Perfection

After taking Wen Lin out for a small gathering that day, Wen Jianing was busy with filming for a short period of time, and he never saw Wen Lin again. He once called to ask about it. Wen Lin said that he was fine and told Wen Jianing not to worry about him. .

At this time, Ke Xinfan was also discharged from the hospital.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Wen Jianing personally drove to pick him up.

As soon as Ke Xinfan got into the car, he took out his cigarette and started smoking.

Wen Jianing pushed open the car window, silently expressing his unwelcome attitude towards his smoking.

But Ke Xinfan didn't care, and asked him, "When will you go back?"

Wen Jianing said, "Anytime."

Ke Xinfan was silent for a while, and said: "Then hurry up, can you go back tomorrow?"

Wen Jianing glanced at him, "I'll make arrangements."

In "Bitter Summer", Wen Jianing's scenes in the studio are almost ready to wrap up, and the next step is to prepare for the outdoor shooting.Recently Lu Jinlang has slowed down his progress, more often he is studying shooting techniques and constantly making comparisons for self-improvement.

If Ke Xinfan wanted to go back at this time, Wen Jianing could be free.But when he asked Lu Jinlang for leave, Lu Jinlang offered to go back with him.

Wen Jianing was a little surprised, "Are you free?"

Lu Jinlang was looking at the computer, he raised his head to look at him, "You don't want me to go?"

Wen Jianing walked up to him and reached out, put both hands on his shoulders, and smiled, "Why do you think so?"

Lu Jinlang reached out to take off his glasses, "I can feel it from your tone and expression."

Wen Jianing buried his head, put his face against his cheek, and said softly: "You didn't look at me at all just now, you just sensed it from my expression?"

Lu Jinlang raised his hand to touch his face, and said, "Don't you know that there is a feeling called telepathy?"

Wen Jianing couldn't help laughing.

Lu Jinlang took his hand and pulled him in front of him, sitting on his side and hugging him.

Wen Jianing wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and turned his head to look at the website that Lu Jinlang was browsing. He thought he was watching entertainment news, but it turned out that he was reading a filming diary of a famous director.

After pulling the mouse casually, Wen Jianing asked him, "Have you gained anything?"

Lu Jinlang said: "Look a little more, you can always absorb something."

Wen Jianing turned back to look at him for a moment, then leaned over and kissed his lips.He himself had just taken a shower, but Lu Jinlang hadn't had time to do so yet.After a deep and emotional kiss, Wen Jianing said to him, "Do you want to take a shower first?"

"Okay," Lu Jinlang said, retracting the hand that had been stretched into Wen Jianing's pajamas, standing up and hugging Wen Jianing directly.

Wen Jianing quickly grabbed his shoulders, "What are you doing?"

Lu Jinlang said, "Let's wash together."

Wen Jianing said, "I've already washed it."

Lu Jinlang smiled, "It's okay, you go and stay with me."

He carried Wen Jianing into the bathroom, sat on the edge of the bathtub, reached out to turn on the faucet, and poured water into the bathtub.

"Want to take a bath?" Wen Jianing asked him.

Lu Jinlang said: "It's rare to have you by my side, I plan to enjoy it slowly."

Wen Jianing rested his head on the tiles in the bathroom and looked at him with a smile.

While waiting for the water to be released, Lu Jinlang put one hand on his back and asked, "It seems that I seldom hear you about your family in advance."

Wen Jianing was a little emotional, "My parents are actually very good to me, but the memories about the past are all unhappy memories."

Ke Xinhang rarely records happy things in his diary.

If Wen Jianing himself had grown up in that environment, he would definitely not have the current personality. If he hadn't met Lu Jinlang, perhaps he would have gradually been affected by Ke Xinhang's sensitivity and helplessness over time, and moved towards another extreme.

Until now, no one has allowed Wen Jianing to enter Ke Xinhang's body until what happened that night.Wen Jianing sometimes wonders if he couldn't bear the pressure and chose to commit suicide.

Lu Jinlang moved his palm to his shoulder, squeezed it a little harder, and asked him, "What are you thinking?"

Wen Jianing suddenly came back to his senses, shook his head, then noticed that the water in the bathtub was almost ready, and said to Lu Jinlang, "You can go in."

Lu Jinlang began to undress without haste.

He has a good figure, his muscles are firm and tight without being exaggerated, and he looks slender and well-proportioned.

Wen Jianing leaned his head against the wall and looked at him, recalling in his heart when he began to feel the attraction of a man's body to him.

Lu Jinlang stepped into the bathtub and sat down.

The water in the bathtub flooded up all of a sudden, Wen Jianing was sitting beside the bathtub with his trousers rolled up, when the water flooded up and wet his trousers.

Lu Jinlang said to him, "Take off your pants."

Wen Jianing hesitated for a moment, but still stretched his legs out, took off his pajama pants, and then turned around and stretched his legs into the bathtub.

Ever since Lu Jinlang replaced his original boxers, he no longer insisted on covering up anything.In fact, he is very grateful to Lu Jinlang, because of Lu Jinlang's attitude, now he will gradually forget his physical condition, and feel that he is no different from ordinary people.

Lu Jinlang leaned back comfortably, leaning his back against the side of the bathtub, and said, "It's a pity that it's not convenient to go out, otherwise I can go with you to see the place where you used to live and the school where you studied."

Wen Jianing looked at him and said, "No need, I don't have much memory anymore."

"No memory?" Lu Jinlang seemed a little surprised by his words.

Sometimes the older a person is, the more he will miss things from his childhood. Maybe not everything and every scene are deeply remembered, but there should be no memory.

Wen Jianing said: "Really, I actually have very few memories about Ke Xinhang."

Lu Jinlang looked at him without saying a word.

Wen Jianing took a deep breath and said, "I committed suicide, but I didn't die. After waking up that day, I chose to forget a lot of things, and let myself--" He stopped suddenly when he said this. I want to say that I can isolate the past memory from the present.But for some unknown reason, he suddenly had a strange and terrifying idea at a certain moment, which made him dazed for a short while.

From Lu Jinlang's point of view, Wen Jianing's face turned pale in an instant.He sat up, reached out to hold his calf, and asked, "What's wrong?"

The touch of Lu Jinlang's palm brought back Wen Jianing's sanity, he shook his head, originally wanted to say nothing, but in the end he couldn't help asking: "Is there such a person as Wen Jianing in this world?"

Hearing him mention Wen Jianing, Lu Jinlang should actually be upset, but seeing his unsightly face, he still didn't provoke him, and replied calmly: "Yes, I know him, and I've seen him too."

Wen Jianing nodded.

At that moment just now, he just suddenly wondered whether he might be a personality split from Ke Xinhang's self. The cognition of identity was actually given to him by Ke Xinhang. He is not Wen Jianing, he is still Ke Xinhang. It's just the ego splitting and imprisoning a personality.

This thought made him a little creepy for a moment, as if everything that could not be explained made sense.But the only thing he can rest assured about is that the memory of Wen Jianing he has is something Ke Xinhang doesn't know about, and he can't give him.

There is a real Wen Jianing in the world, not Ke Xinhang's fantasies and splits.

"Xinhang?" Lu Jinlang still felt that he didn't look very good.

Wen Jianing chewed on the name, and suddenly wished that Lu Jinlang could call him Wen Jianing.He himself didn't know what was wrong, but after getting along for so long, this idea came to him for the first time.

Lu Jinlang got up and stood in front of Wen Jianing, stretched out his hand to pinch his chin to make him look at him, and said again: "Xinhang, what's wrong with you?"

Wen Jianing suddenly reached out and hugged his shoulders, and covered his mouth with his own lips.

There are some things he can't say, so don't listen to them at this time.He kissed Lu Jinlang so hard that his pajamas were all wet and he didn't care.

Lu Jinlang stretched out his hand to support him, turned around and pushed him against the wall, tilting his head back to keep him a little distance away.

Wen Jianing tried to ask him again, but Lu Jinlang still hid back.

Lu Jinlang said, "What happened to you? You were fine just now."

Wen Jianing pursed his lips and said, "I owe it to you."

Lu Jinlang was taken aback, and suddenly he couldn't laugh or cry. Of course he knew that the person in front of him deliberately said such words to tease him, but he had to admit that these words were very powerful.

Wen Jianing raised his legs around Lu Jinlang's waist, put them on it deliberately, and said, "How are you?"

Lu Jinlang felt a little helpless, he could only lean closer to kiss him and said, "It's up to you, you can tell me when you want to talk."

As soon as he kissed him, Wen Jianing immediately deepened the kiss.

Both of them had no room to think, and fell into a fierce love.The bathroom was filled with steam, and the water in the bathtub was churning and splashed a lot.

Until later, Lu Jinlang changed the hot water in the bathtub and soaked Wen Jianing in his arms.

Because Wen Jianing was too exhausted, he fell asleep while lying in the bathtub, and had no time to think about the previous events.

As for Lu Jinlang, he arranged the work for the next two days, and he got up to make breakfast at dawn, and then he woke up Wen Jianing when it was almost time, and said to him: "Let's go, let's go today. "

Wen Jianing rubbed his aching forehead, reached out to touch his mobile phone by the bedside, and then called Ke Xinfan, "We'll go back today."

Ke Xinhang's hometown is actually in a nearby suburban county, less than an hour's drive from the city.They were able to go back and forth in the same day.

At first Lu Jinlang planned to let Lu Yunan drive his nanny's car, but Wen Jianing said that it was not necessary, he just drove his car and didn't bother Yunan.

Before leaving, Wen Jianing deliberately searched for the address of the cemetery in the north of the county seat. Ke Xinhang's parents were buried in that cemetery.