sad and angry eyes were filled with chilling calm.

"Let you go?" Xie Jiao looked at Xie Zhiwei: "In your previous life, why didn't you let me go?"

Xie Zhiwei met Xie Jiao's eyes, he originally thought that Xie Jiao would cry, but in the end he didn't.Xie Jiao's calmness chilled Xie Zhiwei more than his anger.

"Xie Zhiwei." Xie Jiao continued, "I'm really angry."

Xie Zhiwei closed his eyes, he felt very painful, even very painful, his body was also very painful, but the pain became no longer obvious under Xie Jiao's indifferent gaze.

"Why did you keep those beads?" Xie Zhiwei said softly, "Xie Jiao, tell me, who are you?"

"..." Xie Jiao looked at Xie Zhiwei indifferently, his love for Xie Zhiwei, his pity for Xie Zhiwei, seemed to burn out along with the burning sandalwood beads: "Who do you think I am? Xu Zhishan?"

"...You are not Xie Jiao." Xie Zhiwei said, "You are not the Xie Jiao I know."

"In this world, besides me, who is the person you know?" Xie Jiao understood what Xie Zhiwei said, he stretched out his hand, and slowly straightened Xie Zhiwei's messy hair, and said softly: "You Look at their fate, Xu Zhishan, Xie An, Zhu Qiangwei, Lin Ruyun, which one developed as you remember?"

No, no one, including himself, did not go on as he remembered.

"This is a different world at all." Xie Jiao said: "Xie Zhiwei, only you are still living in the past."

Xie Zhiwei's body stiffened.

"You are still living in your dream of standing at the top." Xie Jiao smashed Xie Zhiwei's solid shell little by little: "Look at you now, what are you fighting against me with?"

"Status?" Xie Jiao continued: "Money? Or memories about rebirth? Every... My baby, you have nothing now."

Xie Zhiwei suddenly felt the pain in the wound on his body, he turned his head and ignored Xie Jiao.

"Look at you." Xie Jiao said: "How pitiful, just like me in my previous life... No, you are much more pitiful than me, at least, I dare to kill you with a knife, do you dare?"

Xie Zhiwei didn't dare, Xie Zhiwei was too afraid of death, his naked body was trembling because of the cold, but Xie Jiao didn't intend to just let him go.

"You've been thinking about how to kill me, so what if you succeed, Keke, what you want..." Xie Jiao said here, and slowly kissed Xie Zhiwei's cold ear: "Everything there is none left."

Xie Jiao was right, even if Xie Zhiwei killed Xie Jiao, it was impossible for him to get what he wanted.There are too many obstacles standing in front of Xie Zhiwei, he is like a fool who wants to move mountains, but no god is moved by his sincerity.

Xie Zhiwei still didn't speak, he covered his face with his arms, and his legs wanted to close together unnaturally.

Xie Jiao didn't let Xie Zhiwei get what he wanted, he directly pressed Xie Zhiwei's leg, and then inserted his finger into the torn part: "Does it hurt?"

Xie Zhi trembled more and more.

"I'm in pain too." Xie Jiao said coldly: "When it hurts, I start to think, isn't it better if you die?"

"Kill me." Xie Zhiwei whispered, "You killed me."

"Hahaha." Xie Jiao laughed when he heard this sentence, "You are so greedy for life and afraid of death, how could you let me kill you, besides, living is more painful than dying."

After finishing speaking, Xie Jiao got up directly, leaving behind the messy Xie Zhiwei.

Xie Zhiwei's body was cold and painful, and he was a little dazed. Not long after Xie Jiao left, he staggered into the bathroom and took a hot bath with difficulty.

The wounds on his body hurt very much when he got wet, and Xie Zhiwei's legs, which were not fully healed, also started to hurt. He curled up in a ball in the bathtub, very sleepy but unable to fall asleep.

Xie Jiao's words lingered in Xie Zhiwei's ears like a curse. From this moment on, Xie Zhiwei suddenly woke up. Unless he caught up with him, there was no possibility of a comeback.

"Thank you Jiao." Xie Zhiwei's lips were pale: "You are really capable."

After taking a shower, Xie Zhiwei climbed onto the bed again, and fell asleep dizzily.

When he woke up the next day, Xie Zhiwei went to the hospital again without any accident.Xie Zhiwei suddenly discovered that since he was reborn, as long as he had conflicts with Xie Jiao, the probability of being admitted to the hospital was about 90.00%, and the remaining [-]% belonged to Xie Jiao who had no time to treat him.

But this time the situation was obviously more serious, because Xie Jiao didn't even look at him.

Xu Ji, who had been watching the situation of Xie Zhiwei and Xie Jiao all the time, only said to Xie Zhiwei in a low voice when there was no one in the ward: "Young master, why do you have to get angry with the eldest master, the one who suffers in the end It's still you."

Xu Ji's words are right, his arms can't beat his thighs, if Xie Zhiwei knows the current affairs, he should obediently listen to Xie Jiao's words, and it's best not to do anything against Xie Jiao.

"I see." Xie Zhiwei said lazily, "It won't happen in the future."

When Xu Ji heard this, surprise flashed in his eyes. He had been persuading Xie Zhiwei before, but he never got an answer. He didn't expect Xie Zhiwei to agree with him today.

"Humans are animals." Xie Zhiwei said: "After suffering, you know what to do and what not to do."

Xu Ji wanted to laugh, but couldn't for some reason.Although he is Xie Jiao's subordinate, he does not approve of what Xie Jiao did to Xie Zhiwei - of course, from the perspective of a bystander, Xie Zhiwei is really just a victim of Xie Jiao's robbery.

"Young master, just pass with patience." Xu Ji said awkwardly: "It will always... get better."

Will it get better?Will it really get better... These words can't comfort Xie Zhiwei at all, the smell of disinfectant on the tip of his nose is so strong, Xie Zhiwei suddenly remembered something.

"Where's my phone?" Xie Zhiwei asked.

"Here." Xu Ji took out Xie Zhiwei's cell phone from his coat and handed it to him.

Xie Zhiwei took the phone and dialed a number directly.

"Hey, Keke, why did you call me?" Lin Ruyun's voice sounded from the other end of the phone.

"I'm sick and I'm in the hospital, come and take a look." Xie Zhiwei.

"Ah?" Lin Ruyun didn't expect Xie Zhiwei to open his mouth because of this, and he was slightly stunned: "What's wrong with you?"

"You'll know when you come here." After finishing speaking, Xie Zhiwei hung up the phone directly.

What Xie Jiao said is indeed correct, there is no one in this world who looks forward to Xie Zhiwei, but to Xie Zhiwei, it doesn't mean anything at all.He never counted on others.