Today I saved the world again

Probably the best idea is that men really have something they can't get.

He once really liked someone, a man who had a good temper just by looking at him.

At that time, he was still studying, but he fell in love with that person at first sight.

No matter what he does, he is very decisive, just like his style of doing things. After he fell in love with that person, he launched a fierce pursuit. The first confession was the first time they met. Back then he didn't even know the man's name.

Of course, his first confession failed, but he also knew the name of the person who made him fall in love at first sight—Qin Feng.

Qin Feng is a person with a soft personality. To put it bluntly, he has a low sense of presence and a low-key manner. When encountering things, he will be soft, making people feel easy to bully. But at the same time, Qin Feng does have a good temper. .

He knew how to deal with Qin Feng, who was not very assertive, and he also thought that he would soon be able to catch up with Qin Feng.But the fact is, from high school to university, until the third year of junior year, the two of them confirmed their relationship.

There are basically no people in the school who know the relationship between the two of them. He always has a way to control the distance between the two of them in front of outsiders. He knows the weight of the three words homosexuality, especially in China.

The memory after they were together is a bit blurred. After all, it was many years ago. Only Qin Feng can clearly remember the many first times between the two of them and the time when they confirmed their relationship.Then at that time in the coming year, I will try my best to prepare some surprises.

He really loves Qin Feng, he thought.

Even though time has smoothed out many things, his feelings for Qin Feng are not as strong as they were when he fell in love at first sight, but he knows that he loves Qin Feng.I love so much that I once promised Qin Feng that if...

If they have been in love for ten years and still haven't changed, let's get married, or go abroad to put a real label on their relationship.

He never lied, because what he said had weight and was from the heart.Maybe he will use some small language skills in some conversations with customers, but he knows that when he said this sentence, he really meant it sincerely without any embellishments.

It's just that after a long time, many ideas will change, not to mention after setting foot in the society for many years.

With the growth of age, the pressure at home and the development of the company, he gradually felt that he really needed a child, but it was obvious that it was impossible for Qin Feng to give him a child.

He had thought about test-tube babies, but he gave up the idea after looking up the information. On the contrary, Qin Feng thought about it, maybe the two of them could adopt a child in the future.

Qin Feng was kicked out by his family in order to be with him. He was very moved. Over the years, Qin Feng has been trying hard to be accepted by his parents, but he has never succeeded.

From the beginning to the end, his family only regarded Qin Feng as his unrequited relationship, and did not intervene much in this matter, but they would never accept Qin Feng's existence. His family could not accept the future master The doorman's wife is a man's business, and his family always believes that he will break up with Qin Feng eventually.

It's just that he has been with Qin Feng for too long, and he has been keeping himself clean all these years. His parents finally became anxious, so they discussed it with him.

He married the daughter of another family, and his family accepted Qin Feng's existence, as long as he didn't bring Qin Feng home, his future wife wouldn't care whether his lover outside was a man or a woman.

After the proposal came out, he was a little distraught, but in the end he agreed.

He feels that it is enough for him to "keep chastity" for Qin Feng for so many years. He is not a pure gay like Qin Feng, he is a bisexual, and he also appreciates the beauty of women.No matter what he will do, his heart is still on Qin Feng. What's more, his family will accept Qin Feng, and Qin Feng will be happy.

Although he thought so, he was still a little afraid that Qin Feng would not agree, and even showed a sad expression.

But he knows Qin Feng, there is probably no one in this world who knows Qin Feng better than him.

No matter how much Qin Feng will suffer in his heart after knowing this matter, in the end, Qin Feng will compromise. He knows how much Qin Feng loves himself and how much he can't do without himself.

In Qin Feng's world, there is only one him.

then……

He chose the stupidest way to tell Qin Feng, maybe he had already wanted to do this in his heart.

Qin Feng's work and rest time is always very fixed, but he came back a little late that day. When Qin Feng opened the door, he saw the picture he wanted to show Qin Feng, but he didn't expect Qin Feng's The expression will be like that...

It's like... dying...

Qin Feng turned around silently and left, holding two red ring boxes in his hand.

He didn't chase after him, what he thought at the time was, let Qin Feng calm down alone, Qin Feng will come back soon, where else can Qin Feng go besides here?Qin Feng doesn't even have a close friend.

But Qin Feng's expression when he left kept replaying in his mind, disturbing his mind.

He chased away the woman who was temporarily brought home.

He used that woman to test Qin Feng's bottom line for him, and he stubbornly felt that Qin Feng would take a step back. He wanted to prove his importance in Qin Feng's heart through this behavior.

But he still wandered around the house irritably, and finally found some cooked dishes, candles, red wine, and a note that Qin Feng had hidden under the pillow in the kitchen.

...It turns out that today is the tenth anniversary of his being with Qin Feng.

At that moment, his heart was really flustered.

Qin Feng didn't come back for many days, which made him a little irritable. He thought that even though he still loved Qin Feng, the relationship had faded a lot after all, but he really felt regret, he shouldn't It was Qin Feng who saw those pictures that day, and Qin Feng was still holding the ring box in his hand at that time.

He searched all the places where Qin Feng might go, and called many people that Qin Feng might contact, but just like Qin Feng's thin interpersonal circle, at most, only one person followed up and said, "Qin Feng It is true that Feng has not come to work these two days, but I heard that he is going to ask for leave."

Thank you for hearing this. Although he didn't find out where Qin Feng went, he confirmed the time when Qin Feng would appear.

He thought about saying sorry to Qin Feng, and hoped that Qin Feng would come back soon, but when he saw Qin Feng again, Qin Feng was walking with another outstanding man, talking and laughing.

At that moment, he was indeed furious, and he rushed forward without thinking much, until the young man held Qin Feng in his arms, and asked him with a half-smile: "Who is he to you? You want me to Let him go?"

This person's question made him gradually calm down, but in the end he fled in the face of the young man's next words.

"How can I let him go? You hurt my love."

"I would like to know, what is the relationship between you and my Xiaofeng? There is such a big anger, and I want to vent it on him. I haven't asked for advice yet."

When he calmed down, he didn't believe that Qin Feng would find himself a lover in such a short time, he knew it...

But he also couldn't answer the young man's question.

Who is Qin Feng to him...

Qin Feng suddenly disappeared from his world, although there are still many traces of him getting along with Qin Feng in that "home".

Qin Feng has been away for a long time, and he has the illusion that in fact, he does not have to be Qin Feng.

Then he got married, and his wife really didn't care who he was, or had been with, as long as he didn't take those romantic debts home.

Then he started raising a little lover.

Those little lovers who are still boys always have something to remind him of Qin Feng.

After a long time, he met Qin Feng again at a business party.

Qin Feng has changed a lot, becoming more confident and calm, with an extraordinary and calm charm all over his body.This kind of Qin Feng suddenly brought back the feeling of love at first sight in his heart again. He never thought that at his age, he could have such intense emotions again.

The moment Qin Feng looked at him, he was flustered because he brought his current lover to the party.

Qin Feng saw it, but he didn't say anything about it, which made him unsteady. Why do I still love you, but you have become so ruthless?

After inquiring, he found out that Qin Feng had changed his job, completely left his former circle of friends, and became a game planner.

After knowing some basic information, he launched a frantic pursuit of Qin Feng again, as if he had reappeared in the past, and he also found out many sweet memories between the two of them back then and sent them to Qin Feng.

What can be obtained is Qin Feng's cold response, or no response at all.

On the one hand, he wanted to bring Qin Feng back, but on the other hand, he never stopped his behavior of continuing to support his lover, until the new little lover ran to Qin Feng's office.

This new little lover was his favorite, and he was also spoiled by him, so he did such a behavior.

Angry, he threw the check in the boy's face, said coldly that their relationship was over, and told the boy, "I like you the most because you look like him the most when you smile."

The boy left in a daze and some despair, but he didn't care, he was thinking of a new way to bring Qin Feng back.

He wants to bring Qin Feng back, as long as Qin Feng asks, he is willing to do it, even divorce.

But he soon saw a terrible fact, Qin Feng came to the door with his new lover, and solemnly asked him to stop those meaningless behaviors.

He couldn't believe it, but he had to look directly at Qin Feng's hand holding another person.

He trembled slightly and said, "My true love, why are you so cruel? My heart is still on your body, but you turn a blind eye to it. Don't you remember the forever you said ?"

He saw Qin Fengyun smile lightly, "Didn't you destroy our eternity first? I don't care if there is a cracked relationship."

Afterwards, he chatted with Qin Feng's new lover, and it seemed that the person was quite wary and displeased with him, and finally even gave him a glare when he left, "Take care of your lover, some of them are really I like you."

He thought it might be a demonstration, so he smiled very gentlemanly, he didn't want to weaken his aura in front of his rival, he said he would wait for Qin Feng, because he believed that Qin Feng still loved him.

Then he waited a year...

two years...

Three years...

In the fourth year, Qin Feng held a wedding banquet with his paralyzed lover. They invited some acquaintances to watch the wedding of the two men. Several lovers.

After the wedding, Qin Feng put two rings on his hands and said with a smile, "I was planning to propose to you with this ring on that day, but I don't need it anymore, so I will give it to you. You can throw them or whatever, it's up to you. I've seen it through, and you don't have to keep forcing yourself to pretend you can't let it go."

Qin Feng probably thinks that he has been following all kinds of lovers around him and pestering Qin Feng, pretending not to let go, but in fact, these lovers around him all have the shadow of Qin Feng.

After that wedding, his wife laughed at him for the first time, "I didn't get it in the end."

He didn't get angry with his wife, but he rarely bothered Qin Feng anymore.

He still maintains the established life pattern, he makes the company bigger, and more people want to curry favor with him.His belly was getting bigger and his body was getting fatter, but he was still an attractive man.

Occasionally he would hear some conversations about Qin Feng, because of the wedding of the two men, many people remembered them, and many people said that Qin Feng had a very happy life.

Many years later, he saw Qin Feng again on the street. A man who was no longer young like him, but still had a strong body and a charming smile. Next to him was the man who was still paralyzed, holding hands and walking on the street. superior.

He suddenly remembered that in the past, Qin Feng had whispered in his ear.

"I hope……

One day we can walk down the street hand in hand...

No matter what, everyone's eyes...

Show the world that we belong to each other. "

He looked down at his growing beer belly, looked away, and let the driver drive away.

After all, he lost the most precious thing in this world...

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